Chapter 149: Burning

"Mingyue, help me open the curtains and let me see the moon outside. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Huang Mingyue got up silently and pulled the curtain open. Outside, the moon is sparse, and the moon is dotted in the winter night sky, and the light pours down like water.

"Turn off the lights and see better." Shen Yunfang said again.

Huang Mingyue nodded and pressed off the light. After a moment of discomfort, slowly, the moonlight diffused into the entire ward, gilding the pale ward with a gentle golden yellow.

This ward was originally three beds, but only Shen Yunfang lived alone.

Huang Mingyue sat back in front of Shen Yunfang's hospital bed, and in the half-bright and half-dark darkness, Shen Yunfang's body only had shallow ups and downs under the quilt. Huang Mingyue knew that she had been tortured by this disease to the point that she only had a handful of bones left.

Huang Mingyue couldn't help but rub her eyes, her eyes were sour and astringent, and after experiencing the emotional fluctuations at the beginning of the mother-daughter meeting, Huang Mingyue also slowly calmed down.

"Look how beautiful the moon is."

Huang Mingyue looked at Shen Yunfang's eyes that were surprisingly bright, as if she had condensed all the remaining vitality into these eyes.

"It's beautiful." Huang Mingyue was a little perfunctory, she was really not in the mood to admire the moon.

Shen Yunfang smiled lightly and said, "I still remember the night I gave birth to you and Mingchuan, and the moon was so round and bright. I was wheeled back to the hospital room, and your dad carried you siblings one by one to my bedside. I remember that I was so happy that I burst into tears, and I was laughed at by your father several times. ”

"Really?" Huang Mingyue thoughtfully tucked the quilt for Shen Yunfang. Huang Yiqing, who lives in Shen Yunfang's memory, should be gentle and affectionate, not as ruthless as he is now. How many things do you have to go through to make a desperate decision?

"Unfortunately, the moon won't be so round forever, just like those things that don't belong to you in the first place, even if you hold on tightly, it will slowly disappear."

Huang Mingyue was used to seeing Shen Yunfang working hard for her livelihood, and she didn't know that she also had such an emotional side. Her heart moved, and she couldn't help but ask, "Do you hate him?" ”

Shen Yunfang turned her head and swept her gentle gaze across Huang Mingyue's face: "Hate, why don't you hate?" But what can you do after hating? Life has to go on. ”

"But—"

"Don't hate him, he's your dad after all." Shen Yunfang closed her eyes with difficulty, "Sometimes I hate myself even more, because I am not strong enough, so I can be hurt so easily." ”

Huang Mingyue was confused: "Is it strong enough that you won't be hurt by others?" ”

Shen Yunfang smiled lightly: "Yes, but even if it is hurt, it is just a pain in the flesh and skin, far from the extent of hurting the muscles and bones." ”

"Mom, what do you want to say?" Huang Mingyue keenly sensed that Shen Yunfang's words were not said casually.

"I only hope that my sons and daughters will have a good life, and you and Mingchuan are good children, and they deserve a better life."

"So, you entrusted us to him?" Huang Mingyue sighed heavily in her heart, although Shen Yunfang said that she had hatred, she still had affection for Huang Yiqing after all, otherwise she was in the last stage of her life, why would she deliberately bring a pair of adult children back to Huang Yiqing's side?

Shen Yunfang sighed and said, "Mom has no ability......

"Mom, don't say that!" Huang Mingyue panicked in her heart, and hurriedly interrupted Shen Yunfang's words, and threw out a question in her heart, "Why didn't you tell him?" ”

Shen Yunfang was silent for a long time: "What can you do if you tell him?" I have been removed from his life in the first place, and what is the point to me except for a sigh from him, or a few tears? ”

"What about Uncle Long?"

Shen Yunfang's haggard face suddenly softened: "Your Uncle Long is a good person. ”

"Mingchuan and I thought you would be together."

Shen Yunfang smiled shyly: "I thought so too, but I couldn't take that step." He's a handful of heat, I'm a pile of ashes, and I'm afraid he's extinguished because of my relationship. ”

"Why weren't you rekindled by him?" These originally taboo topics are very naturally exchanged between mother and daughter at this moment.

Shen Yunfang shook his head: "It is enough for a person to burn once in his life." ”

Huang Mingyue was silent.

Shen Yunfang put her thin hand on Huang Mingyue's hand and patted it vigorously: "Mingyue, what I'm most worried about is you." ”

"Mom, I'm fine."

"You kid is like me when I was young, my mind is too careful and too heavy." Shen Yunfang's voice was low and slow, "It's not good, it's like a shackle trapping you." ”

Huang Mingyue smiled bitterly, she should be too stupid.

"Mingchuan, don't talk to him, I'm afraid he will be distracted."

"Hmm."

"Originally, I wanted to leave quietly, but I didn't expect this disease to drag on for so long, but I was tired of Uncle Long and Xiaohu."

"Mom-" Huang Mingyue's eyes were hot again

Shen Yunfang smiled: "I'm tired and want to sleep." ”

……

Huang Mingyue turned her head, listened to Shen Yunfang's shallow breathing, and gently closed the door of the ward. Shen Yunfang seemed to have seen through life and death, and was able to wait for the arrival of death with a very indifferent attitude; And she, who had died once, couldn't be as calm as Shen Yunfang.

Huang Mingyue always felt that she was unwilling to let Shen Yunfang lie on the hospital bed silently waiting for the passage of life, she had to do something.

Huang Mingyue slowly paced to the end of the corridor, took out her mobile phone, and dialed Huang Yiqing's number.

Even if there was only a sigh and a few tears, she had to ask for Shen Yunfang back. This world is so unfair, why can some people live freely without being ashamed of their conscience.

"Bright Moon?" There was a hint of impatience in Huang Yiqing's voice.

"Dad, it's me."

"Is there something wrong?" There was also a grunt of Pan Lizhen's dissatisfaction.

"There's something, and it's a very important thing."

Huang Yiqing's voice was detached from business: "Say it!" ”

Huang Mingyue sneered and said, "I don't want to be heard by my aunt.

There was an embarrassing silence on the other side of the phone, and after a while, Huang Yiqing's majestic voice actually carried a trace of expectation: "Say it!" ”

"My mom is sick."

"Oh-"

"You know?"

"I've heard of it before." Huang Yiqing was faintly disappointed, "For diabetes, it shouldn't be a big problem to take good care of your medicine on time." Five months ago, seeing Shen Yunfang, who was unusually thin due to diabetes, Huang Yiqing agreed to her request to hide it in front of a pair of children.

Diabetes is just a serious illness.

"But mom is dying now." Huang Mingyue deliberately used the cold word "death".

"Mingyue, this joke can't be made."

"My mom lied to you." Huang Mingyue's tears were already rolling in her eyes, but the smile on her lips was extremely cold, "She doesn't have diabetes at all, but a terminal illness!" Stomach cancer is in an advanced stage! ”

"What?" Huang Yiqing's voice trembled three times. (To be continued.) )