Chapter 38: Screaming
Zhang Jixiang opened the seal, took out a note, and saw that the note said, "Jixiang, I long for a new life, I don't want to live such a dull life, I want to go to the end of the world, meet new challenges, to realize the dream in my heart, more training, more suffering, life will be richer." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info When you read this letter, I was already on the train, please forgive me for saying goodbye, I can't bear to say goodbye to you! I am in tears, I wrote this letter to you, and after writing the letter, it was already full of tears, alas! Bye! My lover! I will pray for you from afar! Blessing! Jujube flower"
After Zhang Jixiang saw it, he was shocked, sad, and a little disbelieving, the seemingly weak appearance of Shajube Flower could do such a strong thing, which Zhang Jixiang did not expect.
At first, Zhang Jixiang was very angry, because she has always been a very perfect person in my heart, and it is impossible to do this. Later, it was so sad, so heartbroken. Even when walking down the street, tears flow involuntarily. Desperately introspect on myself to see if I did something wrong, she likes Coke that I never liked, I drink it every day. My heart was empty, I felt like a soulless shell, and if I hadn't thought of my parents, I would have killed myself. This went on for about seven days, and I began to wonder if she had been kidnapped somewhere. Is life good? Have you suffered? I had to believe a fact I didn't want to believe: I was abandoned. Reason tells me that I can't go on like this, and this kind of woman is not worth it. In fact, it was so difficult to do, I worked hard, went shopping, drank alcohol, I didn't let myself stop, I was so tired that I couldn't open my eyelids.
On the days when the sand date flower was not by Zhang Jixiang's side, Zhang Jixiang felt as if the world was about to tilt, Zhang Jixiang couldn't sleep for the sand date flower at night, Zhang Jixiang's heart was worried about the sand date flower, and Zhang Jixiang's soul was uneasy for the sand date flower. Zhang Jixiang thought a lot, everyone has a dream in their heart, some people give up, and some people pursue the dream in their hearts and realize their dreams. In these days of missing the sand date flower, Zhang Jixiang gradually understood the decision made by the sand date flower.
There was no news of the sand date flower, and Zhang Jixiang could not contact her, only with an uneasy heart, waiting for the news of the sand date flower.
Sand date flowers! Are you okay now? How I want to know! This year, the sand date flowers in Dunhuang sand date orchard are blooming again, but you are not by my side, to pursue your dreams, and I stayed.
"Jixiang, what's wrong with you?" The white camel came to find Zhang Jixiang, and when he entered the door and saw Zhang Jixiang's bad face, he asked,
"It's nothing, you're here, sit down" Zhang Jixiang saw the white camel come in and said,
"It's been a long time since I've seen a date flower," the white camel sat down and said,
"She's gone to the south," Mr. Zhang said.
"What did you do in the south?" The white camel asked,
"Break into the world," Zhang Jixiang said,
"What? She is a weak woman, how could she do such a thing, is there a conflict between you, you drove her away" said the white camel,
"No, she didn't discuss it with me, so she left," Zhang Jixiang said.
"It's incredible," said the White Camel.
One day, the phone rang, Zhang Jixiang rushed over, it was disappointed again and again, and finally came the voice of the lonely sand date flower thousands of miles away.
'Sand date flower, is it you?', 'Well, how are you', 'Okay, I just miss you', 'I miss you too', 'How are you there?', 'Okay, now that I've got a job, I've settled down', 'Okay, then I'll go see you', 'Don't come', 'No, I have to go'
Zhang Jixiang put down the phone, resolutely got on the train, and went to find the sand date flower.
Shajube flowers, you are waiting for me, let me accompany your lonely figure, let us hold hands, in the wind and rain, move forward with our heads held high, and go together to realize the dream in our hearts.
Zhang Jixiang was thousands of miles away in Kunming, and found the sand date flower, which is still so beautiful, but it is much more haggard than before.
Zhang Jixiang found a place to live and lived with a young Japanese man, Onoki Village.
Onokimura is a preoccupied person, and when he is in a bad mood, he likes to drink, and when he drinks some alcohol, he loves to say what is in his heart and vomit it quickly.
Onokimura drank some alcohol outside, and when he entered the door, he said to Zhang Jixiang, 'I'm so useless, I like a Chinese girl, I don't dare to confess to her, my crush is too painful'
Zhang Jixiang nodded and encouraged him, 'You have to be brave, you have to work hard'
Onokimura turned and pulled the door open and walked out, the door didn't close, and I watched his back blur.
I wonder what kind of girl Onokimura likes.
When Onoki came back, her eyes were red from crying, and she said to me, 'She rejected me'
Zhang Jixiang comforted him, 'Don't be sad, as the Chinese saying goes, good things have to be grinded'
Onokimura nodded sadly and went out to drink again.
Zhang Jixiang ran around, finally found a job, the work is relatively busy, after work during the day, at night with a tired pace, back to the residence, Zhang Jixiang thought of the sand date flower, I haven't seen the sand date flower for a long time, I don't know what she is busy with, go to see her tonight.
Onokimura pushed the door in, happily stepped forward to pat Zhang Jixiang, and said, 'Good news for you, she promised to go to the cabaret with me'
Zhang Jixiang said happily, 'I'm happy for you, go quickly'
Xiaonomu Village went out, Zhang Jixiang went to look for Sha Zaohua, but there was no one in Shazaohua's residence, and he didn't know where he went.
Zhang Jixiang came from Dunhuang to find the sand date flower, Zhang Jixiang felt the sand date flower, saw Zhang Jixiang is excited, excited, a few words of greeting, there is really nothing to say, the expression of the sand date flower is a little unnatural, looking at Zhang Jixiang's eyes dodging, Zhang Jixiang from the sand date flower premonition something.
Onokimura came back and said excitedly, 'Today's cabaret party is so beautiful'
Onokimura doesn't drink anymore and goes out every night to date the girl he loves, revel in the blissful whirlpool of love.
Every time Onogimura came back, he said a different sentence to Zhang Jixiang,
'We're so happy', 'We're in love', 'None of us can do without anyone', 'She's going to marry me'
Zhang Jixiang is gradually not happy, my lover Sha Zaohua, what is going on between us, I feel that the distance between us is getting farther and farther, at that time thousands of miles apart, but I feel that the two of them are close, but the two of them meet together, their hearts are getting farther and farther away, they see very little, and they have nothing to say when they meet.
Zhang Jixiang felt that the conversation between Sha Zaohua and himself was becoming less and less, and the two of them felt uncomfortable and awkward together, so he went to find Sha Zaohua, and Shazaohua often avoided him.
When Onokimura held the hand of his beloved girl and suddenly appeared in front of Zhang Jixiang, Zhang Jixiang saw the hand held by Onokimura, and the girl who came with him was shocked.