Chapter 221: The Woman Is Gone
Wang Jiajia didn't breathe the smell of home for a month. When she stepped into www.biquge.info house, she knew how nostalgic she was for this home, reluctant to give up, or pinned too much on her feelings.
When a person knows that his life is short, but he doesn't know when to close his eyes, how tormenting the spirit is and tears the heart apart.
She wanted to sleep beautifully and forget all the good sorrows, both in the past and in the present.
But suddenly she felt that lying on the bed and sleeping quietly was such a sacred thing, that it should be clean, beautiful, and not to be defiled in the slightest. So she was ready to satisfy her sense of sacredness and take a hot bath.
After so many years, it was the first time she felt that life was so empty and boring to sleep.
Yin Cairu has been lying in the hospital for a month, and the doctor still does not recommend discharge.
"The condition could worsen at any time, and that's what worries us."
If lying quietly on the green grass and watching the sunrise in the west was Wang Jiajia's last wish, then the doctor's words undoubtedly shattered her wish.
In fact, no one knows who will go first about their illness. If there is really no best last years after the time of life, then dying together may be the most beautiful, and there is no romantic happiness, but this kind of romance weighs on heavy and complex feelings.
"I'll take care of your dad for the rest of the day."
Wang Jiajia is very concerned about the last time with Yin Cairu, maybe she can stay together so old, it is the far west.
Seeing Wang Jiajia waiting by her side, her heart is stable and peaceful.
Jiaojiao is also proving her failures and remorse with her actions.
Every time she goes to the hospital, Wang Jiajia talks to her a lot.
"You have seen your father's situation, this family may lack arms and legs at any time, and no one will beat you, scold you, or hurt you in the future, I really hope that you are serious about repentance, not lip service."
"Mom, I know, I'm not a thing, I hurt everyone, I know it's wrong."
Jiaojiao regretted that it was actually too late, and she couldn't take care of herself as if she was lying on the hospital bed. If time could be turned back, she hoped none of this had happened.
"I don't need you here, I'm here, you're still young, settle yourself, and find a stable job!" Wang Jiajia said earnestly, "You are a girl, we don't ask you to be rich and rich, but you always have to support yourself, right?" This is my basic requirement for you. How many jobs have you changed jobs since you graduated from college, and how many of them have worked for a year? When you encounter troubles, think more about Ruoya, you are not for yourself, not for others, for Ruoya you have to survive. ”
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Wang Jiajia has never said so many words to Jiaojiao, but every sentence is reasonable, every sentence is serious, and the parents of the world are heartfelt. She is also a mother, so she should be able to better understand Wang Jiajia's state of mind.
If time could be turned back, she would rather choose to be simple and free than to like someone she shouldn't like, and she was so persistent that she hurt her family and others.
The memories of the past are like a movie, love, family affection, contradictions and conflicts, which may not necessarily be good-looking, but it is a tragic drama that sheds tears.
If family affection is the nourishment that nourishes us, then love is the wings of life.
Family affection determines our literacy, and love determines our life
"I will live a strong life for Ruoya and myself, don't worry, I will never let you down."
The "mother and daughter" hugged each other, and at that moment, they both felt warmth and left their own tears.
The years push people to grow old, and everyone's life is close to a dead end.
Wang Jiajia, who had been taking care of Yin Cai for three months, collapsed in front of the hospital bed due to physical exhaustion, her condition deteriorated.
At that moment, Yin Cai on the hospital bed wanted to reach out and pull her, but he couldn't help himself, and what he clung to was only the air that was beyond the reach of the naked eye.
Wang Jiajia's condition was very bad, and the doctor who examined her shook her head again and again, helpless, a pity, or a tribute to a person who was about to leave?
When Nian Nian hurried to the hospital, Wang Jiajia had lost her ability to think clearly. Despite this, she kept saying Yin Cairu's name in her mouth.
When a person is about to end her life, how high is the name of this man in her heart?
After so many years, Nian Nian always thinks that Wang Jiajia is his mother, his biological mother. Although I once thought that it was this woman who caused conflicts between her biological parents and divorced, she couldn't hate it. At this moment, he understands that he doesn't need too many reasons and excuses to love someone, but to love him in his heart, and he doesn't care, just love this person.
Jiaojiao rushed to the hospital, Wang Jiajia's pupils dilated, and she left.
still remembers what she said to herself three months ago, every word was engraved into Jiaojiao's heart.
For Jiaojiao, what Wang Jiajia said was her last words, which were sacred and must be strictly observed. Otherwise, she doesn't even deserve the word human.
The crying in the ward was muffled and heartbreaking. Under the arrangement of the hospital, Wang Jiajia's one piece was transported home.
The funeral is simple and unpretentious, if it is according to the customs of the countryside, it needs to be left in the house for three days, and the spark will only be sparked on the fourth day. But in the city, four people are worse than dogs, and they can't be put on for three days.
So the next day, Wang Jiajia's body was fainted in the crematorium, but what came out was a fluttering urn.
Wang Jiajia left very suddenly, so the purpose was not to buy, so the urn was placed in Jiaojiao's home.
"I want to stay with Jiajia's mother for a while, just let me go there!"
Jiaojiao's feelings for Wang Jiajia are far more important than her thoughts, because she grew up by her side since she was a child, because of her own persistence, because of her deviance, she has not lived together for many years, and the bits and pieces of her childhood, Jiaojiao is vivid. Wang Jiajia's voice and smile seem to be yesterday.
Everything is gone, dust is dust, the dead will never come back, and the living need to preserve the warmth of the past.
Jiaojiao would say a lot of things to Wang Jiajia's urn every day, some of which she couldn't hear when she wanted to hear them before she was alive.
"Mom, why did you leave so suddenly, I didn't have time to honor you, so you left." Jiaojiao said with tears in her eyes.
When I was a child, I didn't know the difference between Wang Jiajia and my own mother, and the naïve Jiaojiao always thought that she was her own mother, and she never doubted it. Yes, there is no need to doubt that Wang Jiajia has always regarded her as her own.
"Mom, why are you willing to leave my father, he is lying on the hospital bed and still doesn't know that you are gone, how much you love each other, you have experienced too much along the way. Although you both had each other's families, you still choose to be with the people you love until today. Mom, you have a spirit in heaven, bless Dad with a speedy recovery. Daddy is waiting for you to come back to him......" (To be continued.) )