At this time, she asked, "It's dark, let's go home!" ”

"Go home......" he chuckled in his heart as he mentioned going home, timid and afraid. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

What are you afraid of?

One is afraid; I am afraid that the police of the Public Security Bureau will arrest and interrogate her again, because, after hearing Liu Feiyang say that the case has not been solved, and the murderer has not been caught, although the victim is alive, and it is not the soaring eagle who identified her as the killer, but the trial court did not acquit her, and only released her on parole in the honor of medical parole. If the murderer is not caught, he may be imprisoned again, and life in the detention cell is really difficult.

Two fears; was afraid that the old mother would not like her, and once testified at a critical moment that she was a murderer.

He thought about it and couldn't go back, "I resolutely don't go back to your house, and I don't even want to enter the county seat." ”

"Why?" Where did she understand his thoughts, and she thought that he was staying in a hotel, and the two of them were living in the same room, and he was locked out, and he continued to be angry. immediately made a wish to stay, "I just got together and want to separate, I won't let you go, we are home but we are lovesick, I will live at my house tonight, and I promise that I will not shut you out again." ”

"Which one still remembers those," he said, knowing that she had shut herself out that night, she felt guilty and apologized many times in the poplar grove. However, if you can't say what is in your heart, won't you let your beloved miss it.

She has paid too much for herself, so she has to say nonsense: "If I had never met you, if I had never fallen in love with you, if I hadn't believed in it at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be the person I am now." ”

"Alas," she sighed, feeling helpless, not understanding what he said, and where did she know the sadness in her heart.

However, refusing to go home made her really sad, looking at the road where people came and went, she felt very different from the last time, how strange and out of place. Only clothed in self-pity, immersed in his own gray world, a person curled up in a corner, shrouded in darkness, as if swallowed by loneliness.

I've been thinking about the reason for living, tears are rolling in my eyes, it's not that I don't want to cheer up, it's not that I don't want to work hard, maybe I always have an excuse.,"To be honest, I don't want you to go, but I don't understand why you resolutely don't want to go home." ”

He was reluctant to say why.

She cried, crying sadly, tactfully, the taste was indescribable, it was sad that he was leaving, and it was inseparable.

At this time, one of her hearts, as cold and desolate as a lonely leaf in autumn, drifted lonely into the distance under the blowing of the wind, but without a goal.

"Don't be sad," he admonished, still reluctant to say what was in his heart.

At this time, he carried her on his back, and had come to the side of the bridge of the river in the west of the city, put it down and said; "You wait on the bridge, I'll go to the river to wash my face, this face is blackened by thunder and lightning, how to see people!"

"That's good!" Her lower back and leg were injured and she couldn't walk on her own, so she had to wait. However, he resolutely refused to go home and persuaded him: "Actually, the reason why I let you go home is to let the neighbor's sister-in-law see that if you pay, you will be rewarded, and your hard work will pay off, and God has cured your mental disorder." ”

After washing his face in the river, he boarded the bridge, and listened to her story, it turned out that he loved face and let himself testify for her, but he didn't expect the consequences of her boyfriend going home. What to do! I had to say without naming names: "Let's go!" ”

"Okay!" She thought it was agreed to go home, and stood up happily, but who knows, just raised her leg, but fell down again, and the pain in her leg and back was unbearable, "I can't walk." ”

"Since we can't go, we'll take the car, and I'll stop the car now."

"That's good!" She nodded in agreement, and for the sake of both sides, told him, "Just take me to the hospital to see a doctor." ”

At this time, he stood on the road and waited, it was really a coincidence that a long-distance bus from Wuhan to Yingtian passed by.

He hurriedly waved to stop the car, and the driver stepped on the accelerator and crossed by him, but he didn't mean to stop, just slid slowly, and said angrily: "Look for death!" ”

"Which deliberately looks for death, let's take a ride!"

The driver didn't want to stop, because parking was forbidden on the bridge, and when he heard about the ride, he still asked, "Where are you going?" ”

He saw what the driver meant, and thought that the long-distance bus would not pull people for a short distance, so he couldn't talk about the county seat, which was only a few miles away, and people would never agree to get on the bus. Just talk nonsense, get on the bus and say, "Let's get to the terminal!" ”

When the driver heard about the terminal, he wanted them to come up, and immediately braked and stopped.

He quickly picked her up into the car.

She squirmed and whispered, "The terminal is far away, so let's not take the car." ”

"Forget it," he squeezed his eyes and whispered to her, "get in the car." ”

She understood, and went to the city to get off with the guests.

In this way, the two got into the car.

Who knows, no passengers got off the bus in the city, and the driver did not stop.

He didn't dare to shout, she shouted twice, and the driver ignored him. Because, he told the driver to get off at the terminal, so the two were pulled all the way to the Yingtian terminal.

At this time, the two got out of the car, she felt in big trouble, and immediately complained: "The regional city is nearly 100 miles away from Zhugen County, how can we go home?" ”

"Didn't you talk about seeing a doctor in the hospital?" He pointed to the opposite side of the station, "This is very close to the hospital, I will send you to the hospital for treatment of lower back and leg pain first, and then go home when the pain is gone." ”

"It's good!" She felt helpless because he didn't want to go to Zhugen County, let alone go home, and he didn't want to be separated from him, "At present, I can only go to the hospital to see a doctor." ”

At this time, the two crossed the road and came to the surgical clinic of the hospital, and the doctor diagnosed that she did not have a fracture, but the pain caused by muscle and soft tissue injury.

"Stay for a few days......" she hesitated for a moment, as long as the two of them were together, "then go to the hospital!" ”

"That's good!" He sent her to the ward, took a thermos of boiling water, and when everything was ready, he sat down to accompany her.

As a result of sitting down and being quiet, the mind begins to think about what happened before the illness.

I suddenly remembered that on the afternoon of the date I came to Takene City, I had just bought a ticket, and on the way home to get my satchel, I met the postman hurriedly shouting, "Soaring eagle, it is better to wait for you than to find you, so coincidentally I met you." Give, your telegram! ”

"What!" He was taken aback. At that time, I suspected that it was her, and the pen pal was in a hurry, so I sent a telegram urging me to urge myself that I had just bought a ticket and was about to get on the bus. Or open the telegram and watch it, the content is: "Father is sick, son return quickly." ”

"Whew!" It finally became clear to him that it was not a pen pal, it was a telegram from home.

At this time, he didn't take it to heart, because he suspected that his parents missed their son, so he sent a telegram, made up a nonsense, and lied that he was sick.

Besides, if you are sick, people who eat whole grains will have a headache and be hot, drink two packets of fever and painkillers, and it will be fine, no fuss, since the ticket is bought, let's go on a date with a pen pal.

Besides, even if you go home, it's okay to delay for a day or two.

Who knows, when I came to Zhugen City, my thoughts changed, and I was overwhelmed by the appearance of my pen pal, and the two fell in love at first sight.

Because of the depth of love, when I came back, my mind was full of her, and I had long forgotten the telegram.

He was troubled by love, and he didn't think about tea and dinner for several days and nights, his mind was uncertain, and he got lovesickness.

Suddenly, the postman sent a second urgent telegram: "Father is seriously ill, son hurry back." ”

"Shangfeng is sick, this one is seriously ill, is really sick." Only then did he feel that the problem was serious, not because he missed his son, but because he was really seriously ill.

Then, you must hurry home to see your parents.

So, I immediately went to the airport ticket office and bought a plane ticket for seven o'clock the next day.

Who knows, at night, he was suspected of being a murderer by the special case team, and there was no way to argue, so he was immediately escorted back to Zhugen City for interrogation, and the plane ticket was still in his purse, and it had been invalidated.

More than half a year has passed, and I don't know what the old father's condition is?

Visiting my father is a top priority at the moment, and he must be rushed back immediately.

However, I didn't dare to tell her, for fear that she would worry, but also my love for her.

No matter how to explain it, there was no reason, and he immediately proposed: "I am gone, leave immediately, and I can't stay for a moment." ”

"What!" When she heard that she was leaving, she was taken aback, and if she insisted on leaving, and she couldn't stay for a moment, her heart suddenly became cold.

I didn't expect people's feelings to change so quickly, and in the blink of an eye, the feelings have changed, which is simply unacceptable.

Alas! She was lying on the hospital bed, sad and crying, the origin and extinction, the fate was thick and weak, and it was not something she could control. What I can do is to cherish that short time when I meet by fate.

He said to go, without any explanation and without leaving a word.

She looked at his back from him, her heart was bitter and bitter, remembering that there was a pen pal to fall in love, the most poignant distance in the world, is that two people were originally very far away, did not know each other, and suddenly one day, we met and fell in love, and the distance became very close.

However, suddenly this day came, they no longer loved each other, and the two people who were originally very close became very far away, even farther than before. I am in the hospital, how much I need his companion! However, at this critical moment, he left himself.

Feeling helpless, she lay on the hospital bed and looked out through the window; The sky is dark, the heart is empty, it feels as if the whole world has abandoned itself, loneliness, loneliness, loss overwhelms me...

"Alas!" She sighed, don't continue to be nostalgic for him, it's yours after all, it's yours after all, and now she is a guest of him after all, and he never loves herself.

Therefore, it is destined that nothing will happen to him and him, and it is destined to be destined, no matter how he crosses, no matter how he wants to keep him, he will still leave himself.

However, people's hearts are full of flesh, and they miss him so much, miss him so much, want to see him so much, and don't want to leave him for a moment.

She thought about it crankily, and always felt that he was not the kind of heartless person, because she could feel his heartache, there must be something big in his heart, and there was helplessness that he couldn't say......

However, he acted as if he didn't care, and the more he did this, the more uncomfortable he became.

Sometimes, it is for the sake of love that I quietly dodge, what I avoid is the figure, but what I can't avoid is the silent feelings.

He was gone, with all his love.

In the face of the facts, he had to face the facts, and he just left a breakup sentence: "I'm leaving, leave immediately, and I can't stay for a moment." ”

She was skeptical; "It must be a new relationship, or seeing that I can't walk because of the pain in my lower back and legs, and I'm afraid of being dragged down......" She looked at his back with tears in her eyes, so much that she wanted to hug him one last time, so much to say to him once, "I love you!" "But there's no chance.

Let him pass the past, everything is gone. It turns out that what you hold in your hand is not necessarily what you really have. Many times in life, you need to consciously give up, because while you have, you may be losing, and when you give up, you may be regaining.

Oh! I can't tell myself, there are many wonderful men and beautiful women in the world, but there is only one relationship for yourself, don't change your beloved because of other people's eyes, don't lose yourself by living in the eyes of others, and never be too greedy.

A person's life is only twenty or thirty thousand days, if one of them, he is thinking about himself, then he accounts for one-ten-thousandth of his life, if he has ten thousand such opportunities, when he is old, he will call his name and smile Jiuquan.

"Forget that relationship!" She comforted herself, "Forget him, it's all as if he's dead." ”

From then on, anyone who spoke of him had to answer, "He's dead!" ”

The night, it was already very deep, she was lying on the hospital bed, tossing and turning, lonely and sad and crying, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became, she worked hard for his mental illness, but she didn't expect to wake up and fall into this result, and left without even a word of thanks. Forget this love and let him completely disappear from his heart, completely disappear......