The in-laws' house is three Beijing flats, the south one is used for living, and the north one is converted into a kindergarten classroom, where the husband's second sister teaches the children. Every day www.biquge.info children are brought in early, a meal is provided at noon, and the children are picked up at 3 o'clock in the afternoon. My father-in-law began to clean the room, mainly to sweep the house, and then set the tables and chairs straight. My father-in-law is a very tidy person, and the yard of the house is constantly cleaned, and there is not even a scrap of paper.

My father-in-law rarely spoke day by day, and he couldn't hear him at all, except for coughing. Many times, don't know what the reason is? The mother-in-law scolded her father-in-law angrily, the angry expression, the vicious language, it sounded very uncomfortable, I don't understand, why do you scold your wife so much? If you are in love with each other or share joys and sorrows, even if you are not, at least you have shared the same bed for so many years, what can you not discuss with a kind attitude?

My father-in-law began to sulk every time he was scolded, he didn't even return his mouth, and then he began to gasp and cough non-stop, and the second sister was very puzzled: "It was fine just now, why did you catch up with this time?" As he spoke, he took out a handful of medicine from various medicine bottles and handed it to him, and he obediently took the medicine, still silent, panting for extremely uneven breath.

I replied angrily as if I was unfamiliar with the mystery on the side: "Our mother scolded our father again just now!" ”

The second sister's face was ugly: "On this day, I knew that my father's trachea was not good, and I always made him angry!" Our mother is really, too sharp, too sharp, too hot-tempered, angry at every turn, and she says whatever she wants, it's useless for others to say anything, she has to run all the way to the dark, and she really can't do anything for a day! ”

Looking at his father-in-law who was lying on the kang and kept pouring his breath, his face was pale, and his mouth was open to the fullest, but even then he couldn't breathe normally. Many times, in order to catch his breath, he can only take a kneeling position, and the wheezing sound like pulling the bellows makes people really worry that he can't get up in one breath or a mouthful of phlegm stuck in his throat...... It's really worrying and worrying!

Usually parents with children come to pick up their children very early, and when they are waiting outside, some parents come into the yard to go to the toilet, and the mother-in-law's gray-black face sinks particularly scary, just like suddenly dark clouds cover the sky and a rainstorm is coming, which makes people unconsciously have a feeling of depression, she walked into the house angrily, looked out the window, and scolded: "This desperate family, where can a very big living person go to the toilet in broad daylight?" Gotta get this on! Don't fall to your death! ”

What I can't understand is: is there anything wrong with going to the toilet? Don't say that the child is here, even if he is passing by, there is no need to be so angry? It's convenient for you to be with others, not to mention, you haven't lost anything? How can the mother-in-law in front of me be the same person as the kind and amiable mother-in-law in my impression?

I really can't believe my eyes, is this the true face of my husband's mother? Not to mention a believer who eats fasting and recites Buddha, even an atheist like me, who has never said such vicious and unacceptable words, where is the compassion? Is it to burn incense and worship the Buddha for the gods to see? I don't believe that the eyes of the gods cannot see the true good deeds of a person.

What I say to my husband most often: "Don't look at your mother who has eaten fasting and chanted Buddha for so many years, she doesn't have the understanding I have, people must have a kind heart, and there is a Buddha in their hearts, isn't there such a saying: Wine and meat have passed through the intestines, and the Buddha has left it in his heart?" As long as you do good deeds everywhere, do you still need to deliberately ask God to worship Buddha? ”

My husband was probably not very satisfied with what I said, but 100% dissatisfied. Because I am suspected of belittling his mother, in fact, I really think that as long as I have a clear conscience, as long as I am worthy of my conscience, and my heart knows the Buddha, I think the gods and Buddhas will not only live in form? Having a good heart and good deeds is naturally a fulfillment of merit.

As we live together for more and more time, I feel more and more that my husband is a very good person, although he doesn't say anything, but there is a mirror in his heart, and everything is clear in his heart. He treated me like his own daughter, and sometimes he had no money at home, and he wanted him to take out the salary he had saved, so he had to borrow my name to ask for the money.

The second sister said: "Our father's salary is too tight, and it will be difficult to go out." Our dad is the best for you, he is willing to do anything to you, and he specifies not to say a word when you talk to your father! In this way, when several people came to my father-in-law's eyes, the second sister pointed at me and said to him: "Dad, Yan'er wants to buy a better dress, but the money is not enough, you can pay some!" ”

The old man smiled and took out a handkerchief bag from his clothes pocket, which was neatly wrapped with the money he had saved, his hand trembled a little and opened the handkerchief, counting the money one by one from the inside, leaving only a very small amount of money to hand over most of it, and said in his mouth: "You have to buy a good dress, stay in a big city, you don't even have a decent clothes, spend it first, and then ask me for it." ”

I was really touched by the fact that he had almost taken out all the money, and I felt uneasy about using this excuse to deceive him. Of course, I could feel his fatherly love, and from the gentle look in his eyes and the smile on his face, I knew that he regarded me as his own flesh and blood.

And I added a kind of blood thicker than water from my respect for him, in my eyes he is no different from my biological father, his fatherly love for me is not inferior to my biological father, that kind of strong licking of calves, people simply forget that we are not related by blood. Many times I think about how good it would be for me to be my father-in-law's daughter if there was an afterlife!

Gradually, I began to think about it myself, from the bottom of my heart, from the bottom of my heart, and from the bottom of my heart: when the conditions are good, I will definitely take my father-in-law to my side to honor him and give him a good old age. It's such a small extravagance, and I haven't been able to achieve it! Sometimes people are really powerless and helpless! I can only bury this unrealized, heavy regret deep in my heart.

Soon a student's parents came at noon one day, and I knew that she and her husband were in the same unit, and her husband's living expenses were all collected by her. She has a thin body, is in her forties, and every day she picks up and drops off her children, she has to give a speech endlessly. In fact, everyone knew that her child was coming from outside, and she couldn't have children, but she still deceived herself and said: "I reacted so strongly when I was pregnant with my daughter, that sin!" I was so hurt when I gave birth to her, I couldn't stand it anymore......"

Listening to her talk, I really can't stand it, isn't this staring and talking nonsense? No matter how vivid, vivid, and convincing you say, after all, the facts are there, and you have adopted someone else's child, you can only talk nonsense!

I don't understand why there are such self-aware people. It's obviously my own shortcomings and the pain in my heart, but I want to show off it as a glory in front of everyone, I don't know if others will believe it or if I already believe it? Or will it give you some comfort?

She handed sixty yuan to her mother-in-law in front of me: "Auntie, this is Chunming's living expenses for this month, I brought it over!" ”

My mother-in-law took the money, raised her eyes and looked at me, stretched out her hand holding the money in front of me, and said in a very ordinary tone: "This is the living expenses given by Xiao Ming's unit, you can take it!" ”

I didn't even look at it, and replied with some displeasure: "I don't want it!" "I feel very uncomfortable, you have been hiding from me for so long, and you have never mentioned this money, and today you gave me the money in front of outsiders, so that outsiders can see your generosity? Or let outsiders know how to know my daughter-in-law in a big city?

I feel uncomfortable inexplicably, and I can't tell why? Feel like you've been fooled! It's okay if it has something to do with my cowardice, I feel like they're treating me like a fool, I'm really stupid, right?

The food in my mother-in-law's house is much better than in my own home, and I can eat fish soup almost every day, because there are always parents of children who send fish and chicken to the second sister, although most of them are hot to eat with a fish, but the milk is very sufficient, every day I watch the child grow up and grow fat day by day, as long as she teases, she giggles and laughs non-stop, which really makes people have an indescribable happiness and satisfaction!

Although my husband is not around, I seem to be very stable and comfortable at my in-law's house, and I usually help the family do what I can, and I feel that the time is still very fulfilling. I'm really heartless, and I can't tell who is in a good or bad mood many times, and I don't have a high eyebrow and low eyes, so I don't have to worry at all.

At that time, the capital was still in cash, and I couldn't send money directly to the card, and every month to a fixed day, the unit would put the salary in the salary bag and attach the salary slip, because we lived in the public housing of the unit, and it was close to the unit, so someone gave my salary to my husband every month. My husband picks another day when he is not busy and returns to his home.

My husband was alone at home, selling meat every day, and I could imagine him being tired all day, and at night he was greeted by loneliness and loneliness, cold fire, and no one to talk to, and I understood the loneliness and impatience, which was a cruel invisible torture that tortured the human will. I can't imagine how my husband survived this long night?

Later, when I returned home, Xueyan told me, "Chunming goes home every day after selling meat, buys some vegetables at the market, and cooks by himself at home. Hey, he is really a standard good man of the Gu family, and now it is difficult to find a man who is so responsible and cares for the family! You're in for a good day! ”

At that time, there was not even a phone call, and the busy husband was not interested in falling in love, probably tired and trivial, he had no sense of writing letters at all. In addition to teasing the child, I am worried a lot of the time, and I don't know how to spend his days alone?

My husband is happy every time he comes home, he talks about his life: "I go to the store early every day, sell the meat at night, buy some vegetables at the market, go home and cook, and then eat while watching TV, and go to bed early after watching TV at night." Not to mention, this kind of life is quite regular! ”

Of course, he wouldn't tell me how much he missed me, how much he missed my children, how much he wanted someone to talk to!