Chapter 4 The Floral Fragrance of Hyacinths
Twilight Xue and Zhou Miao's desks were next to each other, and the afternoon seemed to pass very quickly, and when it was about to get off work, Cheng Peng asked his assistant Li Mengran to inform everyone in the entire department to stay for a meeting. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Zhou Miao had been to the same conference room twice, but this time Zhou Miao and Twilight Xue chose one to lean against the last corner and sit down, because Zhou Miao was a little out of shape today, and Twilight Xue didn't know what the meeting was about.
"How are you, are you feeling better?" Twilight asked, still a little worried.
"I'm fine." Zhou Miao's face was slightly pale, but now that she was talking about Yu Duxue, it seemed that she had come back to life with full blood.
"The general manager returned to China today, and also put forward a lot of rectification plans for the development of domestic media, and then our group will also adjust according to the plan."
Although it was only a few short sentences, but the people who listened to it had a chill down their spines, Li Mengran began to write down the content of this meeting, Zhou Miao simply flipped through a few pages, and then looked at Du Xue a few times, and then he knew that it was not a trivial matter from ancient times to the present as long as it was about personnel.
I didn't expect that they would face personnel changes after the boss returned to China, and it seems that the new Zhou Miao and Dusk Xue are afraid that they will be rolled up and leave, this sudden situation is really overwhelming, but reason still prevails over most people, because no one is very manic during this period.
"There will be a three-month trial period, and after three months, you will be notified in your mailbox." Cheng Peng left the conference room after speaking, and Assistant Yu also left after packing up the computer.
The conference room suddenly exploded like a boiling boiler, and the words at the beginning did not indicate the key point of everyone's going and staying, but the people who said this sentence were panicking, and at this moment, there were only Zhou Miao and Dusk Xue in the huge office.
"How do you feel?" Zhou Miao turned her head sideways and looked at Twilight Snow, Twilight just stored the unfinished ice that Zhou Miao packed at noon in a small glass bottle, and then plugged it with a wooden cork, the transparent thumb-sized glass bottle contained a dark ice storage indescribable feeling, but the glass bottle still had a small section of shiny ribbon on it.
"I'll send you." Twilight handed it over, and Zhou Miao took it and looked at it and said with a smile: "It's pretty good-looking, I always knew that you were ingenious." ”
"You've never drunk coffee, why do you pack ice for storage?" Twilight asks, she's always wanted to ask this question, but she can't find a topic, now it's okay, work is just a time bomb, maybe when it will detonate, let's have some drama at the critical moment, for this weird guy who never drinks coffee, Twilight seems to pay special attention to this weird coffee who never drinks coffee.
Zhou Miao leaned weakly on the edge of the huge glass window, looked sideways at the people coming and going under the office building, and said, "Cheng Peng invited me to drink." Her casual words completely detonated the curiosity of Twilight, a curious baby.
"What?" This voice completely frightened Zhou Miao, "Why are you so surprised?" Zhou Miao stroked her violently fluctuating heart, if her psychological quality with Twilight Snow is not good, it is estimated that the chance of cerebral palsy is more than double that of ordinary people, and this data is really scary to sort out.
"What kind of coffee did Cheng Peng invite you to drink? Do you really dare to go? Twilight loaded her bag, and then began to pack Zhou Miao's bag and said, "As I walk, I must not miss the whole gossip news." ”
Zhou Miao followed behind Twilight Xue, replying sentence by sentence.
"Cheng Peng invites you for coffee? He doesn't have a crush on you, does he? Twilight asked.
Zhou Miao didn't like to take care of her at all, so she simply said: "Cheng Peng has taken a fancy to me, is he blind?" Cataract? Glaucoma? A big flash of 3,000 degrees, don't make a fuss. ”
"And how do you explain this?" Twilight said to herself, "Could it be that Manager Cheng is particularly concerned about the mentally handicapped?" Is there a flood of compassion for these low-level employees? ”
At this moment, the elevator is not as lively as after work, there are still only Zhou Miao and Twilight Xue, looking at the whole mirror in the elevator room, Zhou Miao walked over, only to see that the cuffs of her jeans were splashed with ice, and the snow-white sneakers were also on them, Twilight looked at her and said, "Are you interested in having a drink?" ”
Zhou Miao tilted his head sideways and said, "Do you know how much I drink." ”
Twilight put her arm around her shoulders and said, "I still know about your after-effects?" Just a little, do you dare or don't dare? ”
Zhou Miao nodded disdainfully and said, "Of course, let's go." Today's terrifying incident is not just one, what are you afraid of drinking with you? ”
The bright venue, the handsome men and women on the dance floor writhing their bodies to their heart's content, like an extremely empty soul, in an impossible way to get rid of the shackles, the orange and yellow lights set off people's unreal faces, it is hard to imagine that they are urban beauties during the day, but at night they are such a monster who smokes a lot of smoke.
"Two beers." Twilight Xue shouted at the bartender, and from time to time she ran out of a pink eyebrow at him, "You're so cheap, does your Tang Xu know?" Zhou Miao directly raised her head and drank half a bottle of beer.
"Tang Xu? He didn't know what was wrong, I called him and he always said a few words and hung up, it's been almost a year, we are always far and near, I suddenly feel that he is so strange. "Twilight is so beautiful in the dim light, like a delicate ceramic doll, which can only be placed in the window for people to see.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Miao drank all the remaining half bottles of beer, "I don't know why, I always feel very thirsty today." Zhou Miao said to herself, in fact, Zhou Miao also covered up what she said wrongly, she didn't know much about the matter between Twilight Xue and Tang Xu, but at one point, Tang Xu didn't seem to love as much as Twilight Xue, so this may be the key point.
"Maybe it's too many tears, right?" Twilight Xue's voice was a little choked when she said this, Zhou Miao looked sideways at the dim light to set off her face more charming, Twilight Xue is Li Lin's different beauty, they are one extreme, one is exquisite, and Twilight is the latter, there are countless people who pursue her when she was in school, she is not lacking in admirers, she just tied the knot with Tang Xu, I thought they would be happy forever, but it made us feel that such a happy pair of beautiful people, there was also a rift, I think there are still things in this world that cannot be changed?
"Is it because of him that you went out drinking with me today? What the hell is wrong with you? Zhou Miao leaned on the chair and looked sideways at Twilight Snow with one hand on her cheek.
Twilight lowered her head, tears kept rolling in her eyes, Zhou Miao believed that she was strong before, but now that she was so fragile, she felt a little more real.
Zhou Miao pushed her and said, "What's wrong?" Tang Xu ......? Zhou Miao guessed that there was someone outside him who had not said anything, because she was afraid that Twilight would be hurt again, "The bartender will have two more bottles of wine." Zhou Miao suddenly looked like he was drunk.
"I asked him if he didn't love me anymore, if there was a third party between us, he didn't speak, Zhou Miao You know that I have always been very strong, but later I found out that I am not, I have nothing but Tang Xu."
"Two glasses of ice from the bartender." This hot and dry season made Zhou Miao a little uncomfortable, and the ice cubes creaked in Zhou Miao's mouth, "Three years ago, I thought I wouldn't be able to survive without Lin Xiao, but I'm not alive and well now, isn't life the same?" Three years ago, Lin Xiao has always been the only important person in my life, we face each other day and night, we are together all the time, you all know those days, but now it's the same, although I left, although it hurt at the time, but I didn't come the same way. ”
"But after you heard a voice like Lin Xiao, didn't it still fall apart? Zhou Miao, you can't fool other people, let alone me, don't we know each other well enough? ”
“……”
"Zhou Miao, love is not mustard, swallowing tears is lonely, you don't have to hide it in front of us, I know you want to persuade me, but what I've been afraid of has been dodging is not Tang Xu's indifference to me, but that he doesn't want me to ......."
Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, Zhou Miao's eyes kept rising, and the tears also stayed at the right time, only one day, Zhou Miao actually cried twice, he didn't have to worry about being seen, so he simply let the tears flow all the time.
"I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to open your wounds."
"It's okay, the wound has always been there, but I pretended it had healed, but I didn't expect it to be so faintly painful when I found it again."
The floor of the living room at home is full of beer cans, Zhou Miao and Twilight Xue came back from the bar, Twilight said that she didn't like the loneliness of being alone after drinking, so she came to Zhou Miao's house, she was really a madman, she drank all the beer in Zhou Miao's refrigerator, this is Zhou Miao's aunt's house, she went abroad for fear that the house would be persecuted by the tenants, so she asked Zhou Miao to look at the house, Beijing's housing prices are so high, there is such a big good thing, of course she can't think about it, thinking about the beer stored in the refrigerator for half a year, Zhou Miao also drank three bottles with her in one go, she should be fine now, right?
It was already past one o'clock in the morning, and from the window from this angle, you could see that the World Trade Center was still brightly lit and people were coming and going...... But do they all know their destination? Seeing that Twilight Snow had fallen asleep, Zhou Miao was still waiting for the light bulb to grope in the dark.
But anyone who is closer to Zhou Miao knows that Zhou Miao has an alcohol hyperactivity certificate, as long as she drinks a little wine, she can't sleep, and the blue light on the mobile phone screen shows that the time is still more than one o'clock, as if Zhou Miao has roamed space for so long and has entered a black hole, time seems to have stopped, and the number stored in the mobile phone is already empty, still occupying the memory in her mobile phone address book.
She didn't delete any of the text messages that had been hidden in the text message box on her mobile phone for three years, because she was afraid that once she deleted it, Lin Xiao would be a character imagined by Zhou Miao alone, a character that didn't exist at all.
"Zhou Miao, it's raining outside today, send me a message before you come back from self-study last night, and I'll pick you up."
"Zhou Miao, if you are sick, just rest in the dormitory, and I will copy and help you send the review materials over."
"Zhou Miao, the scarf you knitted for me personally is really warm, and it doesn't seem to be cold this winter."
"Zhou Miao, after this winter vacation, I will give you a gift."
There have been 346 mobile phone text messages in a year, and the last text message is after the winter vacation, to give Zhou Miao a gift, Lin Xiao said okay, one of the money from the winter vacation is used to pay the tuition for the second half of the year, and the other money will buy her a gift, and then Lin Xiao's tuition in the second half of the year was not paid, the school waited for Lin Xiao for more than half a year, and then his student status was expelled, and Zhou Miao did not receive a gift from Lin Xiao did not have time to give me, and even Zhou Miao did not care what he wanted to give himself, completely disappeared into Zhou Miao's world, and he swept through Zhou Miao's entire forest like a gust of wind, making her accept it willingly, and then let go painfully.
That year, Zhou Miao was a freshman, came to a strange city and looked at the same unfamiliar face, I can't tell what it was like in my heart, Zhou Miao met Lin Xiao at the freshman ball that night, he was a junior, he was a recognized talent in the Department of Literature, and he was also a young talent who was all the rage in the school at that time, the first dance of the night was he asked Zhou Miao to dance, and then we chose the same classical literature class, and then they fell in love, and they would always see their figures on the forest roads of the school. He was waiting at the door, and Zhou Miao often had to look back at him outside the door, as if everything in heaven and earth no longer existed, only his smile.
Lin Xiao is good-looking, clean, always loves to laugh, he likes to wear white shirts, blue jeans and white sneakers, Lin Xiao's skin is very fair, a little more bookish, sometimes he is very much like a child, he is willful and doesn't care, but he just listens to me very much, Zhou Miao has never heard of Lin Xiao's family, he just knows that he doesn't like his mother, all the tuition fees are earned by his own part-time job, and during the year they got along, Zhou Miao never asked about his family, and he didn't tell Zhou Miao about his family.
"Zhou Miao promised me one thing, okay?"
"You say."
"I want you to meet my three requests."
Zhou Miao smiled and hit him, he didn't hide, he just laughed blindly, "Have you seen too much of Heaven and Dragon Slayer?" What more are the requirements? ”
"Will you say yes?"
"You say? What are the three requirements? ”
He took Zhou Miao back into his arms and said with a smile: "Our life is so long, I don't want to say it now, as long as you keep in mind that you still owe me three conditions, it's fine." ”
She nodded, pointed to his heart, and said, "Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me a request." ”
"You say."
Zhou Miao smiled and learned his tone and said, "We have such a long time in our lives, I'll tell you when I think of it." ”
That's right, we have so long in our lives, but Lin Xiao and he let Zhou Miao not find him in the long years, why did he leave? Why leave without saying a word? Zhou Miao didn't even give Lin Xiao a chance to say goodbye, and just disappeared.
Her eyes swelled a little, Zhou Miao didn't know how many times she had cried in the past three years, but there had never been such a night when she selfishly opened all the secrets, and was exposed to the air, Zhou Miao touched the inside of the beer bottle and it was already empty, and the twilight snow curled up on the sofa seemed to be a little cold, and turned around quietly like a cat, Zhou Miao got up and went to the bedroom and took out a blanket to cover her.
It's almost three o'clock, she wants to put on a coat and shoes now, go out and take a taxi to see the national flag raised, and then pay attention to the sacred national flag like many patriotic young people, but she doesn't have the strength anymore, the position of the sofa is very large, Zhou Miao and Yi lay down beside Duxue, tears fell on the soft sofa again, the air was filled with the aroma of faint beer, and Zhou Miao slowly fell asleep.
In the dream, Zhou Miao still held Lin Xiao's hand, shouting loudly on campus that I want to marry you, wash and cook for him for the rest of my life, there are hyacinths planted next to the school's boulevard, Lin Xiao and Zhou Miao will go to see it every time, and sometimes water it, Lin Xiao whispered in Zhou Miao's ear, Hyacinth's flower language is to get my love, and you will always be happy.