Chapter 47: The Oath
Zhenyue walked over and scolded and instructed, "Xiaoshu, that kid is crazy now, you must notify me immediately the next time you meet him, otherwise I don't know what will happen." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”
"Zhenyue," Du Shu didn't answer, but looked at Zhenyue quietly with stubbornness and an imperceptible trace of fragility in his eyes.
"You all already know, I'm a monster, I've killed a lot of people!"
Her tone was serious and affirmative, such a Du Shu made Zhenyue stunned, she had nothing to say.
"Is this the secret you've always had in your heart, but I'm really not scared at all, and I don't think Xiaoshu is a monster."
Zhenyue suddenly laughed, her tone was very gentle, she half-knelt down and gently touched Du Shu's head.
"Don't worry, those people are bad people, they are innocent, and no one knows about it except me, you were already unconscious when I came according to the location, at that time, everyone died, no one knew your secret, when Avril and the police arrived, I only said that I saw a very strong elemental person leave from there, all the surveillance records disappeared, everyone thought that person was very powerful, Jasmine also said, you were hijacked by a group of gangs specializing in child trafficking, their power is very mysterious, but by the time the police searched there, the place had been completely destroyed, and as for the vulnerable police in the thirteenth district, they had already been buried, and the lord also attached great importance to this case, so he had sent effective police forces to be stationed there, keeping an eye on the safety of the Mokran Star Field. ”
"So, don't think about it now, rest and recuperate, and everything will develop in a good direction." Matsuki comforted empathetically.
"Is that so?"
Du Shu muttered, her head was very confused, she felt the gentle caress of Zhenyue on the top of her head, her temperature, under the huge psychological gap, this dependence and persistence that she had never felt made her almost cry, she had never been a crying person, but now, the secret hidden in her heart was known, she was not afraid of her, she was not disgusted with her, she understood her, she was the only person who was sincerely good to her, she suddenly wanted to tell her everything, her sins, her stubbornness and the sorrow buried deep in her memory, Now she has nothing, and after so many years of loneliness, she never wants to be alone again, she doesn't want to lose her again.
"Now, Matsuki, I only have you now," Du Shu muttered as she gripped her hand, her trust in her was all contained in it, it was true, she wanted to rely on her.
"Don't leave me in the future, don't leave me, or else," her voice was quiet and sharp, "I will surely destroy you and this cold world." ”
"Xiaoshu!" Matsuki screamed, hearing such biting and cold words, her hands trembled slightly, and she leaned over and hugged her tightly.
"Don't say that, don't be so desperate, I will definitely not leave you, I will always take care of you and be good to you, you have to believe me."
Zhenyue hurriedly promised, it turned out that she had never really understood her and probed her heart, such a desperate and stubborn Du Shu, spit out such a curse from her mouth, which would only make her more distressed and want to protect her.
Du Shu's head rested tightly on Zhenyue's shoulder, her eyes were big and clear, at this moment, in front of her, everything outside the window was so beautiful and pure, she never cried, because it had already dried up.
"Zhenyue, do you know, actually, I am not an orphan," on Zhenyue's shoulder, Du Shu's tone was flat, as if he was telling someone else's story.
"She abandoned me because I would only bring her shame and fear, and at that time, her other child was born, and in the middle of the night on a snowy day, I hid in the corner of the cold eaves and watched them laugh and hug together."
"There was never any remorse for me, from one side of the planet to the other, I could only walk home step by step from memory, but what I saw made me desperate and miserable, and at that time, I really wanted to kill them all. So I indulged myself and stopped restraining her, because then I had nothing. ”
"However, I am glad that he rescued me, when my own mother and others shouted that I was a monster and wanted to burn me, it was he who protected me and took me out of there, and when I was scarred and held in his arms, my eyes looked at her deadly, I longed for her to change her mind, I swore that as long as she left me, no matter how much she treated me, I would never hurt her, leave her."
"But she didn't, she just looked at me in disgust and told me to get out."
My tears were dropping and soaking his chest, and he looked at me and put his hand tightly over my eyes, I never knew that a man's hand could be so powerful and rough.
"He took me away from that planet, he taught me the languages of other planets, how to survive, how to make myself forget all the happiness that I had in front of me."
"But, sure enough, it's a sign that he's going to leave me, right in front of my eyes, and I'm just watching him die in agony."
"At that time, I thought, human life is really fragile, he died for me, but at that time I was locked in the dark room by him as if I had lost all my strength, watching him lose his breath little by little."
"Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu, don't say it, don't say it!" Matsuki was about to cry when she heard it.
"It's not over yet," Du Shu shook his head, "and then Anglie's grandmother took me in, I am a moldy star, she naturally has no good results, before she died, she made me swear that I would take care of Angliel for the rest of my life, otherwise I would never be happy." ”
"I promised her, and then later, we came to Elias, and I also kept my oath, no matter what Angree did, I would bear it for him, at that time, I lived like a walking corpse, I had no thoughts, just a mechanical life, I thought, if I didn't have that oath, I would have died immediately, no, Matsuki," Du Shu raised his head, "I want to live now, I want to live, I want to live here, I will definitely die in that world, I don't want to live like that anymore, Mazuki, I want to live." ”
"Then live well, live happily, you don't owe anyone, you never owe anyone, it's not your fault, it shouldn't be borne by you, don't worry, Xiaoshu, I will cure you, I will make you happy like an ordinary person."
Matsuki nodded desperately, she wanted to make her feel at ease immediately, she wanted her to smile immediately, and become happy immediately.