Chapter 32
Rong'er:
The Father knows that he owes you the most, but he has no heart to make up for it. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
I also know that Ling'er must hope that I will bring you up safely, but without her by her side, everything is like ashes. If I had known that Ling'er would not have died well if she married me, at the beginning, on that day, I would have taken a detour from Fengyin Castle, and would rather endure loneliness in this life than implicate her again.
Ling'er is not from the Northern Qi Dynasty, she was born in Nanming Fengyin Castle, and she is also the only eldest lady in the castle. He has been practicing martial arts since he was a child, and his light skills are even more famous. When I first saw her, she was like a fairy dancing lightly in the cliffs, with golden bells hanging on her feet and black hair hanging around her waist. At a glance, I recognized her.
At that time, I was not a general, I just relied on my good family background, young and frivolous, and played around. On the day I met Ling'er, I inquired about Fengyin Castle and went to pay a visit. Perhaps God destined me to have this opportunity, and when I was greeting the old castle master, I encountered the old enemy of the Feng family. For a time, the entire Wind Yin Castle was slammed. My Feng family's martial arts are fierce and domineering, and I only think in my heart that I can't let Ling'er be in danger, and I blindly work hard. The enemy did not expect that the Feng family would have foreign aid, so they were also caught off guard and hurriedly evacuated.
People in the rivers and lakes attach great importance to fame and attention. In order to avoid the truth, the Feng family only said that it was Miss's future husband and his own family, and he never asked outsiders to pull him aside. But the old castle lord said to me privately that the daughter of the Feng family would never marry an unknown person. Ling'er can wait for me for two years, and if I don't become famous within two years, we will get married in two years.
Therefore, I married Ling'er as soon as I became famous, and I felt that I had nothing to ask for in this life.
The father is not good at scheming, and when he is above the court, he is calculated by jealous people, one of whom is even the forestry minister, his official rank is not high, but he is scheming, Ling'er is a person of Nanming who made a big fuss after he knew about it, and the emperor ignored this matter, and he also wanted to cut my military power in his heart. In the end, Ling'er died tragically. She is a light worker, and if she wants to leave, the millions of troops will not be able to touch a corner of her clothes. When I pulled you out of her arms, I knew what she wanted.
Father is weak and unable to survive the pain of losing his beloved, and he knows that it is dangerous to leave you alone in the valley.
When you grow up, you don't have to remember me. But when he grows up, I hope you can take revenge on your mother, take peace as your father's heart, and listen to your child's eyes.
Your mother's name is Feng Ling'er. Remember.
The father was denied
Peach Blossom doesn't know much, and if she looks at it intermittently, she can understand the general meaning of the letter. Who would have thought that the general who commanded the battlefield would be so infatuated. I had some complaints in my heart about him leaving Feng Rong alone, but after reading the letter, I couldn't mention the slightest sense of blame. It's just that God can't tolerate lovers.
After reading the letter, Feng Rong folded it carefully, lowered his head, and did not say a word. The whole face is more tightly covered by the messy beard, and Peach Blossom is a little worried, and wants to reach out to straighten his hair so that she can teach her to see his face clearly. But Feng Rong raised his hand to open it, and her solid arm hit her painfully, he didn't realize it, and she could only be silent.
Peach Blossom rubbed her arm silently, a sense of uneasiness slowly rose from the bottom of her heart, floating to her limbs like light smoke, and she felt in fear that Feng Rong was afraid that he was going to leave her. Even though her whole body was screaming, "Don't go, don't take revenge!" But the emotion stopped in the eyes, not between the teeth.
In the end, I could only sit quietly beside him and accompany him from sunset to dawn.
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The sleepless night made Peach Blossom's whole body ache, and she involuntarily straightened her legs and knocked her knees. But he saw that Feng Rong next to him was still sitting upright like a stone carving, lowering his head, looking at the hands on his knees, as if these hands were grown out of white and did not belong to him.
Peach Blossom asked lightly, "Are you hungry?" Shall I cook you some broth? ”
The prey that Feng Rong brought back was dried by her and hung on the beams of the house, which could be put away for a short time. It's very convenient to cut off a few pieces when you want to eat them.
Hearing this, Feng Rong turned his head to look at Peach Blossom, his unfamiliar eyes made Peach Blossom's heart tighten, and his hands for no reason were instantly cold.
"Not hungry." He said.
The voice is still the same voice, and the person is still the same person, but Peach Blossom has never seen such a look in Feng Rong's eyes, as if Peach Blossom is a stranger, and it seems that between them... All of a sudden, there was nothing.
Peach Blossom asked in a trembling voice: "Feng Rong, you... What's wrong? ”
Feng Rong looked puzzled: "Not much." ”
"But you treat me ... Why, it feels so rusty? ”
"I... No. Don't start, his eyes took his eyes off Peach Blossom's pale face, and he didn't know why.
Peach Blossom barely pulled out a smile: "That... I'm going to make a fire and make something to eat. You wait, right away. The sudden upheaval made her a little dizzy, and she quickly reached out to support the table, and turned to the back of the house to make a fire lightly.
Feng Rong gritted his teeth and punched himself hard, and Peach Blossom almost fell He saw it clearly, and almost at the same time stretched out his hand to her, but he retracted it in an instant, allowing her to leave unsteadily. Now I regret it, and I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart. Peach Blossom is so innocent, he should never be angry.
The breakfast was tasteless, and the two looked at each other speechlessly.
When Yu Lengxi came, it was such a cold picture, he was in the door with one foot and the other outside the door, hesitating whether to enter or not.
Peach Blossom is a little funny, after this night, the only thing that hasn't changed seems to be the Jade Hero.
"Do you want to be a door god? When will you come in and ask someone to invite you? ”
Ignoring the sarcasm of the peach blossoms, he raised his face and just enjoyed it, walked into the house leisurely, and sat on the edge of the peach blossoms. Only two bowls were made for breakfast, and apparently there was no portion of him. Fortunately, his mother has never lacked people to take care of him, and breakfast or something, although he is here, it is still rich, so he has eaten it.
"My mother said she would leave right away." Yu Lengxi picked at the wax oil dripping on the wooden table with her fingernails, and said indifferently.
"That... Do we want to send it? Peach Blossom asked.
"No, she doesn't know you well. Also, if you don't want revenge, I won't pester you anymore. This was said to Feng Rong.
Feng Rong nodded and secretly glanced at Peach Blossom.
Peach Blossom pursed her lips and said, "Then you, too, are you leaving?" ”
Qing Wuwu let go, and Yu Lengxi will be free.
Yu Lengxi shrugged his shoulders and pouted, "Suddenly I can go anywhere, but I don't want to go anywhere." I've never lived in this valley easily, and now I want to stay here lightly. One day I want to go, go again, I want to go back, I want to go back again. ”
Hearing Yu Lengxi say so freely, Peach Blossom was sincerely envious: "Also, life is your own, it is good to be happy and happy, you really shouldn't have to carry a heavy burden to live hard." ”
Feng Rong's dark eyes suddenly constricted, looking at the peach blossoms.
Peach Blossom looked at him, smiled, and got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
Yu Lengxi waited for the peach blossoms to leave, and said, "Tsk... Peach Blossom is not a fool either. What is in your heart, he will not know? Instead of not talking, it's better to talk to her. It was originally a pleasure between the two lovers, but it would be a pity if it became a resentful couple. ”
"What's in your mind?" Feng Rong said coldly, "I didn't think about it. ”
"I guess you don't know that the current you and the old you are like two people, right?"
"Hmph... Say whatever he wants.
"Overnight, you're murderous, and your eyes are cold and cold. Even I, an outsider, can notice at a glance, you say that the peach blossoms are opposite to you day and night, can you not see it? ”
Seeing that Feng Rong didn't say a word, Yu Lengxi said again: "We really don't know what you think in your heart. But you haven't made any moves, and it seems that you're hesitating. But no matter what decision you make in the future, I hope you can tell her, let her make another plan, or give her an answer. It's better than grinding her all the time, making people uncomfortable. ”
"Okay." Feng Rong nodded in agreement.
Peach Blossom, who came back from washing dishes outside the house, heard such an answer, but it was like falling into an ice cave - he would indeed leave her.