On the weekend, Lin Yue slept until more than ten o'clock before getting up, and when she went downstairs, she didn't brush her teeth, so she washed an apple and took a bite, and asked her mother who was cooking: "Mom, what do you eat at noon?" ”

"What do you want to eat?" Mom asked Lin Yue behind her without looking back. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lin Yue smiled and walked to her mother and squatted down, her mother was picking vegetables, "Mom, I want to eat a lot of things, but as long as it's made by you, Mom, I love to eat anything." ”

Lin Yue's words are true, not to mention whether it is her favorite food, just say that the taste of the food cooked by her parents is not known how many times better than the food cooked by the uncle in the canteen.

Besides, my mother's dishes are full of love.

"Who did you learn this from, look at what you are like with your poor mouth now." Mother looked at Lin Yue with a funny look, and there was no trace of blame in her tone, but a heartwarming happiness.

When her daughter grows up, she also knows that she cares about her parents, and from time to time she will say some heartfelt things, which makes her heart warm when she listens.

Lin Yue was very naughty when she was a child, and she was often happy to play, so she didn't know which one to return to, and she often had to go out to find her parents before she came back.

One autumn, Lin Yue played with a group of children in the yard for an afternoon at night, and in the middle of the night he developed a high fever, woke up in a daze, and saw his parents guarding the side before he knew that he had a fever.

When my mother saw Lin Yue wake up, she was obviously distressed, but she still reprimanded Lin Yue, and her father interceded with Lin Yue on the side: "Okay, the children are like this, if you scold her now, this fever will go down?" ”

Mom sighed, but she couldn't bear it, how could she not know these truths, but she was in a hurry, so she couldn't help but say a few more words, so that she could remember it for a long time.

More than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, and Lin Yue has gradually become less skinny since she entered school, and later as she gets older, she has become quieter.

In the past two years, Lin Yue rarely said a few words to her parents, and when the family got together to chat, Lin Yue sat silently on the side and rarely interjected.

Her parents were afraid that she would become introverted, so every time she had a long vacation, she would use various excuses to let Lin Yue go out to play with her classmates, and not to stay in the room all day long.

Parents know that Lin Yue is very thoughtful, and when she enters the third year of high school, the study pressure is even heavier, in order not to increase the psychological pressure on the child, so every time Lin Yue comes home from vacation, her parents just ask how she is doing at school, whether she eats on time, etc., for learning things, it is just a passing pass, and she does not ask much.

From childhood to adulthood, Lin Yue's parents let Lin Yue make her own decisions about everything about Lin Yue, they never intervened, but just watched silently and nervously behind the child, just like when she was learning to walk when she was a child, the child stumbled forward in front, even if she fell, she only encouraged her to get up by herself, and rarely helped her.

In your own life, you always have to make your own decisions, and you must always go on the road you choose.

"Mom, where's my brother? Haven't gotten up yet? Lin Yue threw away the apple he had eaten, and then remembered that he hadn't seen his brother since he got up, and that kid was always energetic, and he usually got up earlier than him. What's going on today.

Lin Yue's younger brother is called Lin Ke, four years younger than Lin Yue, he is in the third year of junior high school this year, Lin Ke also lives in the school, but he goes home once every two weeks, and Lin Yue and him rarely have the same day off, so there are many fewer opportunities to meet.

"He went to his classmate's house, and a classmate had a birthday and said he was going to make a cake for him, so he left early in the morning." Mom said to Lin Yue.

Lin Yue lowered his head and picked vegetables quickly, but his cheeks were bulging.

went to celebrate the birthday of her classmates, she grew so big, every year on her birthday, he didn't say happy birthday to her, this younger brother is really angry.

The angry Lin Yue's heart was sour, when he was a child, Lin Ke always liked to follow Lin Yue and shout "eldest sister, eldest sister", but now that they have grown up, the two of them have unconsciously become estranged.

Except for holidays, they all live in the school, and they are always accompanied by their classmates. When I go home, I will have friends shouting to hang out together, and although I live under the same roof, I rarely speak.

The occasional conversation is also about urging Lin Ke to study hard, and there are few other topics. In the same way, if you say too much, it will seem awkward and distant.

Lin Yue couldn't remember when this situation began, and when their relationship became estranged.

Is it growth that makes them ignore something?

Or did time steal their innocent and happy childhood?

Wait for the next time, the next time they have a holiday together, she has to talk to her brother well, maybe he has a lot to say to her.

Lin Yue had lunch, and her father sent her to school. Lin Yue walks very well, always only looking at his feet, rarely looking up at anything else, even crossing the road.

Every time she went out to play with Su Yan and crossed the street, Su Yan would hold her tightly, for fear that Lin Yue would accidentally give her life on the road.

When I thought of Su Yan, I hadn't seen her for two days, Lin Yue really missed her a little, and I didn't know if she had come to school at this time.

Lin Yue packed up in the dormitory and went to Su Yan's dormitory to look for her, but she hadn't come yet.

For dinner on Sunday, Lin Yue, like most people, usually doesn't go to the cafeteria to eat. Everyone has just come back from home, and they will bring some food from home or outside, and who would want to go to the cafeteria to eat at this time?

For the meals in the cafeteria, everyone has reached a rare consensus, that is, if you can eat one less meal, you can eat one less meal.

Follow the feeling and let it carry you...... For them in their third year of high school, can they really follow their feelings?

Lin Yue's heart has such and such sorrows, and the biggest sorrow comes from the word "college entrance examination". But Lin Yue is just sad, after the mood has passed, he still has to do what he wants.

Follow the feeling, then she will follow the feeling.

During the evening self-study, the test papers were sent down one after another, Lin Yue took the math paper in his hand, looked at the red three digits on his brow, and couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.

However, her smile did not last for a few days before it was replaced by distress.

It all started a week ago, when a group of boys got together, they would inevitably talk about girls, and when girls got together, they would of course talk about boys.

In the past, the topic of discussion was nothing more than a handsome boy in that class, or a handsome guy in which class she knew talked to a girl she knew or didn't know, or who broke up with whom, and who was caught by the teacher on duty when he was dating someone at night.

However, the topic was different, Nansi talked to them about a very loving thing, she said that according to their observations, they found that there were several pairs of "gay" in the fourth year of high school!

Everyone listened to this fresh topic, and even Lin Yue, who had rarely participated in group chats, sat and listened with great interest, occasionally smiling.

There is no rejection or disgust for same-sex love, except for some curiosity, there is only curiosity.

It's just pure curiosity.

Everyone has the right to like someone else, and in their eyes, that person is just the person they love, regardless of gender.

In Lin Yue's heart, she also likes a girl, that is He Tiantian, she is not very beautiful, but He Tiantian will have a pair of small pear vortices when he laughs, which is very quiet and warm, and people can't help but want to get close to her.

She liked her smile, this was what Lin Yue had after seeing He Tiantian's smile for the first time.

Many times, Lin Yue will always think of He Tiantian's smile, and then she will have a very beautiful feeling, her smile is magical.

In every girl's mind, there will be another girl living in it, as if she is the opposite of herself.

After running in the morning between classes, everyone dispersed, Lin Yue walked to the toilet with Yun Yan, Nan Si, Cui Ting and Dandan, and suddenly, Nan Si shouted to everyone excitedly: "Hey! Look, it's ...... them."

Nan Si was pointing to the two boys who walked over with their shoulders at the moment, and everyone immediately understood what Nan Si meant by "they", and everyone looked over with great interest.

At a glance, Lin Yue had a feeling of being struck by lightning, no, she really hoped that a thunderbolt would fall from the sky at the moment and stun her.

Oh, my God! Why do you do this to her! How cruel, how unjust!

Yun Yan saw Lin Yue stop, and she also stopped, stood beside Lin Yue, and asked in a voice that only two people could hear: "That boy, why do I look so much like Brother Le in your heart?" ”

Lin Yue's face, because of Yun Yan's words, was almost no longer dark.

She really wanted to say that this person was not Brother Le, they just looked alike, and she was wrong. However, she was wrong alone, and Yun Yan couldn't have seen it wrong.

Regardless of whether they really have that kind of relationship or not, Lin Yue's heart is very uncomfortable at the moment.

No, she must figure out what the relationship between these two people is, otherwise, she will never sleep well in her life.