As Liu Che said, Hui'er is too much like him. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Many times, Gillian can't use the set to coax Yuanxuan.

Zhi'er is better than her mother, she knows that he doesn't believe it.

Gillian couldn't understand that Liu Che was precocious because the environment at the time forced him to grow up quickly, and his mother and three sisters were counting on him.

But why?

He doesn't need to fight, he doesn't need to rob, he can grow up innocently and happily.

Is it simply because of superior IQ?

She couldn't remember to take a sip of a glass of warm wine for a long time, Liu Che saw that she had been in a daze, so she laughed and said: "Calling to enjoy the flowers, I really came and I didn't know what to think——"

At this point, he was a little more cautious, "Still thinking about things that are too common?" ”

Gillian smiled, and when she saw that he was concerned, she hid her worries about Hui'er in the bottom of her heart, and said how to deal with it too often.

As he spoke, his mood brightened, and he summed up a little proudly: "You don't know what his face turned white at that time, and you thought that I would kill him and make him famous." ”

Liu Che naturally knew it for a long time, but he still listened seriously, nodded with a smile, and praised Gillian again: "Our Jiaojiao is actually very smart." ”

caused Gillian not to follow it immediately, "What do you mean by actually, isn't it original?" ”

Liu Che hurriedly admitted with a smile, "Hmm...... Is it original...... It's already smart......"

Because the emperor wants to appreciate the chrysanthemums, the corridor is full of blooming flowers, plain and tranquil chrysanthemums of various colors.

The white chrysanthemum is pure and elegant, the yellow chrysanthemum is brilliant and warm, the purple chrysanthemum is noble and atmospheric, and the pink chrysanthemum is romantic and delicate.

After Gillian and Liu Che laughed, they also focused on chrysanthemums.

Qiu Ju is as beautiful as jade, especially after the extraordinarily clear fragrance overflows, it becomes more and more intoxicating.

Gillian looked at the chrysanthemums with branches and leaves, and the flowers were densely turned, but she suddenly felt a little flustered.

A sense of confusion that came out of nowhere suddenly rushed to her heart from the dark corner, and she quietly closed her eyes, trying her best to suppress this inexplicable emotion.

This emotion not only did not suppress it, but became more fierce after Gillian understood where it came from.

She was uneasy, uneasy about Liu Che's full support for her today.

She didn't know whether it was good or bad for her to have all the love of the emperor completely, and she couldn't help but wonder if it would become a crime for her again when love fell in the future.

But no matter what, she is still reluctant, she will not give up the present for the sake of an illusory future.

So she persuaded herself in her heart, don't ask, don't say, isn't it good to be an arrogant Chen Ajiao like in her previous life?

However, perhaps with the intention of drinking, sensuality broke through reason, and she still spoke out in the end.

She heard her own faint but weak voice drifting through the court like the autumn wind.

"Ah Yi, am I not virtuous and generous enough?"

Liu Che looked at her in surprise, he didn't expect her to suddenly ask such a question, and his heart suddenly turned with thousands of complicated emotions.

He was a little uncomfortable, and the amount of favor he gave Gillian still couldn't make her feel at ease and arrogant.

He hopes that Jiaojiao can be as pampered and proud as Yuan Xuan.

However, she was too sober, too sober.

He grinned reluctantly, trying to take it lightly.

Gillian had already shed tears in this short silence, she couldn't see Liu Che's heartache-wrenching expression, she only thought that he was also acquiescing.

So, she couldn't help but think in her heart that men, especially emperors, couldn't refuse the blessings of wives and concubines and concubines, so she took the first step to speak.

"Ah Yi, I can't do it, I can't watch you choose a concubine...... I'm jealous, I'm really jealous......" Her tears rolled across her face like two strands of pearls with broken threads. "I'm not afraid that they will threaten my position...... Whether it's the queen or not doesn't matter that much to me......"

Gillian's tone was sad and desperate, "I'm afraid of losing you...... More afraid that I will become not my ......"

She paused, choking even more, but still forcing herself to speak.

It seems that only by spitting out all the deepest fear and confusion in her heart can she feel better.

"I'm going to kill them...... Really killed them...... I'm going to be the one I'm afraid of......"

When she said this, she finally couldn't stop crying, and she could no longer spit out a word in its entirety.

Liu Che's eyes were very sour, he didn't expect Gillian to be so uneasy and suffer so much when she was favored by the harem.

He took her into his arms, let her half glass of sake stain his clothes, only sighed lightly and asked her, "Do you dare to kill?" ”

There was some disbelief in his words.

Gillian opened her eyes slowly, and she wanted to tell him with great certainty that she would, that she was not as white and flawless as he thought.

However, when she looked at the tears on his smiling face, she couldn't say anything more.

Those eyes were full of deep sadness like hers.

Liu Che looked at the stunned Gillian, and she wiped away the tears on her face in a gentle position, "Silly Jiaojiao-"

He slowly withdrew the smile on his face, let out a long sigh, looked at her and said with self-reproach, "It's all my fault, or it's all me, why can't I give you a sense of security-"

He was very worried, "I thought that if you give you the position of the crown prince, put Wei Qing and Li Guang behind you, and give you all the favor, you will be able to sit back and enjoy everything I give you with peace of mind." ”

He hugged Gillian tightly, as if he was slowly spitting out words from his chest that he had hidden for a long time.

"However, I thought wrong, since you can break free from the position of the queen once without any nostalgia, how can you be attached to these fame and fortune?"

In the autumn wind, his tone was full of rare weakness and confusion. "Then I figured it out, but I still didn't know what to do. It's ridiculous to say, we've been together for so many years, I don't even know what you want, I can only continue to pile up what I think is good for you-"

Gillian has not seen Liu Che show such powerless weakness for a long, long time, in her eyes, he has always been full of ambition and high spirits, even before the curtain of the Han-Hungarian war is opened, he will not be panicked to this point.

She thought to herself that he cared about her more than she thought, and knew her better than she thought.

These words have been pressed in their hearts for a long time, they want to say but can't say it, and each of them is afraid of sting each other.

But since she picked her head and started today, she simply said it happily.

"Ah, you've done well enough, and you've done enough. I have often thought that no emperor in the past has been able to do such a thing for his queen, and it would be intolerable for me to say that I am not satisfied. ”

She looked at Liu Che, "However, because everything I have now is too good, I am always afraid of losing, I am afraid of breaking off before I am old, I am afraid of lust and love, and I am also afraid that time will melt all passion and love-"