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"If you want to say that it's hard work, it's really hard," my mother saw Yang Xiaoye asking, came to the dining table and sat down, and replied while picking up the steamed buns; "It's not for the sake of the children, but it's finally a wish."

"For the sake of the children, but the wish ......" Yang Xiaoye didn't understand the meaning of her mother's words, that is, she asked: "What does your mother wish?" ”

Before the old mother could answer, she looked up and saw Yang Liuqing coming in, and swallowed back the words she wanted to answer, because she didn't have to mix with Yang Xiaoye, there was no need to let her know.

It can be seen that Yang Liuqing thought a lot in the yard, and she already knew in her heart that her mother would be indispensable when she came back this time. Because, I have been avoiding marriage for nine years, and I am afraid that my mother will nag at the dinner table. However, you can't help but face it, you can't escape from it, so prepare your mind in the yard. Everything doesn't matter anymore, and there's nothing to fear from your mother's nagging.

It's a lie to say that I'm not afraid, a habit I have developed since I was a child, my father died early, and it was my mother who pulled my brother and sister to grow up, and his words were holy decrees, and those who were sons didn't dare not listen. That's it, it's still the boss who gets beaten and scolded. The old man is eccentric, and his sister is rarely trained. Therefore, when he came to the dinner table, he didn't dare to get close to his mother, and sat down opposite, next to Yang Xiaoye.

Yang Xiaoye was uncomfortable, she was also afraid of her old mother, and she saw Yang Liuqing getting too close to her. How can this work? When the two of them are in the world, they can, and the closer the better, but this is at home, and with the old man, the mother must be jealous or suspicious.

She hurriedly stood up, picked up a soup spoon to cover, first helped her mother fill a bowl of porridge, and then gave Yang Liuqing a bowl. In this way, if you put a bowl in front of each person, you can't see the weakness of your heart.

At this time, Yang Liuqing kept looking at Yang Xiaoye in a daze, as if he had found something.

Yang Xiaoye felt uncomfortable, and cursed his mouth, don't look at the meaning, pay attention to the impact.

The old mother stared at Yang Xiaoye's every move, because the neighbor's sister-in-law had already greeted her in advance, and there would be problems with the two of them. His face sank.

Yang Xiaoye saw it clearly, took cover again, handed the steamed buns in the basket to Yang Liuqing, and shouted; "Brother, eat it! Steamed porridge, two side dishes. ”

Yang Liuqing took the steamed bun and broke it in half, "Sister!" This piece is for you. ”

"And!" Yang Xiaoye didn't take the second half of the steamed buns, "What's the matter, I can't finish a steamed bun, could it be that my sister's cooking is not to taste?" ”

Yang Liuqing shook his head and did not answer.

At this time, the old mother picked up the porridge in one hand, while pondering, the old man was tired after a day of running around, and he was a little tired, he knew the reason why his son couldn't eat, and he had already gotten the news, but Yang Xiaoye didn't know, so he wanted her to know. Only then did he answer Yang Xiaoye's question: "What a wish!" Let me tell you, my mother went on a blind date for my brother, and it was done as soon as I said it, so it was my mother's wish. ”

"Ahh When Yang Xiaoye heard about the blind date, his heart was suddenly shocked, and a sour vinegar gushed out of his heart, just blocked by the steamed bun that had just been sent to his mouth, stuck in his throat, unable to swallow, unable to spit out, his eyes were red, and he was puffing on the bright beads.

When the old mother saw it, her words caused Yang Xiaoye to be surprised, and with sad tears, she asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yang Xiaoye and her beloved man, talking about love for a whole day, everything was clearly understood, the two were in love, the two hearts were already connected, just to say it thoroughly, she wanted to wait until after dinner, go out with Yang Liuqing at night, so that she could hug and hug, and when the relationship between the two rose to the peak, she was telling him.

However, after waiting and waiting, seeing that dinner was about to be eaten, the surprise was about to come. The sudden blow to the head surprised her and almost fainted. This stick is not worse than her husband Liu Cha's stick. That stick is the head, and this stick is the heart.

At this time, full of grievances, I wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, I wanted to tell but had nowhere to complain, I looked for Yang Liuqing to explain, it was too late, my feelings were held in my heart, and I was really uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to show it. Because mom is in front of her, you have to pretend to be calm.

She couldn't answer her mother's question, so she had to run out of the house and vent in the yard, crying heartily.

However, the resentment that was suffocated in her heart would not stay, and it had caused her blood pressure to rise, and she was dizzy, and it was difficult to support.

She had no choice but to hold on to the wall with one hand and "Ha! Ha! "Cough. I want to spit it out quickly, the acid stuck in my throat,

Who knows, together with the steamed buns, they all spit out......

"Oh, my mother!" She finally straightened her back, and her sad tears flowed down unhindered like a flood that had opened the floodgates.

She felt so much pain in her heart, and she hoped for the love of this soulmate. I feel that my heart is crying, for this love that can't stay together; I feel like my heart is crying, for this unattainable fate.

It is conceivable that a woman who is sinking in the whirlpool of love, the fire of love is burning in her heart, and suddenly a scoop of cold water is splashed, which is equivalent to a slap on the head. smashed Yang Xiaoye's liver and gallbladder cracked.

So, she cried, she cried that her life was miserable, and the tears flowed down like beads with broken threads, and she couldn't stop it.

Tears flowed to irrigate those soft grasses, I don't know if the coming year will bloom the memory of a place and the sad loss, it is myself, it is my own pen tip fishing for the thin sorrow of a place.

She cried for a while, looked up, the night sky dotted with bright lights, looked around, it was empty, and she could no longer find a trace of her own breath!

The picture about Yang Xiaoye is like the sporadic light in the sky that appears in his mind from time to time, but the empty atrium clearly tells that it is a memory.

I can't be sad outside the room for a long time, for fear of arousing my mother's suspicion, and tears can only flow to my heart, just like someone said: love is like a ring, worn on the hand, but also in the heart; If you hurt your heart, you will hurt your hands. What I dare not touch is the wound in my heart; What is not forgiven, is the love that is difficult to give up.

Her cover-up really hid it from her mother, and of course from her beloved man, because the cover-up was too real. Really think, got stuck in the throat by a foreign object.

Yang Liuqing saw Yang Xiaoye crying, so she quickly put down the steamed bun in her hand, beat her back, and comforted her; "How is my sister, she is still stuck, if she can't drink vinegar."

"No!" She wanted to complain, "Still drinking vinegar, it's sour enough for you." Helpless, she had to pretend, shaking with one hand, patting her stomach with the other hand and pushing down, beating her chest and pushing her abdomen, general physiotherapy common sense.

Yang Liuqing was stupid, he didn't know what was going on, he wanted to help his sister, how to help?

Rubbing your breasts is absolutely not okay, you can when you are a child, it doesn't matter if you rub your stomach and your chest. Although they are brother and sister, they are now grown up, and they should be taboo. My sister's breasts are two soft and elastic hills, which have grown and bulged, indicating that they are ready to give birth. If it's not a husband, how can you rub it casually, and if it rubs it up straight, how to deal with it.

Helpless, he had to help beat his back, and after beating for a while, he saw Yang Xiaoye patting his chest and pushing his abdomen, and hurried over with concern, "Do you want my brother to help pat his chest?" ”

She looked up, the old mother was sitting still, and wanted to take advantage of this to expose it, telling him that I was not my sister Liu Feiyang, but Yang Xiaoye. It's so close that even a small voice can hear it. She was in a hurry, and held Yang Liuqing's hand silently, pulled it to her chest, and slowly moved to her heart, meaning to let her beloved man touch her heart, which is a hint, without words, tell him that this heart will always belong to you, who knows, accidentally touched the soft mountain bag.

"Ahh Where is Yang Liuqing so careful, he can't understand, he suddenly touched his sister's softness, which made him feel numb, he quickly pulled out his hand, and shouted in surprise: "Sister! You ......"

At this point, she felt disappointed, and tears flowed involuntarily. Sometimes disappointment is also a kind of happiness, because there is something to expect, so there will be disappointment. Because there is love, there will be sadness, so even if there is disappointment, it is also a kind of happiness, although this happiness carries disappointment, a helpless release.

She went back to her room, but her eyes continued to groom with bright tears.

In the eyes of the old mother, she was choked with steamed buns and cried. Where to know the pain in her heart.

Yang Xiaoye still has to control his emotions on the surface, tears can only flow to the heart, outsiders can't see the heart, they can only look at the surface.

She was full of smiles, not to mention the old mother's dizzy cataracts, she couldn't see it.

At this time, she sat down, forced to smile, and smiled silently, but she didn't know what to think in her heart, but she couldn't eat a bite of the bun.

Seeing Yang Xiaoye behaving like this, the old mother sat down and cried, although the disguise was decent, she still had doubts in her heart, because she saw her face, saw her tears, saw Yang Liuqing's concern, patted her chest and beat her back, it is said that as a mother, it should be fulfilled, so that you will eventually become a dependent.

The son doesn't know that his sister is Yang Xiaoye, doesn't his mother know? The two are not related by blood, since the two love each other, why can't they be fulfilled, I don't know what her old man thinks? I even asked: "It's hard to say that there are fish bones in the bun?" ”

Yang Xiaoye heard what she said, indicating that her mother was against it, maybe we are really not suitable, maybe there will be many encounters in life, but we can only choose to pass by, just like leaves, the process of growth and falling, it turns out that it is just a lonely reincarnation.

I was very depressed and uncomfortable, far outweighed the injuries on my body! If you don't want to shed tears, even if you bite your lip! I hope I can endure it! Since my mother was against it, I had to endure the excitement and bite my lip to relieve myself; "Mom is not a fish bone, maybe she is hungry, because her mouth is too big, she takes half a bun in one bite, she doesn't swallow it, and she gets stuck in her throat and holds back tears."

"Sister take a sip of soup," Yang Liuqing didn't see what her mother meant, she was still very concerned as usual, her own sister, how could she stand by as an elder brother. He hurriedly handed the rice soup to Yang Xiaoye, and then pulled out the handpaper and helped her wipe away her tears.

Yang Xiaoye was moved, amorous tears flowed out again, and a piece of tissue paper was completely wet.

Oh, yes! There are lovers in the world who eventually become dependents, and it depends on whether God gives marriage or not, the origin and extinction, and the strong and weak fate, which is not something that you can control. What I can do is to cherish this short time when the fate will come.

She took a sip of the soup in her hand, and her heart could not calm down for a long time: where is this soup! It's love, it's love. Especially when a person is most painful and sad, even if he says a word of comfort and hands a sip of water, it feels heartwarming. What's more, the man you like cares about the cold and warmth.

At this critical moment, she recalls her past marriage; I don't know who said that; Memories are a bridge, but they are a prison to loneliness, which is the saddest sentence I have ever heard. Every time I recall the past, I dream back at midnight, and I always have to rejoice for the time in my life that I can't go back, and never relive the experience, happiness, sadness, separation, staying, things, feelings, feelings, and shed tears in my heart. Tonight, unconsciously trapped Yang Xiaoye's heart again.

She compared her ex-husband Liu Cha, although he has been married for more than three years, he has never brought Yang Xiaoye a glass of water, never said a word of comfort, let alone a confidant. Can you know, how much does Yang Xiaoye pay for their family? How much to contribute? Heaven and earth can be learned, why don't you open your eyes and see, I serve the elderly, and the front of the bed is poop and urine, until I close my eyes. I buried my parents, searched for a husband for thousands of miles, and finally saw them, but I didn't get a warm word, and finally dropped a stick and hit my head and threw my body into the wilderness......

Since then, sadness has quietly taken root in Yang Xiaoye's heart, and I hate Chen Shimei, who has no conscience. Because hatred is rooted in the heart, sometimes a person is often stunned, looking at the streets where people come and go, how strange and out of place feels. Clothed in self-pity, immersed in your own gray world. A man huddled in a corner, shrouded in darkness, swallowed up by loneliness.

Although he was mistakenly recognized by his old mother and pulled home, his sister Liu Wu Feiyang tried her best to rescue, in order to repay the grace of saving her life, she has been thinking about the reason for living, she has just settled down, and suddenly met the man she likes, secretly healed, and saw the wound heal, the dry heart, finally rekindled the fire of love, and suddenly the mood was hit by a stick, but it fell with such a result, but there was no result of love, abandoned by love, it may be that God is punishing, as if the whole world has abandoned Yang Xiaoye. Loneliness, loneliness, loss, helplessness and breathlessness......

I can't change my fate, some are just tears, but I can't cry, and the ruthless tears can only roll in my eyes, it's not that Yang Xiaoye doesn't want to cheer up, it's not that I don't want to work hard, but I can't work hard, I really want to escape and escape to another world......

"Son, sit down!" The old mother's shout interrupted Yang Xiaoye's thinking, because she saw Yang Liuqing wiping her tears for Yang Xiaoye, what kind of system did the brother and sister hook up with their brother, if outsiders knew, they would say that our old Yang family has no rules. Again; Yang Xiaoye is the daughter who was claimed by herself in the courtroom, with the presiding judge and the audience, if something really happened, wouldn't it make people laugh off their big teeth, and the Yang family brothers and sisters matched. It is better to mate pigs and dogs indiscriminately.

At this critical moment, the sister-in-law's words rang in her ears again, and they couldn't let their brothers and sisters hook up, and stop it quickly when they found the sprout, otherwise it would be unethical...... The male should get married, the female should marry, and the eldest brother should find a daughter-in-law when he sees that he is thirty years old. Otherwise, how will they end up if something happens?

When a mother wants to be in charge, you must interfere and say whatever you want; "The niece of the sister-in-law next door is here."

"What......" Yang Xiaoye heard what he said, and he was hit on the head again. This stick was heavier than his ex-husband Liu Cha, he smashed his head, his mother smashed his heart, and his heart was completely smashed. The old mother is really good enough to do things, she doesn't give any room for maneuver, she will go on a blind date for her son, why bring it immediately?

If it is a few days late, he will also have time to confess to Yang Liuqing, explain the situation, or come to a prelude and cook the raw rice to maturity, even if he opposes it, it will be too late.

Where is the time now, even if you want to confess that the old mother is in front of you, how to confess to the man you love? At that time, not only will they not understand, but they will be burned and driven out of their homes by the elderly, and they will not even have a place to live.

Lost, a lonely woman filled her chest again, and came to the outskirts of this strange town by herself, with all the hope of that small mountain village. has changed from being unaccustomed when I first came to being familiar with this village, loving this family, and loving the men in this family.

If you want to stay in this family forever, you must marry this man you like. Hope was suddenly shattered, which meant that Yang Xiaoye also had to leave this inseparable home, thinking of the consequences, he couldn't help but lose himself, and for a while, it was really difficult to accept.

"Alas!" She sighed, and took self-comfort and self-healing, it should be her own man, after all, it is her own ...... Don't force it if it's not yourself, Yang Xiaoye is a passerby after all......

As if this incident didn't happen, it should have never been in love with this man......

Because, people's fate is destined, fate is destined that nothing will happen to themselves and the man they love, ironclad, no matter how they leap over, no matter how they want to get rid of it, that love brother is still inseparable from his heart.

It's not that he is Laipi, and it's not that he doesn't marry, because his heart can't help but miss him, think about him so much, think about it so much, especially when he is dangling in front of him, he really wants to explain everything to him. Tell him that I am not my sister Liuyang Feiyang, but a foreign sister who is not related to you by any blood.

Yang Liuqing! Why are you so stupid, what you do makes Yang Xiaoye hate you, hate you for your wooden pimple head, and you don't open up at all. Yang Xiaoye has taken the initiative to hint many times, take the initiative to lie down in your arms on the grass, worship heaven and earth in front of the old mother in Jinji Temple, wear a wedding dress in the photo studio and take wedding photos, what is the purpose of all this? You can't see it at all?

When a woman worships heaven and earth to a man, isn't it a husband and wife? Isn't it the bride and groom who take wedding photos? Don't you think about it, it is a woman's love hint to the man she loves, you should accept it happily, have you accepted it?

You didn't accept it, and even went to play with your sister Feiyang when you were a child to understand, why don't you want to think about it, there is a foreign sister at home, and then flatter you.

Know you're still in the dark. Even my mother didn't know that there was such an unenlightened man in the world.

Therefore, the old mother quietly married her daughter-in-law, and everyone received it home, so she was sent to the cave room, which was inexplicable.

At this time, Yang Liuqing also replied to her mother stupidly: "My sister-in-law's maiden niece is here to hinder me Yang Liuqing, and my son doesn't care if she comes or not." ”

The old mother listened to her son's reply, suddenly changed her face, and scolded fiercely, "You conscienceless thing, my mother is tired of your back pain for a blind date, you actually pretend not to know, whether you really don't know or not, seeing that the person who is almost thirty years old, the daughter-in-law has not yet landed, and the old Yang family is about to die." My mother was anxious, and I asked my neighbor's sister-in-law to help, and finally found a daughter-in-law. ”

Yang Liuqing saw that her mother was angry, and she was afraid since she was a child, but now that she has grown up, she still doesn't dare to make the old man angry, so she has to say against her will: "Thank you mom for worrying." ”

When the old mother saw her son thanking her, she changed her face and said with a smile: "Son! Who is she? ”

Yang Liuqing saw that her mother smiled, whether it was a real smile or a fake smile, she finally comforted the old man, although she was not filial, she didn't make the old man angry, so she shook her head: "Where does my son know." ”

"She's ......" The old mother looked left and right, Yang Xiaoye was in front of her, and there were no outsiders, so she said secretly: "Tell my son that the matchmaker is very strong, and the daughter-in-law is the niece of the neighbor's sister-in-law." ”

Yang Xiaoye didn't reflect, he had expected it a long time ago, and what was he doing secretly.

It's just that Yang Liuqing only now understands the reason why her mother was dragged away by the sister-in-law of the neighbor next door when she came back from Xinjiang, "It turned out that my mother went on a blind date for her son." ”

"Not bad at all!" Seeing that Yang Liuqing did not object, the old mother acquiesced if she had no opinion, indicating that her son agreed, and she already had eight or nine without leaving ten, so she immediately bragged, "Son! What a good thing! Mom took one look at it and was satisfied. ”

Yang Liuqing didn't dare to disobey, "Mom is satisfied, it must be good." ”

"It's really good," the old mother nodded with a smile on her face, "This woman wants to look good, she wants to have a head, although she is not very white, but she is in good health, and what she wants is to be in good health." ”

"Good health......" Yang Liuqing recalled the past marriage, he was still young at that time, eighteen or nineteen years old, although he was not handsome and chic, but he was not bad, just because the family was poor, how could he know that women love money, besides, all the objects introduced, none of them were beautiful, either disabled or half-hanged, so he was angry, ran away from home, did not enter the house for nine years, and came back like this, recognized money and did not recognize people, and immediately doubted and asked: "Such a beautiful woman, the price must be very high." ”

"The son said it wrong," the old mother's mood at this time was sweeter than eating a piece of honey, and she was already full of joy, and said with a smile on her face: "My son doesn't know the changes in her hometown, she is much cheaper than the girl you saw last time she came back." The one asked his son to come up with 100,000 yuan before agreeing to talk about marriage. People don't want 100,000 yuan, not even 10,000, just 3,000. ”

"Three thousand ......" Yang Liuqing was stunned, it is said that three thousand yuan is cheaper than nine years ago, but, speaking of which, it is not for love, "It's still for money!" "What's up!" The old mother glared again, "Other people's daughters don't want money, what do you want, which one will raise a daughter-in-law for nothing and give it to you." ”