Chapter 53: Intentionally

"Stop fighting, let's go. "I dragged Qian Ning's arm, he looked at me, and glared at Lin Feng fiercely.www.biquge.info Picked up my bag and got ready to get out of here.

Seeing that Qian Ning was leaving, Xiao Tiantian was on the verge of collapse, and she crawled over after falling, pulling Qian Ning's trouser legs, and this time she didn't dare to hold her thighs directly. "Ning, listen to me, I was also tempted by him, you forgive me, forgive me, I really don't dare anymore..."

"Get out of the way, seeing you makes me sick." Qian Ning yelled, and Xiao Tiantian's frightened hand shook and let go of Qian Ning's trouser legs.

I could still hear the woman choking and crying as I walked to the door.

I don't know how I got in the car, I've been thinking about what happened just now, I've had this kind of speculation, but I don't think it's enough, after all, this matter is not good to say, and having an affair with my aunt, even if it is a distant relative, this is incomprehensible. Are they true love, but if you are true love, you will take me for a fool? I'm also human, do you treat me as a human being? The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, but I didn't cry, and I didn't make a fuss. Who am I messing with, Lin Feng, he is like a plate of bad dishes, can it be that he can go back to the pot and become the original taste again?

"Let's go outside." Channing stopped the car.

It was almost evening, it turned out that we were now on the bank of the Qinhuai River, I got off the car, I walked along the riverbank, there were cruise boats passing by in the river from time to time, and there were voices of talking and laughing. Blown by the wind, I felt my mind clear a little, I don't know where I was, what just happened, but why am I here? Why did everything happen so suddenly? Something suddenly occurred to me.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?" I looked at the silent Channing beside me and asked.

A flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, quickly, but I saw it. Then there was no wave in his eyes. "I did it on purpose, but so what? I let you see the facts, what's wrong with that? Is it wrong that I don't let you be kept in the dark like a fool? ”

I sighed deeply, "So you already know what happened between them, and I'm the only stupid person, right?" ”

"I had doubts before, and today I also know that Cindy is in Nanjing at all. I was wondering why she lied to me, and there must be a reason, so when I got the news from the hotel that Cindy was back at the hotel, I wanted to see it for myself. I didn't expect them to be so cooperative, and it just so happened that you could see this scene. I admit that I am not a decent man to do this, but what do they think of me when they do it? Idiot? So I don't regret it at all. ”

I didn't expect Qian Ning to admit his intentions unabashedly, and his frank admission made me speechless. After all, Tian Tian and Lin Feng are together, this matter was not arranged by him, he just wanted to put this matter on the table, by the way, let me know, speaking of which, he is also a party, isn't it? It's a mess.

"Okay, I know about this now, and I thank you for making me stop being a fool."

"Are you blaming me? Or are you angry because I hit him? ”

"I didn't, what right do I have to blame you, I was blind, who can I blame? Didn't you hit him because he moved your woman? What does it have to do with me? ”

"But you're just angry, you blame me, as long as you don't embarrass yourself. He doesn't cherish you, that's his blindness. I beat him because he hit you, what is he, he dares to touch you, today is for your sake, I spared him. Don't be sad, it's me who is not good, maybe I should give you some hints or something first, let you think in that direction, so that you will also be mentally prepared, today's incident is so sudden, I made you uncomfortable. "He was close to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

I moved to the side, keeping a distance from him. He lit a cigarette, took two puffs, looked at the river, and threw it away, twisting the butt with his toes.

"Manman, I know you're in a bad mood right now, but don't alienate me, okay? I don't ask for anything else, you let me be by your side at this time. ”

He looked at me a little pitifully, but he didn't dare to get too close to me, which reminded me of the way he looked at me in Peach Blossom Village, every time I went out and left him alone at home, how much like a helpless child. How pure it was at that time.

"Channing, you know, you know the two of us, I know you're a good guy, but we—" I watched him say what I really thought. If I had any illusions about him when I was in Peach Blossom Village, then I could only blame it on my confused mind for a while, but that was just a thought, and now that I have returned to Nanjing, back to the hustle and bustle of the city, my mind is clear, and I don't even have a little fantasy now, because I know that he and I are not in the same world at all.

"I know, of course I do. I know that your care and care for me in Peach Blossom Village is from the heart. And you saved my life, didn't you? Yes, I owe you. When I saw the firefly streamer at the elf competition, I knew it was our shared dream, and you had me in your heart. Do you know? I don't even dare to think about that time, because as long as I think about it, my heart hurts, I am still principled, and I will not destroy your beautiful life for my own selfish desires. I can only find something to do every day, keep myself busy, or drink two glasses of wine, and let my brain become dull temporarily, but that is useless, even when I am dreaming, I often feel that I am in Peach Blossom Village, and you are by my side at that time. I wish that damn road would never be fixed. When I woke up, I even had to reflect for a while, only to realize that I was no longer in Peach Blossom Village, and then my heart would hurt even more than before. Do you know? When I learned that there may be an ulterior relationship between Cindy and Lin Feng, I was a little happy, maybe you will hate me because of this, but I can't lie to you, you are too smart, so it is better to be honest with you. I'm sure you should have had doubts about what was going on between them, but you didn't want to believe it, so let me be the bastard and rip that fig leaf off for everyone to see. Now that you and that Lin Feng are finished, then why can't you consider me? Are you really that ruthless? ”

Actually, I'm a coward, and when I know something is going to cause me trouble, or it's beyond the bottom line of my heart, I keep telling myself that I can't do it. I have to admit that I have him in my heart, like him, a noble son like him, which girl is not tempted, not to mention that he still has a heart for me. But this is a sin for me, and I even admire Lin Feng and Tian Tian a little now, they are very brave. And I can't, I can't just do it. But when I listened to Channing's words, my tears were about to come out, what a sincere man he was, he just seemed to cut out his heart, held it in front of me, and said to me: "Look, this is my heart, and here is your imprint." ”

But what can I do, Wu Shuai was also very sincere to me at the beginning, even now that I think about it, I can't find anything wrong with him, that is, really good, real love, but so what? He hasn't left me yet, for the sake of other women, maybe he doesn't love that woman, but what does it matter, when Wu Shuai cut out his heart for me, I accepted it, and at the same time I gave him mine, and I didn't reserve it. The pain is simply unbearable compared to missing someone, because I also paid, so it hurts even more.

"So what? So do you want me to do to you as you do to me? I replied to him.

"I don't, and I don't have the luxury. Do you know? Man, when I saw you in Nanjing, I knew that you would be different in my life. To tell you the truth, if we hadn't met in that scene, if we had just passed by on a certain street, or if you recognized me, I wouldn't have any idea of you, but you didn't have it, you didn't feel it at all, like I was a stranger. Actually, I was a little angry at that time, yes, I was angry with you. I watched you when I was with you, and then I finally realized that you really didn't know who I was. I think you're a heartless, maybe even a little silly. I don't know what's wrong with me, sometimes I just want to make you angry, I taunt you, I tease you, but you're always stupid. Later, in Peach Blossom Village, I tired you, at that time you saved me and took care of me, you were good to me, I could feel it. When I got to know you again, you sparkled like a pearl buried in the ground, and then I couldn't live without you, so I began to suffer. ”

"What do you say? What to recognize? Should I know you? "It's strange that I always felt a little kind when I saw him for the first time, but I couldn't figure out where I met him anyway, and if I could make such a deep impression on him, it must not be as simple as a one-sided relationship, it must be a little bit of a relationship. I started to think, think about it.

I searched every fragment of my memory, and still didn't find his shadow, did the two of us know each other when we were young, maybe he is the Xiao Gang next door to our house, the Xiao Gang who is often bullied by me, and goes home to complain, my mother doesn't talk much about me for this. But no, Xiao Gang seems to be younger than me, Qian would rather be older than me, and Xiao Gang is not surnamed Qian.