CHAPTER XVIII

When you are alone, you may be sad, but don't forget to comfort yourself, because no matter how sad you are, you still have to go on tomorrow, but when you are alone, you may be lonely, but don't forget to give yourself a hug, your heart is warm, so what is loneliness? When you are alone, you may be very helpless, but don't forget to remind yourself that everyone has to go on the road they are going to complete, because this road will not accompany you. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"It's cold, wear more clothes."

"I'm sad, remember to come and talk to me."

"If you're sick, remember to take your medicine."

"If you're hungry, remember to eat."

"It's raining, remember to hold an umbrella ......."

It seems that Lin Xiao, who is still kissing herself in front of her for a moment, is her Lin Xiao, the Lin Xiao who is still comforting and infinitely pampering herself.

I don't know where the strength came from suddenly pushed Lin Xiao away, Lin Xiao didn't stand still and stumbled to the desk, and hit a water cup on the table, the teacup shattered, the sound seemed to alarm the two people in the silence, Zhou Miao looked at him who was close at hand and was speechless.

"I'm sorry." Lin Xiao pulled his short hair with his hand, turned to leave, and at the moment he turned to leave, Zhou Miao fell to the ground like a prostrated balloon, the indoor air conditioner still brought bursts of coolness, Zhou Miao lowered his head and buried it in his legs, his long hair slid down his fingertips softly, and crossed his arms, Zhou Miao told himself over and over again that Mr. Lin was just out of control, and why he was out of control Zhou Miao didn't know, he just knew as if he was getting closer and closer to him.

Looking at the fragments of the glass, "Mr. Lin won't be Lin Xiao's, Zhou Miao, wake up." Twilight Xue's words came to Zhou Miao's ears like an outdoor sound, she lowered her head again, tears easily gushed out, and this time she didn't endure as before, she simply cried out loud, as if all the grievances were imprinted with tears and disappeared.

"Zhou Miao, what's wrong with you?" Xie Ting walked in and saw Zhou Miao sitting on the ground crying, and hurriedly put down a large stack of folders, which crackled and fell to the ground, waking up Zhou Miao, who was sitting on the ground, and fell into a silent darkness, and suddenly raised his head and felt the strong light piercing his eyes hurt.

"Hurry up." Xie Ting went to help Zhou Miao get up.

Because she had been sitting for too long, her legs were numb, Xie Ting finally helped Zhou Miao to the sofa, Xie Ting squatted on the ground and looked up at Zhou Miao with a pale face, her hands were still so cold, as if she could magnetize the bone marrow of the head, she rubbed her cold hands hard, but it was still fruitless.

"Why are you here?" Zhou Miao's slightly hoarse voice remembered.

"I've come to you for lunch."

"Lunch?" Zhou Miao pulled her long hair and smiled bitterly, it turned out that she had been sitting on the ground all morning.

"Have you ever cried?" Xie Ting stroked Zhou Miao's face.

Zhou Miao just shook her head and said in a low voice: "I want to go back, you can accompany me." Xie Ting nodded, and Xie Ting, who sent a text message asking for leave, pulled Zhou Miao and left the company.

The oncoming smell of alcohol that pushed the door in front of him seemed to be able to smoke people drunk, "What's wrong with you?" Xie Ting walked around the beer bottles on the ground to Twilight Snow lying on the ground, pulled her over and shouted, "Twilight Snow, you get up for me." ”

Zhou Miao turned around and closed the door and shouted, "I want to get drunk, who will accompany me?" ”

Twilight kept smirking when she heard that she was going to drink: "They say that drinking can forget the pain, but I have drunk a lot of wine, and my heart has been very painful, as if Tang Xu is looking at me where I can't reach out, he said that he likes to look at my eyes, he said that my eyes can speak, but I have never told him, the reason why my eyes can speak is because I only do when I look at him, because I have always wanted to say Tang Xu I love you, I love you so much that I don't know what to do, I have always felt that he is very close to me, But I tried to get closer to him, but I found that we were very far away. ”

Xie Ting looked at Twilight Xue incomprehensibly, and then looked back at Zhou Miao.

Zhou Miao walked over and pulled up Twilight Xue and raised her hand to slap her, Twilight Xue didn't expect Zhou Miao to suddenly hit herself, and fell to the ground again with the strength of Zhou Miao's hand, her long hair blocked her beauty, and her shoulders kept shaking.

"What's wrong with you? Won't you just break up? As for it? It's just a man, don't look for death and life, who are you showing like this? Twilight, I'm telling you, you cheer me up right now, I don't let you drink to make you remember the pain of the past, but to make you sober up about what has happened. Zhou Miao squatted to pull up Twilight Snow who was sitting on the ground, she was like a broken ceramic doll at the moment, her exquisite face seemed to have disappeared all of a sudden, Zhou Miao had always said that Twilight Snow was like a ceramic doll with a soul.

Now Twilight Snow seems to be like a marionette that has lost its owner, so vulnerable: "Twilight, look up at me, look at me." Zhou Miao lifted her face with both hands, probably because of drinking, her face was hot for a while, "Twilight, you have to cheer up, it's just a man, why torture yourself so much for a man who doesn't love you?" ”

Twilight suddenly smiled, because of the drunkenness, her face had a faint layer of charming drunken beauty, and at the moment she was still beautiful and amazing, which was heartbreaking.

"I don't know why Tang Xu left me, we have always been good before, he said he loved me, he said, he said he would always love me, and now he tells me, everything is that I already knew, I ****** if I knew why I had to pay so much, why love so hard, I was waiting for him to be sincere, but because I loved him, but why is this so? Why? Zhou Miao watched Twilight crying hysterically, she just hugged her quietly and held her back one by one, "I know, I know, I know." ”

Xie Ting watched the two of them cry like this, and simply sat on the ground and pulled up a can of beer and drank it alone.

"There's a few cases of beer on the balcony, go get them, we haven't had a drink together in a long time." Zhou Miao put her head on Twilight Xue's shoulder and looked at Xie Ting and said.

Beer can by can, lying on the ground alone, Zhou Miao leaned on the twilight snow, she was particularly sober at the moment.

"You see that Xie Ting is already asleep, and he is the only one who is not sad, but she is the most drunk and the most drunk." Zhou Miao smiled.

Twilight looked at her sideways and said, "She's the only one who doesn't feel sad, aren't you?" ”

Zhou Miao used a shushing gesture to whisper "、、、、、、、、" in Twilight's ear.

"What?" Twilight looked at Zhou Miao in surprise, Zhou Miao continued to put it on Twilight's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "I love Lin Xiao, I love Lin Xiao very much, you have always known it, we have never been separated in the four years of college, you know my secrets, among the four of us, I seem to have only a special attachment to you, and I want to say anything to you, but I don't know why, I seem to be the one who hurt you the most." Saying this, Twilight looked sideways at Zhou Miao, tears on her face, and Twilight reached out to wipe away the tears on her face.

patted Zhou Miao and said: "I won't be surprised that anyone in this world will hurt me, because they don't understand me, but Zhou Miao, you won't, you will never hurt me, because you know me best." ”

Zhou Miao looked at Twilight Snow through the misty tears, turned her head and raised her head again to drink a whole can of beer, those beer bubbles seemed to be bitter bubbles mixed with too many troubles, making Zhou Miao's entire stomach bitter.

Twilight Xue Xu drank too much, she kept laughing, her mouth kept calling Tang Xu, Zhou Miao cried the most fiercely, she kept crying, crying desperately, Zhou Miao bit her lip, and said over and over again in her heart I'm sorry, I'm sorry Twilight, in fact, I always knew that Tang Xu liked Li Lin, when Li Lin decided to go to Shanghai, Tang Xu was at her house, and the packaged box was full of Tang Xu's handwriting, and those labels were neatly written on the box, and now I think about those neat words like a life that has been arranged, let the twilight snow fall apart in an instant.

Zhou Miao will be inexplicably sober after drinking, seeing that it is already dark outside, he stumbled into the bathroom, feeling a fishy sweetness in his throat, and a prominent ...... sound.

Zhou Miao sat next to the toilet and felt the vibration of the mobile phone, the caller ID was an unfamiliar number, she hung up the phone without thinking about it, turned off the phone, and someone knocked on the door a moment later.

Zhou Miao continued to stumble all the way to open the door, and saw Lu Xiao standing in front of his door, the hair on his forehead was still a little wet, obviously in the state after taking a bath, Lu Xiao saw that Zhou Miao was drunk, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Zhou Miao smirked, slightly unsteady and said, "None of them are my opponents, you see they all fell down." ”

Lu Xiao looked through Zhou Miao's gaze and found two people lying on the sofa on the ground, Lu Xiao's eyebrows were tightly locked together, Zhou Miao kept staring at Lu Xiao's eyebrows, and said softly: "I don't like to see you lock my eyebrows, because my heart will hurt very much." Zhou Miao stretched out her hand to smooth the Sichuan character on Lu Xiao's forehead, because it was so close, Lu Xiao could smell the smell of wine on Zhou Miao's body, as if she was slightly drunk.

The flush on Zhou Miao's face was like a burning cloud in the sky, not the cold hands of the past, her hands seemed to be as smart as fire, waving between her foreheads, ironing the Sichuan characters on his forehead, after Zhou Miao smoothed Lu Xiao's tightly locked eyebrows, the hands did not leave his face, but continued to touch, starting towards his eyes, sliding all the way, along the bridge of his high nose, and finally to his lips.

Lu Xiao swallowed a mouthful of saliva, he reached out to brush away Zhou Miao's indiscriminate squandering on his face, Zhou Miao suddenly seemed to have found something interesting, continued to touch his lips and smiled stupidly: "Lin Xiao, why did you kiss me today?" ”

Lu Xiao's eyebrows tightened, looking at Zhou Miao, who was still smiling stupidly, her misty eyes seemed to be shouting tears, such a special beauty of her, there was a lazy drunken beauty, Zhou Miao lowered her head and leaned on Lu Xiao's chest and whispered: "Lin Xiao, do you know?" I've been having a bad time in the past three years, because I've been unhappy, I've been unhappy, and the reason why I don't open it is very simple, because there has been no ...... from you in the past three years," Zhou Miao's body began to slide slowly, Lu Xiao helped her in time, and Zhou Miao just fell to Lu Xiao's fault.

Lu Xiao just hugged her tightly, as if greedy for the tranquility of this moment, he looked down and saw that Zhou Miao was already asleep, Lu Xiao picked up Zhou Miao and walked towards the bedroom, gently put her down, adjusted the height of the pillow for her and covered the quilt, looked at her sleeping face, and when she was about to leave, Zhou Miao subconsciously grabbed his hand and pulled it to herself, gently scrubbed her face, and muttered in a low voice: "Lin Xiao, I love you." ”

Lu Xiao's hand felt Zhou Miao's hot face, he withdrew his hand and said in a low voice: "If Zhou Miao didn't have Lin Xiao, wouldn't you be hurt so deeply?" He kissed her lightly on the forehead, "Good dreams, Zhou Miao." After covering the quilt again, he left quietly, but at the moment he closed the door, he turned around again, took a photo of Zhou Miao with his mobile phone, and left.