Remorseful and frustrated, I looked around the station again and again, only to suddenly remember that I was really stupid to get home, and I rushed over in a panic without even asking her dress, so how could I find a needle in a haystack? I really want to smack myself a few mouths!

I ran all the way to find the doorman, hoping to ask for clarity and look for it again, and the doorman saw that I was depressed, and said sympathetically: "You don't have to be so anxious, she is passing by here on a business trip, as if the train she took has arrived." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info Two mountains can't meet, two people always have a chance to meet again, and find a chance to meet again in the future! ”

The future is a matter of the future, what I can't accept is that I lost the opportunity to meet this time, or as Sanmao said, it doesn't matter if you see it or not, just like the clouds are in the green mountains and the moon is in the sky! But I really miss my sister-in-law, and I really want to see her again and tell her about the joys and sorrows of our parting. I want to hold her hand and tell her that I once regarded her as my own relative in my heart! Or I didn't have to say anything, just stood in front of her and looked at her stupidly, and laughed in unison.

I still haven't seen her after all! Some things are in the past, and they don't affect anything? At most, I was depressed and frustrated for a few days, and then I decided with hatred that I would never take that commuter train again, because it didn't allow me to see the person I missed day and night, and it was the culprit! But my life hasn't changed because of this, and I'm still living my comfortable life.

The new chief of finance at the headquarters is a tall and thin man in his fifties, and he is very strict with his work, but I am very careless.

One day, the boss called: "Our worker Wang Qiang's daughter wants to go abroad, he wants to open a certificate of income, you can help you do it." ”

Sure enough, the man's wife came to the headquarters to look for me, and I went to the chief of the financial department, but he didn't know what he was busy with? With my usual cultivation, this situation will definitely not add to the chaos of others. But the one who was in a hurry, he had to do it on the same day, and he was also lacking in heart, looking at the income, thinking that there would be no problem, but he didn't expect that he was missing a single number, not to mention that he was a worker with hundreds of thousands of dollars a year, and it was too rare for the current leader to reach an annual income of hundreds of thousands.

At that time, I thought to myself: The boss asked me to do it, but how can I explain it if I can't go back? Isn't it just about signing your name? How much effort can be delayed? I found the section chief for the third time: "She is in a hurry to come to the scene, you can do it first!" ”

The section chief was very annoyed by my ignorance: "What do you sign?" Didn't you see that I was busy? He said angrily, glancing at the certificate in my hand with his eyes, and suddenly his face sank: "Have you seen it yourself?" How much does he really earn a year? I didn't figure it out and still messed around here? ”

I picked up the paper and looked at it carefully, only then did I realize that I had made a big taboo, hating myself for being careless, why can't I be serious and careful in doing things? How embarrassing is that? The section chief angrily reprimanded me a few words, I am not the kind of person who can argue three points without reason, since I ignored it, I walked away.

The more I thought about it, the more I held my breath, and called the boss, and when the phone rang, when I heard the familiar voice, I couldn't cry anymore, and tears rained down. Probably because he is too dependent, he also regards him as his own relative from the heart? The boss doesn't know what's going on? I cried for a while, and after this crying, my heart suddenly became much brighter.

Little problems like this happen from time to time, but the boss seems to have gotten used to my carelessness, and if I don't make a mistake, he'll be shocked, and even unaccustomed, probably he's addicted to helping me clean up the mess, right?

Until the mid-autumn of 2006, I was about to go to bed after watching TV that night, when the phone rang and screamed, which was a little frightening in the silent night, although I was used to calling at night on weekdays, but I don't know why? I felt that the bell was surprisingly harsh, and I felt an inexplicable panic in my heart.

I picked up the phone with a trembling voice: "Hello! ”

After a few seconds of silence, a familiar voice came from inside: "I'm transferred!" ”

I don't know if it's nervous or terrifying, but more because I can't accept this fact, I asked with a crying voice: "What did you say?" What's going on? ”

The boss's clear voice came from inside: "I'm transferred to the engineering team, and I'll report there tomorrow!" ”

Can't hear whether it's joy or sadness? Of course, there is no nostalgia for the designation, and it is the same everywhere in him, and people with real skills will not be afraid of challenges. A howling wolf like him is the one who eats meat everywhere! Just what should I do? Over the years, he has raised me as a caged bird, and my wings have long since degenerated, and I have long forgotten how to flap my wings.

I finally didn't let myself cry, and I asked in horror, "Then who are we here?" ”

"Wei Jun picked me up, we have been working together for so many years, you all know each other, he has nothing to say, he won't embarrass you, you can rest assured!"

Wei Jun is a foreman in our department, the one who likes to confess in front of the leader and can pretend. After a few years, we are indeed more familiar with each other, he is a co-worker who worked together when I was a worker below after I went to work, and because my husband and he didn't know each other, I had an argument with my husband in the market, and I was scolded by my husband and almost beaten by my husband.

Later, the two of us also quarreled over trivial matters, and both sides said something too ugly in anger, but then no one mentioned it again, and the two of them still talked and laughed, as if there was no unpleasantness at all, and I, a heartless person, had already thrown this matter out of the clouds.

But later, someone who knew him better told me: "That guy has a small belly and chicken intestines, but he has a grudge, and on the surface he seems to be very aggressive, but in fact, he has a small heart!" If anyone offends him, wait, sooner or later he will have to find it, and at least he will have to put a little shoe on you! "By the time I knew it was all in the past, and what was supposed to have happened had happened.

Wei Jun is sleek, although he is a little snobbish, in general, he is still a good person, he always drinks and plays together on weekdays, and his relationship with each other is quite harmonious. You don't seem to have to worry about anything? Or is everything the same, no different? Do your part, what is there to worry about, what is there to be afraid of?

I put down the phone and forcibly suppressed myself from letting the tears flow, but my heart felt like someone had hollowed out, and I felt that the walls around me were rolling against me, and the air around me was getting thinner and thinner, and I couldn't breathe.

My husband soon fell asleep, and I felt like it was the end of the world in the tossing and turning! Standing silently in front of the window, watching the moon hovering in the layers of dark clouds, she must have wanted to get rid of the entanglement of the dark clouds and sprinkle the white moonlight all over the earth, right? I wonder if she is also anxious, I don't know when those insidious and savage clouds can be pierced? Will she smile in anticipation before the sun takes her place?

The stars also disappeared, and only darkness reigned in the silent night, and it was really like the end of the world, and the panic and helplessness seemed to collapse.

Shrouded in dead darkness, I had no consciousness and no soul...... I don't know how long it took, but it seemed like I had suddenly come back to life, and the first thing I wanted to do and could do after regaining consciousness was to cry! Leaving alone in the dark night, I can't tell what kind of tears it is?

That night I stood alone in front of the window, as if I had no thoughts, and the only thing I could think of was: it's over! It's all over! My good days are gone! I can't even imagine what tomorrow will look like? Where will I go from here?