Chapter 159 is in a dilemma

Chen Lanlan listened to Guo Haodong's explanation, and her tone became even more sad: "Haodong, in your heart, Nan Nan's position is still far higher than mine. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Even if she is tired, can you completely leave me alone? Do you know? When you didn't contact me last night and turned off your phone, today you hung up mercilessly on me. It's already completely broken down my spiritual pillars. ”

Guo Haodong was speechless, since he didn't want to hurt Nan Nan, should Lan Lan be innocently hurt? Although the other party has shortcomings, there is a gap between him and the goddess in his imagination, but people really love themselves? Should I mercilessly hurt the girl who loves me?

Guo Haodong's heart was full of contradictions, but he knew in his heart that no matter what, he couldn't make it clear to Chen Lanlan directly, since he was like this to Nan Nan at the beginning, then Lan Lan must also be patient, pull her out of his deep feelings, and slowly guide her to the right track. But can he do it?

Guo Haodong was like a child who had done something wrong at this time, trying his best to make up for the mistakes he had made, so Chen Lanlan expressed implicitly: "Lanlan, please don't be sad." It's all my fault that makes you so sad? Just like I hurt Nan Nan before. I now realize how much of a bastard I am, unable to appease the woman who loves me, and giving her nothing but endless hurt. I'm really not the man you deserve to love with all your heart. Therefore, you have to be rational about the relationship between us, and don't be too persistent, and lose the man you should cherish the most. ”

"Haodong, what do you mean by that? Are you going to have a showdown with me? ”

Guo Haodong faced Chen Lanlan's questioning, and quickly shook his head: "I'm not, I feel that you have been hurt in my heart, and I blame myself to death." I'm sure Lee Soon-hee won't do anything to hurt you. In front of him, I was ashamed of myself, and I actually robbed a woman with him, which was simply beyond my strength. ”

Unexpectedly, Chen Lanlan said in a cold tone: "Don't use this excuse to perfunctory me." I told you a long time ago that I don't love Lee Soon Hee, and the reason why I accepted him to drop out of school to take care of my parents was because I had the idea of sacrificing my love and happiness for a lifetime. ”

When Guo Haodong heard this, he couldn't help but say sadly: "Lan Lan, you are really a stupid girl, when you encounter true fate and happiness, you don't know how to cherish it." If you miss him, I'm afraid you'll regret it for the rest of your life..."

"No!" Chen Lanlan interrupted loudly, "I've been with him for several years, and only I know best whether he feels for me. I feel like I've been completely draining my youth in the past few years. But when you appeared, I really experienced the taste of love and awakened my desire for a future life. I felt like a terminally ill patient had suddenly met a good doctor. Now, my condition has just improved, but the good doctor has abandoned me and pushed me back to death..."

Chen Lanlan was already sobbing at the end.

Every word she said deeply hurt Guo Haodong and made his tears come out of his eyes-

He couldn't help but recall the passionate years with Chen Lanlan before he returned to China for the first time, especially when he and she were together on the beach, and the love vows he issued were like a twilight drum and a morning bell, beating his almost broken heart one by one.

Even if he is hard-hearted, he can't say a word that will make Chen Lanlan sad again.

He almost said bitterly: "Lan Lan, please don't say it anymore, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, I really don't deserve your nostalgia for me like this!" ”

Unexpectedly, Chen Lanlan said in a firm tone: "Haodong, you listen to me now." Although I have to admit that the relationship between you and Nan Nan is getting deeper and deeper, I will never give up my love for you because your love has shifted. Because, I am the girl who loves you the most in the world. Even if you are full of shortcomings and do anything that is sorry for me, I will forgive you endlessly. You... Even if you and Nan Nan have slept together, as long as the heart can turn back, I will be as good as I have accepted you and treated you. I don't know if Nan Nan will accept this. But my love for you is evident in the heavens! ”

Chen Lanlan's confession not only moved Guo Haodong, but also pressured, and suddenly felt that his emotional choice between Nan Nan and Lan Lan was not something that his subjective will could decide. He doesn't feel like a man, he can't make his own decisions about his feelings, and he can leave it to fate.

In the end, he could only say perfunctorily to Chen Lanlan: "Lanlan, please don't say that, love is not an impulse after all." We all need to be sensible and think to each other about what we really need. Love is beautiful, it will not only bring us pleasant spiritual wealth, but also all-round happiness, including material things. Maybe our ideas are not yet mature, so let the passing time test our determination and will. ”

Chen Lanlan hesitated for a moment, and her tone suddenly became gentle and lovely: "Haodong, please forgive me for my excitement just now." I've been in pain for a day, and I've felt much better just now by venting and confessing to you. I agree with what you just said - let time test our emotions. I will not put any pressure on you to willingly choose a girl who is worthy of your love. If you think that the love vows between the two of us don't count, I would rather sacrifice myself for your happiness. Well, I won't bother you, because you often hear the car horn on your phone, and you know you're still outside. Now hurry home and get some rest. Good night. ”

Guo Haodong's throat was a little blocked, although Chen Lanlan said that she didn't put any pressure on herself, in fact, her words were like a mountain pressing on his heart, so depressed that he could hardly breathe. By the time he came to his senses, Chen Lanlan had already hung up the phone.

He was stunned for a long time, and at this time, his heart was like knocking over the five-flavor bottle, and the ups and downs came to his heart together. Where can he go home and rest at this time?

He thought about it for a long time, and finally made a decision - to go to the hospital before going home.

He changed his route and went to the hospital.

When he came to Chen Jingyuan's ward, he didn't knock on the door immediately, but secretly pushed them open a crack to observe the situation in the ward. But what he didn't expect was that Gui Ling was actually in the ward, she was smiling and chatting with Chen Jingyuan who was lying on the hospital bed to relieve her boredom, as if she was her own daughter, and then looked at Li Shunxi, but like a foil, she sat on the other side of the hospital bed.

Guo Haodong secretly observed for a while, only to find that although Gui Ling was talking and laughing with Chen Jingyuan like a silver bell, her eyes secretly glanced at Li Shunxi on the other side of the hospital bed from time to time, and made it to meet his heart.

Guo Haodong couldn't be quiet anymore, and immediately pushed the door in-

His presence startled all three people in the ward at the same time.

"Mr. Guo, why are you here?" Li Shunxi looked at Guo Haodong with a surprised expression.

Guo Haodong ignored Li Shunxi, first suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and gave Chen Jingyuan a smile: "Uncle Chen, are you feeling better?" ”

After the changes in these days, Chen Jingyuan has become a lot more interesting, and knows that Guo Haodong is also a man who controls his fate, so he said with a smile on his face: "I'm much better." The doctor said I would be discharged tomorrow. I'm so sorry that you're coming to visit me so late. ”

Guo Haodong secretly glanced at him, and secretly said in his heart, this old man has seen the wind and rudder, and when he arrives here, he is not as arrogant as he was in his hometown. In fact, he looks down on such people.

He said indifferently: "After all, you only had an accident after taking the new drug newly developed by our company, and I, as the person in charge of the company, have the responsibility to care about your situation, so please don't be polite." ”

Chen Jingyuan's eyes rolled, and he suddenly asked, "Then will you be responsible for all the medical expenses of my hospitalization?" ”

Guo Haodong shot a disdainful look in his eyes, and he still replied lightly: "There is no problem." You don't want to have any burden. ”

Unexpectedly, Chen Jingyuan glanced around at Li Shunxi and Gui Ling, who were sitting on his left and right, and took the opportunity to speak: "Xiao Lizi and Gui Ling's daughter both work in your company, and they have delayed their work in order to take care of me, so will their wages be deducted?" ”

Li Shunxi was a little breathless, and immediately relieved the siege: "Uncle Chen, even if I deduct my salary for a few days, don't embarrass Mr. Guo." ”

Chen Jingyuan may have been accustomed to Li Shunxi's command, but at this time he couldn't help but scold: "Don't talk too much. I'm talking to this Mr. Guo. ”

Gui Ling saw that Guo Haodong's face was gloomy and ugly, so she hurriedly said to Chen Jingyuan with a smile: "Uncle, don't worry." Mr. Guo takes great care of us and will not deduct our wages. ”

"That's good." Although Chen Jingyuan didn't get Guo Haodong's reply, Gui Ling's gentle smile made him listen very comfortably.

Guo Haodong saw that Gui Ling had completely integrated into this very abnormal family, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart. At this time, he asked Gui: "It's so late, why are you still in the hospital?" ”

Gui Ling knew that Guo Haodong seemed to be asking, but he was actually concerned about himself, so she replied with a smile: "This is the observation room ward, and there is no TV, Uncle Chen can't sleep for a while, so I will chat with him." There is a TV in the house, but the eldest lady doesn't need me to accompany her. ”

Guo Haodong couldn't help but glance at his watch, and hummed in his nostrils: "It's almost ten o'clock now." You'd better go home. ”

After urging Gui Ling, he glanced at Li Shunxi again.

Gui Ling noticed that Guo Haodong suddenly came to the ward so late, not to visit Chen Jingyuan, but probably to Li Shunxi, so she said to Chen Jingyuan: "Uncle Chen, you can rest." I'll come back tomorrow morning to bring you and Shun Hee food. ”

Chen Jingyuan seemed to be a little reluctant to give up on Gui Ling, and couldn't help moistening his eyes: "Girl, you should pay attention to safety on the road." I'll be here early tomorrow. ”

"Okay, don't worry." Gui Ling gave Chen Jingyuan a sunny smile again, and waved her little hand like a child.

As soon as Gui Ling walked out of the ward, Li Shunxi followed, Guo Haodong didn't pay any attention to Chen Jingyuan, and also followed.

Li Shunxi saw that Guo Haodong also came out, so he asked him for instructions: "It's so dark, if you don't have anything important, I want to send Gui Ling back." ”

Guo Haodong frowned, looked at the neon lights on both sides of the street, and couldn't help but ask Gui Ling: "Can you go back alone?" ”

Gui Ling understood that Guo Haodong had something to do with Li Shunxi, so she smiled and shook her head: "No need, you can talk to Mr. Guo." Home is so close that I'll be there in a moment. ”

Li Shunxi was helpless, so he had to tell Gui Ling: "Then you have to be more careful." When you get home, give me a call. ”

Gui Ling saw that Li Shunxi cared about herself, her heart couldn't help but feel hot, she didn't say anything more, just nodded vigorously, and turned around and walked down the steps of the hospital.

Guo Haodong kept looking at Gui Ling's back farther and farther away, and couldn't help but ask Li Shunxi, who was also staring at her with concern: "It seems that you have more and more feelings for Gui Ling's girl." ”

Li Shunxi was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly defended: "Mr. Guo, don't misunderstand. Gui Ling is my family's benefactor and my best friend in life. She's a girl, walking alone at night, and certainly doesn't put me at ease. ”

Guo Haodong said coldly: "Gui Ling is indeed a good girl, otherwise I wouldn't have asked her to help you." Which do you think is better than Lan Lan now? ”

Of course it's Gui Ling! Li Shunxi couldn't help blurting out.

Guo Haodong's face sank: "It seems that you want to like the new and hate the old?" ”

Li Shunxi hurriedly shook his head: "No." My love for Lan Lan is unswerving to death. Although she does not have Gui Ling's kind and hard-working qualities, both her strengths and weaknesses are worthy of my love without changing my original intention. ”

Guo Haodong said a little sarcastically: "Are you sure that your love for Lan Lan is unwavering?" ”

Li Shunxi nodded decisively: "When I chose to study from Lanlan, I had already sworn that I would sacrifice everything, including my life, for the goddess in my heart. My love for her is rock solid, and no matter who comes in, it can't change my pursuit. ”

Guo Haodong was stunned for a moment, and suddenly looked sad and said, "You have read too many Qiong Yao novels, right?" Do you believe that the love vows of the mountain alliance and the sea oath can really be sincere? Reality tells us that some touching love vows are so naΓ―ve. It doesn't stand up to the scrutiny of real life. ”

Li Shunxi looked at Guo Haodong in astonishment, completely unaware of the other party's knot.

Guo Haodong was silent for a while, and continued to express his attitude to Li Shunxi: "Xiao Li, if you really have Lan Lan in your heart, you should have less contact with Gui Ling and more exchanges with Lan Lan. Although the two of you are currently thousands of miles apart, modern means of communication can completely make the end of the world a stone's throw away. It's time to change your strategy for Lan Lan. ”

Li Shunxi was puzzled: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Guo Haodong sighed: "You should understand the thoughts of girls now, don't think that taking care of each other's parents will completely conquer each other's hearts." Love is the warmth of two feelings to each other, and it needs a warm atmosphere and mood. If you can't make the other party romantic and happy, even if you let the other party accept you, it is a painful helplessness. You think you've paid, but don't let the other party feel like they've paid for their lifelong happiness to repay you. You are a person who understands, is this the marriage you want? ”

Li Shunxi was stunned for a long time before he said gloomily: "You have many similarities with Gui Ling. Looks like I'm really a fan of the authorities. ”

Guo Haodong was stunned: "Gui Ling also talked to you a lot about your relationship with Lan Lan?" ”

Li Shunxi nodded silently.

Guo Haodong took the opportunity to say: "Xiao Li, I always thought that you were actually a very rich man emotionally. What you have to do now is to actively send a signal to Lan Lan, that is, you can not only take care of her parents, but also give her a romantic love and a happy marriage. Nowadays, girls like Qiong Yao's romance novels, and that's because they like to be surrounded by sweet words. Therefore, you must know how to have a relationship with the girl you love, so that she feels that if she does not contact you for a day, life is like something is missing. This will not be abandoned by the love you longed for. ”

When Li Shunxi heard this, he couldn't help but question: "Mr. Guo, do you want me to take the initiative to communicate with Lan Lan every day?" ”

Guo Haodong asked rhetorically: "Isn't it possible?" Although it is a bit more expensive to make a long-distance call, QQ and WeChat can completely shorten the distance between each other. You should be able to speak sweet words that girls like to hear, right? ”

Unexpectedly, Li Shunxi smiled bitterly: "Do I pour **** into her every day in order to please her?" She is still a student. If I distract her, it will affect her ambitions. ”

Guo Haodong recalled the life goals he had talked to Chen Lanlan about, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "What lofty ambitions does she have?" For a secular girl, being able to find a good husband who loves her and is obedient is the greatest success. ”

Li Shunxi didn't like to listen to it anymore, and his face changed slightly: "Mr. Guo, do you think Lan Lan is a secular girl?" ”

Guo Haodong was shocked and hurriedly defended: "I don't know her very well. But that's how girls are now. ”

Li Shunxi thought for a moment, and then asked rhetorically: "It's okay that you don't know much about Lan Lan, but you should know Gui Ling quite well, right?" Do you think Gui Ling is also a worldly girl? ”

The muscles of Guo Haodong's face twitched, and he was obviously questioned by Li Shunxi, which made him very unhappy.

He pointed out unceremoniously: "Gui Ling is also very uninteresting, since I know that your feelings for Lan Lan are inseparable, I am still so close to you." In doing so, it is really harmful to others and yourself! ”

Li Shunxi secretly glanced at him, and said secretly in his heart, she approached me, didn't you arrange it?

However, he immediately thought about it again, since he was now opposed to Gui Ling getting closer to him, and he had repeatedly instigated himself how to curry favor with Lan Lan, this showed that his previous worries were superfluous, even if he had any thoughts about Lan Lan before, it seemed that they didn't exist now.

He then said calmly: "Please don't misunderstand Gui Ling. She is the best girl I have ever met, and in her I have experienced the virtues of tolerance, kindness, simplicity and boundless love of oriental women. However, she didn't pester me emotionally, just did something to share my pressure. I am full of gratitude and reverence for her, and I sincerely wish her happiness as she belongs. ”

As soon as Guo Haodong heard him talk about Gui Ling, it was actually a set, his nostrils couldn't help but snort, and he was about to refute a few more words.

Unexpectedly, Li Shunxi's face suddenly changed: "It's not good, Gui Ling should be home now." If you call me, I won't be able to get it. My phone is still in the ward. ”

He didn't wait for Guo Haodong to react, so he pulled out and ran to the ward-

Guo Haodong secretly smiled bitterly in his heart, whose house did Gui Ling go to? Is your home her home?

No matter what he thought in his heart, he still followed Li Shunxi back to the ward.

At this time, Chen Jingyuan was already asleep.

Li Shunxi nervously held the phone and waited for it to make a move.

However, after a while, the phone still didn't respond, like a piece of waste.

Li Shunxi was a little breathless, it had been a long time, Gui Ling should have arrived home a long time ago, why didn't she call?

Guo Haodong also looked very anxious, and couldn't help reminding Li Shunxi: "Maybe Gui Ling forgot about it." Wouldn't it be relieved if you called and asked? ”

Li Shunxi suddenly came to his senses and immediately dialed Gui Ling's mobile phone-

However, to the surprise of Li Shunxi and Guo Haodong, Gui Ling's mobile phone has not been answered.