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"You go, this family has me without you, with you without me."

"Cross the river and tear down the bridge, right, now that your son has a few stinky money, he wants to kick me out, right?"

"Jin Manman, don't go too far." Lin Feng yelled at me.

"Why am I going too far, your family is bullying me, it's obvious that the slut stole my blueprints, oh, no, it was the two of you who colluded to take my things to the competition, do you want to be ashamed? I'll let you take it. ”

I walked into the study, pulled out all my blueprints, and tore them apart. "I'll let you take it, even if I destroy it all, I won't give it to you two dogs and men."

With a "snap", I felt that my face was a little hot, and I hadn't seen what was going on, I covered my face and raised my head, Lin Feng stood in front of me a little sneeringly. He hadn't had time to put his hand down yet.

"You, you speak too badly, I, I just beat you, you can't blame me."

"What are you nervous about, what's wrong with a man cleaning up his mother-in-law."

I looked up at the ceiling, took a deep breath, and when I looked at Lin Feng again, my mood was much calmer, I couldn't beat him, if the person who suffered from the fight at this time must be me, I have suffered enough, from this moment on, I have to plan for myself.

"Lin Feng, you remember for me, I will let you pay back everything today and before. I'll go. ”

I packed my bag, and some important things, and the new clothes I had just bought, and I really didn't think I would have this in mind. I don't want anything unimportant, and I don't plan to go back to this home.

"Where are you going?" Lin Feng stood behind me and asked.

"Is it too late to ask this sentence at this time?" I slammed the door shut, and left what I thought I was home without looking back. And Lin Feng didn't chase it out.

Dragged the suitcase I walked lonely on the road at night, the frogs in the river next to the road were croaking noisily, my mind kept coming up with the scene of our marriage to the present, the person said to give me a happy life, the person said let me not work and stay at home to enjoy the blessings, he said that I would become a happy woman. There was a time when he did it, but now there is nothing, I am wronged, but I can't tell anyone about it, my father didn't agree with this family at the beginning, and now if he knows, how uncomfortable it should be, and I don't want to make trouble for Youyou, then I found out that the only trusted friend around me is Youyou, and I have no friends except her. What have I been doing all these years?

After figuring out my current situation, I started looking for a hotel, anyway, let's stay first. I stayed at the nearest hotel, "Home Inn", which is ironic to say, now that I have no home, I have to find a place to live like home. I thought I would lose sleep and think a lot, but I didn't expect to sleep until dawn and wake up before I started thinking about my current situation again.

At this time, I realized that I was a worthless housewife, poor savings, no long things, only one friend, what a miserable life, when did I let myself become what I am now? I didn't want to freshen up, I didn't want to eat, I sat in bed in a daze. Am I going to stay in this hotel all the time? Just then, the phone rang. It's Lin Jiao.

After thinking about whether to take it or not, I finally chose to take it, after all, she is not Lin Feng.

"Hey, sister-in-law, where are you? Quarrels and anger are common, and the family is very worried about you, so you can get angry. ”

"I'm outside."

"Sister-in-law, I know that you are not an unreasonable person, this time it is my brother who is wrong, I have already said him, he also regrets it, I also know the matter, this time my mother was also instigated by that woman, don't blame her."

"Blame me for that."

"No, no, I didn't mean that."

"Lin Jiao, don't say it, Lin Feng can beat me this time, I won't forgive him."

"What? He.. It's not a sister-in-law, you see this person has a temper, and he was also angry at the time, so don't be angry, go back and talk to him well, the baby is sick, I asked my mother to come and bring the baby to me. ”

"I'm not going back. Okay, Lin Jiao, it's okay, so be it. ”

I hung up. After such a long time, I actually found out that Lin Feng was such a bad seed, or the phone call just now was just Lin Jiao trying to persuade me to go back, maybe Lin Feng didn't want me to go back at all. When I thought like this, I was suddenly shocked, am I still willing to go back?

I looked at my face in the mirror, the red marks were still clear, and I suddenly felt a panic in my chest, but I didn't shed tears. If Lin Feng has always been very good to me, and suddenly started to beat me yesterday, I think I will be in pain at this time, but the awkwardness between the two of us is not a day or two, he is treating me like this now, but I am not so sad, does this mean that every time we have an awkwardness, in fact, my feelings for him will also dissipate a little, and at this time today, the remaining feelings are not enough to make me cry, probably so, so how much do I have left for him?

I looked at my passbook, there was 20,000 yuan on it, which I usually saved at home, what can I do with this money? The top priority is to find a place to live first, this is also a place I can't afford at the moment.

My phone rang again, I saw that the caller ID was Channing, I didn't answer his call, I didn't think I had the heart to think about anything more at this time, of course I didn't think he would have anything serious to do with me, what serious thing could a person who wanted to pursue a married woman have.

After cheering up, I went to rent a house, 2,000 per month, and paid three for one, so that I paid 8,000 yuan, at this time I suddenly understood a little bit that a woman can not lose the capital of her life at any time, just like me now, I only have more than 10,000 yuan left, no job, sitting and eating, so I feel a little insecure when I think about it. After finding a house, I moved my only luggage to a rental house.

This is a two-bedroom old house, look carefully and you can see the small pit on the cement floor, the bathroom is an old-fashioned squatting toilet, there is a brown trampoline in the big bedroom, and a desk that is some years old, there is a small wardrobe, an air conditioner, nothing else, this seems to be a lot of space in this room, there is a balcony in the bedroom, but the balcony is not sealed, I look downstairs from the balcony, because the balcony on the third floor is not sealed, I can clearly hear the aunts downstairs greet each other in Nanjing.

"It's been a few months, and it's been a hot day."

"The Autumn Tiger is here."

In another house, there was a larger wardrobe and a small table, and I started to clean up, scrub and scrub, and I even watered a pot of aloe vera on the balcony. Actually, I didn't have much to pack, but I just cleaned the room and put the clothes in the box in the closet. After packing my things, I realized that I still had a lot of things to bring with me, so what should I do? Do you have to spend money to buy it now? Cosmetics, underwear, shoes, and a diploma...

Since Lin Feng's mother is not at home, Lin Feng should be in the company now, so I should be able to go back and get my own things, right? Or maybe I'll just put it there and get it later, but when will it be? And at least I'm still the hostess there, why I have to think about it for a long time when I go back to my own home, in my mother's words, it's not "splashy" at all, and I cower. If I have the money to buy that house, then I am now justified, I now think that it may be this reason that makes me feel that it has never been my home, which is also the reason why Lin Feng did not write my name on the real estate certificate, it turns out that I have always cared about this matter. But if I take everything away this time, I'll never be able to go back.

I thought about it for a long time and decided to take some important things away first. After thinking about it, I took a taxi downstairs with my empty suitcase. I took out my key card and opened the downstairs door.

"Full of gold." Not far away, in the shadow of the railing, walked a man, Channing. I didn't even notice him, and I wouldn't have been able to find someone so close that I didn't know.

"Why are you here?" I was a little surprised because this person always appeared in front of me when I was not expecting it. "Because I'm waiting for you, why don't you answer my call?" He leaned close to me, and his tone was very stiff.

"What's wrong with the face?" He reached out to touch the left side of my face, and I instinctively flinched back.

"Who did that?" He deliberately lowered his voice, but behind the low voice I felt a rage, it was like a big river suddenly blocked by a thin Tupei, the water of the river gradually rose, and Tupei gradually became overwhelming, about to collapse, his current body is the water that is about to break through the Tupei, menacing, such a look appeared when he saw Sun Tiande that time. If I were that person, I wouldn't doubt that he would beat me to death.

"It's nothing, I accidentally touched the door." I almost blurted out this sentence without even thinking about it. And when I said this, I felt a sour in my eyes, an inexplicable grievance welled up in my eyes, tears were about to burst out of my eyes, I hurriedly lowered my head in disguise, opened the door downstairs, and pressed the elevator. He followed me into the elevator and stopped talking.

I got off the elevator, opened the door, and sure enough, there was no one in the house, and I started to pack my things, and he just stood by and watched me, without saying a word. When I walked into the bedroom, the tears finally fell, but I couldn't cry, why did I cry in front of this man, inexplicably, I hurriedly wiped away my tears and began to tidy up my clothes and important documents.