Once again, when I returned to Shenyang from Huludao, I was still confused. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 One day, the leaders of the unit went to the scene, and I was left alone to guard the compound of Nuoda, and I was waiting for the people who worked to come back, when a small car drove into the courtyard.

The two leaders in charge of personnel transfers got off the car, and they had been mixing on the spot, and had only seen them twice during reports and meetings, and the one next to them was the head of the personnel section, with a serious face, and could not see joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. The other one with a smile on her face was a lady who she knew and felt that women were easy to talk to.

I was a little nervous, so I could only step forward: "Sister Yuan, come to us for an examination?" People from our department all went to the scene, and I gave them a call? Why don't you go there and have a look? ”

The three of them entered the office, and Sister Yuan pulled me to sit down, looking away, with a smile on her face: "Don't look for them, I'll just talk to you for a while." How many years have you been working? How's the family doing? How old is the child now? ”

I had to answer 1510, she said with some regret: "You have been working for more than seven years, and these people assigned by the school are on the scene by yourself, do you have any ideas for yourself?" It's inconvenient to be with a bunch of big guys on the spot, right? ”

I nodded a little embarrassed: "Yes, we are not convenient, it is difficult to go to the toilet on the spot, if I am not present, others can solve it on the spot at any time, with me, they have to walk for a while, and then turn their backs to urinate!" Sometimes I feel embarrassed. However, once you get used to it, you don't feel anything. Sometimes they say everything, and after a long time, I don't think I heard it, and they say that I don't hear them at all, and it has nothing to do with me. ”

I said to myself: What's the use of me having an idea? Isn't it allowed to lead the arrangement? I've never reported the situation to the above, and it seems that the status quo has made me quite satisfied. Thinking about it now, there was nothing bad about the situation at that time, I had no pressure all day long, just a muddy life, and I didn't have any ideas at all.

After chatting for a while, Sister Yuan stood up with a smile: "Wang Dayan, when I see you, you are quiet and steady, work hard, there are opportunities, the eyes of the leaders are bright, and they will not bury talents!" ”

I feel inexplicable, what do her words mean? Is it the leader who has noticed me? Seeing off the two, I hurriedly hung up the phone to the department leader and told the boss about the arrival, but unexpectedly, the leader replied on the phone: "I know!" ”

What does that mean? Are you looking for me? I have been unknown for so many years, and I have long been forgotten by people, why do I suddenly think of me who was forgotten in the corner? I don't know whether it's joy or sorrow, but I'm even more afraid that it's empty joy, panic, and even more panic!

If there is no hope in the first place, there will be no disappointment, no despair, not to mention sadness, and once you are full of hope, the situation will be completely different.

I remember that there was a story about a beggar who begged on the side of the road every day, and the money he got allowed him to eat enough every day, he had no worries about food and clothing, and he slept soundly every day, and lived very freely and happily. But one day, he suddenly picked up a lot of money, and he imagined that he was going to live a good life as a superior person, and he would never have to suffer and suffer again! His heart was filled with hope for life.

But before the good days came, the money seemed to come quietly, and it was quietly gone! He was annoyed and remorseful, thinking about so much money that once belonged to him, hating himself for not being able to keep his money, so he kept remorseful and angry every day, and was in no mood to beg anymore, and soon fell ill, had no food, and finally died of illness and hunger!

I told myself not to have illusions like a beggar, not to be cranky, and not to have any illusions about this untraceable thing, so that I would not have to suffer the blow of disappointment. However, things are always unexpected!

Early the next morning, I was approached by the leader: "Wang Dayan, I just received a call from above asking you to go to the western suburbs department as a clerk, this is a good thing, you have been here for several years, and it is not a long-term solution to be down there after all, this time it's good!" After you finish the National Day, go there to report! ”

At that time, it was the end of September, and the unit was going to hold a sports meeting on 1 October, and each department had to send athletes, and each department had to send a team of personnel to hold the opening ceremony, and the department leaders were studying the matter of the sports meeting. Yang Xiaobai, a clerk on the side, said casually: "We lack a person to play cards, how are you going?" It is also considered to be the last time to make a contribution to the department. ”

I was familiar with the clerk Yang Xiaobai, and when I was a worker, he often asked me to do some work that he thought was very abrasive and only suitable for women, so I asked, "What's the benefit?" If it's good, I'll go on it. ”

He laughed: "Buy you a set of clothes, let's go, just so that everyone can get to know you." ”

I also thought: over the years, I have always stayed below, the people in the department do not know, and they are even more unlikely to know themselves, and it is too troublesome to introduce themselves in the future, so it is better to make a show and make a appearance by myself, so that they have a deep impression of me, maybe it will be much more convenient to do things.

Thinking of this, I went to Wuai with Yang Xiaobai, he bought a dress for each of the people who walked on the field, and the uniform clothes looked neater, and I also picked a red checkered shirt with thicker fabric, and then returned home beautifully.

I said to my husband, "I'm a clerk!" Finally come out and see the light of day! It's just a good time to play cards at the sports meeting, this is also an opportunity to become famous, I want to be a blockbuster! They were all impressed with me at once! "Although my husband doesn't approve of this kind of showmanship, he still tries his best to support and help me, which has always been the case after marriage.

My husband accompanied me to a nearby hair salon to do my hair, the barber fiddled with it for a long time, put my hair up, stood tall on both sides of my head, looked like I was much older than my actual age, my husband didn't say anything, pulled me away, and found another hair shop.

After another fiddling by the barber, my husband was quite satisfied with the hairstyle this time: "This one is okay, it looks noble and dignified, and it looks taller!" That's it! ”

At this time, my husband received a pager, and the eldest sister and the second sister came. After picking up the two sisters and telling them about my plan, the eldest sister asked, "Then what are you wearing on the field?" ”

I had planned to wear a red miniskirt with a trendy style and exposed shoulders, and I took out the skirt for them to see. The eldest sister said: "It's eleven tomorrow, look at the cold weather like this, you can't freeze to death wearing this dress?" ”

My husband's mind was spinning fast, "Let's go to the night market and buy a thicker dress to wear outside." A few people went to the night market for a long time, and finally fell in love with a bean-green long windbreaker, pinched the waist and wide swing, put it on, people immediately looked Tingting Yuli, and it had the effect of keeping warm, it was a little long, so I hurried home, and the eldest sister signed it by hand, so that it was just right to wear it.

On October 1 of that year, the sky suddenly changed, the gray and dusky sky seemed to be under the earth, the wind blew tirelessly, the sand blew on the face, people couldn't open their eyes, the temperature dropped to nearly zero overnight, I wore a miniskirt, and added a red checkered top bought by the clerk, wearing a newly bought trench coat and a pair of white high-heeled patent leather shoes. Even so, it is still freezing and fighting a cold war.

My husband sent me to the stadium, I found the department, and the people were almost there, and then the radio reported that the opening ceremony had begun, and the phalanxes of various departments were on the field one after another.

I gritted my teeth and took off the two layers of clothes outside, my upper and lower teeth bumped into each other, held up the sign with the name of the department written on it, raised my head and chest, and followed the square team in front of me slowly around the field without squinting.

Everywhere he went, there was applause, whistles and shouts. I knew that I had really achieved a blockbuster effect this time, in such a harsh temperature, I was so ingenious, so revealing in my dress, coupled with my already perfect body, for some men, it was also a feast for the eyes! Or that's what I want, of course, in the eyes of some: it's like a madman, a psychopath!

I myself feel a little embarrassed, I really do my best under such conditions, I wonder if this is what I want? Anyway, it's already been done, and it can't be changed, but fortunately, I don't think about it so much, and I go around it hard.

Out of the limelight, but the unspeakable anxiety in my heart, I must have become the talk of everyone after dinner, and became the laughing stock of others, is this move too stupid?