Chapter 58: What is Love (5)

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It hurts! Why does it feel empty? Where is this, why can't you keep your eyes open? Who's calling me? Ann, yes, Ian's voice, he was waking me up, but I felt so tired that I wanted to sleep a little longer......

In front of the hospital bed, Wen Li's forehead was full of beads of sweat, Xu was having nightmares, her eyebrows were frowning, her fists were clenched tightly, Yi'an took a towel to wipe the sweat off her face, and then held her hand in her palm, slowly released her fist, and rubbed her with her hand, at this time she was slightly away from the gap between her eyebrows.

Mother Ye hurried back to the ward with a double-layer insulated box, and asked Yi An when she entered the door: "What, haven't you woken up yet?" ”

When Ian saw her come in, he got up and took the thermos box in her hand and put it on the table in the ward, then pushed a chair to the side of the bed and motioned for her to sit down.

"She hasn't woken up yet, but the doctor has come to see her and said that she should be too tired, and let her sleep well."

Wen Li, who was asleep, heard the sound of someone talking, slowly opened her eyes, and saw Yi'an and Sister Hua sitting beside her, ready to get up and ask what the situation was, at this time there was a pain in her lower abdomen, and then she saw that she was lying on the hospital bed, and hurriedly touched her abdomen with her hand.

"Ian, what about the child, is our child okay?" She looked at Ian with wide eyes, as if begging him to tell her that their child was okay.

"Wen Li, you are very weak now, get up and eat something first, and then take these medicines." Ann dodged her question.

"Yes, girl, Mom just stewed porridge for you, you can only eat something light now, I made you your favorite mushroom porridge, get up and eat some first." Ye Mu said on the side, and then opened the lid of the thermos box and prepared to serve her porridge.

"Mom, tell me, what about my child, it's still there, right?" Wen Li turned to look at her mother expectantly.

When Ye Mu was asked by her, her tears couldn't help but fall again, and she hurriedly turned around, for fear that she would be discovered by Wen Li.

Wen Li saw that Yi'an and Sister Hua did not answer her question, and she already had a result for the answer in her heart, she put her hands on her abdomen, and closed her eyes while two lines of tears flowed out.

"If you don't tell me, I know, I'm empty here, it's gone, my children aren't there......"

"Wen Li, don't be too sad, the doctor said you have to rest well now, we are still young, and there will be another child." Ian sat down beside her and took her into his arms.

"Yi'an, I'm sorry, I didn't protect our children well, I'm sorry......" Wen Li leaned on Yi'an's shoulder and cried, feeling extremely guilty in her heart.

"It's okay, Wen Li, it's all over, you're still so young, we'll regenerate when we get well." Ian comforted her constantly.

Seeing her heartbroken, Mother Ye put away her tears, continued to fill the unfinished porridge in her hand, and brought it to Wen Li, "Girl, Yi'an is right, you are still young, take care of your body, and the child will have another child sooner or later." ”

"Mom, I don't have an appetite and don't want to eat." Wen Li held back tears.

Seeing this, Yi An put the pillow behind Wen Li, helped her sit up straight, and then took the bowl in Ye Mu's hand, "You have slept all afternoon, you must be hungry if you haven't eaten anything all day, eat a little." ”

Wen Li looked up at the porridge handed over by Yi'an, and saw that his eyes were full of distress, and she was even more annoyed by the consequences of her impulsive actions.

"Ian, don't you blame me?" The tears in his eyes could not stop falling again, and he looked at Ian pitifully, begging for his forgiveness.

"Silly girl, it's not your fault, I know that the saddest person is you now, how can I blame you."

Wen Li was moved when she heard him say this, stopped her tears, wiped away the remaining tears on her face with her hands, and then opened her mouth to eat the porridge that Yi'an fed one bite at a time.

"Wen Li"

Following the voice, it was Luo Weiwei, who stood at the door of the ward, holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, her eyes full of apologies.

"You vicious woman, why are you still here, isn't it bad enough for our girl to be hurt by you? You still have a face. When Ye Mu saw her coming in, she immediately walked towards her, with a posture ready to blast her out.

"Auntie, don't be impulsive." Eone grabbed her.

"Mom, don't get excited, it's not all Weiwei's fault, don't blame her." Wen Li said lightly.

"Wen Li, I'm sorry, I really didn't know you were pregnant, if I had known that you were pregnant, I would definitely not have asked you out." Luo Weiwei regrets it now, if she knew that Wen Li was pregnant, she would definitely not force her to leave Yi'an again.

Wen Li stopped talking, she knew in her heart that she took the initiative to push Luo Weiwei away, which caused her to have a miscarriage, but after all, if she hadn't asked her out, such a thing would not have happened, so deep in her heart, she was still a little weird about Weiwei.

"Ann, I'm sorry, I was too selfish." Luo Weiwei remembered that she had told Wen Li that she would give her money to let her leave Yi'an, and now she felt a little ashamed, and she didn't know if Wen Li had told Yi'an about it.

"Weiwei, I understand your feelings, I can't blame you for such a thing, and don't blame yourself too much." Ann said.

Wei Wei looked at Yi'an's expression when she spoke to herself, it seemed that Wen Li didn't tell Yi'an about her sending her away with money, and she felt even more guilty and uncomfortable.

"Wen Li, I'm sorry, I know that whatever you say now won't help you, but I still want to say a few more sorry words to you, please forgive me for being selfish."

"Weiwei, I said it, it's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself all the time, maybe I'm too happy, God is jealous of me, so I took my child away." Wen Li was angry in her words, after all, Weiwei was so jealous of her, and tried to get her to take the money and leave Yi'an.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so selfish to you."

"Let's go, I'm tired and want to rest." Wen Li closed her eyes, although she was not entirely to blame, but she didn't want to see her again at this time, and her presence reminded her of the fact that she had lost her child.

"Let's go, my girl is going to rest." Ye Mu took advantage of the situation to kick her out.

Luo Weiwei looked at Yi'an, saw that Yi'an was silent, and pulled out the pillow behind Wen Li and put it flat on the bed, and then let Wen Li lie down, now that she is the most unpopular person, there is no reason to stay any longer, so she can only leave first, and wait for Wen Li to feel better before coming to see her.

Walking out of the ward, Luo Weiwei did not leave immediately, standing at the door of the ward, remembering everything that happened today, tears couldn't stop flowing again.

At that time, Wen Li could ignore herself, after all, at the speed of the bicycle, even if she was knocked down, she would be slightly injured at most, but she didn't care about her physical condition to push herself to safety, she didn't expect Wen Li to be such a kind girl. Thinking back to all the things she did to her in the past, although she had no intention of hurting her, after all, Wen Li lost her child because of herself, and Yi'an didn't want to see her anymore, and now that they lost their child, she no longer had any hope, presumably they will only hate themselves in the future.

If it hadn't happened in the morning, Luo Weiwei didn't know how far her paranoia about this love would go, because of her selfish behavior, she hurt Wen Li today, maybe it will be herself or Yi'an who will hurt tomorrow, thinking of the more terrible consequences that may happen in the future makes her dare not imagine it anymore.

Sometimes you think that through your so-called "hard work" and unscrupulous decision, you can get God's favor, and then God has its own arrangement, not your things, no matter how you force it, you will not be happy, even if you get it, you will not feel happy.

It's time to let go, right? Through the small glass window, Luo Weiwei looked at the people inside, and the kind people were kind to them in the end. Wen Li's grandfather saved Yi'an's grandfather with his kindness, and they were destined to have an indelible fate in this life, no matter how the outside world pulled, it would only make the thread tied to them stronger and tougher......

At this moment, Luo Weiwei finally understood the true meaning of love, love is not selfish possession, love is not a captured body, love is not putting down self-esteem to beg for alms from lovers; Love is a kind of renunciation, love is a kind of tolerance, love is a kind of fading flashy mood......