Chapter 131: Brother, don't be in a hurry
In his teaching career, Dongfang Yu's emotional life is very pure, in addition to teaching, he gets along with his girlfriend intimately, and there is no distraction, so his heart is calm. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 If the relationship with Shihui is private, it is just the content of the exchange that tells the story of her dispute with her father. For this question, it is impossible to simply define whether there is love or not. Because form is one aspect, what is more important should be what the inner thoughts of both parties are and what the result of the interaction is. At that time, it was because Shihui talked about her future ambitions when she was in the third year of junior high school, and Dongfang Yu appeared to say that she improvised with Shihui. It is said that this is also a part of the teacher's concern for the students and helping them choose the path of their future life, which is reasonable and reasonable.
However, Shihui's mind is very different. Don't look at her as a little unworldly, but she is a bodhisattva with a belly full of Maitreya Buddha, she regards Dongfang Yu's care as an intimate gesture, and her heart is tumbling and stirring so much that she can't help herself. She slightly raised the girl's immature, but dark and bright charming eyes, stared at Dongfang Yu's handsome face, listened to his subdued voice, a burst of reverie, a kind of intoxicating novel experience, and uncontrollable physical and mental turmoil. Unconsciously, the face is as bright as a peach blossom, and the heart is like a rabbit in its arms, impetuous, warm, excited, soft, clear, confused, intertwined, the joy and bearing are indescribable. The girl's mind is the most unpredictable, the girl's mood is the most entangled, the girl's feelings are the most romantic, and the girl's emotions are the richest.
Dongfang Yu is their teacher, but also their spiritual idol, in the classroom, is a focused look, under the classroom, is a hot atmosphere, after class, is the ubiquitous smiling face to greet, Dongfang Yu has become the focus of the girls. Perhaps, this is the unique phenomenon of the simple human nature of the mountain village campus, and it is a true portrayal of the early cultivation of the mountain village, the autumn appearance of the countryside, the melon fields and plums, and the whispers, or the scarcity is precious, and the love is more kind because of the old, after all, in the huge primitive campus, there are very few men like Dongfang Yu who are sunny, honest, and handsome.
Qiao Li is more straightforward than Shihui, she and Dongfang Yu can't see a little bit of teacher and student restraint, most of them are straightforward, without any cover-up, and they also ridicule Shihui for being a night pot**. She is dressed up with bells and whistles that are close to Dongfang Yu, her danfeng eyes are seductive, and her innocence reveals a little evil nature, like a poppy to be ripe. This is Qiao Li's habit, a natural coquettish personality.
"You have to focus on your studies, don't just think about dressing up and playing." Dongfang Yu scolded.
"My mind is on studying," Qiao Li stared at Dongfang Yu without blinking, "But teacher, you don't care about me, let me learn." ”
"Are you studying for the teacher," Dongfang Yu continued to be stern, "I care about it, why don't I care about you." ”
"No, you have to pay special attention." She is careless, showing charm, instinctively, twisting, deliberately, scratching her head and posing, and there is no lack of feminine delicate shadows on her slightly thin body.
Qiao Li is born with the quality of clamping down on men's weaknesses, and has the highest emotional intelligence among the iron brothers, and belongs to the personality of mimosas that shrink when they touch them, and they are very sensitive and sultry. Her delicate skin, slightly bulging breasts, bulging buttocks, and especially her complaining eyes all began to show the characteristics of a prodigal woman, which made the men in the world moved and pityd. Maybe because of this, she was surrounded and entangled by boys, and she was easily dragged by senior boys in the first semester, and there were scandals from time to time. Now, she naturally got involved with Dongfang Yu again, which made Shihui full of jealousy and self-ashamed.
"Teacher Dongfang Yu taught you to study hard, it is for your own good, why are you still in such a situation with him?"
"What happened to me?" Qiao Li looked innocent and lost her publicity for a while.
"Cut, let me say anything about you, why are you going to make him be so nice to you." Shihui puffed out her cheeks, "What does this 'special' mean, don't you know what you're talking about?" ”
"Didn't say anything." Qiao Li was worried, and suddenly asked Shi Hui loudly, "Alas, why are you blaming me, it's just a bit of a joke, do you mind so much, you say this, I think you are weird!" He's our common teacher, could he be someone from your family? ”
"It's not my family! Of course, he is our teacher, alas, not to say, not to say. Shihui suddenly became angry, "I just advise you to be serious about him, he is a teacher, you have to respect him, why do you have such an attitude." ”
"Do you really not understand, or do you not understand?" Qiao Li glanced at Shihui, "I don't believe it, you and I are just each other." ”
They know each other, but they don't break each other's minds. But obviously, their minds are immature, and their feelings about men and women are only limited to perceptual cognition, and they have almost no rational thinking, and they cannot achieve the deep understanding and control they deserve. In comparison, Shihui is far inferior to Qiao Li's condition, she still stops at the stage of affection for the opposite sex, as if she can only look at the beautiful rainbow in the sky and cannot be touched, so when she looks at the female classmates who are eager for Dongfang Yu, especially Qiao Li's bold and straightforward, she feels that it is a violation of her own rights and interests. In fact, she doesn't know what her mind belongs to, love, it seems too far away, she is still a child in junior high school; Friendship, but my own mind is dirty; Family affection is even more unreliable. However, she just likes it and even becomes more and more obsessed. Shihui scolded Qiao Li for being obscene, a scum, and a chicken, but she couldn't suppress her reverie about Dongfang Yu in private.
What kind of relationship is between men and women, she really doesn't know. She had read a lot, and vaguely remembered that Marx and Engels seemed to have expressed that the true feelings of human beings can only exist between men and women...... For such words, she can't understand, in her opinion, the relationship between the same sex is closer, and real feelings are more likely to occur, such as their iron brothers, which is the best example, and men and women are not beating and scolding, they are noisy, like enemies, and there are 38 lines on the desk, how can we talk about real feelings. In her young heart, she is still confined to indescribable favors, and there are also the chaos of cutting and untidy, and moreover, she is obedient, pretentious, and willful, and she cannot really understand that this is a great proposition about the harmony, balance, and reproduction of human society.
However, Dongfang Yu immersed himself in the love with his girlfriend Juan, turning a deaf ear to the chaos and chaos on the campus outside, and his love for Juan was his only emotional sustenance and destination. Regarding the campus turmoil, Juan is not unaware of it, nor has she heard about it from time to time, but she does not think so. The reason why she has such a mentality, in addition to not taking the yellow-haired girl in her eyes, is that she knows Dongfang Yu very well, especially the deep foundation between them.
The two of them established a relationship as early as high school, Juan's personality is flamboyant, she is the kind who dares to love and hate, she took the initiative to grab Dongfang Yu, she does not belong to the personality of "holding the pipa and half covering her face", it happened that Dongfang Yu took her seriously, and the two hit it off. Dongfang Yu is obviously an innocent boy, not much different from the little monk who came down the mountain for the first time, and he didn't understand the habits of women at all, and which one could withstand Juan's eyebrows flying, so he disarmed and surrendered to his virginity.
"What's the matter, wait for the flowers to bloom and then manipulate the guys, how can you take care of yourself and be comfortable, and swallow dates." Juan grieved and angry.
"I'm ......," Dongfang Yu snapped, and his face suddenly blushed to his neck. How could he not know that he was manipulated by the head and brain, but what was the difference between the ferocity of the flood at that moment and the flood bursting, he couldn't help but "Alas. "He's like a child who has made a mistake.
is so flustered, he still remembers it vividly, and every time he thinks of it, he laughs and laughs at himself for no reason, and even shames himself. In order to release his bad emotions, he had to comfort himself, not believing that a man who had never seen a soft loaded gun could be calm and calm. Since that cloud and rain, there is also a unique psychology of surrender, I feel that being scolded by Juan is like being scolded by my mother, which is a matter of course, without the slightest disgust and confrontation, and even a kind of psychology of being loved. Slowly, he became familiar with it and became unified.
In such a situation, how could he take care of the yellow-haired girl in front of him. It's no wonder that these people are so far away from his world that no one will give up the happiness and beauty in front of them, and remember the ethereal and even unattainable beauty, not to mention the professional ethics, social moral hazards and conscience condemnation. But a woman's heart is narrow-minded, and she keeps all kinds of rumors in mind, she once knocked on the side, and there was no shortage of ridicule, but what can Dongfang Yu say.
In fact, Dongfang Yu didn't think of this thing at all, if he really had an idea, maybe he might not really be so noble, at least he couldn't guarantee that it would be spotless in the future, countless facts have proved that men can't withstand temptation.