Chapter 159: Farewell Ceremony
When Shi Yao heard Xin Susu say this, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and felt that he had become the most cruel person in the world, so he hurriedly said, "No, I didn't mean that, I want to say"
Xin Susu interrupted Shi Yao's words and said, "Okay, Shi Yao, you are Zhanyun's good friend and brother, I love him, we all hope that he can be well, and I don't want to give him any burden, as long as he lives well, it is more tangible than what will last forever." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Thank you, Su Su, I know it's a bit cruel to you to do this, but my brother is really a person, and I also hope that you can last forever, but this is just a fool's dream, you have also experienced it in the past few days, he almost died, if he dies, I don't know what I will do"
"Shi Yao, this is a relief for us, there is nothing more cruel in this world than life and death, I swear not to have any entanglement with him, then I will definitely do it"
"What if he wakes up and wants to look for you, he has been in a coma for the past few days and kept calling your name, which makes people uncomfortable to hear. I didn't expect this brother of mine to be so loyal to you, he has never been like this to a woman, you are the first, I think you are also the last"
Xin Susu thought for a while, "I'll go to the unit tomorrow, quit my job, and I want to go to Hope Primary School to teach." If he wakes up, say I'm dead."
"Dead, how can this be hidden from him, I will say to my mother, buy me a cemetery, and then make a fake urn for me to make a fake grave, and then you will say, I have been cremated and turned to ashes"
"No way, he's a psychic person, how can this coax him"
"Don't worry, just do as I say, just get some ashes in the urn, he can't see it"
"I'm afraid he won't be able to stand it"
"Flesh and bone are connected, breaking bones and flesh are connected, it will hurt at first, but I believe that time can dilute everything, and he will get better"
"So, which elementary school are you going to teach?"
"I'll bring back some gold and silver jewelry from outside, and you can help me find a buyer and exchange it for money. I plan to go to Lianhuashan Hope Primary School"
"Lianhuashan Hope Primary School is the primary school we went to save you"
"Yes, I want you to keep it a secret for me"
"Yes, is there anything else you can ask me to help with?"
"Not for the time being, I remember I'm telling you"
"Okay, to be honest, my brother is not wrong, you deserve his love"
Xin Su Su smiled, "Is it useful to say this" Xin Su Su sighed and said lightly, "Worthy of love, but not loved, this may be the greatest sorrow in the world"
Shi Yao was unnaturally said by Xin Susu, and hurriedly said, "Then I'll go first, you give me a bank card number"
"My bank card is in the bag downstairs, you take it yourself"
"Well, then I'll go first," said Shi Yao, who turned around and went downstairs.
Xin Susu stood on the terrace by herself, took a deep breath, the tears in her eyes finally did not fall, her relationship with Ye Zhanyun came to an end in just a few months, but in these short months, Xin Susu experienced what it means to be unforgettable. Xin Susu rubbed her face, took a deep breath, and slowly walked down the terrace. She wants to talk to her mother, hoping to move her mother and build a fake tomb for herself.
"No, this decision is not good" Chen Wanlin replied to the new Susu.
"Mom, this is the only way," Xin Susu said affirmatively.
"The child will lose his life if he does this, and my mother doesn't want you to be so bitter about yourself"
"Mom, this is the only way to break your thoughts, and you don't want the only descendant of the Ye family to die at the hands of your daughter."
Chen Wanlin was choked for a while, she suddenly thought of Ye Yu again, the man she loved all her life in her heart, Chen Wanlin sighed, and had to nod.
Xin Susu threw herself into her mother's arms and put her face on Chen Wanlin's chest, "Mom, after I leave, you have to take care of your body, you have to comfort her more on your father's side, and I will come back to see you secretly."
"Don't worry, Mom in this life, the most sorry person is your father, I will take good care of him, you have to come back to see us often"
"Yes"
Late at night, when the mother and daughter had been talking, she talked to her mother about Yaowangzhai and so many descendants, but Xin Susu did not say that there was Ma Feng's deep love for her.
The next morning, Xin Susu went to the unit, and she felt that she was unfamiliar with this place. The way her colleagues look at her has also changed, and she always feels that someone is pointing at her behind her, which makes her feel uncomfortable. However, Xiaofan still knew Xin Susu at first sight, and called her "new sister, new sister" from afar
Xin Susu greeted "Xiao Fan" with a smile
"New sister, how is it, are you better, I haven't seen you since the last time I was separated in the hospital"
"Well, I'm all right"
"You're officially at work today"
"No, I'm here to resign today"
"What, how do you resign?"
Xin Susu smiled and didn't speak.
"New sister, don't care what they think of you, my Xiaofan is for you"
"Xiaofan, thank you, new sister, but there are some things that I have to do, and I don't have enough time, so I have to resign"
"Our Forensic Department is really sparsely populated now."
"What's wrong?"
"You don't know yet, Master Yang is dead, Zhao Nan has disappeared and has not been found until now, and now that you are gone, I am left with a light pole commander in the Forensic Department," Xiao Fan said in frustration.
"Why is Master Yang really dead," Xin Susu asked in surprise.
"Well, it was found in the garbage dump, a beggar found his body and called the police, Master Yang died so miserably, he was already highly corrupted when he was found. He doesn't even have a child, and the family is desperate. And Zhao Nan, the two of you went to Ci Hope Primary School, the injured were injured, the missing were missing, alas, our Forensic Department had a bad year."
"Zhao Nan hasn't found it yet?"
"No, there is no one alive, no corpse is dead"
Xin Susu thought to himself, it is better not to find it, and it is difficult to say if he finds it. She didn't know that Ye Zhanyun's grandfather, Ye Luyun, had already resolved everything for them, and Zhao Nan would not be able to find it in his life.
"New sister, don't go, let's have a partner," Xiao Fan said
Xin Susu was stunned when she was interrupted by Xiao Fan, she didn't hear what Xiao Fan said just now.
"I mean, don't go, let's have a companion, why are you absent-minded, new sister."
"It's nothing, maybe I haven't slept well in the past two days. Okay, Xiao Fan, I'm really leaving, and there will be new people when I leave. When the newcomer comes, you will be an old comrade, don't bully the new colleagues, okay, I won't tell you Xiaofan, I have to go to the leader to hand in my resignation"
"Everyone has their own ambitions, I'm not reluctant, new sister, I'll invite you to dinner at night," Xiaofan said.
"Let's talk about it at night, I'm leaving" After saying that, Xin Susu went straight to the leader's office. It's just a few cold noises, a few words of retention, and it only takes an hour to get things done.
Xin Susu walked out of the office building and took a deep breath, she felt that she was a lot older, life here felt as if it was already a matter of the previous life, especially after living in the isolated Yaowang Village for a few days, she felt that she was completely stranger to here. Xin Susu went to the roadside flower shop to buy a bouquet of chrysanthemum, she planned to go to see Master Yang first, after all, it must be a master and apprentice, and when she went to give him a ride, she also counted her wish.
After seeing Master Yang, Xin Susu left the cemetery with a sad heart and did not return to Shiyao's villa, she remembered her apartment, she hadn't been back for a long time, and it was time to go back to see. Xin Susu took a taxi and returned to his apartment, but he didn't come back for a long time, but there was a smell of dust in the house. Xin Susu looked at the empty room, thinking about the scene where he had just met Ye Zhanyun and eating in the house, Xin Susu couldn't help but smile. There was still Ye Zhanyun's shadow in this room, she sat on the sofa, touched the sofa with her hand, thinking that Ye Zhanyun had once been lying here, Xin Susu slowly lay down, she couldn't say goodbye to Ye Zhanyun in person, thinking that she would use this method to say goodbye to Zhanyun.
Suddenly, Xin Susu's mobile phone rang, she looked at the phone and the caller was Shi Yao, she picked it up, "Hey, Shi Yao"
"Susu, where are you?"
"I was in my own apartment, thinking that I hadn't been back for a long time, packing up"
"Don't go out, I'll be looking for you in a while"
"Okay" Xin Susu hung up the phone, she got up from the sofa, walked into her bedroom, packed a few clothes, and a set of clothes she wore when she first met Ye Zhanyun, she wrapped it carefully, and used it to wrap the ashes, which can be regarded as a consolation for her short love.
After a while, the doorbell rang, and Shin Susu ran to open the door.
"Susu, you're worried about me," Xiaoxiao gave a bear hug to the new Susu.
Su Su also hugged the little one tightly, "Aifei, I almost won't see you"
"I heard Shi Yao say, you let me be subdued too much"
"Susu, this is your bank card, the money in it is enough for you to live three lifetimes, and I have already made the urn and cemetery you want. Okay, I'm leaving, you and Xiaoxiao must have a lot to say" Shi Yao said, about to leave.
"Shi Yao, wait a minute" Xin Susu ran to the bedroom and took out the set of clothes she had wrapped, "The ashes she found are wrapped in this clothes, as long as Ye Zhanyun doesn't dig the grave, he can't see it"
Shi Yao took the clothes, "Okay, I will do it, do you still want to go to see your grave?"
"No, you just have to watch it"
Shi Yao nodded, and then said to the novel, "If you want to go home, call me in advance, and I'll pick you up"
"Good" is a little response.
Shi Yao turned around and left, leaving Xiao Xiao and Xin Susu behind.
"Susu, do you really want to do this, is there no other way?"
"If there was another way, I wouldn't do it"
"I wanted to say a lot to you before I came, but now I don't know what to say, I want to persuade you, I want to open some, but I don't know how to persuade you"
"Xiaoxiao, don't persuade me, if I want to open it now, it's definitely not true, there is nothing to hide from you, I love Ye Zhanyun, but my love will hurt him, this is an indisputable fact. I left him, and even made a false grave for myself, and that was for myself. I can't guard him anymore, I'm afraid I still won't be able to control myself, I want him to live well. If in the future, the curse is broken, if I am not married at that time, I will definitely guard him for the rest of my life" Xin Susu said with no tears in his eyes, but full of firm eyes.
"Susu, don't wait, what a good man has is, if this curse can't be broken for a lifetime, do you still have to wait for him for a lifetime?"
"I don't dare to say that I will wait for him for the rest of my life, but I will definitely not put a second man in my heart wholeheartedly, but I will wait and wait, and wait until when it is time"
"Susu, you're so stupid"
"Xiaoxiao, you're wrong, I'm not stupid, I'm stupid"
Xiaoxiao has been staying in Xinsusu's apartment, the two of them chatted from day to night, and from night The next morning, they talked a lot, about Ye Zhanyun, about Shi Yao, life, joy, depression, laughter, crying, sadness, but there are always endless topics to talk about. (To be continued.) )