"You fled here because you couldn't stand the noisy and lively atmosphere of the Liu family, right?"

After entering the Water Pavilion, Lu Shaoyun, who closed the door, sat down gently on the vacant seat beside Xia Shuanghan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Looking down at this pair of eyebrows and a worried face between his eyebrows, Lu Shaoyun couldn't help but murmur in a low voice: "Liu Zirun is so high that you are completely dead to him, this should obviously be something that makes me happy, but why, why can't I be happy now?" ”

"Childe," a soft knock on the door accompanied by a smiling voice sounded outside the door of the water pavilion, "the room is cleaned up, and the water has been boiled." ”

"Got it, come in." Lu Shaoyun, who stood up while answering, bent down and picked up Xia Shuanghan, who was curled up on the collapse, and turned around and said, "Lead the way ahead." Then, holding the person in his arms, he followed behind Han Xiao and walked to the bedroom that was cleaned up for Xia Shuanghan.

"You take care of the frost and rest." After taking off Xia Shuanghan's coat and boots and stuffing her into the quilt, Lu Shaoyun turned around and said with a smile to the person who came into the house with a hot water basin: "Wipe her face and hands, and don't forget that she likes to drink warm water if needed." ”

"Yes, I know Childe." In response, Han Xiao put the basin on the shelf, twisted the handkerchief in the hot water basin and was about to come forward, but Xia Shuanghan, who was sleeping, reached out and firmly grabbed his sleeve when he felt Lu Shaoyun's breath leave her.

"Hey, forget it, I'll do it." Looking back at Xia Shuanghan's hand that grabbed his sleeve, Lu Shaoyun, who originally wanted to stay by her side for a while longer, took the handkerchief in Hanxiao's hand and said with a smile: "Hanxiao, you go out first, I'll take care of her." ”

"Yes, Childe." Although he felt that something was wrong, he resolutely did not smile at the master's affairs, and still withdrew according to his words: The son is happy with Miss Xia, what is wrong with him wanting to stay with Miss Xia for a while?

"You're a fool too, do you know who you're dragging right now?" Shaking his head helplessly and looking at Xia Shuanghan who was sleeping, Lu Shaoyun let out a long sigh and wiped his face for her.

"You still call me stupid, but I think you are the stupidest, you know that you can't get together with Liu Zirun, why don't you still refuse to put him down in your heart? You know that the fire in the teahouse that day might kill you, why did you rush in and bruise yourself? ”

"Hmm......" Xia Shuanghan in her sleep didn't hear Lu Shaoyun's whisper clearly, because the constantly changing dreams were haunting her in her sleep, making her more and more uncomfortable and desperate.

At the beginning of the dream, the summer frost and cold sedan chair of the phoenix crown and the smiling Lu Shaoyun were married, but when she finally persevered until the day of delivery, she was arranged by the midwife of the Xu family to leave her mother and child, and since then she has been separated from her child forever.

The dream changed, and she didn't want to die unexpectedly, she cut off her love thread, dissolved the marriage contract and left Lu Shaoyun, but then, Pei Huanting, who married into the Dingguo Mansion as she wished, became Lu Shaoyun's wife in this life. So, for the rest of her life, Xia Shuanghan could only watch the femme fatale who killed her in her previous life stay by the side of the man she loved the most, while she herself was unmarried and lonely for the rest of her life.

The dream changed again, on the barren mountain in the bitter cold land outside the northwest, in front of the lonely grave was a tombstone with the book "The Tomb of the Beloved Wife Xia Shuanghan", and in front of the tombstone, there was Lu Shaoyun, who came to sweep the tomb for her, who was alone and had gray temples......

One tragedy after another in the dream is constantly staged in different ways, but the different life directions and corresponding endings seem to block all the paths that Xia Shuanghan can choose in this life, why? Why doesn't it matter if she leaves Lu Shaoyun or stays by Lu Shaoyun's side, the two of them just can't get a bland happiness?

"Hmm......" Xia Shuanghan in her sleep couldn't bear the pain brought to her by the dream, so she sobbed and let out a whimpering sound like a kitten. But her fragile and helpless appearance made Lu Shaoyun beside her feel sour in her heart.

"If I bring Liu Zirun, won't you be so uncomfortable?" Putting down the handkerchief and raising his hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of Xia Shuanghan's eyes, Lu Shaoyun said softly: "But in order to fulfill your happiness and help you come together, then what should I do?" Frost, I don't want to leave you, and I don't want to lose you. ”

"Hmm...... Hmm...... "Xia Shuanghan, who was still trapped in all kinds of tragic nightmares, sobbed more and more, she trembled helplessly, clenched her fists and clenched the sleeve of Lu Shaoyun in her hand, as if that thin piece of fabric was her only salvation.

"Don't cry, don't you cry, okay?" Seeing his sweetheart whimpering helplessly like an abandoned kitten, Lu Shaoyun, who couldn't bear it, took off his boots and got into the quilt, and took Xia Shuanghan, who was still shaking, into his arms.

Lu Shaoyun's warm embrace and familiar breath gradually calmed down the summer frost trapped in the nightmare. Rubbing her head, she found the most comfortable place to sleep in Lu Shaoyun's arms, and the sweet smell of sweet wine slowly drifted out between her and him.

"I know the person you need now is not me," Lu Shaoyun, who was depressed in his heart, and every breath was like a bellows from the hollow of his heart to the cold wind sighed: "But I am willing to stay by your side for the rest of my life, and provide you with a warm embrace when you need comfort, will you feel better in this way?" ”

Xia Shuanghan, who was gently patted on the back by Lu Shaoyun, stopped crying soon after, she raised her left hand to wrap around Lu Shaoyun's waist, and buried her head in his arms to find the stability and happiness that she had lost for nearly four years.

In her sleep, she vaguely realized that as long as it was in this place, she would not be afraid of no matter how terrible and tragic the dream was, because in this embrace, there was all the warmth and strength she needed to fight nightmares.

However, Lu Shaoyun, who was haunted by the sweet smell of his nose, hugged the soft body with the fragrance of osmanthus flowers in his arms, but he could not get half of the comfort or comfort. He couldn't sleep, and sighed in his heart, "Is it so difficult to be happy?" I am so many years later than Liu Zirun, how long will it take to catch up? On the other hand, I couldn't help but think of what Xia Shuanghan had said to him in the post station outside Xiaopeach Blossom Village.

In the past month, when Lu Shaoyun was busy, he would always think about what kind of marriage Xia Shuanghan wanted, and what kind of married life he wanted to provide her, so that she would marry him willingly? Thinking about it, Lu Shaoyun's final result is nothing more than eight words: loyalty, freedom and equality.