Chapter 182: Lan Lan is sensational
In addition to worrying about Yang Nannan in the past two days, Guo Haodong is also very worried about Chen Lanlan. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info He scolded Chen Lanlan fiercely that day in a hurry. When Yang Nannan went home safe and sound, he focused all his worries on Chen Lanlan alone. However, because he did not get Yang Nannan's understanding, he did not take the initiative to contact Chen Lanlan when he was upset. Now that Chen Lanlan took the initiative to call, how could he not let him breathe a sigh of relief?
He immediately answered: "Hey, Lan Lan?" ”
There was silence on the phone for a long time before Chen Lanlan's choked voice came out: "Haodong... Woo woo ・・ Nan Nan is okay?" ”
When Guo Haodong heard her sad appearance, his heart suddenly lifted: "She's fine." How are you? ”
"I'm afraid I'm going to die. As long as she's okay. ”
Guo Haodong listened to Chen Lanlan's desperate tone, and his heart was as uncomfortable as a knife stab, and he couldn't help but pity: "Lanlan, you must cherish yourself." ”
Chen Lanlan has been nervous since she lost herself to Douglad. Although he knew that guy didn't dare to report this matter to Guo Haodong, he couldn't be at ease in his heart. The idea of revenge against Guo Haodong quickly disappeared, but her relationship with Douglad was irreparable. She feels that it is not the time to give up Guo Haodong at the moment, so she will not give up her efforts, the sad voice just now is not completely acting in front of Guo Haodong, and there is indeed a kind of true feelings being revealed.
She calmed herself down a little at this time, and said gloomily: "My life is miserable, even if I am wronged, it doesn't matter... As long as Nan Nan doesn't have any impact on you...
Guo Haodong heard her say this, and immediately put away his previous resentment against her. Because he knew that Chen Lanlan had been subjected to the cruel reality of his ruthless proposal to break up before, and the damage he suffered was probably no less than that of Yang Nannan. His mother's words sounded in his ears again, and it seemed that she was a bystander, realizing how desperate and helpless Chen Lanlan was out of what she did in the first place. I can't blame her too much, but try to appease her as much as possible.
At this time, he continued to lament: "Nan Nan refuses to forgive me now. However, I can't blame her, I blamed me for hurting her too much before, and I should have confessed everything to her a long time ago. I forgive you for your impulsiveness now, and I ask you to clean up your mood and live your life. ”
"Haodong, if she refuses to forgive you, then you must be very sad, right? Now you've forgiven me... You've made me feel ashamed. ”
The more Chen Lanlan apologized so sadly, the more Guo Haodong felt uncomfortable. He couldn't help but recall the bits and pieces of the past when he was with Chen Lanlan, and his heart suddenly felt like a knife again: "Lanlan, you must look away, don't wronged yourself." Fate is sometimes erratic, and perhaps when it goes through a zigzag process, it returns to the beginning. Please take back the feelings cast on me and re-invest in Lee Soon-hee. ”
Unexpectedly, Chen Lanlan smiled bitterly: "Hmph, I didn't invest in Li Shunxi at all, so how can I talk about 're-engagement'?" ”
"Lan Lan, you are too willful. Xiao Li, he is really a good man who can be met but not sought. In my eyes, he is not as good as me except for his background, but in other aspects, he is much better than me. At least he couldn't do anything to hurt the girl. But I, not only hurt you, but also hurt Nan Nan. Even if I was abandoned by everyone at this time, I deserved it. ”
"Nope. Haodong, don't say that. I will not abandon you at any time. You are the only hope and hope in my heart. ”
Guo Haodong was stunned and said, "Lan Lan, you must not drill the horns again." I can't deceive you, and now I'm determined to put all my love on Nan Nan alone. If you insist on being nice to me, it will not be fair to you. Besides, I'm afraid you'll hurt even more..."
"Haodong!" Chen Lanlan interrupted sadly, "Please don't say any more." The reason why my love for you has not shifted is because I believe that your vows to me were true, and you were never acting for me. ”
When Guo Haodong heard this, he couldn't help but close his eyes in pain: "Lan Lan, I'm really sorry." I was probably really acting. Alas, it's all my fault, they're all in their thirties, and they're still so immature emotionally, it's really a lover who hurts himself. ”
"Haodong, don't say that. You and I couldn't help it. If we had remained together, our love would have blossomed long ago. But... Fate is really playing tricks on people, giving you the opportunity to get along with Nan Nan day and night. I feel very sad, the love affair at the ends of the earth is not as close as the feeling of being close at hand. Compared with Nan Nan, I lost in distance. You can't help it. I can understand your feelings. ”
The more Guo Haodong listened, the more he didn't feel good, and he hesitated for a while before he said gloomily: "Lan Lan, I am a man who is not firm in love, compared with Xiao Li, there is a world of difference. At the beginning, he not only gave up his future for love, but also helped you solve your worries. Now, he is trying his best to resist the frequent overtures of favor from the girls around him. You don't have feelings for him, I'm afraid it's also caused by distance, right? I hope you can give him a chance to be loved. Please trust my judgment - you must be a very happy couple with him. ”
"Haodong, please don't talk to him in front of me. I knew I owed him too much. But I now figured out that I couldn't sacrifice my life's happiness to repay him for his dedication to my family. If I did this, not only would I have wronged myself, but it would also be unfair to him. I hope he will finally find a girl who loves him. I'm glad you have a girl for him. ”
When Guo Haodong heard Chen Lanlan actually say this, he couldn't help but feel a little dumbfounded, and at the same time felt very helpless about her 'stubbornness'. In fact, he didn't understand Chen Lanlan's mentality at this time - if he Guo Haodong didn't count on it, then she still had Douglad. Although in her mind, that Douglad can't be compared with Guo Haodong, at least he is an American and can help her get a local green card, which is her next best choice. But no matter what, it's Li Shunxi's turn.
Guo Haodong hesitated for a while before questioning: "Lan Lan, since you refuse to accept Xiao Li, what are you going to do?" ”
Chen Lanlan suddenly said emotionally: "I have to wait for you." ”
Guo Haodong was stunned and said: "But now I have put my feelings on Nan Nan." ”
"I know. But hasn't she forgiven you yet? For me, there is no reason to give up. ”
When Guo Haodong heard this, he couldn't help but show a trace of sadness between his eyebrows: "Lan Lan, why are you suffering?" ”
"Well, maybe that's love, right? It tends to make each of us lose our minds. I love you and hope you get the happiness you want. If she finally accepts you, then I will bless you from afar. However, if she never forgives you, then when you are emotionally helpless, please think of me again. The door of my affection will always be open to you and will be your eternal harbor of love. For your sake, I don't care about being your emotional backup. ”
Guo Haodong couldn't help but have mixed feelings, and even some were about to suffocate, so he couldn't raise his head and take a few deep breaths. He couldn't help but think that when he made an emotional choice between two girls, he was destined to endure torture and interpret it over and over again with tears. When he was confused, such a poem suddenly echoed in his mind - Xiaoxiao rain rests, and the rain is not perennial, and it is clear and clear, and it is long and dark. The dry moon is desolate and sighs, and the sky is long and the sun is long, so that the cold sales of the Qiong Palace are still unfinished, and listen to the whispers of the wind and frost in the sea pavilion, the lake sinks and falls, who still survives? I once cherished the past, but it was difficult to let go.
His chaotic and contradictory mood at this time is a portrayal of this poem. He couldn't communicate with Chen Lanlan anymore, so he was afraid that his feelings would be brought into a dead end by the other party again, so he hurriedly ended the call. However, the last sentence he said to Chen Lanlan was: "I will let Nan Nan recognize me, because she is the kindest girl in the world." ”
He ended the call with Chen Lanlan, and couldn't help wiping his face with both hands, to lift his spirits, to defend his love, and to continue fighting.
When he got off work at noon, he wanted to drive to the Civil Affairs Bureau to pick up Yang Nannan home, but he thought that she already had a means of transportation, and she was still angry with herself. I am afraid that my own diligence will be in vain. So, he gave up on the idea. But on the way home, he still dialed Yang Nannan's mobile phone: "Nannan, are you going home at noon today?" I went back to cooking early. ”
Unexpectedly, Yang Nannan's cold voice came from the mobile phone: "You cook and keep it for yourself." I went back to my dad for dinner at noon today, and I already told him. ”
Guo Haodong wanted to say something more, but the other party had already hung up the phone. He was stunned for a while, and couldn't help but wonder, why did she go back alone today when she just returned to her parents' house yesterday? Could it be that it was inconvenient for him to have too many people yesterday, and he wanted to report his private relationship with Chen Lanlan to her father alone?
Guo Haodong was terrified for a while, but quickly relieved, and secretly said in his heart, it would be good for her to tell her father everything, and she could live in all the ease in the future. The only regret is that I may not have a chance to get back together with Nan Nan.
In fact, his guesses were all wrong. Yang Nannan returned to his father's house again, not because of him, but for Zhao Wei.
Yang Chongqi got his daughter's notice in advance, so he asked the nanny Xiao Chen to arrange two more dishes for his daughter. But as soon as his daughter entered the house, he wondered: "Nan Nan, what are you coming back for, did you have something to say yesterday?" ”
Yang Nannan was taken aback, knowing in her heart that her father was still suspicious of the reason for her departure, so she quickly explained: "Where do you want to go?" I'm coming home today for one more thing. ”
"Oh, in that case, then why don't you bring Haodong back with you?"
"I don't want him to know."
Yang Chongqi stared at his daughter with puzzled eyes, and after a long while, he signaled, "Then you can talk about it." ”
Yang Nannan squirmed a little and said, "Dad, I want to borrow some money from you..."
Yang Chongqi was stunned: "Could it be that Haodong will make you lack money to spend?" ”
"I need money, not for my own consumption, but for other purposes, and I don't want Brother Haodong to know."
"Oh?" Yang Chongqi was surprised, "Then why do you use money?" ”
Yang Nannan explained in a low voice: "Didn't I come back from the disaster area just now? I made many friends with the victims there. The disaster suffered by their families is beyond the government's reach. I want to help them privately. However, I really don't have any money, so I have to ask you for help..."
Yang Chongqi's daughter's words made Yang Chongqi extremely pleased, and immediately said: "You are helpful, this is a good thing." No wonder your mother keeps praising you in front of me. Looks like you've really grown up. Daddy is so proud of you. ”
When Yang Nannan heard his father's statement, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. However, when she said to her father and mother-in-law in advance, she did not directly say 'your mother-in-law', but said 'your mother-in-law', which obviously regarded her mother-in-law as a family. She recalled the intimate interaction between her mother-in-law and her father, and her heart couldn't help but warm.
"Dad, can you lend me money?"
"Silly girl, you're Daddy's sweetheart. Daddy's future is yours. What else do you say 'borrow'? Just get it straight, how much does it cost? ”
Yang Nannan thought for a moment, then asked tentatively: "About 20,000." Can you get it? ”
Yang Chongqi did not answer, but turned around and walked into his study.
Yang Nannan looked at her father's back with some apprehension, and had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
After a while, Yang Chongqi walked out of the study. He still held a bank card in his hand and handed it to his daughter: "Take it." ”
Yang Nannan hurriedly took it and asked, "How much money is in this card?" ”
Yang Chongqi pondered for a moment before answering his daughter: "There are probably more than 50,000 in this card, and the password is exactly the number of your birthday on the solar calendar." You spend them all and do what you think you should do. ”
Yang Nannan was moved in her heart, and couldn't help moistening her eyes: "Thank you, Dad." ”
"Silly girl, it's polite to your father." Yang Chongqi sneered.
When Yang Nannan had lunch and left the house, Yang Chongqi made an exception to send his daughter out, and did not turn around and come back until his daughter's shadow disappeared into the corridor. He couldn't help but sigh with emotion at this time - his daughter's kindness was much like his original wife.
He couldn't help but think back to the process of raising his daughter over the years, and couldn't help but moisten his eyes. However, he suddenly realized that because he couldn't take care of his daughter permanently, he did not hesitate to violate the principle of being an official and accepted a lot of stolen money for her future happiness. I am afraid that this will not be beneficial to the healthy growth of my daughter, only to help her build a pair of strong wings, soar in the free sky, and be able to walk her life strongly, which may be the greatest wealth for her daughter. However, when he realizes this, it seems that everything is irreparable.
Besides, after Yang Nannan left her father's house, there was still a period of time before she went to work in the afternoon, so she called Zhao Wei: "Are you at home?" Hurry up and get out, I've got the money for you. ”
"Really? That's great. Where are you now? After Zhao Wei received the call, he looked very excited.
Yang Nannan frowned slightly, couldn't help but take a closer look at his surroundings, and then said to his mobile phone: "You just come to the Dong'an Shopping Mall on Jianshe Road." It's against ICBC's ATMs. I'll withdraw the money there and hand it over to you. ”
"Okay. I know where and will be there soon. ”
After Yang Nannan put down the phone, he used the card his father had just given him to take out 9,000 yuan from the ATM.
After a while, Zhao Wei took a taxi and rushed there, and as soon as he saw Yang Nannan still standing near the ATM, he rushed up to meet her, not grabbing her little hand: "My dear, you are so good to me." ”
Yang Nannan shook off his hand violently, and said angrily: "This is a public place. You have to pay attention to the impact. ”
Zhao Wei smiled stupidly: "Yes, yes, it's really inconvenient for the two of us to make love here." It would be nice to wait until I got to my rented apartment. ”
Yang Nannan's apricot eyes were white: "Miss Ben doesn't have the time to go to you yet." Now hurry up and pay the rent. ”
Zhao Wei took Yang Nannan and handed over a dozen dollars, feeling that its thickness was not enough, he couldn't help asking, "How much is this?" ”
"Nine thousand. Not only is it enough to pay you a quarter's rent, but there is also a thousand and a half left over for temporary living expenses. ”
Zhao Wei was stunned: "Huh? Just give me this little money for living expenses? ”
Yang Nannan looked directly at each other: "Then how much do you want?" ”
Zhao Wei explained with a smile: "I have been living in eastern Hebei for several days, and the prices here are particularly high, and it is estimated that the surrounding earthquakes are causing trouble. With just one and a half thousand, I'm afraid it will be used up in a few days. ”
When Yang Nannan heard this, he immediately said angrily: "Are you a dead person?" Can't you just find a job to make ends meet? ”
Zhao Wei couldn't help scratching his head: "I'm a foreigner, how can I find a job so quickly?" ”
Yang Nannan said with a solemn expression: "No matter how difficult it is, you must try to find a job." Moreover, I will only be responsible for your rent for the first quarter, and the rest will have to be settled by yourself. ”
"Huh? Nan Nan..."
"Zhao Wei, don't let me look down on you!"
Zhao Wei suddenly lost his temper under Yang Nannan's direct gaze.
Yang Nannan hurriedly had nothing to say to him, and immediately turned around and stepped onto his electric car: "It's not early." It's time for me to go to work. Let's get back in touch later. ”
Zhao Wei looked at Yang Nannan's back blankly, and sighed for a long time. He felt that the current Yang Nannan was no longer like the simple little girl who let him play with it a few months ago. Now the estrangement with myself has increased significantly. If it weren't for the last time I drunk her in the small hotel, I'm afraid she wouldn't have let herself go.
He couldn't help but feel a little difficult, and the realization of his later plan was probably not so easy.
Besides, on the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau on which Yang Nannan rode a bicycle, he was also thinking about his relationship with Zhao Wei in his mind. She is much more mature now, and she is no longer the ignorant girl she was at the beginning. Especially the appearance of Guo Haodong's mountain, compared with Zhao Wei, it is much smaller in her mind. However, after all, Zhao Wei only has himself in his heart, which is like Guo Haodong, who is just using himself at present.
She couldn't help but think gloomily that it was impossible for her to finish her life with Guo Haodong.
Although Zhao Wei is not perfect, he can hold her Yang Nannan in the palm of his hand at all times. For a girl, this is more important than anything else.
At this time, she suddenly remembered an Internet slang - to appreciate imperfect people with perfect eyes.