Although our family is in the countryside, the house is large and there is no PM2.5, which is also comfortable. www.biquge.info My mother asked me to give her a handle to cook in the kitchen, and Lin Feng accompanied my father to talk. My mother and I quickly prepared a table of dishes, I don't know what my father and Lin Feng were talking about, but looking at their expressions, they seemed to be talking happily. At night we went to sleep.

On the third day, I was ready to go back to Shanghai, and Lin Feng was back to Nanjing. Along the way, Lin Feng talked and laughed, and I answered a few words from time to time, I am a person who doesn't talk much. When I returned to Shanghai, I called home, mainly to ask them what they thought of Lin Feng, and this was also asked by Lin Feng. I thought to myself that the people in my family were eager to marry me off immediately, so what was there to ask. Still, I called home. My mother's answer to me was: I think it's good. What does this mean, that is, agreed.

When I went to Nanjing to see Lin Feng in November, he hinted at me several times, saying that his parents hoped that he would settle down sooner. I know what he means, but I haven't given him a clear answer yet. Recently, it has always snowed in Nanjing, and today there are snowflakes outside, which turned out to be just a little white dust scattered and scattered, and when I arrived in Nanjing in the afternoon, it was already densely raining. I sent another message to Lin Feng: I've arrived at the station, have you arrived?

"Soon, the road was a bit congested."

I'm bored, observing the passers-by who come and go, they're all in a hurry, and I sometimes wonder what their lives are like. Buddhists say that one flower has one world, one leaf and one Bodhi, that is, everyone has his own world, and my world is like this, what about others? After about half an hour, Lin Feng still didn't come, and I sent another message: Where are you now?

"You turn around."

I don't know where he came from, but he suddenly appeared in front of me, holding a bouquet of fiery roses, and my heart tightened. But still smiled and took his flowers.

"Wait, let's go, let's go eat first."

Lin Feng is a very careful person, and he can always think of some subtleties, such as knowing where the nearest hotel is here, knowing that it is snowing heavily, and bringing an umbrella and a scarf for me. I didn't stay in a hotel after dinner this time, I went directly to his residence, in fact, it was not the first time I came, although it was a rented house, for a big man to be able to clean up this place in an orderly manner, I think it is not easy, I even think he is better than me.

"You sit here and rest, I'll peel a grapefruit for you to eat."

He peeled the grapefruit very carefully and handed it to me, I thought while eating, what is wrong with such a man, if I marry him, I should be happy, although his conditions are not so good, but I am also an ordinary girl, so it's okay, what I want is actually very simple. After eating, we watched TV again, and it was already dark.

"Why don't you leave tonight, I'll sleep on the couch."

"Okay." I didn't expect me to answer so quickly, and he seemed stunned for a moment.

After washing, we each lay down, he helped me close the door, there was an electric blanket on my bed, I couldn't wait to get into the quilt, it took a while to ease up, why is it so cold this year. I kind of recognize the pillow, change the place will be a little unaccustomed, so generally I don't sleep very well when I go out, every time I go home before I have to tell my mother to take out my buckwheat pillow to dry, soft pillow I can't sleep. It was already past 10 o'clock, and I was tossing and turning, and I was entering a state of awakening but not waking up.

"Sneeze, sneeze."

The sound of sneezing from outside the door woke me up again, hey, my heart softened, I let Lin Feng come in and sleep. He got into the quilt and didn't move, his whole body was cold. I turned around and hugged him from behind. I heard his rapid breathing, he kissed me on the lips in the dark, his hands roamed over my body, I couldn't resist it at all, my heart was pounding, and finally I fell, and when I felt a tingling in my body, I knew that I had changed from a girl to a woman, and it didn't feel good, it didn't have the ecstasy in movies or novels, but it was a little uncomfortable, but it was all over quickly.

The next day, I was in bed, and Lin Feng got up and made breakfast. He brought me the food to eat, and then I lay down after eating, which was really more considerate than my mother. He went out to meet a client. I slept until noon and got up, cleaned up the mess, I looked carefully at the sheets, and found that there was nothing on them, didn't I say that I would see red the first time? Why didn't mine? I immediately remembered a scene from the TV series: in ancient times, there would be people who put a white cloth on the bed of the newlyweds, and this is the use. If I told Yoyo about that, she would definitely laugh at me and educate me. When I was still thinking about this problem, the phone rang, it was Lin Feng, I answered the phone, and he asked me to go to a nearby restaurant, where we had dinner at noon. I quickly packed up and went to the hotel to wait for him.

I stayed in Nanjing for two days, and on the third day I went back to Shanghai. A few days after returning to Shanghai, Lin Feng called me.

"Manman, you see that we have been together for a while, and the family is very recognizable to you, and my uncles and aunts have no opinions on me, do you see if we can settle down earlier."

If I had put it before, I would have said that we had only been together for a short time, and I would have said it later. But now it's different, because we already have a substantial relationship, no way, although I'm a girl with a modern education, and I'm influenced by all kinds of fashionable and avant-garde ideas from time to time (from Yoyo), but I'm a more traditional girl, so I agreed to his marriage proposal (sort of).

I told my father and mother about my plan to get married, and something happened that I didn't expect. My father actually disagreed, and at first he was not so resolute, but later he became more and more resolute, and my mother finally united with him under the influence of my father, I don't know why, I want to ask what happened.

"Haven't you seen this man too? If you don't agree to say it earlier, why don't you agree when you're getting married now, what does it mean? ”

"Manman, Dad didn't expect you to get married, I thought you would blow it this time when you talked about it, didn't it all end up before."

I'm so angry, is this my own father? I dare to love and hope that I will fall in love.

"Manman, you listen to what your father said, I don't think this Lin Feng is good, if you just talk about love, then I'll follow you, but I don't agree to get married, Dad knows that you are old and anxious, but this Lin Feng just can't."

"Why? You can tell me what it doesn't work with. ”

"A small family, no man's temperament, I can't say where it is, based on my intuition as a man, I feel that he is not a reliable person." My dad started messing around.

"Then do I have to marry him?"

"If you have to marry him, we'll cut off the relationship."

I hung up the phone with a bang, tears streaming down my face. My mother called me 17 times, but I didn't answer all of them, and finally I even turned off my phone. I haven't been so angry with my family in my life in the past few decades, and I can't figure out what's wrong with this, and I'm determined to get married.

"Open the door, full, are you there? Open the door. "I came early the next morning uninvited.

She looked worried, and when she saw that I was fine, her expression relaxed slightly. She opened her mouth and saw my unkempt, red, swollen eyes, but she didn't speak. adjusted his attitude before he spoke, "Manman, no matter how you do, you can't let your family worry, I've heard about you, although I don't know why Uncle Jin has to oppose it, but I think Uncle Jin loves you so much, naturally he has his reasons." ”

"What reason does he have, I asked him why he didn't agree with him, and he couldn't say it, and said that if I married Lin Feng, he would cut off the relationship with me, is there such a father?" I was so aggrieved that I started crying.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, or I'll talk to Uncle Jin, you turn on your phone, tell your family calmly if you have anything, you see that they are so old and have to worry about your affairs, see that you are usually very well-behaved, if you don't cause trouble, it will be a headache."

"Am I in trouble? It's clear that they are to blame, can you blame me? I am already with Lin Feng, and I have decided to marry this time. ”

"Wait, what did you just say?" Yoyo looked surprised.

"I'm married."

"The previous one."

"We're together, what's wrong?"

Yoyo Tsai carefully looked at me from head to toe, and finally froze on my stomach. "You're not going to get pregnant, are you?"

"How's that... I don't know. I bowed my head in shame.

"Did you do anything about it?"

"Measures? What measures? I looked at her with an idiot on my face.

Yoyo gritted his teeth, "Is it just with a condom?" ”

"No, no."

"You're stupid, you're stupid. Hey, forget it, it's like this now, you have to marry him? ”

"Well, I didn't want to be in such a hurry to tie the knot, but they didn't agree with me." I started to rebel, and it turned out that it was my rebellious period.

Yoyo poked my head with his finger, "You, you're really wronged." Calm down and talk about it later. Just don't turn it off, I'll talk to them. I've got to go, there's a catwalk today. ”

I started a cold war with my family, I didn't turn off my phone, and I didn't answer my mother's call until a few days later. The Cold War ended with my father's compromise. It's just that their compromise did not make me happy, but planted a thorn in my heart, I am an independent individual, I can do my own things completely independently, of course, this is after I am financially independent, when I was in school, I relied on my parents to support, everything has to be agreed by them, I even seriously doubt whether I formed a rebellious psychology under their transitional protection, so that the rebellion that I should have shown in adolescence has been delayed until now. But I found that the attitude of my family still made my mood not so good, and it had an impact on me more or less, after all, I think that two people can only be happy when they are together with the blessing of their families. This bad feeling left an imprint in my heart, and of course, I didn't think it was necessary for Lin Feng to know about this process.