Chapter 423: A Tragic Past

Xia Yiying, who was applying daily skin care products, Xia Yiying looked up and saw that her son was wearing a duck pants and was being held in the arms of the nanny, rubbing his eyes, and his chubby face was stained with tears. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Madam, the young master can't stop crying, I can't persuade you." The nanny greeted her respectfully, did not dare to make a mistake, the wife in this family can not be provoked, who calls the wife by the in-laws like to be loved by her husband, belly and angry, such a woman is really blessed, it is really enviable, just envy is envious, this wife was born with a golden spoon, born with a different life, how can they compare, so ah, this person is more popular than the dead.

"You little naughty bag, why are you upset." Nodding her son's little head, Xia Yiying looked at her son more and more happy, the longer her son looked, the more she looked like her, this little eye and nose were carved out of the same mold as her, so she didn't like it.

The first person Xuan Xuan shouted was her, this is the so-called mother-son connection, of course, she will never expose the fact that she taught Xuan Xuan to call her mother in private, for some reason there is an illusion that she is calling Xuan Xuan's mother.

"The manly husband is crying and crying, and he doesn't have the demeanor of Lao Tzu at all." The little guy cried so much, the similar eyebrows and eyes made Xia Yiying feel distressed, Xiang Minglei hugged his son, his rough fingertips wiped away his tears, how dare he use his strength in a small lump, his movements were extraordinarily gentle, Xuan Xuan didn't look at his face and didn't appreciate it, he just stared at his mother's face, and called his mother vaguely in his mouth, and his little hand slapped on Xiang Minglei's shoulder, the meaning was obvious, let go quickly, he didn't want a rough father, he wanted his mother to hug, and the fragrant and soft mother was thousands of times better than his father.

"What's the use of you telling him this when the child is so young, he doesn't understand, mother's little baby comes to his mother's arms." Xia Yiying hugged her son and said to Xiang Minglei angrily that it was too late for her to have a fight with Yan's father at the front end, who didn't know that the son who loved him the most in the family was his father. As the saying goes, a loving mother has many defeated children, and now, maybe it will be replaced by a loving father and many defeated children.

The little guy was not honest, he kicked his legs and wanted to land, but after he landed, he grabbed Xia Yiying's trouser leg and wanted to climb up, and the little ass twisted and twisted, which was really cute. Xia Yiying felt interesting and inevitably worried, "Why do you say this little ghost is so dishonest." It's so active and loves to climb, if you don't look at me all the time, it's really uneasy. ”

Xuan Xuan pouted, pulling his mother's hair, unwilling for her to cast her eyes on others, even if that person was his son, he was not happy, this domineering little personality did not know who was inherited. But Xia Yiying thinks that most of it is her, she was also lawless when she was young, especially able to toss, but she rarely remembers the things of her childhood, and the days when she first had memories are still her nightmares.

Xuan Xuan is a well-taken little doll, loves to cling to his mother, but he can crawl happily on his own while lying on the bed alone, no, don't worry, his bed is only a little high, and there is a thick blanket underneath, even if he accidentally falls off the small bed, he will not be injured.

After dressing up, Xia Yiying hugged Xuan Xuan to breakfast, as expected, Xuan Xuan was not honest in her arms, leaving a wet saliva mark on her neck, the wet saliva mark was wiped off, she moved Xuan Xuan into her husband's arms, which she didn't like very much, she didn't know where the problem came from, she loved to gnaw on her neck, father and son were virtuous.

Seeing Xuan Xuan laughing with a small dimple, Xia Yiying's heart softened.

The one who should come will always come, but why is this road so long, Xia Yiying insisted on looking for Lin Qiu, Xiang Minglei couldn't stop it, but Xia Yiying was really relieved, so he had to drive her, but he just promised not to interfere in her affairs.

Although Lin Qiu and Xia Yiying's home is also in Province X, Lin Qiu is in the south and Xia Yiying is in the north, and it is estimated that an hour is enough to find Lin Qiu's house.

I usually don't feel that this journey is long, but there is something hidden in my heart, so how can she wait calmly, and how can she not be flustered. Having said that, her state is really not suitable for driving, her mood is uneasy, and she can't keep something happening, so he didn't shirk picking her up at all, even if there was no him, he had to call the driver to drive, but according to his efforts to take care of her, the latter possibility was the only way to do it.

Xia Yiying sat in the co-pilot, scared to death, but she didn't dare to be seen by Xiang Minglei. She didn't want to show her timidity, she was afraid that if she was weak, she was afraid that she wouldn't have the courage to speak, she was afraid that if she cried, regardless of 3721, Xiang Minglei would definitely take her home, and he couldn't see her sad.

But how could Xiang Minglei not see it, he might not be able to detect the emotions of others, but Xia Yiying is the person she puts on the tip of her heart, to say an exaggeration, she frowned, she knew what she was thinking. It's just that he didn't carry Xia Yiying home in the end, he knew that she needed an opportunity to break free from the pain, that opportunity was not on him, if he had that ability, how could it fall on Lin Qiu, although Lin Qiu was a woman, but he was still jealous, if Lin Qiu was a man, he would never let the two have a close relationship, fortunately, Lin Qiu is a woman.

Xiang Minglei stretched out his hand and touched Xia Yiying's superimposed hands, "Don't be afraid, you have me, Xuanxuan, two pairs of parents, and friends, we are all your solid backing." ”

This voice Xia Yiying is too familiar, for more than a year, she has repeatedly woken up from nightmares, and she will hear this person's voice in her ear comforting her over and over again. What is she afraid of, no matter what, she is not the one who should go to hell, and those who should go to hell have already been punished, she is safe, isn't she.

Her lips trembled, she didn't dare to speak for a long time, she was silent for a long time, Xia Yiying hugged Xiang Minglei's waist, enjoying the feeling of being hugged by him, sniffing the smell of tobacco on his body, and her heart gradually settled down.

"Straight to the point, I'll make a long story short. I can slowly explain that I am actually very cowardly for burying the bitter things in my heart for such a long time and pretending that nothing has happened, but thanks to the indefatigable efforts of my relatives, I live as if I am a normal person, but I know that it is different. At first, I couldn't sleep all night and kept my eyes open until dawn, and then I had nightmares all night long, moaning and waking up in horror. Sometimes for no reason, tyrannical emotions rise in my heart, and these emotions come and go quickly, but I can't help but care. Xia Yiying looked at the scenery in the distance lightly, she found that her little finger trembled slightly, after many years, she still couldn't let go, she was not a ghost, who knew that she was as bright as a sunflower, but her heart was barren, but she was too well disguised, she could deceive her parents and friends, she couldn't deceive herself, but he didn't want her to tear open the bloody wound, and the injury was on top of the injury, but she knew that if she didn't touch or deal with the wound, the wound would have festered a long time ago, and if she didn't remove the wound, it would only fester.

Lin Qiu looked at her sad and quiet appearance, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but when she opened her mouth, she found that she couldn't say anything. She clasped her hands stiffly, she didn't even dare to breathe too loudly, for fear of disturbing her, she never knew that there would be a tragic past behind Xia Yiying's bright smile, she was like a little sun shining brightly, how could she know the pain in her heart.

In the end, what she participated in was just a small period of Xia Yiying's life, she didn't know that her past was normal, and now seeing Xia Yiying shrouded in sadness, her heart swelled with inexplicable emotions, she knew that it was distress, and she felt sorry for the grievances suffered by her delicate and weak body.

She wanted to say that the past was over like this, not to mention, what she said before was treated as if she hadn't heard it, after all, the distressed emotions outweighed everything, she wanted to hear how she argued before Xia Yiying came, but now she didn't have the heart to listen to her statement of the tragic past.

Xia Yiying turned her head to look at Lin Qiu as if she knew something, and smiled slightly, "Don't persuade me, now I want to talk about my heart, can I ask you to be a listener?" ”

Looking at Xia Yiying's painful eyes and listening to her heavy voice, Lin Qiu had no reason not to agree to be a quiet and silent listener.

It was an ordinary afternoon, she was just sitting at the door of the house and playing as usual, she made an appointment with Xiang Minglei that he would take her to play in the afternoon, and she still remembered that the sun was particularly dazzling that day.

It's just that that afternoon is destined to be extraordinary.

Xia Yiying, who was taken away with her mouth covered, struggled, but no one could see it, the nine-year-old girl was sold into a ravine, panicked all day long, she was bought by a family as a child daughter-in-law, she was afraid, how was she not afraid, this is a completely unfamiliar territory, she has nowhere to escape.

She had tears in her eyes, but she didn't dare to resist or make a mistake, she was a smart girl, she knew that only by acting cowardly could she lower the vigilance of this family, she had to run, she had to run, but she knew that she couldn't move without full certainty.

The child daughter-in-law is not a daughter, where will she be good, beating and scolding is commonplace, getting up earlier than the chicken and going to bed later than the dog, she has to get started with all the work at home, in addition to cooking, since she was burned by the fire, she no longer dares to touch the stove, the cooked food is black and mushy can not be eaten at all, the food is precious, she does not dare to waste it at will, and she is categorically not given the opportunity to practice.

The brainwashing of that family, she was obedient on the surface, but it was not, how many times she woke up in tears, she really wanted to take a kitchen knife to chop this family and feed it to the dogs, but she didn't dare, she wasn't sure, the little girl was so hungry that she was dizzy, and she didn't have any drugs in her hands, how could she help others.

Who knew that this was not her home, but this place was really closed, she was beaten and scolded, her lively personality became cowardly, and the whole person was like a walking corpse, becoming completely different from her.

At that time, she met Zhou Xiaoxiao and Li Yun's mother and daughter, the widow and the orphan girl had a hard time, but looking at her pitiful appearance, she really felt sorry for her, and occasionally called her to have a meal, Li Yun's meal was remembered by her like this, although it was just a home-cooked meal, it was indeed a rare delicacy for her at that time.

She happened to hear that the family who had bought her as a child bride was going to cook the raw rice early, and the fifteen-year-old boy was marrying her as a daughter-in-law, and she was so frightened that her face turned white and she fell asleep on the pyre.

"Don't say it, don't say it." Lin Qiu hugged Xia Yiying in distress, no one knew that she had such a scarred past, she was really a beast, and she was not afraid of being struck by lightning when she attacked a nine-year-old girl. Lin Qiu was so angry that his whole body trembled, this is really not a thing.

Her lips trembled, and after a while, she squeezed out a crying sound, raised her hand, and found that her whole body was weak and trembling badly, thanks to Lin Qiu holding her in her arms, she didn't fall.

Xia Yiying slowly raised her head and trembled lightly, her expression gradually became cold and hard, if she was once a coward who only dared to dodge, now Tang Wan is a warrior who overcomes obstacles.

The mood calmed down slightly, and she slowly continued to tell her story.

Zhou Xiaoxiao worked as a helper in the town, Xia Yiying was not sure that she would save her, but begged her to make a phone call to contact her family, she was actually panicked, if Sister Xiaoxiao did not call, but told the family, I was afraid that she would be beaten off half of her life. Fortunately, Sister Xiaoxiao agreed without saying a word, there are good people in this world.

Speaking of which, the family that bought her as a child daughter-in-law was too relieved, not knowing that she came from a large family, not knowing that she remembered the phone number at home, and not preventing her from contacting outsiders, otherwise she would be trapped in a mountain village for the rest of her life and live a miserable life.

She jumped out of the fire pit and wept bitterly, and immediately fell ill, and she was so dazed that she did not dare to sleep, because once she closed her eyes, she would have a nightmare, and all she saw in front of her eyes was despair. She was almost defiled, and if she hadn't resisted and kicked on the man's life, she really wouldn't have been innocent.

Home did not make her feel safe, feeling extremely familiar and strange here. The furnishings have hardly changed, the walls are still plastered with her awards, but she doesn't like this, and then it's moving, time passes, the Xia family moves to cut off the former fetters, no one knows that she has been tortured inhumanly for a long time and can't let go, except for the Xiang family, it is also Xiang Minglei who guards her and guards her hysterically. She originally complained about her, if there was no appointment, how could she suffer, but she knew that she was just angry, and slowly she stopped hating her, and she knew that no one in the world would treat her better than him.

It's just a pity that when she woke up from her confusion and fear, she couldn't find any trace of Zhou Xiaoxiao and Li Yun, and finally disappeared in the vast sea of people.

Xia Yiying trembled a little, she didn't even have the courage to look back on the past, fear was deeply engraved in her mind, she refused to let her go at all, gnawed at her heart day and night, making her miserable, but now she said everything, and she was finally relieved.

She lay on Lin Qiu's shoulder and cried and laughed, she could be said to be relieved, she could finally wave her hand to the past.