Chapter 61: I'm just afraid that I won't be able to find the direction of my efforts
"What if...... Am I saying something serious in a joking tone? In Jiang Yu's impression, the cousin who has been giggling has a rare serious face at this time.
"I can't be like that monkey, I can't give up everything for my dreams, because I still have to live, I have to eat, and I have to think about the future, but I can throw away some of them."
"In the end, I made up my mind, turned down invitations from several companies, rejected the path arranged by my family, and set up a studio with a few friends."
"Although our studio doesn't have enough funds to work on any big projects, and even for three meals a day, we have to spend part of our time every day to take some orders to do, and we will have less time to develop games, and even have to work overtime every day, often eat and sleep in the studio, and on the other hand, face the pressure of my family. Very tired and tired, both mentally and physically......"
"But...... I am very happy. In the darkness of the night, my cousin's eyes lit up.
"Because, that's what I want to do, even though for now, the income is low, the living environment is poor, and the tiredness is a little bit, but I think it's all worth it."
"I'm not afraid to work hard, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to find the direction to work hard."
"I'm lucky that I've found it now."
The cousin seemed to be talking a lot to himself, and after finishing speaking, he turned his head to look at Jiang Yu beside him.
"What about you, have you thought about it, what do you want to do? What are your dreams? ”
"Dreams? I didn't think about it......" Jiang Yu shook his head.
"That'...... Is there anything you liked? Just work hard for what you like......" The cousin looked like a person who had come over, and patted Jiang Yu on the shoulder vigorously.
"Favorite thing...... Yes, there is, but isn't my main task now to read good books and get admitted to university before thinking about anything else? ”
"Tsk~ Feelings, what I just said is, I just said, what is studying for, isn't it also for easy job hunting in the future, this has no conflict with your pursuit of your hobbies, just like if you like animation, you can start learning to draw now, if you like music, you can learn musical instruments and so on now, maybe you can make a living from this in the future! Didn't you see that I was making a living with my hobby right now? ”
"Oh...... As for hobbies, I didn't have it before, at most I went to the game hall with my classmates to play games. The other day you went out to play, I took your textbook and read it, and I found it quite interesting......"
"Oh?! My textbook?! That one?! C++ or Basic?! The cousin suddenly jumped up excitedly and grabbed Jiang Yu's hand.
"It's the book "Introduction to the Basic Language......" Jiang Yu was interrupted again before he could finish his words.
"Introduction to Basic?! Attaboy! As a primary school student, do you think freshman textbooks are interesting? What a man is better than a man! My cousin said.
"I'll leave you my textbook! Look good! When you have time, come to our studio and I'll teach you! What is the use of graduating from college and getting a job? How boring is it to get a dead salary, how much has a future?! ”
"In the future, our brothers will break out of the world together!" The cousin hooked Jiang Yu's shoulder with one hand and pointed to the sky with the other, full of pride.
"Hmm!" As if infected by his cousin's pride, Jiang Yu nodded his head heavily, and an excited smile appeared on his face.
"Oh, then again, don't tell your mom about these things I talked to you about." The cousin suddenly turned his head and said.
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In class, Jiang Yu didn't pay attention to the gloating eyes of the students next to him who had good grades, but just looked down at the "Introduction to Basic Language" on the desktop, and snorted coldly in his heart.
"Humph! Stupidity! ”
Although he spends a lot of time every day studying the books left by his cousin and completing the homework left by the teacher, he is very tired, and even the time for playing games has been greatly reduced. But he felt it was all worth it.
"I'm not afraid to work hard, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to find the direction to work hard." A few days of high-intensity study made Jiang Yu better understand the meaning of his cousin's words.
It's a wonderful feeling, and it's something I didn't have when I read a language book or a math book before.
As for what was taught in school, Jiang Yu was naturally left behind.
He was originally relatively talented in mathematics, and primary school mathematics was still relatively simple for him, but it was not good to memorize the language of accumulated vocabulary, so after he began to study the textbooks left by his cousin, the Chinese scores that were originally floating on the passing line sank directly to the bottom.
In the face of every teacher's reproach, parents' incomprehension, and classmates' schadenfreude, Jiang Yu just habitually pressed his index finger against the black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and remained silent on the surface.
In fact, in my heart, I am secretly saying,
"Humph! That's just part of what I'm giving up to pursue my dreams! Wait! When I succeed, I'm curious about your expressions! He shouted in his heart.
Yes, for Jiang Yu, language is just a part of what he has abandoned.
I thought that in the future, I would never waste so much time memorizing the meaning of those ancient poems, reading comprehension, and a large number of vocabulary, let alone the ancient Chinese literature that is twisted and twisted according to the book, and required to be memorized.
Unexpectedly, but because of her.
Jiang Yu actually wasted time pursuing his dreams, and actually learned these things that he had been ready to give up a long time ago......