Chapter 23 Intentions
"Knock knock. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
Although my body was sore and weak due to the exhaustion of the days, the things in my head still rotated, which made me dream all the time at night. From a distance, I saw my mother chopping dumpling filling, and my father kneading dough beside me. I love dumplings stuffed with leeks, and I'm all too familiar with them.
"Knock knock, full, full."
I was a little confused, someone pushed me, I was confused, "Manman, my mom is calling you." ”
"What's the matter, Mom?" I hadn't gotten up, it wasn't dawn yet, and I judged it to be less than six o'clock.
"Oh, it's full, why don't you get up when it's going to be dawn this day, the old and young masters of this family are going to eat, hurry up."
I suddenly covered the quilt, Lin Feng was a little anxious, and shouted to the door, "I know Mom, don't knock on the door, I'll get up in a while." ”
"Oh, if the daughters-in-law of our rural families would have gotten up to cook a long time ago, why are people in this city so lazy."
"Get up, get up, you get up." I turned my back to Lin Feng and ignored him, I felt my head swell and my temper was short.
"I'm up, can't I get up, full, my mother is used to getting up early at home, and when they are older, they can't sleep, so you can accommodate them."
I'm not happy in my heart, anyone whose life is disrupted by others will be unhappy, I didn't get married, if I didn't wake up in the morning, my mother came to call me, I was going to get angry, hey, I really didn't have my mother by my side, I immediately didn't even have a grass. If it weren't for Lin Feng's face, I wouldn't have gotten up.
I got up to wash, I smelled a foul smell when I brushed my teeth in the bathroom, I looked for the source, and when I looked, it turned out that the toilet was not flushed, and it was still big, I only felt a wave of nausea, my chest was a little churning, I rushed out of the bathroom.
"Lin Feng, Lin Feng, come here." I shouted loudly, to be honest, I can tolerate anything else, I can't stand this.
"Oh, it's full of small noises, you scared me to death with this explosion."
In this case, it was impossible for Lin Jiao to fall asleep, so she had to get up. I didn't pay attention to Lin Feng's mother being frightened because of her loud voice, who was frightened now? "Lin Feng, now please clean up the toilet in the bathroom, I really can't do anything."
When Lin Feng heard me say this, he looked a little embarrassed, he walked into the bathroom and began to flush the toilet, "Mom, didn't I tell you yesterday, this toilet will be flushed when it runs out, how can you use it if you don't flush others?" ”
"Got it, got it, didn't you forget? You know we've never used it at home, so why do you talk to me so loudly? Lin Feng's mother was a little angry, her son had never used such a bad attitude to talk to her. She looked at me, the corners of her mouth twitched, and finally she didn't say anything and went into the room alone.
That's how a bad day begins, at least I don't think it's going to put me in a good mood. I boiled a big pot of noodles and stir-fried a big pot of rice dumplings with minced pork and diced potatoes. Put it up and put it on the table. It's not that I want to save trouble, in fact, I think this kind of meal seems to be more in line with Lin Feng's parents' appetite. "Lin Feng, tell everyone to come to dinner, I'm going to class."
"You don't have a holiday today, do you?"
"Oh, it's good to have one day on the Mid-Autumn Festival in our educational institution, how can we always have a holiday. Eat it, I'll go first. ”
"You can eat something and then go, it's still early."
"I'm not eating." I packed my things and went out, in fact I didn't have a class today, but I thought that if I was willing to carry forward the virtue of conscientiousness and go to school to prepare for the lesson, the boss would not object. I don't have much appetite in this situation, and I feel more comfortable when I go out and breathe. I often start thinking about my life on the way to work, I don't know when my life has become a mess, or I don't know when I can't control my own life, I often feel overwhelmed, you know, I never felt like this before I got married. If I had children in the future, I really couldn't imagine that picture. There was a mess everywhere in the house, there was a smell of urine in the house, and the children were always crying. That's not the point, the point is that I still have to serve my in-laws, and I have to be criticized from time to time. Hey, that's enough to think about.
"Hey, Yoyo."
At this time, I couldn't call home, I was afraid that they would worry, so I dialed Yoyo's phone, and I felt that I needed to get some positive energy from Yoyo.
"Manman, why did you call me so early, it shouldn't be something you can't think of, otherwise you wouldn't think of me so early in the morning."
"Look at what you said, I actually think about you all the time, but sometimes I can't spare time."
"Okay, don't sell me Guanzi, I don't know you yet, what's the matter?"
"What can I do, I just want to chat with you, the family has been messed up recently, and I'm in a bad mood."
"What's in a bad mood for you, you just moved to a new house, don't be too moisturized by the young couple."
"Moisten a fart, you don't know..."
I wanted to complain in the form of a chat, but the more I talked, the more excited I became, and the louder and louder I became. So much so that I myself wondered if I was making too much of a fuss.
"Manman, you can't do this, let me tell you that Lin Feng is a typical phoenix man. Although you have a house in Nanjing and a good job, there are too many things at home, and there is a rift in the relationship between you and your in-laws (she refers to the time I went back to my in-laws' house), and now this will only get worse and worse. Look at you now you are simply a resentful woman, let me tell you, you have a good talk with Lin Feng, if their family stays for a short time, it is okay, but it is not a way to go on in the long run..."
"How do I talk about it, I can't say that we don't support the elderly, this is the court and we don't care, besides, I don't think Lin Feng will agree. It's not that I don't let them live here, to be honest, when I saw my in-laws sitting at the door that day, looking tired, and reluctant to eat outside, I still felt a little uncomfortable, if my parents were like this, I would definitely feel distressed, but this kind of habit and that kind of contempt for me attitude, made me feel very uncomfortable, you know what I mean? ”
"I know what you mean, Manman, I know you're good-hearted, but sometimes your kindness gives way to others and it may be seen as weakness. If your in-laws love you, it's fine, at least on the surface, but I don't think they have that idea. In short, look at it for yourself, my opinion is very simple, that is, if you two want to live well, you can't live with your parents-in-law for a long time, and this problem cannot be avoided and must be solved. ”
"I see, then I'll think again."
I was preparing for classes at school, and in the afternoon I went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables. When I got home, Lin Feng's parents were watching TV, and I packed my things and went to find Lin Jiao.
"Sister-in-law, have you come back, have you eaten?"
"I've eaten, why did you go to bed so early, aren't you comfortable?"
At this time, I looked at Lin Jiao again, and I found that her face was sallow, her lips were white, and she looked very bad. "Sister-in-law, I always feel that my stomach is swollen lately, and I can't eat, maybe it's indigestion, it's nothing."
"I'm indigestion, why don't I get you some stomach and digestion tablets. Jiaojiao, if I don't go out with you tomorrow, it's not interesting to be bored at home all day. "I still care about this sister-in-law, I didn't mention anything else to her, I know that saying anything at this time will make her feel bad. Lin Jiao took some medicine and continued to lie down.
When I went into the kitchen and saw the pots and pans piled up, I was in a bad mood. But when I think that after all, they have just arrived, will I be too mean to look like this, thinking that I will be in a bad mood because of a little thing, I simply hate myself a little, am I really as Yoyo said, now I am simply a resentful woman, I don't want to be a resentful woman, I silently cleaned up those pots and pans. I also cut some watermelon when I was done.
"Mom and Dad, eat watermelon."
Lin Feng's mother took a piece of watermelon, and I moved a stool to sit next to it. "Manman, let me tell you, your dad and I walked around here today, and this place is really good." She seemed to be in a good mood.
"yes, so where have you all gone?"
"Oh, it's at night when we walked around the door, there are some stalls outside, I think the business is not bad, I discussed with your dad whether we should also set up a stall, how much can we make some money, what do you think?"
Is this a discussion with me? I'm a little unaccustomed to it, because in my opinion, they should discuss such an important matter with Lin Feng, because I am a woman, and in their eyes, the weight is far from enough. But what does it mean to set up a stall, that is, you won't go back for a day or two, and it seems that you want to take root here. Forgive me for not being a filial daughter-in-law, if Lin Feng's parents live here, I'm sure that one day I will be tortured and crazy, this is not an exaggeration, I really can't be filial under such circumstances.
"It seems that the stall can't be set up casually, right? Besides, those small businesses don't make much money. ”
"I've seen it with your dad, I think it's good to sell hairpins and socks, someone bought them. It's that we need to buy now, but we are not familiar with Nanjing, and we don't have any capital now, full, aren't you very familiar with Nanjing? Then you can help us buy some goods. Wouldn't we make some money and ease your burden? ”
"Me, but I don't know where to buy?"
"We also made a special inquiry today, and I heard that there is a place called Jinqiao. Dad, this is the land, right? ”
"Yes, it's Jinqiao, I remember."