"Look at me!"

Huang Mingyue raised her head and met Jin Wenlu's gaze, she believed that she could hide her thoughts well. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She and him are destined not to be in the same boat through thick and thin, so why bother with entanglement - the entanglement of risking her face in her previous life and risking her life in exchange for nothing more than self-inflicted humiliation.

Huang Mingyue recalled that when she was dying in the hospital bed, Huang Anna unscrupulously held up her big belly in front of her, showing off the sweetness of her and Jin Wenlu.

In this life, love is a luxury for her.

Huang Mingyue has imagined many times that if things come to a last resort, she would rather exchange her feelings to protect the people she cares about.

Jin Wenlu looked into the depths of Huang Mingyue's eyes.

These sheared autumn pupils were as clear and bright as before, and his small figure was reflected in the pupils. Huang Mingyue is a simple girl, he used to be able to see her joys, sorrows and sorrows from her eyes, these eyes are nothing less than a window to her heart.

And at this moment, this window is closed to him.

"Have you seen enough?" The two looked at each other for one more second, and Huang Mingyue was afraid that his defense would collapse.

Jin Wenlu looked away stupidly: "You have changed!" ”

"Maybe!"

Neither of them spoke, and the silence was like a huge stone between them.

There seemed to be sporadic footsteps in the distance on the stairs, Huang Mingyue couldn't help but tense her nerves and looked at the staircase, and the footsteps suddenly disappeared again. Huang Mingyue secretly breathed a sigh of relief. She knew she couldn't stay here any longer, even if she didn't run into anyone, but the amount of time she spent in the bathroom was suspiciously long.

"What are you afraid of?" Jin Wenlu keenly caught Huang Mingyue's nervous expression.

Huang Mingyue was ready to withdraw: "I've finished what I should say, and I should also go." Jin Wenlu blocked the passage to the seventeenth floor, and Huang Mingyue had to turn sideways to pass by him.

"Smack!" Jin Wenlu grabbed Huang Mingyue's right hand.

Huang Mingyue suddenly felt that her entire arm had become stiff, although she could pretend not to care, but her body's reaction could not deceive herself.

"I'd like to ask one last question."

Huang Mingyue adjusted the expression on her face and turned her head: "You say." ”

"If, I mean, if that hadn't happened that night." Jin Wenlu's throat suddenly became a little tense and astringent, even when dealing with the most difficult cases, he had never been so nervous, "Will you still go to my appointment?" ”

Huang Mingyue suddenly felt a little dazed in an instant.

At that time, Jin Wenlu, who had been on a plane for more than ten hours, hurried to the convenience store and delivered the gifts he had carefully selected to her.

…… I'll make an appointment with you for dinner tomorrow night......

Tomorrow, you never know if tomorrow will come in your expectation, and her relationship with him is destined to have no tomorrow.

"There are no ifs." Huang Mingyue said coldly. Recalling that night, not only did the wound under the left chest ache faintly, but the beating heart in the chest almost exploded.

Before she had time to hesitate, fate had already made a choice for her!

That's fine.

Jin Wenlu clasped Huang Mingyue's right hand and didn't let go, that hand was as smooth as ever, but it seemed ruthless and unrighteous. Jin Wenlu forced a smile to herself: "I just want to know the answer." ”

Huang Mingyue was silent.

"If you want me to haunt you all the time, you can say nothing." Jin Wenlu used the last killer move, and he also found that Huang Mingyue seemed to be very taboo about exposing her relationship with him.

At a certain moment, Huang Mingyue almost wanted to turn around and throw herself into Jin Wenlu's arms. It doesn't matter what revenge he has, no matter what betrayal he has, at least at this time, Jin Wenlu's nostalgia for her is real.

Huang Mingyue forced herself to harden her heart and turn her head. The light was softly refracted through the glass curtain wall and fell on Huang Mingyue's face, making her half face bright and half dark.

"If you want to know, I can tell you." Huang Mingyue paused, her gaze swept over Jin Wenlu's shoulder, and fell on a mottled mark on the snow-white wall behind her.

Jin Wenlu couldn't help but use his strength.

"Actually, I had already bought a train ticket to go back to S Town the next morning......"

Jin Wenlu's hand let go, Huang Mingyue's arm was caught off guard, and she drew an unsatisfactory semicircle in the air, and then hung down softly.

"The beginning between me and you is destined to be a mistake." Huang Mingyue threw the final fatal blow, "I know this better than anyone else, so even when we love the sweetest, I often remind myself that this is just a dream that will wake up at any time - since it is a dream, it is destined to have no ending, as long as the process is beautiful, it is enough." ”

Jin Wenlu's face showed a painful expression.

Huang Mingyue admired that she could tell a lie so truthfully. God knows, the closer she gets to graduation, the more she suffers from gains and losses. She has changed herself a lot, to adapt to Jin Wenlu's rhythm, to cater to Jin Wenlu's preferences, and to fantasize about their uncertain future. And now, she has wiped it all out herself!

After a while, Jin Wenlu said with a pale face: "Okay, very good." ”

Huang Mingyue is not in a hurry to leave, she wants to see with her own eyes the love that dragged down her previous life into the ground.

"You don't have to look so painful." Huang Mingyue even smiled, "In your rich love history, I am not the first, and I am destined not to be the last, I will only be the most insignificant one." ”

Jin Wenlu sneered: "Very good." ”

"The reason why you're miserable is simply that you didn't be the first to let go, as you've been through countless breakups before." After Huang Mingyue said this, she also felt that she was too cruel.

In her previous life, although Jin Wenlu no longer loved her, she still cared about her feelings everywhere until that unbearable thing happened.

Huang Mingyue was like holding a double-edged knife at this time, stabbing Jin Wenlu and deeply hurting herself.

Rise from the ashes.

Jin Wenlu gritted her teeth: "Very good, very good, you are right." Where is the former innocent beauty, he only saw the cold-hearted woman opposite, shooting poisonous needles from her mouth, stabbing his limbs and bones, making him unable to move.

Jin Wenlu glanced at Huang Mingyue twice, turned around and left.

He held a sincere heart to her, but she reciprocated his pain and humiliation. He has always been a proud man, and he must repay these pains and humiliations!

Certain!

The stairwell was empty, just like Huang Mingyue's state of mind at this time. She originally thought that the heart she had broken had been immune and would no longer hurt, but it was still numb to pain.

Huang Mingyue reached out and touched the half-moon-shaped ornament that was worn between her necks and hidden in her clothes, and her straight body suddenly withered.

She held on to the handle of the stairs and walked up step by step. Even after being a person, she does not give herself a chance to be weak.

In the middle of the night, the staircase leading to the eighteenth floor revealed Liu Boan's thoughtful face.