Chapter 270: Throat and eyes, dry
The night in the countryside is quiet, the night is misty, however, the hearts of the two people are boiling, and their minds are ambiguous. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoWho doesn't want to get carried away in such a situation; Who doesn't want to let go of their mood in silence and get erect, and who doesn't want to break through the barriers of reason and morality, and show their true self.
Dongfang Yu's back continued to bear the girl's misty, chest, soft, body bones, blazing, groaning, and murmuring. Dongfang Yu's mind, greedy, throat and eyes, dry, body, erect, mind, but awake, he was in a pinch, he did not completely lose his mind, he did not indulge in this wonderful feeling, slowly, slowly, he turned around, stood up, pushed away the girl's body that was entwined like a dragon and a snake, protected the girl's elbows with his own hands, he kissed her gently on her smooth forehead, and then, resolutely, without looking back, he fled from the girl's home. He cherishes the jade and pity, but he has to follow the bottom line of conscience and morality in reluctance, at this moment, he can have a better way to deal with it in addition to leaving! Leaving, although it is a harm to the girl, is it not a greater harm to continue! If you continue, it is not only the girl who will be harmed, but also the innocent Shihui, as well as his future prospects, and even the image of the government.
Everything in the world is destined in the dark. Who can say clearly and understand, it can really be said:
The jade hand is full of love in the world, and the crisp chest is soaked with a lover; It's no wonder that men are weak, all because they are not free people today.
The girl looked at the back that had disappeared into the night in a hurry, and there was a look of disappointment on her face. Perhaps, this is beyond her expectations, and it hurts her self-esteem, and perhaps, there is also pain. But it should be said that this is the full embodiment of a man's sense of responsibility, the mind and responsibility that a man should have, and a kind of redemption of conscience and morality.
The girl should be miserable, but at the same time lucky, because the man's move is a reward for her. The girl's pain today is due to yesterday's misfortune, saving yesterday from fire and water, and changing the pain in today's tranquility, which is more important, who will also worry, how can he get both.
The truth is clear, the thinking is sober, Dongfang Yu is pleased that he has such a bearing. However, when he lay down on the bed, he tossed and turned and could not sleep, and the girl's shadow always lingered in his mind and could not be waved away. The youth, the beauty, the gentleness, the thoughtfulness, and the fragrance made him confused and hot. Alas, he unconsciously sighed deeply. He shook helplessly at the tangle in his heart, lamenting that he didn't know what kind of person he was. He despised his own arrogance and despised the so-called vindication of his own behavior. Perhaps, all his worries are superfluous, and they are the benevolence of women and scholars. You don't see, the erotic scene is shocking, who will be wronged; The court competes for favor, who will be a resentful woman; In the scene of Fengyue, who knows the name of chastity; The melon field and Li Xia chanted lingeringly, who would still hold the pipa and half-cover their faces, who can tell clearly whether they are right or wrong. Everything is due to the pursuit of interests and ** satisfaction, the combination is two benefits, the reverse is two losses, if it is wishful thinking, willing to fight the wish, what to gain and lose, how to talk about the noble and low, like a beautiful flower, no matter when and where it grows, what kind of environment, can not escape the fate of natural withering or artificial picking, and the rest.
He had been thinking about it all night, without blinking his eyelids. On the morning of the next day, the township held a special meeting to coordinate the implementation of land requisition compensation for landless farmers, and he also sang the leading role. For him, it involves the understanding of the land acquisition and demolition policy, the scale and proportion that should be grasped in the specific implementation of the work, how to solve the existing problems and deficiencies, how to coordinate the interests of all parties and other issues, there is a set of suggestions, opinions, solutions and response strategies, a piece of cake is familiar with the road, originally, it is also intended to fully reflect the management ability and effectiveness under his leadership through this meeting, but now, because of the sleeplessness of a night, The chaos in his mind was like a cloud of fog, and he vomited. It invisibly affected the process and effectiveness of the meeting, and also aroused the strange eyes of the participants.
After several months at the grassroots level, he knew very well that it was difficult to be reasonable, reasonable and legal in the land acquisition and demolition work under the leadership of the administrative system, and of course, it was not fair, just and open. In the final analysis, it is still due to the ownership control link in the redistribution of interests, which is the root of the problem and the key reason why it has not been able to be solved scientifically, reasonably and effectively. When he was doing this work, he was often asked the question of serving the people, and to be honest, he could not answer it objectively, comprehensively, and reasonably. This is because the government is not serving the people, but the people often do not feel the existence of service. What kind of problem is this, it seems that it is not true to say that it is a public servant who does not have a strong sense of urgency, it is not complete, it is said that it serves the overall situation, it is not complete, it is said that it is a fake public and private benefit, and it is impossible to draw conclusions so simply. But one thing is certain: the people's personal feelings are quite important, because the people's personal feelings are the foundation of governance.
Before, he had a profound lesson in this regard when he bravely rescued Chen Chun, if he was dedicated to the people, the people really benefited, and he had a personal feeling, he would not have turned against each other without knowing what to do. Now that I am on the front line, I have a more profound experience and a more objective, comprehensive and fair view of the problem. People die for money, birds die for food, no matter who is infringed on their fundamental interests, even if it is a legitimate infringement, they will lose their rationality. Serving the people cannot be just a slogan, but the reality is even worse, to some extent, it is a competition with the people, and in the process of competing for profit, wielding a powerful machine of violence.
Dongfang Yu understood the peasant household who made a complaint at the village party secretary in the evening. It's just that in view of his identity, he can't show his true inner thoughts, he can't be emotional, he doesn't just represent an individual, he goes as an organization, he must speak on behalf of the organization, and he can't reason and judge things based on feelings and feelings. In fact, the developer's payment has already arrived, but the full amount has not been disbursed to the farmers for a long time. On this issue, he reported to the main leaders on more than one occasion and expressed his views, but they were not accepted. In the final analysis, it is a difference in understanding, on this issue, the main leader considers the overall situation and the overall situation, and he stands in the perspective of his own responsibility.