For the future of Dongfang Yu, Shihui can be said to devote herself wholeheartedly until she bravely sacrificed herself. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info of course she knew that she was playing with fire, guilt, self-blame, and more than once in private thinking about how to face Dongfang Yu, but at the same time, he was also slightly relieved. Because, after all, this move has a clear purpose, although it is not completely voluntary, but it is indeed a heroic feat of sacrificing a small family for everyone, just as the underground workers are completing a glorious and sacred political task. She whispered repeatedly in her heart, and even communicated her inner thoughts with Chen Chun. However, Chen Chun smiled and did not answer, and there was a strange smile on his face that showed a hint of bad intentions. Seeing this, Shihui didn't give up, snuggled in his arms, hummed and rubbed Chen Chun's thick chest, asking him to give himself an explanation. Chen Chun couldn't hold on, coughed dryly twice, and said something terrifying.

He said, what is life for, do you know? You are a lover of literature, thoughtful, and insightful, but have you thought about this question! Maybe you don't think about it, because I know that women are emotional creatures, and they have the ability to think about this kind of problem, but they don't care about this kind of thinking, they want a kind of spiritual comfort, a kind of physical enjoyment, and they see this as more important than anything else. Now, let me tell you, the question you asked, in my opinion, is simply pediatric. Children and adults will be where they come from. Most of the adults will not tell the children where they are coming from. If your baby asks, you will tell him bluntly that he has to spread his legs wide and let out a heart-rending howl when he comes out of the place under your body. You're never going to, you're just prevaricating, fooling around with promises like falling from the sky, jumping out of a crack in a rock, or whatever. I would say that life is actually a drama, with a beginning, a climax, and an end. It's just that there is no chief director for this drama of life, and there is no screenwriter from beginning to end, and it completely relies on its own continuous evolution, and it comes naturally. But in this process, one thing is the same, that is, choreography, acting needs choreography, life also needs choreography, and life is in the process of continuous choreography. You have been in this world for so long, you can clearly explain what should be, what must be, what should not be, and what is unnecessary! Everything in life is about your own needs. The reason why we are today is that it was a play from the beginning, of course, we each have our own roles, and there is no doubt that in this performance, you are the well-deserved protagonist, and I am the supporting role, each with its own function, and both are indispensable. You play an important and irreplaceable decisive role in the role, and I play an important supporting role in it, assisting you in completing the performance, like green leaves with red flowers. This red flower of yours got what I wanted throughout the performance, and of course, I also benefited from it. We each have their own place, each takes what they need, we complement each other, the combination of Chinese and Western, is a small society, is an entertainment community, a community of destiny. Of course, this community will continue to grow, and it will undoubtedly end with the mission. Everyone's life is to keep repeating this kind of game, you can say cruelty, you can say reality, you can say that life is meaningless, in short, this is a living life. I have never believed in the high-sounding rhetoric of politicians, what life ideals, life beliefs, life goals, all of them are big lies that deceive people. Uncover the surface of the glamour, everything is miserable. From this level, can you be sure that your family Dongfang Yu is not doing anything behind your back, he doesn't act, he doesn't wear a disguised mask, little beauty, what do you say?

Chen Chun said so much in one breath, without pause, and when he came, he didn't forget to cast an offensive gaze at Shihui. Shihui is accustomed to this kind of gaze of his, and when she meets this gaze, she feels the penetrating power that penetrates deep into her heart, the kind of tremor that cannot be expressed clearly in words, which women dream of. Fortunately, this feeling is in the heart, and Dongfang Yu can't know. Otherwise, she knew what kind of stimulus it was, and it was a heartbreaking fatal blow.

But as time went on, her thoughts became more and more calm, more objective, and more comprehensive. For her personally, the bond with Chen Chun is unscathed, and it is a great benefit. Not only was he unscathed, but what he got back was his own enjoyment, as well as Dongfang Yu's future, and the beautiful tomorrow they shared. This is the great thing in her life, and this kind of effort is certainly worth it. From a woman's point of view, Shihui has a side value, that is, the full catharsis of body and mind, which is a high degree of compatibility with human nature and high efficiency and energy saving. The reason why she has such a psychological trajectory is another important factor that cannot be ignored, that is, she has always believed that Dongfang Yu is the initiator, and if she is to blame, he is the culprit, which is her most fundamental psychological comfort.

Speaking from the heart, it is not purely a relationship of interest between them, if it is said that there was a clear utilitarian at the beginning, now they are indeed attracted and have a spark. Shihui now feels that Chen Chun does have an extraordinary personal charm, and when she is with him, she has a psychological experience that has been purified and integrated, leisurely like a leisurely stroll, fluttering like a breeze. She didn't know what kind of situation she was in, and nominally continued to prevaricate with Dongfang Yu's affairs to maintain this kind of relationship between men and women, which had already transcended the moral boundary and deteriorated, subconsciously, she was already obsessed and reluctant to give up. With this kind of man, her mental outlook has changed significantly, she knows that after paying physically and mentally, she will lose a thousand miles, and she knows that she shouldn't, but she is like this, she is so shameless, once she is addicted to body and mind, and enjoys the romance and fun that this man brings her, she doesn't know the south, south, west, and northwest.

She also had occasional trepidation, fearing that she had gone too far, too extreme, and completely put the cart before the horse, but she was eventually replaced by a more intense collision between the two and could not extricate herself. She combed through the Huangliang dream she had weaved, and took it for granted that all the current rights and wrongs were a memorable and memorable episode in her life, and it would smoothly transition to another important stage of life with time, and the beautiful rainbow fit of life would lie across her human growth river, not knowing that the current Dongfang Yu had already fallen into deep pain and was seeking relief, and the two of them were going farther and farther away on different tracks.

Shihui knew very well that Chen Chun could not be the destination of her life, and they were definitely not men and women dating based on the purpose of marriage, but she didn't have time to think about it. She was not mentally prepared to live with a man who was nearly twenty years older than herself, and he knew that this might be the father-love plot. It's not just a father-love plot, but this sexual experience gives her a special enjoyment, and it is an indispensable and memorable part of her life. Of course, there is no doubt that she is maintaining the rest of her life on Dongfang Yu, and she is worrying about Dongfang Yu's future while feeling the happiness brought by this side value. She didn't know whether to hate Dongfang Yu or thank Dongfang Yu, objectively speaking, the formation of this status quo, Dongfang Yu's role was crucial, and it was he who put her in front of Chen Chun as a pawn in life. Without Dongfang Yu's arrangement, it is unlikely that she would have come to this point. But not necessarily, because her initial contact with Chen Chun had almost nothing to do with Dongfang Yu, and although there was no substantial progress in the trip to the lake, the contact between people, especially between people of the opposite sex, was often a gradual mutation in accidental encounters and contacts. The subsequent trip, on the surface, had nothing to do with Dacheng Haikan and Chen Chun in the passenger cab, but in the process of Haikan, there were subtle changes in her heart, which was a gradual process. A glance at each other, an inadvertent action, may plant the bane of deviance, who dares to confirm that this is not a fate arrangement in the dark. Even if there is no Dongfang Yu, who dares to guarantee that there is no today, Dongfang Yu may be a catalyst at best.

Shihui values this kind of relationship, cherishes this relationship, and records the relationship between the two in the form of a diary and implants it in the secret of her life. In her diary, she talked about her views and impressions of Chen Chun, and also made a comprehensive comparison between Chen Chun and Dongfang Yu, analyzed the advantages and disadvantages, and quietly positioned herself in her heart. She also talked about her views on life, her yearning for the future, and a comprehensive and detailed understanding and interpretation of what life is for. Of course, there are also descriptions of naked sex life, she uses a large number of rich and provocative words, and her strong literary skills are vividly displayed in this world. It's an intangible asset that she treasures to open in her free time to read, appreciate and relive this persistent, rare shudder.

She has hesitated, she has been stunned, and she has been distressed by this emotion, but the nature of a woman determines that she cannot live without the intimate possession and unexpected satisfaction in the emotional realm, which is as indispensable as drinking water and eating. Women must gain more emotions, just as men must gain more women's bodies. This inevitably leads to tragedy. When Dongfang Yu's mind had already flown thousands of miles away, and she decided to break up with Shihui completely, she was still continuing her efforts, still acting happily with Chen Chun, and happily discussing the arrangements when he was about to come back. Such a situation is undoubtedly a great insult and extreme mockery for a man, with the shame of the San Francisco Peace Treaty, and the absurdity of the Soviet-German Non-Aggression Pact, and he even feels that he has lost the most basic respect and dignity. He really can't reach the otherworldly realm of some people, and he can face this humiliation calmly, and he can give someone another hand when someone invades your territory, lest he fail to align with that point.

The process of seeking progress in life is actually a double-edged sword, which often endangers your own safety and infringes on or damages your own interests while bringing you the joy of success and self-confidence. There is no such thing as a free lunch, pie will not fall from the sky, if you want to fish, you must bait, if you want to lure the enemy deep, there must be an inducement.