Chapter 65
The scenery is like being rained to form a beautiful splash of ink, Feng Jiaojiao mentioned that she wanted to climb the Yellow Mountain, although it was a strange proposal, but Gu Feifei wanted to make Zhou Miao happy, she had been silent for a week, he knew that the injury in Zhou Miao's heart was not good, it was still faintly painful, but Zhou Miao didn't say it, in fact, Zhou Miao didn't say it, it didn't necessarily mean that Gu Feifei didn't understand, he understood. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Li Lin put on the blindfold to make up for the dark circles under her eyes caused by yesterday's overnight work, Wang Lei has been reading a financial report, and Gu Feifei has been asking Zhou Miao if she wants to drink water and eat some snacks to cushion her stomach, but Zhou Miao is just silent.
Feng Jiaojiao looked at the group and said in a strange tone: "Brother Gu, Zhou Miao is upset now, you better be more interesting, if she is hungry, she will find food by herself." ”
Originally, Feng Jiaojiao wanted to continue to say something, but Wang Lei said: "Jiaojiao, you just drink your coffee, your brother Gu is now Zhou Miao alone in his heart, and he can't hear or see anyone else." ”
A few people were talking, and the plane was about to take off, but Zhou Miao leaned her head on Gu Feifei's chest, she was tired, her eyes were swollen and painful, probably because she was tired of crying.
Gu Feifei touched her hair distressedly, and said distressedly: "If you're tired, just sleep for a while, I'll call you when it's time." ”
"Yes." Zhou Miao muttered like a dream, she closed her eyes, everything around her was quiet, as if she had returned to a week ago, that day Zhou Miao went to work as usual, but it was different from usual Gu Feifei by her side, he was like a fart, and he followed Zhou Miao wherever he went. "Get rid of it, don't you usually have nothing to do? Did you come to Shanghai just to be my sidekick? Zhou Miao yelled angrily at Gu Feifei.
Gu Feifei was not angry, smiled and held the fine hair in Zhou Miao's ear, and said, "It's good to see you in such an excited state every day." ”
Zhou Miao was poor because of such a sentence, smiled, and stopped talking, Gu Feifei took Zhou Miao's hand and walked to the office, he really did what he said, Zhou Miao was just writing a plan alone, Gu Feifei was using a tablet computer to deal with some things on the company, but Zhou Miao blamed him for this matter, but what Zhou Miao didn't know was that no matter where the office was, no matter how bad the conditions were, as long as the person around him was Zhou Miao, then everything didn't matter.
Zhou Miao showed the sorted out plan to Li Lin first as usual, but she was in a meeting now, Zhou Miao put the plan in Li Lin's office, and when she turned around, she heard someone call her, her hand was suddenly cold, and she wanted to turn around and pretend not to hear, but Lu Xiao stepped forward and grabbed her hand and said, "Zhou Miao, you should give me a chance to explain." ”
"It's work time, and you, as the contracted author of Sunny Day, should fulfill the company's regulations, so please go back to your job and don't bother me."
"Zhou Miao, why don't you listen to my explanation?" Lu Xiao's expression was a little hurt, and his complaining expression was what Zhou Miao hated to see the most, because then she would be more hurt than him.
"Okay, what are you going to say?" Zhou Miao's tone fell.
"It's yours." Lu Xiao handed her a cardboard box, Zhou Miao looked at it, it was the pair of white high heels she wore last time, Zhou Miao didn't take the box, just said: "I don't want this, what are you picking up for now?" Do you plan to let me see these shoes and always remember how chic you Lu Xiao were that I was dragged out of the studio by the security guards? Do you want me to remember such a humiliating scene? It's like letting others know how you deceived me? Then come over now and let me listen to your explanation, yes, who are you Lu Xiao, a great author, almost everyone will be moved by your writing when they read it, including me, so I don't plan to give you this opportunity to humiliate me again. Zhou Miao was about to turn around and leave after speaking, but was stopped by Lu Xiao again.
"What else are you going to do?" Zhou Miao asked.
"Is it okay to have a meal?" He glanced at his watch, and then looked at Zhou Miao again: "It's already noon, I want to invite you to a meal, can you, I won't try to disturb your life anymore after eating." What he said was so unconfident, Zhou Miao's body softened, and her heart softened, but she didn't agree, but Lu Xiao knew that she had agreed.
The restaurant downstairs was already full of problems during the lunch rush hour, and Lu Xiao and Zhou Miao were honored to sit in a corner on the side.
Zhou Miao looked at the menu intentionally or unintentionally, in fact, it wasn't that she was really hungry because she agreed to him to come out to eat, but she couldn't find a reason why she should refuse him.
Lu Xiao looked at the menu, smiled and said, "There is your favorite fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl in it, is this it?" Then he ordered two rice bowls, then a soup and other snacks, none of the things Lu Xiao ordered were what he liked to eat, but on the contrary, these things were Zhou Miao's favorite food, and she didn't say anything in her heart but remained silent.
"Actually, Zhou Miao, do you know, although this is not suitable for conversation, but the noise and excitement in it make my heart inexplicably quiet, I ...... I just want to have a meal with you, don't people often say, there are many kinds of meals, banquets, housewarming, marriage and childbirth, weddings and funerals, all have to eat, and the meal I ate with you this time should be called a loose meal, right? After such a meal, I want to see each other again in the future, and you and I will be strangers. Although in such a noisy environment, Zhou Miao clearly heard the tremor in his voice, his voice trembled so much, Zhou Miao knew that he might be crying, even if it wasn't words, his heart was crying.
Zhou Miao didn't dare to look up at his facial expression, just as she didn't dare to face this deception, in fact, Zhou Miao herself knew better than anyone that Lu Xiao was doing this ostensibly to help Zhou Miao hide her things and secretly think about her future, but if this matter is said the other way around, it is not unreasonable, this matter is to put it bluntly, Zhou Miao did not blame Lu Xiao for concealing himself, but when Zhou Miao was worried about countless days and nights, he hid and did not let himself know, that worry and worry made Zhou Miao very afraid.
At this time, the waiter served the food, Zhou Miao was like seeing a savior, moved the meal to himself and began to eat, the food she usually likes to eat has no taste at the moment, just a suspicious taste, it is a salty taste, Zhou Miao knows that she is crying, but she keeps her head down.
Lu Xiao added a bowl of soup to Zhou Miao and continued: "When I saw you for the first time, you were just wearing a t-shirt, your hair was boiling and out of order, you breathed violently, looking at the direction of the entrance gate, such an untouchable you were deeply reflected in my eyes, you were lying on the chair in the hall as if no one was around, your eyes were shining with tears, but you couldn't bear to cry, did you encounter any problems when you were so strong?" One of my hearts was just on your body at the time, and then you fainted, and your pale face made me feel so distressed, who knew that your fate and mine were not shallow, when I signed the contract, I knew that you were my editor-in-charge, the story of you and Lin Xiao, I should have known it earlier, your feelings have been imprisoned in his body, I ...... But so distressed, distressed that your past blank but just bear it alone, and then the story of you and me has changed little by little, you fell in love with Gu Feifei without any signs, although you don't admit it, but if you don't love, how can you hurt? I let you and me and leave here, you and I have lived in Taiwan for two years and I am the happiest time, you can live with a mask, although you are very happy, but I know that your heart is still no longer in my body, you say go, I won't stop you, because even the person who keeps you can't keep your heart. ”
Lu Xiao saw that Zhou Miao had already drunk the bowl of soup, he filled a bowl for her again, and continued: "There is an umbrella that has lasted for a long time, and it refuses to accept it when the rain stops, and there is a flower that has smelled for a long time, and it will not be lost if it withers...... The heart is forever kept. After Lu Xiao finished speaking, he silently left the position, it was during the noon meal rush, and someone sat up at the place where Lu Xiao left, Zhou Miao was in a very bad mood after seeing that the vacant seat was filled, but when she raised her eyes again, she startled the person opposite, because Zhou Miao couldn't imagine how terrible her face was full of tears.
She hurriedly got up and ran out to chase Lu Xiao, because she had a hunch that this time he left, I am afraid he will never come back, there are many people walking and stopping on the road, she can clearly distinguish Lu Xiao's back, she is running frantically, and her tears have been flowing intermittently, isolating the back of looking at him, so blurry, finally she caught up with him, Zhou Miao hugged his waist from behind, "Don't go, don't go." Her voice wheezed, gasping for breath, along with the cramping pain in her stomach, and the sweat on her forehead was unclear whether it was cold sweat or sweat from the pain.
Lu Xiao's body was stunned for a while, his hand attached to Zhou Miao's hand, her hand was still so cold, as if it wouldn't cover the heat no matter how warm it was, "Take care of yourself, don't let me worry from afar." Lu Xiao's words let Zhou Miao know that he really planned to leave.
"You have to take care of myself, Lu Xiao, you and I are still friends, right?" Zhou Miao asked very unconfidently.
"Yes, you and I are still friends." The tremor in Lu Xiao's voice made Zhou Miao feel distressed.
"Lu Xiao promised me that I would be myself again in the future, and don't mess up the direction of your life just because I met me." Zhou Miao began to cry.
Lu Xiao just smiled, the corners of his mouth were a little salty, and said, "What was Lu Xiao like before?" ”
"Before I met Lu Xiao, I knew that Lu Xiao was a macho person, he could be handsome when he signed the contract, and the temperature in the signing room should be constant, because the temperature was not his mood at the time, he would abandon the contract, he has always been the favorite author of contemporary young people, and he can absorb a little direction of his life values in the ocean of his words, the previous Lu Xiao was stubborn and machismo, but he was Lu Xiao that everyone liked, but he met a person named Zhou Miao, and his life changed. Living the days when everyone took his books and threw them in the trash, he became the only one who liked Lu Xiao, in fact, they should not see each other again, they should not meet again, Lu Xiao once said that Zhou Miao is the most important friend in his life, in fact, Zhou Miao also knows that Lu Xiao loves her, but what to do, how can a heart melt into two people, she is already so sorry for Lu Xiao, so now she wants to release Lu Xiao and put it back to the original Lu Xiao, the Lu Xiao that everyone loves, and be the Lu Xiao who is really worshipped, can you never see Lu Xiao who can't see the last reader when signing and selling books? ”
Zhou Miao felt drops of warm liquid on the back of his hand, and he was crying, but Zhou Miao continued. "Zhou Miao doesn't want him to eat what he doesn't like to eat, so let's be himself from today, okay? Don't be an umbrella that refuses to accept when the rain stops, and don't be a flower that you don't want to discard after smelling it for a long time, that friendship has already deteriorated, and it won't wait until the day when the green silk and white hair come, we will come here, and we won't take another step forward with each other, okay? ”
Zhou Miao felt his body shaking, she knew that he was trying his best to hold back, and it took a moment to hear a word. "Okay."
The flow of people continued to walk non-stop, as if nothing had happened here just now, Zhou Miao squatted in place, she didn't even look up at the back of Lu Xiao leaving, just such a person quietly squatting on the ground to remember the past and present with Lu Xiao, of course, she knew that there would be no future, in fact, she didn't want to have a future.
Zhou Miao has been squatting in place and crying, someone around her has been looking at her with strange eyes, Gu Feifei looked at her in the distance, his tears also flowed, he walked in front of Zhou Miao, and did not go up to hug her tightly, because Gu Feifei knew that Zhou Miao needed a process, a process of self-repair, and this pain had to be experienced by himself, just like you had a cut on your hand, no one could bear the pain for you, and no one could feel that injury for you, so you have to wait for the subcutaneous tissue to recover slowly, It has become a dried scar, a tribute to everything that has been experienced.
Now more people are looking at them, Gu Feifei is already eye-catching, he is so handsome and has usually earned a lot of points, but now the tears of grief in his eyes have made more people pour, so some people are curious about who this woman is squatting on the ground and crying, why would such an excellent person stand in front of her.