079 First Meeting (Part II)
When Shen Hongyuan mentioned it like this, Song Runuan really remembered, "Oh, yes! I remember, I helped a man with Minhui, but the man kept his head buried, he didn't see his face clearly at all, and his voice was not familiar, I thought it was the young master of which family! Dare to love, is that you? ”
"Yes. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Shen Hongyuan smiled and nodded.
"Oh my God! We've seen each other so early? Song Runuan couldn't help but exclaim, "I always thought that the first time we met was the Mid-Autumn Festival Palace banquet." It was the time when the emperor got married. ”
Speaking of this, Shen Hongyuan also smiled, his eyes staring at Song Runuan, with a warm smile in his eyes, "For you, it's probably the first time I've seen you, but for me, I've seen you many times before that." Every palace banquet you have attended since you were ten years old, and when you go to greet the Queen Mother......"
"What?!" Song Runuan's eyes widened, "I went to greet the Queen Mother, but I haven't met you." ”
Shen Hongyuan's face seemed to be a little flushed, but he still said, "I naturally don't dare to appear in front of you rashly, at that time, I remember that you entered the palace every ten days or so to greet the Queen Mother, right?" ”
"yes, yes." Song Runuan smiled, "It turns out that you have figured out my rules." ”
"That's right, at that time, I would go to the Queen Mother in advance to say goodbye, and then on the way back, you will pass by a pear orchard, and I will hide under a tree in the pear orchard and watch you walk past." Shen Hongyuan fell into the memory, and there was a particularly satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth, "Sometimes I see you upright, you are still a dignified lady of a family, but sometimes you are bouncing, very lively, and your whole body is full of happiness."
"At that time, I thought, if I'm with you, I'll be happy every day." Shen Hongyuan turned around and looked at Song Runuan, still with joy and expectation in his eyes.
"So, you went and begged the queen mother and the emperor to let the emperor marry me?" Song Runuan couldn't believe it, "Just based on your guess? ”
"That's right." Shen Hongyuan nodded, "Probably you don't know how important that little bit of sunshine is to a person who has lived in the dark for a long time, and he can give up anything for her." ”
Hearing this, Song Runuan was already shocked, she never thought about what she meant to others, before the wedding, she couldn't wait to feel that the whole world revolved around her, and she had what she wanted.
And what about her after marriage? In addition to the short period of time during the newlywed period, he felt the so-called sweetness and happiness, and lived in torment and grief every day and night after that, and after Song Guogong died of illness and his brothers died one after another, Song Runuan lived in remorse and hatred all day long.
"I ...... I never knew ......" Song Runuan spoke incoherently, she didn't know how to express her own complicated feelings and emotions at this moment, she bit her lip, and whispered for a long time, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ......"
"Shhh ”
"But, I hurt you ...... at that time"
"What's harm," Shen Hongyuan shook his head with a smile in his eyes, "You didn't know anything at that time, and I didn't have the corresponding identity to match you, and I was a sick seedling who soaked in the medicine jar all day long, even if I forced you to be with me, I couldn't guarantee that I could give you happiness, I was not strong at that time, and I couldn't protect you." ”
……
Song Runuan looked at the man in front of her, and she didn't know what to say at all.
He is a prince, he was rejected by himself, and he is still thinking about himself? Moreover, if you really want to talk about it, his death in his previous life is not unrelated to her.
Illness is one thing, if he hadn't refused so simply, he wouldn't have fallen ill for a while, which led to his early death at a young age.
If it were me, I would probably hate it.
However, he did not.
He has become stronger, his body has also improved, he can calculate, he will work step by step, he is ambitious and ambitious, but he still insists on marrying her, Song Runuan looked up at the man in front of her, she bit her lip and looked at him solemnly, "Don't you think it's unfair?" ”
"Unfair?" Shen Hongyuan was stunned for a moment, "Where do you start with this?" ”
"Hmm...... I didn't love you in my previous life, but in this life, to be honest, I'm not sure if I love you so deeply now, I don't deny that I like you, but I can't ...... yet"
Before Song Runuan could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Shen Hongyuan, "What is fair and unfair, does love still have to be judged by fairness or unfairness?" Love is love, as for what you said you don't love me as much as I love you, it doesn't matter, we still have a lifetime! ”
"Poof," the originally somewhat solemn and sad atmosphere was completely destroyed by Shen Hongyuan's last sentence, Song Runuan couldn't cry or laugh, "You are so confident now?" ”
"That's natural," Shen Hongyuan raised his eyebrows, looking arrogant, "Today's me is not yesterday, I still have this bit of self-confidence, besides, you like me now, don't you?" Is that far from loving me? ”
This completely made Song Runuan laugh, Shen Hongyuan saw the joy of Song Runuan's smile, so he was satisfied, and nodded Song Runuan's nose, "Fool, where to say clearly whether you love this kind of thing or not, you are all my person now, feelings can be cultivated slowly, don't put too much pressure on yourself." ”
"Well," Song Runuan blushed, nodded, and when she raised her head again, her eyes were already shining, "I promise you, I will live a good life with you." ”
"That's fine," Shen Hongyuan said, "Live a good life, this is the true meaning of husband and wife life." What flowers before the moon, wind and snow, let's not move that. You just have to remember, the male protagonist is outside the female protagonist, you give me face outside, and when you get home, you let me kneel on the washboard! ”
"Huh?" Song Runuan was dumbfounded, "You are the head of the family." ”
"We are both heads of the family," Shen Hongyuan put his arms around Song Runuan's waist and kissed him on the cheek, "However, you have to give enough face to your husband and me outside, and your husband and I are also face-loving people." After saying that, he also made a particularly pompous expression to show his love for face.
"Naturally, I'm just a woman's family, and when I go out, I naturally want to put you first in everything." Song Runuan said with a smile.