Chapter Seventy-Two: A Sharp Turn
“………………”
Rin thought back and forth in her mind, looking at the images that Shirou had brought with her to investigate by the police and church personnel—several clear images showed that Sakura had had extremely close contact with the victims—and it was clear that she was the culprit of Fuyuki's serial killings. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Not only that, but the investigation book even lists Sakura's past experiences at the Makiri family in detail.
It's not okay not to answer, but my head is so messed up that I can't even decide what to think.
- Sakura Makiri is constantly suffering from sex-nue-treatment.
It is not difficult to imagine what kind of education is imposed on her. Sakura is not a pure and lovely chu-woman, but a witch who has tasted the taste of a man, and has already fallen into the bottomless abyss.
Rin was furious for a moment, but quickly calmed down her mood.
What has my sister been struggling with, longing for, and missing in the past eleven years, and why is she crying? No one knew. In this paradise-like country, anyone can share happiness, but Sakura cannot. Even if she doesn't make a move, she will be killed by someone else.
It's easy to see that Sakura has lost control and turned into a witch who simply devours life. The transformed body and long-term educational methods completely distorted the mind of this young girl.
“……”
Rin looked up at the Sage on the stained glass wordlessly. Thinking about it carefully, Sakura loves to laugh and smiles calmly at all times.
I don't even know what kind of pain it was based on, and I've always taken it for granted. Whether her smile is real or not, it doesn't matter.
On the one hand, she did not want me to know, and on the other hand, she often wanted to seek salvation from me. My sister, who can't even notice this, really doesn't have the right to worry about my sister.
Rin put down the information, looked at Shirou, and said in a serious tone.
"You false priest is really the worst person...... You're deliberately hiding this until now, aren't you? ”
"Ha, this is a misunderstanding, I'm just thinking about what can be better to help her, I just want everyone to be happy (well~ the main lines have a different flavor). However, it is a pity that after the start of the Holy Grail War, this kind of thing has become more frequent, and at this point, with the presence of Ruler, things have reached the point where they are almost impossible to hide. ”
(…… Bastard. )
Rin cursed inwardly.
After learning everything, it is absolutely a lie to say that it will not be shaken.
- It's just that Rin didn't feel lost in her heart. That's because...... How to do it, I have long understood.
There is no means to save her, and now the cherry blossoms have been completely eroded, and the transformation of the dirty inkstone of the square can't keep it for a long time.
As long as the marker worm is still there, it will continue to eat the girl's body in the future, and taking it out is equivalent to removing the human nerves. If left unattended, the irrational insects will continue to reduce their magic power, and the cherry blossoms will kill themselves. In that case, she's just a rampaging Master.
No matter what you do, you'll die in a few days.
What has been damaged cannot be recovered, and what has been lost can never be recovered. The only way to save her is to go back eleven years ago.
In this way, whether you stand in the head of the Tosaka family, or in the position of Sakura's sister, or as a hostile master. Isn't there only one thing you can do? Because of this, there is no need to sigh here and feel lost - it is a decision that is taken for granted and without question.
“…… This is my responsibility and it must be my responsibility. ”
But despite this, I don't know why my knees are still shaking. My throat was clogged, and my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe.
If it goes on like that, it will only become more and more painful, and the result will not be escapable......
"Make a end here, and there will be no victims. Whether it's Sakura or those affected by Sakura, they can be rescued. ”
The weakness of not being able to make a decision earlier in turn made her more painful.
From the point of view of whether to save the life or not to save the dead, Rin's decision is correct, extremely correct.
If you leave it alone, ten people will die.
If taking the lives of one person before you can save the lives of nine people, then
"Kill her right here, definitely. It was the Tosaka family who pushed her life into the abyss and forced her to a dead end where there was no turning back...... So, it's up to me to kill her. ”
With such a plain, yet firm tone, Shirou could feel Rin's unyielding will. There was no trace of warmth or hesitation in her eyes, it was not cold, but sublime.
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In the chapel of the Fuyuki Church, there is a secret that only the priests know.
The wall that connects the chapel to the sacrificial chamber inside does not actually function as a separating person at all. All the events and sounds that happened in the chapel can be seen clearly through the sacrificial room.
After Rin leaves, as soon as he walks into the sacrificial chamber, Shirou hears intermittent gasps.
People have hearts and souls, and because of this, it is only when they hurt others that they feel pleasure.
The first to collapse is the so-called glory or dignity and the like, but that is at best the surface of the soul.
The endless and repetitive accumulation of suffering is covered with new suffering, and the stimuli that the body receives have no boundaries. Pain greater than pain, torture greater than torture stimulates the flesh without interruption, and neither shame nor humiliation is only the beginning of something not worth mentioning.
When she realized that this body was only being plundered as food for desire, the most terrifying nightmare for the living, the primordial fear of being eaten alive, opened the prelude to her.
At that time, "hope" will be the last rope.
Crushing that hope is also the final blow to the soul.
Words can kill without edge.
Just as the blade of steel ends life, insulting words can erase the spirit. After defeating hope, even if you understand that your chest continues to agitate, it is just an empty shell.
This sense of despair and horror of being denied by one's own existence cannot be forgotten even if you want to. It's like being left in a vacuum, feeling like you've disappeared from this world, the fear of being uneasy, lonely, and having no sense of dependence. That's why the girl in front of her is crying like this.
Sakura developed the illusion of where she was standing, and that existence itself had been erased, and felt a deep fear of this illusion. There was an urge to shout loudly to get her attention. However, the dry throat could not squeeze out even a word.
In just an instant, the strength of the whole body seemed to be drained, and the human named "Sakura Makiri" seemed to be turned into an empty shell - but the heart was unusually frantically agitated to the point of pain.
Sakura Makiri, who holds her ideals, doesn't think it's an act, and the first step to get closer to her loved ones is not just to communicate with each other, she thinks that she must do something for the other party first. One day, the opportunity to recognize each other will come.
She can depreciate herself as garbage, she has already given up, so she chooses to help her sister. For this reason, it is natural to make life last longer, so it is necessary to kill some social garbage like her.
However......
It hurts to breathe. The heartbeat hurts. It hurts to think. Memories hurt.
There is nowhere to run, there is no way to do it. It seems that I have had similar feelings before, but I can't remember it. Maybe I've given up on myself.
All she wants is a stitch now.
Anger and pain, pride and joy, shame and despair, all thoughts will drown in drugs.
In the never-ending nightmare, Sakura continued to murmur in denial.