CHAPTER XLIII
The floral fragrance of hyacinths is overflowing, and the ubiquitous fragrance of flowers lingers on these two people
"Zhou Miao, do you know what Hyacinth's words are?"
Zhou Miao shook her head mischievously and said, "I don't know, you tell me." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Lin Xiao hugged Zhou Miao tightly and said, "With my love, you will be happy for a lifetime." ”
"I'm going to give you a gift this winter."
"What is it?" Zhou Miao asked curiously.
"You'll know then, and you'll have to wait for time."
The speeding car hit a teenager crossing the road, and in the violent impact of the body, there was still a sentence in his mind, with my love, you will be happy for a lifetime.
"Can your tears flow freely in front of anyone? What is your purpose in joining Boya? Is it to destroy Boya? Get out with your cheap tears. Lin Xiao said insincerely.
"I only approached you because you and my boyfriend look so similar, I can get out of here, but let me say a final goodbye to him, okay?"
Zhou Miao approached Lin Xiao with tears streaming down her face, hugged him and said, "Lin Xiao, you said that you were going to give me a gift in winter, I don't know what you are going to give me, but it's been three years, three years can make anything change, forgive me for not waiting." ”
Lin Xiao sat up from the bed suddenly, with a splitting headache, and the words still echoed in his mind like an alarm bell, three years, three years can make anything change, when Lin Xiao got off the bed, she looked at Ji Boya who walked in at the door, her delicate makeup was like time had never left any mark on her face.
"Where are you going?"
"I'll go find Zhou Miao."
"You are a person who is about to marry Li Lin, and she will be your future wife and the father of your children." When Ji Boya talked about the child, her words were very ruthless, and Ji Boya didn't expect Li Lin to be pregnant, but since she had come to this point, she could only let the plot go down, and nothing was allowed to happen during the period.
When Chen Xingfu appeared in her home like a ghost, the test sheet in her hand made Ji Boya drink it, but she could only quietly accept this fact.
"She's really his child." Lin Xiao looked at Ji Boya suspiciously, and the incomprehension and heavy questions in his eyes came to his face.
"That's right, Li Lin is your father's child."
"What about me? Don't tell me that you don't know it in the end, since Li Lin is my father's child, what about me? Who the hell am I? Lin Xiao couldn't accept this fact at once, since Li Lin was Lin Zhenxiong's child, Ji Boya agreed to marry Li Lin, which means that he and Li Lin are not related by blood, that is to say, his parents are a fan.
"But now you must marry her." Ji Boya ruthlessly said, "Li Lin is destined to be your wife." ”
"But I love Zhou Miao, I remember." Lin Xiao said: "I'm not my father's child, am I? Who the hell am I? Why don't you tell me until now? ”
Ji Boya leaned for a while, looked at him and asked, "Have you recovered your memory?" She turned her face away: "Of course you are your father's child, and you are still the general manager of Boya Group." ”
Lin Xiao looked at Ji Boya and said, "You never wanted me to recover my memory, did you?" Tang Xu's car accident made me completely sober. Mother, let me go. In this period of life separated from Zhou Miao, every day is what I am willing to spend, since I am not my father's child, then please give me back my original life. ”
"No, if you force yourself to go back to the past, then don't blame me, continue to deal with Zhou Miao, you know that she is not my opponent at all, continue to be your general manager of Boya, this is your only way out, and it is also your only way to protect Zhou Miao."
The last sentence Ji Boya said before leaving made Lin Xiao completely lose hope, he slowly opened the drawer, and the small black bottle inside contained the ice storage, which was a gift from Zhou Miao, but now it was in his hand like a joke.
Letting Lin Xiao accept so many facts at once made his life extremely ridiculous, Li Lin's life and his wrong life must have been, they were just pawns of the elders, and such an intricate ending was something he never imagined.
The hospital is a place where you can always feel the smell of disinfectant everywhere, and the sadness that has always made people nervous but cannot be ignored, where life and death are staged, the first chapter of the starting line of life, and all the bittersweet and bittersweet things are spilled here.
Zhou Miao put the flower daisy at the head of the hospital bed, Li Lin still fell asleep peacefully, like a happy princess, but who would have imagined that it was this still delicate sleeping beauty that turned into a love-hate entanglement.
"Is she awake?" Lu Xiao walked in, holding a fruit gift box in his hand, and walked elegantly towards Zhou Miao's position.
Zhou Miao took the gift box and said, "Are you going back?" ”
"Yes." Lu Xiao's answer seemed to be so unfamiliar with Zhou Miao, "I hope you can stay well, don't worry, don't worry about me." ”
Zhou Miao looked at him puzzled and asked, "What do you mean?" ”
Lu Xiao took out the ring and quietly put it on the table: "I know that now is not the time to tell you this, but Zhou Miao forgive me, I can't give you a future, and your future is not something I can give." ”
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Zhou Miao looked at him with interfering eyes.
"You don't love me, you don't love me all the time, Zhou Miao doesn't blame you, but I'm still very glad to know you and fall in love with you, so long along the way, I have witnessed too many ups and downs of your life, know too many secrets and forbearance, you are a good girl, you deserve more happiness, I am willing to stand behind you and protect you silently, and become your friend who talks about everything and everything you say. Zhou Miao, let go of the courage to chase what you think is right, because everyone has the right to pursue love, and all I can give you is a long road, not wonderful at all. ”
Zhou Miao didn't expect Lu Xiao to be able to say these words, she closed her eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
Lu Xiao showed a big smile and said, "What are you sorry for, aren't we still good friends?" ”
Zhou Miao nodded heavily and said, "Yes, we have always been good friends." ”
"I remember the first time I saw you, you stood in the crowd, your expression was so serious and hurt, maybe I was born a pessimist, I can't help myself not to face you, so our life may be derived from that touch of eyes, maybe our lives will have more intersections, but Zhou Miao I want you to know that I, Lu Xiao, have always stood behind you and never left, maybe this is the protector."
Zhou Miao stood up and hugged Lu Xiao tightly, the clean honey locust on his body smelled very good, just like the feeling he gave people, clear and indifferent.
"I'm leaving, don't send me, you know I'm just like you, I hate to say goodbye."
Time ticks by, sunrise and sunset are only a few hours apart, but there are so many plots that cannot be ignored in this short period of time.
The ring was still lying quietly on the table, and her slender white hand picked it up, quietly stroking the cold touch, and finally put the ring in her pocket.
Li Lin slowly opened her eyes and looked sideways at the calm Zhou Miao.
"Are you alright?" Li Lin asked weakly.
"You've woken up a long time ago, haven't you? No wonder you've been pretending to be asleep for so long. Zhou Miao smiled and said, "Do you want to drink water?" ”
Li Lin Yaoyao said, "You don't blame me? Are you still willing to ignore me? ”
"Say what? We've always been good sisters. Zhou Miao was a little weak when she said these words.
"I'm sorry Zhou Miao, I'm sorry, I've done too many things to be sorry for you." Li Lin cried and her shoulders trembled, and when she wanted to continue, don't panic for a moment when Zhou Miao's words were shocked.
"Don't cry, Li Lin, you have always been the strongest among us, and we good sisters have always taken you as an example." Zhou Miao's words were so soft, so soft, just like a voiceover next to her, but the shock to Li Lin was definitely not just these words.
Li Lin looked at Zhou Miao in surprise: "Really?" ”
"Really, you know, coming to the hospital has always been the thing I hate the most, because everything changes here, the good, the bad, the life and the death, the parting." Zhou Miao said it very sadly, but the words seemed to be said to herself, more like remembering the past.
Li Lin lowered her head, and her tears kept dripping, "Tang Xu, he? Li Lin has been holding back what she wanted to ask, and that scene has been faint in her mind.
Zhou Miao smiled bitterly: "Tang Xu's condition has not been very optimistic, Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang have also invited the best doctors to treat her, I hope Tang Xu can be very strong and slowly get better." ”
"I said I had a last resort." After Li Lin said these words, he slowly lay down again, "I said I was sorry for him and hoped he would forget about me." ”。
"Love has always been selfish?" Zhou Miao's question was a little cruel, but she still said it. "I was not optimistic about you and Tang Xu for a long time, the life trajectory of you and Tang Xu is too different, his life is simple and not mixed with any bad factors, and you have too many secrets and too many things to hide, Tang Xu can't enter your life at all, so you are destined to be wrong."
"But I love him, my life may be wrong, but I love him, I have a lot of contact with the opposite sex, but a heart is honest, I always know the answer in my heart, maybe you were right that time, Twilight's today is my tomorrow, but I didn't expect that my tomorrow would come so soon, so suddenly, so suddenly that I was caught off guard, but how I wish time could stop, just stop for a while, so that I can seriously love Tang Xu, Seriously live your life a little more realistically. ”
Zhou Miao sighed and said, "Li Lin, maybe I don't understand you, but I have no regrets in life." ”
After Li Lin looked at Zhou Miao's departing figure, she whispered: "I'm sorry Zhou Miao, forgive me, forgive me for deceiving you again and again." ”
The gears of fate turn mercilessly, crushing all hope, but giving you another hope.
Although the wedding was disrupted, Chen Xingfu still did not give up.
When he was discharged from the hospital, Zhou Miao met Lin Xiao who came to visit, he seemed to be crushed by the gears of time in an instant and returned to the old era, Lin Xiao, who liked to wear a white shirt and jeans, after Li Lin got his previous memories of losing his past, when he saw Lin Xiao, there was always an inexplicable feeling in his heart.
"Are you leaving?" Lin Xiao asked.
Zhou Miao nodded and said, "Li Lin is awake, you can treat her well." Although this wedding was stopped halfway, presumably Ji Boya will not let this wedding have no end inexplicably.
Lin Xiao was stunned for a while, "Zhou Miao, you have lost a lot of weight." ”
When Zhou Miao turned to leave, Lin Xiao suddenly took Zhou Miao's hand and said: "Zhou Miao, when did we get to where we are today, why does everything feel so unreal, as if it made us disappear from love overnight, can you understand this feeling of loss and recovery?" ”
Zhou Miao's body shook suddenly, and when she looked back, tears had already flowed out, "What did you say?" Do you know what you're talking about yourself? Li Lin is still inside, don't forget that you are getting married, since you choose to give her a family, don't come over and disturb my originally peaceful life. ”
"If it hadn't been for the crash, we wouldn't have separated." Lin Xiao said quietly.
"You ......" Zhou Miao kept wanting to say the words in his mouth, but he didn't open his mouth until he hung in the air.
"Yes, I remembered, I am your Lin Xiao, the Lin Xiao who promised you a gift in winter, the damn Lin Xiao who disappeared without saying a word, the Lin Xiao who walked away at the most important moment in your life, this world has spared a circle, but fortunately it has returned to the original point."
"So what? Now you don't still have to be responsible for another person, Lin Xiao, I admit, I used to love you so much, I can't accept you leaving and I can't understand it, you don't necessarily understand the pain that such a big living person disappeared out of thin air, but Lin Xiao, we have been separated by three years of reunion, two years of forgetting each other, five years of time is running rapidly, just like I said in two years, time can inadvertently change anything, including feelings, it contains too much, during this period not only time can not go back, There is also your marriage with Li Lin in the middle, did you forget that you pushed me to Gu Feifei with your own hands? You know how much I hurt and how much I don't want my current life, but if you can be brave, just a little bit, you and I will not end up like this. Zhou Miao said something that even he felt cruel.
"Can't we go back?" Lin Xiao asked.
"Lin Xiao, we have always stayed where we are, no one has ever left, but the damage has always been there, they tell us all the time in blood what has happened, and now we are powerless to change anything, Lin Xiao, we really haven't changed at all."
Lin Xiao suddenly pulled Zhou Miao into his arms, the fragrance in her hair was still so familiar, it was the taste in the depths of his memory, "But I love you, it has always been you, God knows why I was asked to recover my memory so late."
"Zhou Miao?" Li Lin appeared at the door in a hospital gown, and the food box in her hand suddenly slipped off, and the white rice porridge on the ground was unsightly.
Zhou Miao pushed Lin Xiao away, the steps under his feet made Zhou Miao's body slide suddenly, anyone could feel the pain of hitting the ground, but Zhou Miao only felt a warm chest, Gu Feifei helped Zhou Miao's body, and said word by word: "Zhou Miao, are you okay?" Gu Feifei's sudden appearance did give Zhou Miao a very real sense of security, maybe now is the best moment to leave Lin Xiao, and it is also the best moment to say goodbye to the past.
"Are you really going to part with me?" Lin Xiao roared.
One sentence caused the three of them to look at him at the same time, and Gu Feifei smiled ruffianly: "Zhou Miao has a patient here, let's go quickly." "Knowing Zhou Miao this time, Gu Feifei's life has been unreal a lot, so he doesn't dare to bet, and he doesn't want to bet, because he is afraid that Zhou Mi's answer to Lin Xiao's words is something he doesn't like to hear.
Zhou Miao was stunned: "Why are you here?" ”
"So much has happened, I'm afraid you won't be able to cope with it alone, so I'm worried about you, so I'm going to come and see if there's anything that can help you." Gu Feifei leaned over, Zhou Miao hurriedly didn't give any explanation, Gu Feifei smiled: "Let's go." ”
Lin Xiao looked at the figures of the two people leaving, his chest was so painful, it turned out that there was already another person beside her, but this person was a cousin, and he felt uncomfortable.
"People have gone away, do you still look?" Li Lin looked at Lin Xiao and asked, "Since you are so reluctant, why don't you chase it back?" ”
"Do you think it's still possible for me and Zhou Miao?" After saying that, he turned around and left, and Ji Boya asked Lin Xiao to go through the discharge procedures for Li Lin in person and take Li Lin home.
Li Lin waited for Lin Xiao to come back in the ward, the pale hospital bed was like the white wedding dress of that day, which gave Li Lin an illusion that the blood did not leave her, she wanted to end this entanglement, but Chen Xingfu's words made Li Lin have to go back to the original track.
"Mom, the person I love is Tang Xu, why do you want to break up the two of us."
"Li Lin, do you know how painful my mother's life is? Since I was a child, you didn't have a father, I didn't have a husband, who gave all this? It's Ji Boya, she's a slut, if it weren't for her, you wouldn't be living like this, do you understand? . ”
"Mom, why? Let go of hatred, hatred is the only basis for you to make the lost recognize the truth, how many years has Dad been dead, for such a man who is irresponsible for love, it is really not worth it. ”
"Because Lin Zhenxiong is sorry for me."
"Is it because my father is sorry for you that you let me marry Lin Xiao? Are we brothers and sisters? Li Lin felt that her mother must be crazy to say such a thing.
"God knows whose child Lin Xiao is, he and Zhenxiong are not related by blood at all, and what Ji Boya has been hiding for so many years may not be hidden for long, she is just a chicken that can't lay eggs."
"What do you say? Lin Xiao is not the father's child? Li Lin was frightened by the sudden truth and broke out in a cold sweat.
"That's right, it is impossible for Ji Boya to be pregnant, Lin Zhenxiong has long known that when he was with me, how many times he wanted to say that he wanted to divorce, but Ji Boya, this woman, is too vicious, she has dominated Zhenxiong for so many years, and in turn blindly says that I am cheap, I want to know who the lowly person is."
"Mom, are you crazy? The grievances of the previous life are over here, okay, why don't you make me miserable like this, I love Tang Xu, I love him so much, why do you want to separate us? ”
"Tang Xu is dead, if you want to treat Tang Xu as if Tang Xu is dead, you won't have a result."
Chen Xingfu's words made Li Lin once again willing to return to his original trajectory, playing the street mouse that everyone shouted and beaten, but Chen Xingfu was crazy, crazy enough to make a bet on the happiness of his children.
Li Lin looked at the back of her mother's departure, her tears flowed down again, and it was no longer clear who was the victim here.