Shihui and Dongfang Yu have been in the situation for more than ten years, and the obscure stage of her life full of fantasy and romance has been experienced with Dongfang Yu. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info really, at that time, she didn't know much about the love between men and women, she was purely curious and blindly obedient. After more than ten years, she has grown from an ignorant and ignorant yellow-haired girl to a slim college girl.

Of course, the little kid back then, although he didn't understand love, undoubtedly liked this man. This man has always been a lingering memory in her mind, whenever she thinks of it, there is a brilliant scene in front of her, she is so persistent in liking this man who is much older than her, and she is obsessed.

"Teacher Dongfang, you said, where are Adam and Eve back then, and there is really love; Please tell us about the love story of Romeo and Juliet, how romantic, so enviable; Also, there are really Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai in history......"

"Yes, everything is there, because this is the good wish of the world." Back then, Dongfang Yu replied to her like this.

But where they went, they could not be found. How do I have a vague sense that they can be seen everywhere? ”

"Yes, this is the beautiful emotion in the world, and it is the root of human society for thousands of generations."

"So, teacher, do you also have such wonderful emotions?"

Back then, this was how Shihui talked about these topics with Dongfang Yu, who was seven or eight years older than herself. In her heart, she didn't regard Dongfang Yu as a teacher or a man at all, but a confidant, a person who preached and taught her to solve her doubts. She didn't have any psychological barriers to him, and when the two communicated, it was like a heart-to-heart conversation. She didn't know what the reason for her liking to get close to Dongfang Yu was brotherhood, or if she still had such a love. Perhaps, it is because Dongfang Yu is her Chinese teacher and can fully satisfy her rich imagination in the process of teaching. It is not surprising that Dongfang Yu is not only because he is a class teacher and Chinese teacher, but also because he is a college student who graduated from a normal university with a beautiful appearance and a knowledgeable Chinese major. He is sunny, handsome, vibrant, and easy-going, without a little teacher's reserve, how can such a young man not attract the attention of a little girl. What's more, it was Dongfang Yu who discovered and inspired her literary talent, so that she was able to gallop in this world, how could she not respect and admire.

Dongfang Yu said that literary creation is the reshaping of human society, especially human nature, in this field, and is a plane carrier that reflects and sublimates the reality and the objective world, so to speak, another world of human society. Those who are engaged in literary creation must have a sincere heart, have a sense of reverence for life and life, objectively and beautifully display what they see, hear, know and think on words, and expound their world outlook and outlook on life through words.

Shihui listened infatuatedly, although she didn't understand it halfway, but she seemed very interested. She often took the initiative to go to Dongfang Yu and ask this and there, like an old friend. In particular, I will ask you about the shaping of literary characters, how to grasp the proportions, and how to properly express things as they are. In the long run, she felt that this big brother-like male teacher had an extremely unique personality charm. She liked to stare at him and felt that he was full of charm all over her body. The angular face, the toned and slender figure, the energetic expression, and the slightly bulging sexiness under the lower abdomen are all so graceful. Ba looked at his beating Adam's apple, listened to his subdued voice, and pondered his unique opinions, and she sprouted an indescribable and inexplicable feeling from the depths of her heart.

But obviously, this is not love. Because at that time, Dongfang Yu was already in love with his beloved lover Juan, inseparable, and his heart belonged. As for her, she was only envious, not jealous at all, she watched from afar, and had been silently blessing them.

These are some of the past of the two of them, and Shihui has always been haunting her mind.

"Damn it, I said that call irresponsibly, and now, I'm running away without a trace." Shihui looked around the Qingshui River, but there was still no one in sight, and in the silence and loneliness, she couldn't help but complain.

Ha, ha, this is obviously unreasonable, it is clear that she herself ran away without a trace first, and now, she blames others.

"I'll ask him about Juan's situation, what happened to that woman. I didn't bother to ask. Shihui continued to think, "He should be a responsible man. Her mind was like mush, and she only cared to blame him for suddenly spitting out such sacred words. She really thought it was a mishearing, ringing in her ears, or a trance. Her heart was in tears, after all these years, she had waited for this man's words. For this sentence, she is looking forward to it every day, every month, until she graduates from college and goes to work. Today I finally got my wish.

In the days they got along, everything remained the same, she asked him if he was okay, he said, everything was fine, she asked him what he was going to do, and he said that he was focused on his work, and he didn't see anything unusual. Now it's different from before, she can think about it, although she can't do without this man in her heart, but the reality of the two of them is here, so she can't help but have more extravagant hopes. Even if there is no love, there can still be friendship or even family-like friendship. It is based on this idea that whenever Dongfang Yu makes an appointment with her, she is happy to go there and is happy to do it.

As the man put his hand on her shoulder, she had a premonition that something was about to happen. When she listened to the man say this, she still couldn't control the panic in her heart, and ran away without a trace in panic. It's misplaced love, two people are in the wrong place, at the wrong time, in the wrong place, in love with the wrong person. Now, she didn't know if it was a mistake to continue. Seriously, her emotional journey is too bitter and tortuous.

"Is he not coming back, is he really gone? What is his intention, could it be that he deliberately adjusted my nerves and looked for stimulation. Shi Hui didn't see Dongfang Yu come back for a long time, and she didn't feel the drums in her heart, and she didn't know whether she would continue to wait by the river or go back, "It is said that it is not enough, who would joke about this kind of thing." However, how did he disappear now? The dilemma is to continue to wait a while. ”

The world is so unpredictable, whether it is difficult or easy, nothing is impossible, it is all in a blink of an eye. However, when she felt that there was no hope for all this to disappear, she suddenly flashed back in front of her. This is tantamount to slipping off the scales, completely losing her balance, and completely disrupting her relatively stable life. She ran to find Mei Fang in search of this balance.

"I can only blame me for running away like crazy, not asking anything, and now, guessing wildly." Shi Hui's gaze crossed the willow forest and cast it into the sky, "What should I do, what should I do, whether to accept or reject." I am afraid that I will never be able to do it, this is a long-cherished wish. However, I want to have some control and make a difference with him. What should I do, in case, I mean in case, in case he hangs up because of this, wouldn't he regret it. ”

"Whether it's sad or happy, I don't know." Shihui's eyes were red, obviously, she felt it, she sighed, she had a stomach full of grievances, of course, it was more joy, no matter what she said, Dongfang Yu still said that sentence in person. It's just that at this time, when it sounds, there is always a little bit of a taste that is not pure, and there are ripples in her heart. "Once, undoubtedly this is joy, it is what I have been looking forward to, but now, it seems a little tragic. What kind of process it is, I don't know. My heart trembled, and my heart told me that this was grief, because I had waited too long, too long, and my heart was tired. The mountains are edgeless, the heaven and the earth are combined, sad, or happy, alas, sad and joyful. ”