Chapter 30: Compassion
The world is beautiful, but the reality is cruel, and what happened next just confirms this statement. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
It is said that with Dongfang Yu's social experience, he should have expected the existence of this complex relationship a long time ago, but he was naïve and full of beautiful fantasies about all this, and he didn't know what was wrong with him for a while. You can't blame others for this kind of thing, you only blame yourself for being too slow, too stupid, and too taken for granted. In this world, there is no such thing as taking things for granted, and all social existence has its inherent and inevitable relationship. From this, he guessed that the reason why Su Yuan was able to be easily transferred to the bureau without any setbacks was unusual in itself, and he should have expected it. Of course, this can also be understood as a normal social phenomenon. From another point of view, that is, from the perspective of the uprising, it is completely reasonable to regard this as a kind of concern, a kind of love. If you look at it comprehensively, or from Su Yuan's point of view, maybe it is exactly what she thinks, and the conditions in it are mutual, and it can be understood that each takes what he needs. There is also a long-term relationship, at the beginning, after he got along with this woman for a period of time, he had ideas, until he derived so many flowers, not to mention that the two of them have such a long time, and the relationship is special, everyone has a grateful heart, everything is possible, everything is reasonable. In the world, the little between men and women, don't expect anyone to be nobler than whom, everything is casual. Isn't there a bargaining chip, as long as certain conditions are attached, nothing is impossible. I'm still daydreaming, it's ridiculous to think about it, it's ridiculous! At this point, Su Yuan was frozen in his mind, and it seemed to be a distant memory.
Dongfang Yu couldn't sleep all night.
In the morning, on the way to the office, he was dizzy, his hands and feet were not dexterous, his body and hands were not obedient, he couldn't adjust his emotions, and he felt uncomfortable everywhere in his body. Sitting in the office that was still moldy, there was no interest, no work efficiency, just stayed like that, and never smelled a little musty.
However, Su Won is the opposite, it seems that everything is still the same. After a while, she jumped up and down to his office very easily, and said "hey" to him heartlessly, and then slapped his arm heavily, and immediately her eyebrows danced, completely ignoring the significant changes in Dongfang Yu's mood. Dongfang Yu raised his head slightly, but there was no squeak. Su Yuan still looks so beautiful, so charming, and even, can feel a trace of wildness and evil, completely beyond the consistent Lin Daiyu-like impression in his mind, rewriting his consistent understanding of her, he can't connect the every move of the stunner in front of him with the terrible voice he heard yesterday.
He continued to stay there, without the slightest change in mood from her collision and flutter. He continued to look very reluctant, and then quickly looked away, his men unconsciously scratching something. He tried and restrained, but he still couldn't raise the slightest interest. For this woman who is still charming, soft and plump, I only feel dirty, filthy, and continues to resist. And swept uncontrollably at her crotch, eager to see through everything at a glance.
However, everything seemed to be the same, everything seemed to have changed at all, and he couldn't have found anything. What can he find, all he can see is the same, who can distinguish the flowers that have been sucked by bees. Aren't the flowers that have been sucked by bees still blooming and blooming, and aren't they still so vibrant? Yes, he can't change everything, everything is already ironclad.
He even thought about it on a deeper level, and had another terrible conjecture. He didn't believe that there was anything else in this world that could be trusted, that could be trusted. At the moment, all this, it seems, does not seem. Indeed, in the world, believing or trusting, it takes time and emotional tests, everything is just a human need, happy to gain, lost calmly, too careful, there is no way back in life. He lived for decades, and it was not until the year of his establishment that he had such a profound understanding. Alas, the woman was terrible, unfathomable, and he saw it all as it was.
At the beginning, the reason why he divorced his wife Juan was because of her betrayal. Moreover, it also changed suddenly without knowing it and without warning. This is the collapse of him in all directions, not only the collapse of his family, but also the complete collapse of his entire spiritual world. Of course, the two women before and after are completely different, Su Yuan is free, she has no responsibility and obligation to abide by anything for him, but the good impression in his heart is completely destroyed.
"Hey, what's wrong with you today, wilting, as if you have been beaten by frost, did you not wake up last night, or did you suffer some major blow, and who provoked you and violated you, I estimate that nine times out of ten it is that the emotional sustenance has collapsed. Isn't it, hey, you're talking, am I right? Su Yuan continued to be unintentional, but she had to admit that she was in her words.
"Come on, why are you like this, I don't like to see you look so old-fashioned now." Su Yuan looked confident.
"What does it have to do with you whether you like it or not?" Dongfang Yu was helpless, but obviously a little unbearable, a little bit of gunpowder.
"Why are you talking like that, isn't it a little unfriendly?" Su Yuan was suspicious.
"Hmph, friendliness, now, friendliness is worth a few dollars."
"Well, the more you talk about it, the more wrong it becomes." Su Won seems to be influenced by him.
"Don't talk about these useless things, let's hurry up and sort out the materials," Dongfang Yu diverted the topic, "Today, you hurry up and input the chapters compiled last Friday into the computer, and also, you take the time to go to the county chronicle office to get a copy of the chronicle materials." ”
"Oh......, got it." Su Yuan dragged the long voice of hesitation, and ran to the computer very reluctantly, and operated by herself with a sullen head.
Dongfang Yu was in front of his computer, staring at the computer with a pair of eyes, seemingly busy, but in fact, he didn't do anything, he couldn't do anything. His mind was in a mess, people were sitting there, and his mind didn't know where to go.
He knew that his psychology was abnormal and should not be, but he was entangled, troubled, and unable to get rid of this unusual psychology. This is the sorrow of life, or rather, the sorrow of human nature, and the self-disturbance of mediocrity. It is precisely because of this that he is not the only one who has, or rather, has this kind of thought, and his life will always be entangled by these boring and annoying trivial matters, and he will not be happy. What's more, at present, at least for now, he doesn't think so, he thinks it's worth it, for such a girl, it is necessary to have such an understanding, he even has compassion, mourns her misfortune, is angry with it, feels that he is both pitiful and shameful, and feels that a girl who has had this experience should die.