What does it feel like to go home?

It's a feeling of falling leaves, a feeling that you should be here. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

At home, Wang Xiaoxuan didn't do anything, just sat there with his grandparents, and he already felt full of happiness.

Listen to the cicadas outside the window, listen to the sound of traffic, and listen to the lively and lively cries full of life.

Watch the news programs on TV together, as if they will never change, both sides of the Taiwan Strait, news broadcasts, Journey to the West, Huanzhu Gege, and Wulin Gaiden.

Move chairs together, go downstairs with grandparents to bask in the sun, and enjoy that warm day.

There are also neighbors in the same yard, this is a small place, everyone knows each other as a yard people, chatting together, in a daze together, uncomfortable to sit, and moved a sofa downstairs, everyone sits together, laughing, talking.

Today I rushed to the market again, what kind of food is cheap, I have bought a lot of food to cook and eat in the next few days.

Something happened again today, I heard that the young man was caught by his wife, haha, ran out with his bare ass.

Today, someone in my family is getting married, you come with you, and everyone goes to play together.

The uncles and aunts in a yard, after eating every night, began to call friends downstairs, and made an appointment to go shopping together, they have walked hundreds of thousands of times on that road, but they will never get tired of walking, and they will never get tired of seeing.

That's what home feels like.

Smack.

In the room, Wang Xiaoxuan pressed the off button of the remote control, watched the TV flash slightly twice in front of him, and went out, leaving only a black screen.

Wang Xiaoxuan's face was reflected in it, compared with him a week ago, it was a little softer, a little quieter, but it was also a little more, a little darker, just because, the time of the week was up.

Wang Xiaoxuan lowered his eyes and smiled slightly, his heart was very calm.

Time flies too fast, fleeting, and the happy times of the week, at this moment, are like a dream bubble, so unreal.

But in the bottom of his heart, Wang Xiaoxuan knows that all this is real, more real than all other things in this world, and more important than all other things, which is why he can't stay.

Because......

Hahaha, grandpa let out a hearty laugh downstairs, coming from the window on the second floor, so that the grandmother who was sitting in the room together heard something, raised her head, and looked over there, with a rare hint of brilliance in her cloudy eyes.

Wang Xiaoxuan knew that grandma was missing grandpa.

At the age of eighty, she suffered from Alzheimer's disease early, a year is not as good as a year, at first it is just easy to forget things, you ask her something, always deal with the past with an unnatural face, gradually, walk need someone to help, began to recognize people.

Later, grandma couldn't even speak, stayed in the house every day, didn't do anything, and now, she can only rely on instinct to eat, eat everywhere, and have to have someone to take care of her, and her favorite thing is to hold something in her hand and keep patting, patting, patting.

Wang Xiaoxuan stood up, helped her grandmother to stand up, took ten minutes, took her to the door, and smiled at her grandmother: "Grandma, let's go down to bask in the sun." ”

Grandma didn't understand, just smiled stupidly and obediently obeyed.

Although she was confused, she probably vaguely knew that this was her good grandson, and took her downstairs to be with her wife.

Wang Xiaoxuan helped her grandmother, feeling the grandmother who was tall, had a big temper, and always roared throughout the yard during meals.

"Xuanwa'er~ It's time to eat."

At this moment, grandma is in her arms, but she is like a child, covered with soft meat, trembling when she walks, and she will fall down at any time.

I didn't know anything, I didn't understand anything, so I embarked on the last journey of my life.

There was no way to change all this.

Now, I can change, so I have to leave.

Wang Xiaoxuan helped her grandmother out of the stairwell, raised her head, it was the bright sunshine, and the seven or eight old grandfathers and grandmothers in the yard who were sitting on chairs in the sunshine, helped grandma to sit next to grandpa, and smiled from the bottom of her heart: "Grandpa, it's so comfortable to be in the sun outside." ”

The breeze blew, and Grandma squinted her eyes slightly, enjoying the moment.

Grandpa looked at Wang Xiaoxuan and smiled kindly, "Xiaoxuan, go back this time, you have to study hard, you don't have to worry about it at home, grandpa's pension is all saved there, and when you graduate in the future, you will find a daughter-in-law, and it will be given to you." ”

"Hmm."

Wang Xiaoxuan knew that this was his grandfather's intention, so he just nodded, and agreed with a bright smile, but on the other hand, he deepened the idea in his heart even more.

Tomorrow, let's go back.

Himself, Wang Xiaoxuan knows that he wants to stay so much, so he accompanies his grandparents like this, cherishes every minute and every second of the days with them, what other jobs, futures, families, money, even if it is a girlfriend, even if it is a favorite Luo Ya, it is not comparable to the weight of grandparents in his heart.

It was they who raised themselves.

It was they who came to a strange city when their parents died unexpectedly due to a meteorite fall in junior high school, and brought themselves to live in high school all the way to their hometown.

It was they who made Wang Xiaoxuan appear from scratch, and he cared about himself more than anyone else, and loved himself more than anyone else.

Wang Xiaoxuan touched his grandfather's face, which made his grandfather laugh, the touch in his hand was so dry and warm, and there were so many spots on it that people would have when they got old.

Their time is running out, Wang Xiaoxuan knows.

Wang Xiaoxuan didn't want to waste his time leaving them like this, no matter how legitimate the reason was, in the face of the possibility that leaving might be goodbye, the reason was powerless.

Originally, Wang Xiaoxuan had already planned to drop out of school and return to his hometown to find a job, while taking care of his grandparents, and stayed with them until ......

But now, Wang Xiaoxuan has a reason to leave.

Hearty grandpa, confused grandma, all this seems to be going to last forever, but it's just a fragile bubble, a candle that is about to burn out, and it will pass away at any time.

Death cannot be changed, and it is unavoidable, Wang Xiaoxuan also had to accept this fact, and he was able to relieve this pain, but now, in the card store, Wang Xiaoxuan saw a glimmer of hope, a glimmer of reversal of the possibility of a hopeless future.

In order for this moment to last forever, for the long-term future in the future, in order to change the destined ending, in order to make grandpa happy, in order to make grandma become the confident, energetic and alive "her" again.

Wang Xiaoxuan knew that he had to leave, and this short departure was to never leave again.

The next day, the station.

Wang Xiaoxuan said goodbye to his grandparents, carried the box, looked around, and said to himself in his heart.

Next time, I won't leave again.

This is my home, and if I don't go home and wander outside every day, it's nothing.

I sure.

Will be back.

Grandpa, grandma, wait for me.

……

There are birds flying and chirping in the sky.

It's an ordinary day in school, and everyone's hearts have already been taken back from the holidays, while looking forward to the next vacation.

In the dormitory, Luo Ya finished playing a game, as usual, but there was a little entanglement between his eyebrows, and he was about to click on the next game subconsciously, but was stopped by Chen Mumu on the side.

Chen Mumu was a little worried: "Luo Ya, what's wrong with you, you wouldn't have played so many games a day in the past, isn't it, what's on your mind." ”

Luo Ya sighed: "Curtain, I still can't make a decision about that invitation card...... I always felt that in this way, my life had completely changed, and I didn't know what the future would look like...... Some scared. ”

"Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

Chen Mumu patted Luo Ya's back, a little regretful, knowing that he was reckless, not every person with extraordinary abilities can be as big as her, and he doesn't care, just like a husky.

"Hmph, you can't be my boyfriend."

Chen narrowed his eyes slightly: "......"

Luo Ya subconsciously said this, and when he saw Chen Mumu's surprised face, he immediately regretted it, "No, that's not what I meant, I said it wrong!" ”

"No, no, I see."

Chen Mumu looked suddenly enlightened, and took out his mobile phone, "I'll contact Wang Xiaoxuan, I said, why are you unhappy, it turns out that he hasn't been there for the past few days, lonely and cold, tsk, I can't see it." ”

"That's not right! Wrong! ”

Luo Ya blushed, but he was a little soft, and he didn't have the strength to stop Chen Mumu, and he couldn't catch up.

I always feel that some of them are half-pushed.

Until Chen Mumu let out a silver bell-like laugh, he ran out of the dormitory, and kept sending WeChat, naturally, the object was Wang Xiaoxuan.

Seeing her running away, Luo Ya sat on the bed dejectedly, "I, I just said it casually." ”

Saying this, Luo Ya touched her heart, but she felt that she was a little unconvinced, because her face was very hot, her heart was beating, and she didn't exercise a few times, and that momentum came from an inexplicable emotion, which the world called.

love！

No, I obviously rejected him, I should just not like him, but since that dinner, I have always involuntarily thought of Wang Xiaoxuan.

When he asked himself to go to the playground, he looked shy, lowered his head, and pinched his hands.

He bravely stood up, saying that he was so brave when he sent that pervert back for himself.

When he came out of the hospital, his face was pale, and he wanted to hug him.

Luo Ya thought about it, a little stupid, and muttered in his mouth.

Wang Xiaoxuan.

……

Ahh

Wang Xiaoxuan was eating breakfast and drinking soy milk, but suddenly an irrepressible impulse made him sneeze and squirted out all the soy milk in his mouth.

Rainbow Dash, who was sitting in front of him and waiting for him to eat, silently wiped her face.

Wang Xiaoxuan was a little embarrassed, wondering who was talking about himself, and silently continued to drink soy milk, after all, half of it was sprayed, and half of it couldn't be wasted.

Rainbow Dash wiped her face and returned to her clean appearance, smiling without being angry at all, "Well, when are we leaving?" ”

"The entrance to Secret Realm No. 1 has been opened, and you can go at any time."