40 Chapter 40 Enlightenment

In the evening, the red flames and red glow in the sky reflected Li Di, who was wearing only a simple white single coat, standing silently in the afterglow of the setting sun as if he was wearing red light. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She stood under the pear tree, holding a pu fan in one hand, fanning vigorously, and pointing at the big characters written by Feng Xue with the other finger, criticizing or praising from time to time.

said that it was to point Fengxue to practice calligraphy, but it was really for the purpose of discussing learning together.

"Mother, I always write this ugly word, can you write one for me?" Feng Xue sat on the round wooden chair, her small body was straight, her little paws grabbed a book, and pointed to one of the obscure words.

Li Yan leaned over to take a look, and then said casually: "If it's so difficult, let's ask Hao Jun, it's useless to ask me."

Feng Xue nodded ignorantly, then slid down the high wooden chair with a "pop", and then went to the vestibule with the book to find Hao Jun.

After a while, when he came back again, he was not alone, he was still dragging Ji Chenxu Ji in his hand.

As soon as Li Yan saw Ji Chenxu, he stopped what he was doing, lowered his head and said to Feng Xue: "Feng'er go and see if the little rabbit has dinner, otherwise the rabbit will be hungry at night if he has nothing to eat."

Feng Xue was already tired of practicing calligraphy, looking for an opportunity to go out to breathe the wind, who knew that when he saw his father, who had not seen him for many days, he was suddenly happy that he couldn't find the north, and took Ji Chenxu's big hand and led it to Li Di, and the people who connected to it were saved.

But the mother reminded him that the rabbit might not have had dinner yet, and he did want to see it, but he also wanted to stick to his father, who had not seen him for a long time.

Feng Xue's tangled little face struggled, and finally let go of Ji Chenxu's right hand and went to see the little rabbit.

It's no wonder that Li Yan broke him apart, just because she is too familiar with Ji Chenxu, this person has nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, and it must be important to come over so late.

"Waiter Ji doesn't have to be polite, just sit down." Li Tong motioned for Ji Chenxu to sit on the stone bench opposite.

After Ji Chenxu performed the full salute, he lifted his robe and sat down.

"Waiter Ji came over so late, but what's the matter?"

"Back to the emperor, Ji Shi came this time because his father and Ji Shi met today, and my father and Ji Shi said, the emperor refused the audience of Loulan's envoy for eight consecutive days, and they were not allowed to say much in the early court."

He sighed and continued: "The emperor is still kinder to the envoys, after all, my Great Qin has formed a friendship with other countries on the front foot, and the back foot will follow and turn his face ugly."

Li Yan didn't expect that the first persuasion he was waiting for would be Ji Shifu, and he didn't care about her feelings at all, he simply spread out the matter and said it, as if he was not afraid of her being embarrassed and angry.

"Then according to the servant of Ji, what should I do next?" Although Li Yan was a little surprised, he asked very flatly.

Ji Chenxu originally prepared a tirade to persuade the emperor who was still angry, but who knew that she unexpectedly cooperated, so that the words he had put in his stomach earlier were immediately useless, and he would look at her in a daze for a while.

He said in a sluggish tone: "Back to the emperor, Ji Shi doesn't understand the affairs of the court and China, so Shu Ji Shi can't solve the emperor's worries, but if the emperor has anything unclear, it's better to discuss it with the cabinet elder."

"The emperor is young after all." He added.

If Li Yan heard him answer like this before, he would definitely not like it, and he also knew very well what Li Yan liked to listen to, but he did it anyway.

It's a pity that Li Tong is no longer the Li Tong in his memory, so her reaction is not annoyed, but extremely happy.

After all, the person who can honestly express Li Yan's shortcomings is still the first person in the Great Qin Palace.

Li Yan didn't know that he came with the purpose of hating people, and his attitude towards him was much kinder, she said: "Waiter Ji doesn't need to be restrained, although don't worry, I forgive you for your innocence."

Ji Chenxu still wanted to excuse himself, but when he heard her words, he knew that he couldn't shirk it, so he put the thoughts in his heart one by one: "The emperor must understand why Loulan State wants to borrow 100,000 troops from our country, and then consider whether to help him." It's just that the emperor didn't waste Daqin's manpower in vain. ”

Ji Chenxu lives in the deep palace, and he doesn't know much about external affairs after all, so he can only say a half-understanding, and Li Yan doesn't want to embarrass him, so he said: "How can the soldiers of my Great Qin borrow others for nothing, Ji Shifu doesn't need to worry, I know it in my heart."

Ji Chenxu's gaze flashed with a hint of confusion when he looked at Li Yan, the emperor has really changed.

He also said that it was most likely her new trick, but now it seems that he had misunderstood.

The emperor clearly has other plans.

In this case, he did not need to worry about it, and the task given to him by his father was successfully completed.

As soon as he thought of this, he didn't want to stay in Ziwei Palace any longer, so he retired before Feng Xue came back after watching the rabbit.

Feng Xue has been with Li Yan in recent days, and she is almost crazy, and her life can be described as going well, so naturally she thinks of Ji Chenxu less, and she doesn't sneak out to see him like she did at the beginning.

But when he hurriedly ran back, searching left and right, but did not see the tall figure, the disappointment in his heart was still very obvious. The skin on his forehead wrinkled, and he squeezed his two eyebrows into a figure-eight shape, and two bubbles of tears were about to burst out of his eyes.

When she saw him crying just because of Ji Chenxu's departure, she was distressed, she reached out and took off the handkerchief to wipe away the tears for him, but was knocked down by him with a "snap".

He turned around, refused to look at her, wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve, and ran away.

At that moment, Li Di's heart was extremely complicated.

She doesn't seem to be able to replace the role of a father in a child's heart.

She was too anxious, she wanted the child's heart to be completely dependent on her, but she forgot that in the child's short life of two years, the most important person in his life was his father, and she was just a blank slate, dispensable.

She invaded his life strongly, but never thought about him...... Would you like to ...... Willing......

It was only after he expressed his displeasure that she realized what she had done wrong.

Li Tong picked up the handkerchief that had been slapped on the ground and gently brushed away the mud and dust.

However, when he explicitly rejected her, her heart involuntarily shrank, accompanied by severe pain.

When she saw him leave her, the unspeakable pain almost made her cry.

At that moment, she didn't know whether to step forward and hug him and coax him, or just let him run away, and it was this moment of panic that made him flee quickly, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

What if one day you hurt your most precious person?

If one day, you are ignored by the people you love the most, how do you respond?