CHAPTER XXII
A lot of people want an out-of-print love, but people gradually forget, even a limited edition is not the only one, I used to always play the world, for feelings just a sneer on the lips, now I want to be serious, please give me this opportunity, let me take care of you, and it is a lifetime. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Zhou Miao sweated profusely and helped Gu Feifei to the room, and began to pant, Gu Feifei subconsciously made a gesture of pulling the tie, Zhou Miao hurriedly turned her head, at this time Zhou Miao's mobile phone rang, she looked at it and picked it up and said, "Mr. Lin? ”
"Have you arrived?" Lin Xiao stood in the stands on the second floor with red wine and tasted it, the moonlight of the day was particularly bright, bright as if it could refract any dark side.
"Yes, it's already here." Zhou Miao covered Gu Feifei with the quilt, and then walked towards the floor-to-ceiling window of the bedroom, the stars were dotted outside, Zhou Miao gestured with his fingers to the sparkling stars of the Milky Way outside, I don't know if there is an unknown sad story under the lights of thousands of households.
"This time, the company arranged for you to go, hoping that you can perform even better."
Zhou Miao nodded, tears flashed in her eyes, and she said in a low voice: "You hope I can fight for this contract for Boya, right?" This one...... Is that what you want? ”
Lin Xiao put the red wine on the black railing, turned around and leaned weakly on the group stake, took a heavy breath and said, "It's good to be able to get it, but it's good to do your best." ”
"Don't worry, I'll fight for this contract."
"Hmm...... ......" Zhou Miao looked back and saw that Gu Feifei had already leaned over and vomited, Zhou Miao hurriedly said, "Okay, that's it, bye." Then she hurriedly ran over, wiped the corners of his mouth with a white towel, and then reached out to support his back, looking at the kettle next to her, she ran over and poured a glass of water, and helped him up: "Hurry up and drink some water, drink some water and it will feel better." ”
Gu Feifei opened his eyes and looked at Zhou Miao, and he smiled ruffianly: "Why are you still here?" Seeing that Zhou Miao didn't reply, he continued: "Can I understand that you are worried about me?" ”
Zhou Miao looked at Gu Feifei like this, and for some reason felt a little distressed, what kind of person was he, was he as unruly as he saw? But at this moment, the look of persistence in his eyes was somewhat similar to Lin Xiao, she shook her head, and at this time, she actually thought of Lin Xiao, Xu is the phone call just now.
Gu Feifei looked at Zhou Miao and didn't react, he grabbed a strand of hair from her ear and played with it in his hand. said: "I always thought that I lacked nothing, I used to play the world, and I didn't know what feelings were, women are just a piece of clothing for me to go out, and I never knew what it meant to be serious, what it meant to be lonely, but Zhou Miao, after I met you ******, I would have your image in my head, you were laughing, and my long hair seemed to be wafting with the fragrance of hyacinths, I don't know why you like hyacinths, but what you like, I also began to like it, involuntarily, In the past few days without you, I am especially afraid of being alone, so Zhou Miao, I want to be serious for you. ”
"You've drunk too much." Zhou Miao's voice was a little hoarse, she didn't look over, she was very afraid to look into his eyes, because Gu Feifei in Zhou Miao's eyes was particularly haggard at the moment, as if a gust of wind could destroy him.
Gu Feifei got up alone, hugged Zhou Miao tightly in his arms, sniffed her hair, sniffed so fondly, as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time, and had been looking forward to it for a long time.
Gu Feifei looked at Zhou Miao silently, he smiled and said, "How realistic am I saying, don't you look like I act?" Zhou Miao hurriedly pushed him away, looking at him with a smile on his face, Zhou Miao was a little annoyed, he was actually joking with himself.
"Gu Feifei, can you be a little positive, when did you actually make fun of me." She stood up and pointed to the ground and said, "It's all you vomited, you came down and cleaned him up by yourself, it's not too early, I don't have a century to spend a century with you here." After speaking, Zhou Miao turned around and left.
At the moment when the door was closed, Gu Feifei lay down straight again, muttering, "What if I tell you that what I said is the truth?" Actually, I'm afraid that you will reject me. He closed his eyes and fell asleep deeply, there was still Zhou Miao in his dream, Zhou Miao in the dream didn't seem to be as disgusted with herself as in the real world, she would smile at herself, it was the kind of smile that Gu Feifei liked, as if only her smile made time and everything instantly become necessary.
The cold air in the room was blowing, and Gu Feifei curled up on the bed, as if he had fallen into an endless ocean, so helpless, so hesitant.
After Zhou Miao returned to the room, she looked at her delicate self in the mirror, as if such a face looked so unclear, she reached out and touched herself in the mirror, and said softly: "I'm sorry Lin Xiao, I seem to be tempted by Gu Feifei." "Words will be tears in response, drop by drop, strings of crystal clear.
The phone rang, it was Li Lin, who had not been contacted for a long time, Zhou Miao looked at this number as if he had traveled through tens of millions of years ago, the gears of time were turning mercilessly, crushing the old era of youth and hesitation, and replacing it with how much deception and concealment, Zhou Miao closed his eyes and felt that all the limbs and bones were already cold, that is, the windows that were not closed on the eve of the storm, and the hula kept pouring the wind.
"Hello?" Zhou Miao picked up the phone weakly, because she wanted to know the answer, but the airport rushed away but didn't get the answer, even if the answer was already bloody in front of her, but she still wanted to hear her say it herself.
"How are you?" Li Lin's voice is so good no matter what time it is, in fact, Zhou Miao has always thought that Li Lin's voice is so good, why didn't she go to the midnight bosom friend, but gave this place to herself.
"It's fine." Zhou Miao's voice was a little distorted, because she was afraid that she blurted out that she cared about her, although Li Lin betrayed her good friend.
"The director called me and said you didn't go to the recording, why?" Li Lin's words are clean and neat, and she does not participate in any unrealistic nonsense.
"I don't want to record it."
"Isn't that your dream?"
"But it'...... Not anymore. Zhou Miao took a deep breath, "Li Lin, time can change everything, do you admit it?" ”
Li Lin closed her eyes and asked, "Zhou Miao, you are like this, you live for others at any time, so what about you?" Can you give up your arrogant self-esteem, no one can live as hypocritically as you, I know what you want to ask, four years, four years of affection is enough for me to thoroughly understand what kind of person you are, that's right, I'm with Tang Xu, so what? The world of feelings is complicated, you also write essays, you know that many feelings are insincere, you can't be yourself, Tang Xu doesn't love Twilight Xue anymore, what does ****** have to do with me? What does it have to do with you Zhou Miao, you can proudly stand up for others, but have you ever thought that irrelevant people are disgusted when they see it, you are too hypocritical, and the hypocrisy is distorted. ”
Zhou Miao was scolded very clearly, and her heart suddenly opened up, as if many difficult problems were suddenly solved at this moment, and the air was also comfortably transmitting high-quality oxygen. Li Lin ...... You're so right, I'm ****** so hypocritical, what about you? With the happiness that others look up to, easily destroy the world of others, how arrogant you are, arrogant and unremitting to be a junior, to maintain your already fragile fragility, you are so bullish, do you ******know that when Twilight cried and died, she drank and went to wash her stomach, vomited for three days, and the high fever continued, I want to tell her that the sister you think is the most awesome alive, the most chic, the most free and easy intellectual beauty is the man who robbed you of your love, but I can't, How can I say it, that is undoubtedly pushing Twilight Snow to a dead end, you ****** Li Lin can live so unscrupulously, which is beyond the reach of us hypocritical people. ”
There was a quiet moment on the phone, so quiet that she seemed to be able to clearly hear the other party's breathing and heartbeat, Zhou Miao shouted hysterically, her eyes were so empty at the moment, she couldn't see the bottom of the hole, Li Lin held the phone tightly, her bones creaked, as if she would crush the phone in the next moment.
"Zhou Miao, you and I should calm down, you think I'm dirty, but didn't you also go to record?" Li Lin regained her previous softness that could drip water when she spoke.
"What do you mean?"
"Won't your arrogant pride be polluted by my dirty, lowly gesture?" Li Lin continued to sell Guanzi.
"What the hell do you mean?" Zhou Miao felt that the blood in his whole body was slowly coagulating, as if frost would be formed in the next moment.
"I exchanged my body for your dreams, you don't want it now, what's the point of asking?" Li Lin's last sentence was said with a smile, "How tall you Zhou Miao are, how can you not know that a broadcaster is the top among tens of millions of people, even if you Zhou Miao is a rare talent in a century, but the most important thing in today's society is people like you, so you can still continue to maintain your arrogant posture, you are clean and not involved in such dirty things in the world, that is what you disdain to do, in exchange for what?" Li Lin took a deep breath into the phone: "Zhou Miao, in your world, I Li Lin may be a person who stands on the street, even if I stand on the street until I die, I will not give an irrelevant person any dreams in exchange, then I am really cheap to humiliate myself." ”
Zhou Miao wanted to open her mouth to refute several times, but the words came to her mouth and swallowed back again and again, she slammed the mobile phone hard, it seemed to be a perfect arc, the mobile phone shattered, a hole clearly visible on the glass of the hotel, the outdoor air seemed to be a heat wave swept by a thousand-year-old volcano, clearly blowing on Zhou Miao's tear-stained face, she sat on the fluffy carpet, lying on the ground and crying weakly, she cried desperately, as if she seemed to pour out all her tears. ・
The sound of broken glass also sounded the alarm in time, and the security system inside the hotel has been arrogantly shouting, and the hotel security guard dispatched in time, as if the ghost in the dark appeared outside Zhou Miao's door in time, and he took the trouble to ring the doorbell over and over again, but still no one came to open the door for him, and finally the polite doorbell became a violent slamming sound.
Zhou Miao curled up on the carpet like a boneless cat, and the closest place to her eyes on the carpet also hid the tears that Zhou Miao couldn't tell what they were at the moment, sadness, grievances, resentment, and blame all seemed to be gathered into tears.
"Is there anyone in there, please? Please open the door, okay? "The security guard and a group of hotel service staff were standing at the door, banging on the door that was still closed.
"What happened?" The people in the neighborhood began to come out and look, and the service staff began to explain, the smile seemed to be like a robot processed in a factory, saying the same thing, the official explanation, and after a while, the people in the neighborhood began to go back to sleep, after all, it was not early.
"Why don't you just open the door, what if something really happens inside?"
"Okay, get the keycard."
Gu Feifei heard the knock on the door next to him, he walked out with a headache, when he saw that he was knocking on Zhou Miao's door, he quickened his pace and walked over there, the security guard opened the room card and saw a delicately dressed woman curled up on the ground, they didn't walk over, but they could clearly feel the anger on this woman.
"Get out!" Just one word, the security guards and other people have been pushed out of the room.
When he saw Gu Feifei at the door, the security guard said politely: "Hello sir, who are you?" ”
"I'm her friend, I'll come." With that, he walked into the room, turned and closed the door, cutting off everyone's curious eyes and what they wanted to do.
"Get out! Get out. ”
What Gu Feifei saw was a poor woman curled up on the carpet with her shoulders shaking, and her dress showed an indescribable charm with the tactful twists and turns of her body.
"Zhou Miao." Gu Feifei shouted softly.
After Zhou Miao heard this voice, she sat up, leaning weakly on the snow-white wall, the corner line of the wall turned over the golden light reflected Zhou Miao's pink dress, her eyes were blank, the red and swollen could vaguely see the tears on her face, she smiled stupidly, "Gu Feifei, do you know how much my heart hurts now?" ”
He walked over, although now his head seemed to be afraid that it would burst open in the next second, but he still walked towards her with steady steps, every step was so persistent, as if he knew what the important thing he was doing at the moment, he squatted down and looked at Zhou Miao's eyes that seemed to be smart and talking, "I understand, I understand." ”
Zhou Miao didn't expect him to say such a sentence, she snorted and laughed, and said in a low voice: "You know a fart." Then he tilted his head to the other end, thinking of a delicate doll that had been broken.
Gu Feifei just nodded, as if laughing self-deprecatingly, and then he sat quietly next to Zhou Miao, leaning against the cold and hard wall.