Chapter 151 Deep Love
"Hey, Lanlan, you're awake... Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" Guo Haodong said in a listless tone.
Chen Lanlan's concerned tone came out of his mobile phone - "Haodong, what's wrong with you?" ”
Guo Haodong lifted his spirits: "I didn't do much, it's good." ”
Chen Lanlan questioned her tone: "Are you annoying me?" ”
Guo Haodong hurriedly confessed: "No! How can you judge me like that? ”
Chen Lanlan said angrily: "Do you still complain that I doubt you?" If you're fine, why are you talking to me listlessly? ”
Guo Haodong groaned for a while, and then said in a strange tone: "Lan Lan, are you too careful?" I was so tired today that I didn't have the energy to speak. ”
Chen Lanlan's cute tone: "Then you heard my voice, can't you still refresh your spirit?" ”
Guo Haodong smiled bitterly, and then said vaguely: "Of course my spirit is better." Otherwise, I'm going to fall asleep. I think at this time, only your call can be answered by me. Otherwise, even the calls of my parents and leaders will be rejected by me. ”
Chen Lanlan chuckled: "Then Nan Nan's phone is no exception?" ”
Guo Haodong's heart moved, and he hurriedly said: "Since Nan Nan was stationed in the disaster area, we have never spoken on the phone. ”
Chen Lanlan was a little incredulous: "Is this true? ”
"Do I have to lie to you? Do you need me to swear again? ”
Chen Lanlan was a little angry when she heard Guo Haodong's tone, so she quickly eased up and said, "Hehe, don't think about it. I'm not that stingy yet. In fact, it is understandable that you take the initiative to call her and care. ”
Guo Haodong wanted to tell the other party about the fact that Yang Nannan had left a book for him, but after weighing it repeatedly in his heart, he finally pressed it down, and said in an indifferent tone: "I'd better stop fighting." Because I was afraid that what I was saying to her was too hypocritical. It's another kind of hurt to her. ”
"Really? I hope you will do the same with me. ”
As soon as Guo Haodong heard the other party's speech that was neither yin nor yang, his brows couldn't help but rise again.
Just when he was reserved, Chen Lanlan's voice came again: "Okay." Let's get down to business. A few hours ago, Lee Soon-hee called me. It caused me to lose sleep again. ”
Guo Haodong was stunned for a moment, and quickly asked, "What did he tell you?" ”
Chen Lanlan made a strange voice again: "What do you say? Actually, I should have listened to you tell me in the first place. ”
Guo Haodong's heart moved: "Did he tell you about your father's drug poisoning?" ”
Chen Lanlan said in a strange tone: "Yes." You knew it before he did. Why don't you tell me in time? ”
Guo Haodong calmly explained: "Since he has removed the danger, is it still necessary for me to tell you?" I didn't say it because I was worried about affecting your emotions, but I didn't expect him to tell you this. ”
Chen Lanlan hesitated for a moment, and then suddenly said: "Actually, he didn't portray how serious my father's matter was, and when he talked to me, he focused on a girl. ”
Guo Haodong's eyes blinked: "He... mentioned Gui Ling to you?" ”
Chen Lanlan's tone was neither yin nor yang: "Hmm." You're smart enough to guess it's her. ”
Guo Haodong smiled bitterly: "You have won the award, except for Gui Ling, there is no other girl who is the party." ”
Chen Lanlan's unpredictable tone: "Your design is very successful. He was so touched by the girl that he kept singing praises to her on the phone. ”
Guo Haodong immediately recalled Gui Ling's feat, his eyes immediately moistened, and he couldn't help but say emotionally: "Lan Lan, you should also be moved by that girl." She did what you were supposed to do. If it weren't for her hard work, your dad would probably have been talking about life on the phone when your dad was at his most dangerous. As a result, I missed the opportunity to save your father, but I suffered Gui Ling... This is a huge irony. ”
Chen Lanlan's puzzled voice: "What do you mean by this?" Does it feel like talking to me about love and life is a joke? ”
Guo Haodong shook his head calmly: "I didn't mean that. But when I rescued your father through Gui Ling, I suddenly realized a truth - love is very deep, and you need to love each other's loved ones and regard each other's relatives as your own relatives. ”
"Oh, really?" Chen Lanlan questioned.
Guo Haodong still looked very emotional and said: "Lan Lan, you have always suspected that my love for you is not deep enough. I used to feel very aggrieved. However, when Li Shunxi was placed in front of me like a mirror, it suddenly reflected the huge gap between me and him in life and work. His love for you is not just as simple as giving up his good future, but his heart that can tolerate your unbearable parents makes me feel ashamed. As the saying goes, there is no filial son after a long illness. For an ordinary man, it is difficult to tolerate and take care of his biological parents who are physically and mentally sick. But everything Li Shunxi has done is beyond the limit of a normal man. Actually, it all stems from his love for you. It turns out that true love is not a simple vow, but exists in the deepest form. Li Shunxi may not have many ambiguous words for you, nor does he have a vow of love. But he treats your parents as if they were closer than his own, which is enough to show that his love for you is noble and great..."
"Enough!" Chen Lanlan interrupted, "Haodong, what do you mean by this?" ”
"Lan Lan, please don't interrupt me." Guo Haodong said, "Listen to me first. ”
Chen Lanlan said in a helpless tone: "That's good." Go on. ”
Guo Haodong then continued to state - "Li Shunxi's golden manly quality is enough to make girls who yearn for love in the world regard them as idols. Gui Ling is one of them. However, she is as persistent as Lee Soon Hee - she loves what the other person loves! When Lee Soon-hee sees your parents as her relatives, she also sees them as her dearest relatives. Only the power of affectionate family affection can inspire her to use her slender body to carry a big man out of a few miles away to seek medical treatment. When I saw her fall for the sake of Li Shunxi, my heart felt as uncomfortable as being stabbed with a knife. I suddenly felt very sorry for Miss Gui Ling, she was a delicate girl, why was she pulled into this game by me? I talked to her for a long time this morning and persuaded her to quit the game. However, she not only has feelings for Li Shunxi, but also for your parents, and insists on sticking to her feelings for Li Shunxi and your parents. Moreover, she will not deliberately put pressure on Li Shunxi to give him a loose choice. I was deeply moved by this - it turns out that loving each other's loved ones is not just a formality, but from the heart. True love is to let the other person choose happiness without pressure. Based on these alone, Li Shunxi and Gui Ling are our role models. ”
Chen Lanlan finally waited for Guo Haodong's voice to pause, and quickly questioned: "Since they have the same view of love, then you should further try to fulfill them, why do you want to let that girl quit?" Do you feel sorry for her? ”
Guo Haodong sighed gloomily: "Alas, when I see Gui Ling who is tired and hurt, I am really distressed. Although she seems to be doing the third party between you and Lee Soon-hee. But she doesn't want to hurt you, so she doesn't stop Lee Soon-hee from continuing to love you. But she saw that you didn't cherish Li Shunxi, but wanted to give him a backup of love. Isn't she worthy of my pity? I know Li Shunxi's feelings for you, so I don't want her to continue to get hurt. ”
Chen Lanlan disagreed: "Since she cares so much about Li Shunxi, I will fulfill them." You don't want to do anything to break them apart. ”
Guo Haodong's eyebrows were entangled for a moment, and then he asked tentatively: "Lan Lan, do you really not care about losing Li Shunxi?" ”
Chen Lanlan replied without hesitation: "As long as I have you, I won't spare anything." ”
When Guo Haodong heard this, he immediately felt pressured, muttered for a long time, and asked tentatively: "Then don't you even pity your own parents?" I would never have treated them the way Lee Soon-hee did. ”
Unexpectedly, Chen Lanlan chuckled: "You can't tolerate them, that means you are a very normal man." Actually, even I can't tolerate them. I haven't abandoned them now because they are my parents. I don't want my old family to poke me in the back. ”
Guo Haodong's heart trembled, and he couldn't help but question: "Since neither of us can honor them, wouldn't they be very miserable?" ”
"Hehe, isn't there someone willing to help us solve this problem now?"
Guo Haodong was puzzled: "Do you mean Xiao Li and Gui Ling?" ”
Chen Lanlan said affirmatively: "Yes." Since they both wanted to be filial people, they took care of my parents by them. We can pay. Wouldn't that be a win-win situation? ”
Guo Haodong smiled bitterly: "But if you put your biological parents to be supported by others, you still have to let people poke your backbone." ”
Chen Lanlan also smiled bitterly: "As long as my parents are served, they can spend their old age in peace, which is more important than anything else." Besides, as long as we spend the money and do it ourselves, we can do it ourselves, do we still need to care about other people's faces? ”
Guo Haodong said in a sad tone: "Lan Lan, do you think that money can buy everything, including family affection?" ”
Chen Lanlan hesitated: "But, is there a better way than to do this?" ”
Guo Haodong's brows twitched, and he finally spoke-"Lan Lan, I just told you the truth for a long time, didn't Li Shunxi's dedication move you?" Didn't Gui Ling's dedication spur you? ”
"Haodong!" Chen Lanlan said angrily, "What do you mean by this?" Do you persuade me to accept Lee Soon Hee? ”
Guo Haodong replied implicitly: "Love is not a product of selfishness, it can only be interpreted by people who have a correct outlook on life." ”
"Haodong, can you make it clear?"
Guo Haodong pondered for a while, and then said earnestly: "There is an ancient Chinese saying - filial piety comes first. Therefore, whether you can honor your parents is the bottom line to measure a person's life. If we don't know how to 'be a man', do we still deserve love? I feel that Lee Soon-hee is entitled to have the love he wants. He is indeed worth cherishing. ”
"Hahaha..." Chen Lanlan suddenly burst into laughter, "Haodong, you finally said what was in your heart." You just made such a big detour, did you want to dump me to Li Shunxi? ”
Guo Haodong's heavy tone: "I didn't mean that, but I'm very conflicted at the moment." I feel pressured to snatch you out of such a respectable man. ”
Chen Lanlan was silent for a while, and her tone became very calm: "Haodong, your current emotional hesitation, if you are shocked by their so-called deeds, I can understand and have the confidence to help you eliminate such ambivalence." But if you want to distance yourself from me for other reasons, then I will never agree to you. ”
Guo Haodong's heart sank: "You think too much." I don't have any other ideas. ”
"That's good. We've talked enough. My classmates are all up and running. It's time for me to get up, too. We'll leave that for another time. ”
Chen Lanlan didn't wait for Guo Haodong to express her position, and hung up the phone.
Guo Haodong held the mobile phone and didn't put it down for a long time, and a stunned look was also hung on his face.
It was late at night, whether it was in or outside the window of Guo Haodong's house, Guo Haodong was silent except for the slight sound of his breathing. But there were ripples in his heart...
His emotional world has changed from a single love for Chen Lanlan in the past to hesitant and much more complicated. He felt that his emotions were like a small boat in the ocean, where should he go?
Didi!
A brief ringing from his cell phone interrupted his musings.
His heart moved-did Nan Nan send him a message again?
With an earnest expression, he picked up his mobile phone and looked at it - sure enough, it was Yang Nannan's message.
He looked at the time first, and it was already one o'clock in the night. Could it be that Nan Nan sleeps so late every night?
His heart was filled with pity and opened the message-
Brother Haodong, I'm busy late today. I can finally take a break now, but it's become a routine for me to send you a long message before the break asking you to share how I'm feeling about each day. I hope you won't get tired of me bothering...
When Guo Haodong saw this, he couldn't help but blame himself - people only rest so late because of work, but what about himself? But he talked to another girl on the phone and had a sensational conversation before resting late. Alas, his own life is really incomparable to that of Nan Nan.
He blamed himself in his heart, and was full of interest to read the next content of Yang Nannan's information. However, he was immediately shocked by the story recorded in it.