Chapter 117 Talking about the past and understanding the situation
At this time, Yang Liuqing continued to introduce the landscape of Beihu: "If my sister climbs the soft wood, she will slowly pass through the trail. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info more than half a mile northbound and there are ancient walls. The top of the wall is very high, and there is a place for pavilions. The scholar of the former Zhe mountain guest tasted it, stood on it, and could see the whole lake. ”
"Good! Good! Yang Xiaoye applauded happily, and then the catkins Feiyang told her, "The blue branches move with the breath, and those who don't see the sea are said to be big." ”
"No, no," Yang Liuqing shook his head, when he was a child, he heard the teacher say: "Shanke said: Mr. Zixu in the past is Zixu Fu, and later generations will recite it, and now it is Zixu Pavilion." ”
"Those are the descriptions of the landscape of the North Lake by ancient inkmen." Yang Xiaoye didn't dare to talk too much about his childhood, maybe if he was not careful, he would show his feet. It's possible that now he has suspicions. So, glad fingers to the great lake,
"Today's North Lake: It is only because it is north of the county seat that it is named North Lake."
"Haha!" Yang Liuqing laughed, "If it is in the south of the county, wouldn't it become the South Lake, but you know, in ancient times, there were many beautiful and moving love stories in the North Lake, do you know my sister?" ”
Yang Xiaoye shook his head, because he was not a catkins flying, he couldn't talk too much about love stories, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control his feelings and expose his identity too early. Be sure to wait for the water to come to fruition. At this time, you still need to slowly understand and experience the classics of love. That is, it is said that the catkins are flying: "In fact, the North Lake was formed by changes in the earth's crust, and after the earthquake the city subsided, it became a depression. ”
"Not bad at all," Yang Liuqing nodded, stopped talking about ancient love stories, and followed Yang Xiaoye's words: "Because Zhugen City is relatively close to the Yellow River, during the Jiaqing period of the Ming Dynasty, the Yellow River burst, flooded and hoarded, and the big water in the low-lying areas was discharged without a river. Thus forming the Great Lake. ”
At this time, Yang Xiaoye felt that the elder brother in front of him had a very good memory, although he didn't read much when he was a child, he had mastered a lot of knowledge through self-study. Slowly, slowly, through contact and conversation, I felt a heartbeat. The temperament and personality of the two are very compatible. I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if a deer was bumping.
However, after all, she is a married woman, she has been hurt by a man, her heart is more complicated, and she has more problems to consider, and she is afraid of meeting a man like her ex-husband Liu Cha again, and she is afraid that she will be unreliable and difficult to entrust for life.
Seeing that her sister was silent, Yang Liuqing kept her head down and thought about her thoughts, and pondered: My sister is older now, and she is different from when she was a child, she blushes when she speaks, and avoids talking about love stories, what is the reason! I don't feel like I was a kid anymore. He knew there that the sister in front of him was not catkins.
Yang Xiaoye continued to think, he loved him in his heart, but Yang Liuqing didn't know that this kind of love was really torturous. She had no choice but to turn her attention to shore convenience to alleviate the torment of mental pain.
So she sat down on the rocks on the shore, listening to the wind blowing on the shore, and looking at the willow tree, where the leaves fell. While thinking about his marriage, I couldn't help but sigh; Life is short, like the leaves of a tree withering and disappearing. The desolation, reluctance and helplessness of my past always linger in my heart.
However, I have never loved, and I have never been loved. It turns out that love is so hard, in the face of the man in front of you, before you are completely pierced, how should you deal with it?
At this time, Yang Liuqing leaned on the stone opposite Yang Xiaoye and also sat down. He didn't know Yang Xiaoye's thoughts, and thought that his sister had grown up, and his words and actions were a little unpredictable, and he felt bored, so he picked up a tile beside him and threw it into the lake, and the tiles splashed one by one.
Yang Xiaoye looked at Yang Liuqing's carefree expression, he couldn't continue like this, since he loved him, he should let him know, how to let him know? I can't say it explicitly, and I can only knock on the side and try it. So, she simply lay down on the grass on the shore, facing the sky on her back, admiring the autumn wind and clouds. Indulge in that elegance and refinement. However, at the same time, it is inevitable to fall into a sad and painful contrast......
Yang Liuqing saw her sister lying on the grass and looked at her, but she couldn't let her sit in her arms and hold her sister like she did when she was a child, and now she has grown up. I had to squat beside my sister. Because, brother and sister are not lovers, and they should keep a certain distance.
However, I can't figure it out, why is my sister facing the sky?
She fell into silent thinking, could it be that she was thinking about personal issues, being an elder brother should care about it, how to care, her sister's heart is buried in her heart, and she doesn't know when she is an elder brother. I had no choice but to stop talking about family affairs, and asked without words, "Sister, look, how beautiful the splash is in this water." ”
Yang Xiaoye suddenly heard that Yang Liuqing had nothing to do with him, so he had no choice but to nod: "Hmm! ”
I can't spend time like this, I must inquire about Yang Liuqing's personal situation and whether he has a crush on someone. I am afraid that like my ex-husband Liu Cha, I don't love a wife at home, and I look for a good relationship with flowers and grass outside, and the house flowers are not as fragrant as wild flowers, but it can be seen that wild flowers are not as long as house flowers. In order to prevent you from encountering Chen Shimei-style men again, you must inquire clearly and shout: "Brother! Could it be that after going out for so many years, there is no one who is good? ”
"What's good...... Yang Liuqing felt ridiculous when she heard what she said: "My sister really knows how to watch my brother's jokes, I don't have a daughter-in-law, I have a good relationship there, if there is, I would have married home a long time ago and become my sister's sister-in-law." ”
"My sister is waiting to call her sister-in-law," Yang Xiaoye asked in order to deliberately test her understanding and suppress the pain in her heart, "Before the age of nineteen, because the family was poor, the girl was afraid of suffering, and she was unwilling to marry a poor bastard. What about the last time I came back, the living conditions are good, and I don't have to worry about food and clothing, why don't you find one? ”
"Why didn't you look for it," Yang Liuqing felt that in front of her sister, there was nothing to hide, but she was sad when she mentioned looking for her daughter-in-law. "To be honest, my brother doesn't want to mention that sad thing, but you know that those are all unbearable sorrows, and they are only buried in the bottom of their hearts, and they don't want to be stabbed again."
"So ......" Yang Xiaoye had a deep understanding and said what Yang Liuqing was unwilling to say: "I gradually learned to disguise, the star that once belonged to me will not fall, but when it really fell, I realized that there is really no real love in the world." ”
"Truth be told, women are all in it for money." Yang Liuqing sighed helplessly; "Alas, the last time I came back, my brother was heartbroken for his marriage, so he didn't dare to enter the house for several years......" said the sad place suddenly stopped.
Yang Xiaoye was sad and sad to see Yang Liuqing, as a woman, she was the most sensitive, and she may have the same hurt heart as herself, buried in her heart and unwilling to reveal it. In order to dig it out and thoroughly understand the reason, he comforted him with a thoughtful consolation: "Brother! If you have anything in your heart, you should tell your own sister, don't hold it in your heart, maybe it will be better to come out. Besides, is there something ulterior to hide from my sister? ”
Yang Liuqing listened to Yang Xiaoye's comforting words, and felt that her sister was a confidant, and she spoke very intimately, if she was found as a wife, it would be a lifetime of hard work, but unfortunately, Yang Liuqing did not have this blessing, and only blamed our brothers and sisters of the same mother, if it wasn't how good it would be.
However, God has arranged that we are the same mother, and it is a fact that no one can change, even if we like it, it can only be regarded as brother and sister. That is, "My brother knows that my sister is the only confidant, and she is also a good sister who only cares about my brother." My brother won't hide it from my sister if he has something to say, to tell the truth, the last time my brother came back, my mother asked someone to introduce a daughter-in-law to my brother. She is from Dawangzhuang, we met, my brother didn't feel anything, just like that, people still twisted and pulled up the nephew, saying what the family ....... ”
"Brother, such a good man still pulls his nephew," Yang Xiaoye interrupted Yang Liuqing's words, because Liu Feiyang had introduced his situation before, that is, he said angrily: "How can there be such a woman, she will regret it in the future." ”
Yang Liuqing was sad when she mentioned marriage, "At that time, our family was also poor, and my mother pulled two children from a woman's family, and it was not easy to raise us as adults, and it was powerless to find a partner." ”
"Alas!" Yang Xiaoye sighed, "Poor mother has been frugal all her life, and she is still poor." ”
"yes!" Yang Liuqing nodded, and said that there were tears in his eyes when he was sad, "In order to reduce the burden of the elderly, my brother decided to go out to work, and a few years have passed in a flash." It's a pity that I didn't earn any money, and I couldn't change the face of poverty, because my sister grew up and needed money to go to school. ”
Yang Xiaoye saw that Yang Liuqing only complained that his family was poor, and did not mention his personal marriage, so he immediately guided, "That's why my brother can't find a daughter-in-law." ”
"That's," Yang Liuqing nodded, and finally said her personal marriage problem, "As for finding a daughter-in-law, she can't look at her son to beat a bachelor, kowtow and urge the matchmaker, and ask the woman what is the reason?" What are the conditions and requirements? ”
"What is the reason, my sister knows, it's not poor! The conditions and requirements are ......"
Yang Liuqing was angry when she mentioned it, "The woman's parents put forward conditions and asked for a bride price of 100,000 yuan, otherwise they couldn't agree to the marriage." ”
"Wouldn't it become a marriage of sale," Yang Xiaoye gritted his teeth angrily when he heard what he said, "How can there be such parents in the world, who don't talk about feelings and money." ”
"yes!" Yang Liuqing saw that her sister was angry, and added fuel to the fire, "People must come up with 100,000 yuan for money transactions, and pay money with one hand and one person, otherwise, don't think about marriage." ”
"Isn't this reasonable, isn't it difficult for a strong man?" When Yang Xiaoye heard what he said, his heart became even more angry, and he thought about it, a series of connections, and he didn't dare to let Yang Liuqing see it. I had to pretend to look into the distance.
Looking at the big lake, I only saw a white expanse, and the water and the sky were one, and I couldn't tell whether it was water or sky. As the so-called; The fog locks the Chengtou Lake and locks the fog, and the sky is even the water and the tail water is even the sky. The lake in the distance, under the delicate sunshine, is like pieces of fish scales spread on the water, and like a naughty child constantly jumping to the shore.
She looked at it for a while, lowered her head, and contacted herself, when she married Liu Cha, their family was so poor, her parents were sick in bed, and they needed someone to serve them, so she didn't say a word, and still got married. However, in exchange for not her husband's heart, he doesn't love Yang Xiaoye, although we have been married for nearly a month in honor, it can be seen that we all sleep in separate beds, and I am still an unopened gourd, a real big girl. At that time, I was young and ignorant, but later I learned the reason for sleeping in separate beds, he had a woman outside, and his feelings were different, and he was thinking of her. So I was afraid of sharing a bed with Yang Xiaoye, afraid of what happened, if I got pregnant, wouldn't I stay in the mountains for the rest of my life.
To tell the truth, I really wanted to get pregnant, and giving birth to a child could tie his heart, but he just refused to be fooled, never looked at me squarely, and kept a straight face all day long. Because he had no love foundation before marriage, and he didn't establish a relationship after marriage, he didn't love Yang Xiaoye.
We were forced to get married by our parents, and at that time, the second old man was sick in bed and needed someone to serve him, only because his family was poor and couldn't afford to hire a nanny, so he came up with this method to marry a daughter-in-law to Liu Cha, so he completely regarded Yang Xiaoye as a nanny and served his parents' servants.
At this time, she sympathized with Yang Liuqing, such a good young man, no one loved him. I suddenly found that Yang Liuqing was waiting for a reply, and then contacted herself and said: "The woman loves money, and money is mixed into marriage, how can it not change its taste, it is equivalent to a woman who spends money to buy, there is no premarital love, even if she is married, what feelings do you have?" ”
"Who said it wasn't," Yang Liuqing nodded, feeling that her sister's words were reasonable, feelings are the basis of marriage, and she asked for money when she met, without falling in love, "In an emotionless marriage, my brother would rather be single for a lifetime than this kind of woman." ”
"That's right, an emotionless marriage is painful for a lifetime." Yang Xiaoye has the most experience, because he can't, although Liu Cha doesn't love Yang Xiaoye, so he still regards him as a lifelong dependent, besides, there is no second man who has appeared, and now that he has appeared, he must seize the opportunity. She analyzed the reasons for Yang Liuqing, of course, she had to add her own opinions, and said earnestly; "Yes! In that era when the family was not rich, it was really not easy for my brother to come up with 100,000 yuan. ”
"Even if they have money, they won't give it," Yang Liuqing was angry when she mentioned that the woman asked for money, "To put it bluntly, they don't like my brother, but money." only recognizes money and doesn't care about people's good or bad, even if the blind and lame people only need to take out 100,000 yuan to make a deal. ”
"The deal ......" Yang Xiaoye heard what he said, and it was clear, "Pure buying and selling marriage, treating yourself as a livestock transaction." However, there are still disguised marriages in rural areas, where money is demanded from the man in the name of a bride price. ”
Yang Liuqing became more and more angry the more he spoke, and said the reason why he had not entered the house for nine years, "My brother understood the importance of money through this matter, and it is not false that 'money can make ghosts grind'." Therefore, in a fit of anger, my brother ran away from home that day and went to Xinjiang, which was far, far away, vowing that he must earn 100,000 yuan before going home to find his daughter-in-law, otherwise he would never set foot at home. ”
"Ambitious!" When Yang Xiaoye heard what he said, he immediately stretched out his thumb and praised him, but he was worried that he would earn 100,000 yuan and continue to chase others. You must inquire clearly in order to make the next step, but you can't ask directly, that is, you can say euphemistically: "Brother!" What are your plans for coming back this time? ”
"...... plan" Yang Liuqing faced her sister's question, it was difficult to answer, what are your plans, people's fate is destined, can you control it?
He didn't think about his plans, and recalled the hardships of going out to work hard to earn money: in the face of money, he had always insisted on working hard, dreaming of becoming a millionaire overnight. In the face of money, I want to indulge, hoping to go crazy hysterically...... In the face of money, others suddenly said to themselves, I think you have changed ....... In the face of money, I can't let others make irresponsible remarks, whether to keep my original face or show off......
He was engaged in a struggle of ideas. After a while, he suddenly raised his head and said; "Money...... Money is not that easy to earn. ”
Yang Xiaoye didn't understand his brother's words, and asked himself about his future plans, he actually sighed money, is money so important? In Yang Xiaoye's marriage, money is like dung, and feelings are never mixed into money. That is: "My brother has changed, he has become speechless, and he is not happy at all." ”
Yang Liuqing also didn't understand the meaning of her sister's words, thinking that she was asking how much money she earned? Is it enough for 100,000 yuan? He should have replied happily: "But...... Money. He shook his head.
Yang Xiaoye saw that his brother had unspeakable secrets because of money, indicating that he didn't earn money, it doesn't matter, there is a woman who is not for money, she loves you quietly in her heart. Since this is the case, it is necessary to express the point of view and immediately persuade: "Brother! People have to be ambitious,"
"Ambition ......" Yang Liuqing sighed, "Alas! Only when you have money can you have confidence to speak, and only when you have money can you find a daughter-in-law. ”
When Yang Xiaoye heard that she was looking for a daughter-in-law, she immediately came up with an idea: "That woman doesn't love her brother, she agreed to marry her brother for money." Not to mention that he didn't earn money, even if he earned 100,000 yuan, he couldn't ask her anymore, how could love be mixed with money, it was a painful choice, even if he got married, what feelings did he have between husband and wife, let alone a daughter-in-law bought with money. ”
"yes!" Yang Liuqing listened to what her sister said, and said bitterly: "My brother didn't want to fall in love freely, find someone who likes my brother, and my brother also likes her, the two are in love, but it's difficult!" First, the conditions are not allowed, and secondly, at the age of my brother, the rural women are married one by one, who do they talk to about love? Which woman likes her brother? ”
"There is a woman who likes her brother, and it is right in front of her." Yang Xiaoye didn't say it, she listened to Yang Liuqing's words, and she had a bottom in her heart, indicating that Yang Liuqing had no object, and she also wanted to find a woman who was in love.
Isn't it the same as himself, premarital love is quite important, he has already learned a lesson, and the union with Liu Cha, just because there is no emotional foundation before marriage, the two parties got married hastily when they met, and they were combined in a daze. He doesn't have Yang Xiaoye in his heart, he won't sympathize with his husband for thousands of miles, only ruthless, only hateful, hatred Yang Xiaoye shouldn't appear, shouldn't disturb their lives. If you want to get rid of the entanglement completely, the only way to make Yang Xiaoye disappear from the earth, so the consequence of being hit on the head with a wooden stick and throwing the corpse in the wilderness has a deep understanding: "Brother, remember that even if you are single for a lifetime, you must find a woman who is in love with you to be your lifelong partner." ”
"My sister's point of view brother agrees," Yang Liuqing nodded, but, it's difficult, where is such a woman? He knows that his sister is his sister, and he speaks intimately and confidantly: the farthest distance in the world is not the distance between trees, but the branches that grow from the same root, but they can't rely on each other in the wind, maybe time is an antidote, and it is also the ** that he is taking now. So, he raised his head, as if to report to his sister, and sighed sadly, "Alas! My brother is really going to be a bachelor for the rest of his life......"
"Beat the single...... Yang Xiaoye knew that Yang Liuqing had lost confidence in marriage, but he couldn't be exposed, if he continued to talk, he would be in danger of being exposed, so he quickly interrupted, "Brother! Now our family has changed a lot, especially in the county, many streets are newly built in recent years, even my sister feels rusty, if my brother has time, can you take my sister to see ......"
"Look at it......" Yang Liuqing hadn't come back to his senses, and continued to get into the marriage, and he didn't react to Yang Xiaoye's sudden change of topic for a while.
Who knows, Yang Xiaoye has already stood up from the ground and pulled Yang Liuqing's arm, "Brother." Let's look at the lake, maybe there are beautiful women in it that my brother likes. ”
"My sister is so funny," Yang Liuqing believed, "Where are the beauties in the lake!" Don't make fun of your brother. ”
"Which one makes my brother happy," she casually pointed to the beautiful North Lake, and praised her: "North Lake is a beauty, and she is a girl who is like a plain face,"
"Whew!" Yang Liuqing understood, it turned out that her sister compared Dahu to a girl, which was a good and accurate description, and she also praised it: "Although Beihu is not as famous as West Lake, it is like a beauty in a quiet boudoir, and it is difficult to hide its charming charm." ”
"Not bad at all!" Yang Xiaoye nodded, and deliberately compared himself, with a deep hidden word in it: "Once the big lake is revealed by my brother, it will be a blockbuster, no, it is a big surprise, and suddenly the daughter-in-law that my brother dreams of sleeping." ”
Yang Liuqing wouldn't believe that he had any surprises, "What kind of daughter-in-law of dreams, that's my sister making my brother happy, laughing at my brother and thinking that my daughter-in-law wants to be lost, who would believe that my brother's daughter-in-law can be drilled out of the lake." ”
Yang Xiaoye didn't dare to continue talking to her daughter-in-law, so she had to change her words, "Believe it or not, there is indeed a beautiful woman in the lake." ”
Where did Yang Liuqing believe that there were beauties in the lake, but it was difficult to shirk her sister's kindness. Of course, as an elder brother, he should make his sister happy, and nodded happily and agreed: "Since there are beautiful women in the lake, then, my brother will accompany my sister to see the lake." ”
At this time, the two came to the water's edge hand in hand, and their eyes looked at the calm lake like a mirror, which was beautiful and beautiful, and pictures appeared in the lake.