"Sangyu, Sangyu, get up, if you don't get up for school, you'll be late. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ“

Xiao Sangyu was dreaming of fragrant roast chicken, and when he was about to bite into it, he was woken up. I just wanted to see who ruined her dream, but when I opened my eyes, I saw that it was my mother.

"Mom, are you at home?" Sang Yu asked, she felt a little strange, why did she feel as if her mother was often away from home.

Sangyu's mother slapped Xiao Sangyu's little buttocks and said, "Let's talk nonsense again, your mother and I serve you at home every day, where do you want me to go?" Get up, wash and eat, don't stay in bed. ”

Xiao Sangyu rolled around the bed twice, put the quilt on his head and said, "You lost my roast chicken just now, and I will get up if you compensate me for one." “

"Come on, our little Sangyu get up quickly, today is the first day of school. Didn't you promise to go to school with your brother Xiaotian yesterday? Later, if your brother Xiaotian comes, he will laugh at you if he sees that you haven't gotten up yet. Sangyu's mother lifted Sangyu's quilt and said.

"Brother Xiaotian won't laugh at me, he is the best for me, and you will lie to me." Xiao Sangyu said.

"Yes, yes, your brother Xiaotian is the best for you, my mother is a bad person. Get up quickly, or I'll call your dad to wake you up." Sangyu's mother said, kissed Xiao Sangyu's forehead and went to the bathroom to prepare toiletries for her, obviously she knew that this threat was very useful.

"Ah, stinky mother, you'll threaten people." Xiao Sangyu got off the bed as she spoke, picked up the clothes next to the bed and put them on.

"Your mother is stinky, so who is fragrant, your father or your brother Xiao Ming, huh?" Sangyu's mother's voice came from the bathroom.

Sang Yu washed up and went downstairs with his mother, downstairs his father was wearing an apron and was putting a bowl of rice on the table, and when he saw Sang Yu coming down and said: "We Sang Yu are very well-behaved today, and we didn't work until Dad got up by himself, it's really amazing, come and reward one." ”

Sang Yu reached over and kissed her father, and kissed her father many times.

"Okay, you father and daughter don't play, let's eat, today is the first day of school in Sangyu, and I have to send my daughter to school in a while, don't be late." Sang Yu's mother said.

"Got it." Father and daughter grimaced at her together and replied in unison.

Sang Yu was having breakfast, and Xiaotian came.

"Sangyu, you're so slow, you have to hurry, otherwise we'll be late." Xiao Tian said.

"Brother Xiaotian, you're here, my dad said he would take us to school in a while." Sang Yu said disappreciatively.

"Xiaotian, don't worry, you can't be late, today is Sangyu, you go to school for a day, uncle will send you over, take care of Sangyu more at school." Sang Yu's father said.

"Okay then." Xiao Tian said, and then the two children chatted at the dinner table.

After Sang Yu's parents sent the two of them to school, they went back, Sang Yu and Xiao Tian walked into the school hand in hand, Xiao Tian also sent her to the door of the class, and explained: "Sang Yu, I'll go first, wait for me in the class to find you when I get out of school, and then go back together." ”

Sang Yu nodded happily and went in, and Sang Yu saw a seat with his name written on it, so he sat down on that seat. There are already many students in the classroom, and some parents are not leaving, they are all accompanying their children. Sang Yu was very unhappy when she saw it, and she kept complaining in her heart about why her parents didn't accompany her in, why she was unhappy when she was alone.

At this time, the teacher walked in and said that the class was about to start, please go back, if the students have any questions, the teachers will contact the parents, please don't worry.

"Okay, children, sit down, look at the name on the name plate on your table, and tell the teacher if it is not." The teacher said.

The children at the bottom began to look at the name tags in front of their own tables, and after reading their own, they had to look at other people's, and they had to discuss it with the friends around them, and there was a noise at the bottom.

"Ah, your name is so long!"

"How do you pronounce your name? I've never seen that word. ”

"Teacher, he took my name tag."

"Ah, it's wonderful that your name is the same as my uncle's."

Conversations like these unfold in the class until the teacher repeatedly emphasizes silence and the children fall silent. But the silence did not last a few minutes, and the children began to speak again. It's really that they have just come up from kindergarten, a new school, a new class, new classmates, all this is so new.

Originally, Sang Yu was also very happy to join this kind of discussion, but after a while, she felt bored and couldn't get excited about this kind of thing. So Sang Yu spent every day in school in the noise of others and her boredom, the teacher saw that she had been so listless, and came to care for her, and finally saw that she was indeed not sick or maybe she was not suitable for school and was homesick.

After school, Sang Yu waited in the classroom for Xiaotian to come and go home with her.

"Xiaotian, I think school is so boring, I always feel that the first day of school shouldn't be like this, it's weird."

"It's all the same on the first day of school, noisy, clean, handing out books and whatever. Oh, you may have to introduce yourself in the first grade. Xiao Tian said.

"But I just don't think it should be like this." Sang Yu said wildly.

"And what do you think it should be?" Xiao Ming asked.

"yes, so what do I think it should be?"

Sang Yu became suspicious of the existence of this day, and she asked herself what this day was supposed to be like.

A piece of blood red, screams, ambulances, sirens, and the backs of busy ambulance personnel, all of which appeared in Sang Yu's mind one by one. She remembered that her parents had said that they had said that they had done it before, but they couldn't send her to school because of a temporary matter. Let her take the school bus to school with Xiaotian next door, what happens after that?

Xiaotian came to her for breakfast, Xiaotian said that she wanted her to hurry up, the school bus was about to arrive, and if she dragged it out, she would be late, so Sang Yu didn't even finish breakfast, took a loaf of bread, and left with Xiaotian, her parents only sent them to the door, and watched them get on the school bus and go back.

The school bus was in an accident on its way to the school and was hit in the middle by a van. Sang Yu and Xiao Tian were sitting together, and she had forgotten what happened at that time, but she still remembered the warm and sticky feeling of blood flowing on her body. For a long time after that, she would dream repeatedly, dreaming of the car accident, every time she tried her best to save Xiaotian, but never succeeded, so Sang Yu's parents took her to see a psychiatrist. Sang Yu was only seriously injured in that car accident and came out after many days in the hospital, but Xiao Tian had to leave her forever.

Later, because she had nightmares every day, she called Xiaotian in her dreams, and her parents put away all the things about Xiaotian in the house, and even moved for this purpose. But at that time, she felt that Xiaotian was her favorite little brother, and she couldn't forget him, so she secretly hid a photo of Xiaotian in her diary and didn't put it away. Later, although this memory faded due to time, Xiaotian's death was deeply hidden in her memory, and this pain and regret could not be completely eliminated.

Sang Yu still treasures that photo, every time she looks at the photo, she always hopes that that day her parents have nothing to do temporarily, can drive her and Xiaotian to school, then that morning when she finishes eating and then go to school, maybe they will not meet the truck, there will be no car accident, Xiaotian will not die, and she can spend the first day of elementary school happy and boring.

So it's not her reality here, it's just her hope.

After Sang Yu figured it all out, her surroundings shattered like a mirror, flew in all directions, and faded away.