Chapter Ninety-Four: Unique

Maybe Tranquility is the same as Ling Xin's thoughts?

That's why it's like this, after class, I go to club activities and play by myself. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

It will only be revealed when Ling Xin needs it, such as when she is in physical education class, or when Ling Xin is sick.

Although Ling Xin felt like this, she thought that Tranquility also thought so, but she was always afraid,

Afraid of tranquility, the best friend she has recognized is actually not as deep as she imagined for her.

Afraid that their relationship will become alienated with Ling Xin's "ignorance" of Tranquility, even if Ling Xin has thousands of reasons to convince herself, Tranquility still cares about herself very much, and all signs also show that the relationship between the two of them is actually very good.

But she was still scared, maybe because for Ling Xin, Tranquility's friend was too important, right?

Ten years of companionship have made Ling Xin accustomed to the presence of this friend by her side.

Maybe it's Ling Xin's selfishness? In fact, does she think that if she has given her feelings, she must get the equivalent feelings of the other party?

Maybe both, right?

Anyway, in general, it was still the same sentence, Ling Xin was afraid of leaving quietly, and even now, there was no sign of this kind of departure.

Maybe this is also called insecurity?

Ling Xin also knew that this kind of concern was unnecessary and groundless, but she just couldn't help but be afraid.

Perhaps, it's all just because I care too much.

So every time she enjoys the care of her friends, every time she is hugged by her friends, and she feels her friends' body temperature, Ling Xin is almost greedy to enjoy this feeling, but she is also afraid that one day this relationship will disappear.

Although Ling Xin believed in her friend's feelings for her, she was not a worm in her friend's stomach after all, and she had no way of knowing what the other party thought.

So Ling Xin will always have some unnecessary thoughts from time to time, such as,

I went home directly after class today, will Xiao Jing think that I don't want to play with her?

On the weekend, I hid in my room and slept at home, without playing with Xiaojing, would she think that I didn't like to be with her?

Xiao Jing ran to play basketball immediately after class, did she not want to go home with me?

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And so on, these questions often bother Ling Xin.

Although Ling Xin would always veto these questions at the first time, she herself felt that she was a little too sensitive, and she also felt that these questions were groundless and meaningless.

However, she always can't stop it, and she always inevitably comes up with these ideas.

The so-called relationship is chaotic, maybe that's what it means, right?

In the final analysis, it's just because Ling Xin cares too much about this one friend.

I am afraid that my friends will be separated from me because of my "neglect".

So Ling Xin desperately wanted to show her heart.

That's why I chose these stories.

Of course, Ling Xin is willing to meet her friend's requirements, so first of all, these stories are indeed "happy endings", and they are really not "abusive" at all!

And the "melancholy" and "sigh" of "Sky City" mentioned before are just the sensitive personal feelings of Ling Xin, in fact, strictly speaking, these articles are really not "healing" at all.

And these stories were selected just because of those two BGMs.

Those two BGMs carry the meaning that Ling Xin wants to express to her friends.

BGM of "Castle in the Sky" - "With You"

BGM of "Spirited Away" - "With You"!

Ling Xin didn't know how long she had been brushing the exercise book with her head down, so she suddenly stopped the pen in her hand and turned her head sideways to look at her friend who was looking down and immersed in the story.

"Pick a time to invite her to my room and use the piano in the room to play those two songs to her......" Ling Xin thought silently as she looked at her friend's side face.

Ling Xin looked at her friend's side face steadily, I don't know how long it took, until her friend took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, closed the "storybook", and gently stroked the fat "Totoro" on the color page on the cover with one hand.

"The story is really exciting, it deserves to be Xiao Xin, or ......" seemed to feel the sight of his friend, as if he knew that Ling Xin was looking at him all the time, and Ning Ning looked down at the book and seemed to mumble to himself, but it seemed to say to Ling Xin.

Although it was because of the class, Tranquility's voice was very small, but Ling Xin, who was sitting next to her, could still hear it clearly, but the last few words Tranquility did not make a sound,

Ling Xin, who had been watching her, felt from her friend's mouth that she seemed to be saying "Teacher Suixin".

Tranquility kept stroking the "Totoro" in her hand, and raised her head to meet Ling Xin's gaze beside her.

"It's a shame that such a good story is only appreciated by me, it shouldn't have been put in the bookshelf in my room and never seen the light of day......"

Tranquility looked into her friend's eyes and smiled.

"Okay." Ling Xin smiled at her friend and just replied with one word.

"Actually, I really want to show off this book to others now, such as Ning Zetao behind me, Xiaoxin, you may not understand, show what you like to others, and then get the recognition of others, this is a very happy thing! Therefore, a good work should not be watched by oneself, but should be appreciated with others! Is there such a sentence from time to time? Share your grief with others, and your grief will be halved. Share your happiness with others, and your happiness will be doubled! ’”

Although her quiet voice had always been lowered because she was in class, Ling Xin could still hear her excitement in her tone.

"How could I not understand? That's why I started serializing in the first place! Including fiction magazines, web novels, comic magazines, and more to come! I can deeply experience this feeling of sharing with others! Isn't it worthy of being my friend, even this idea is the same as mine......" Ling Xin just thought in her heart, looking at her excited friend with a smile on her face, and didn't say anything.

Ling Xin was very happy that her friend's thoughts could be the same as her own.

"yes, I understand." Ling Xin responded to her friend with a smile and pushed back the book that her friend had returned.

"Where is the reason to take back what is sent? I will let more people see this book, and as for this 'one-of-a-kind first book', you can keep it, and you can use it to show off in the future!" It's a big deal, just tell the public that your grandfather knows Teacher Suixin, and those fans won't harass the central leadership just to find Teacher Suixin, right......?" Ling Xin said and winked mischievously at her friend.

"I have time to come to my house when I go back, and when I come to my room, I still have a gift for you......"