Chapter 46: How to Balance the Scales
Su Yan didn't want to pay attention to what Lin Yue was thinking about now, anyway, she had always had a lot of ideas, but she still planned to talk to her about the secret love that ended without a problem. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Because she knew that if she didn't say it today, Lin Yue wouldn't ask a second time in the future, and she wanted to open up to her.
Graduation season is breakup season, and both couples and friends face the same distress. Su Yan looked at Lin Yue's face full of stupidity, and her heart suddenly panicked, wondering if she would be able to see this face again in the near future, and when they met again after separation, the face in front of her would become blurry and unfamiliar.
Are they still like this, joking and playing casually? Probably not, they may smile and greet each other until they are finally speechless.
If they become like this, she doesn't know how to deal with that kind of relationship, maybe she will run away, she doesn't want them to become like that.
If separation is unavoidable, then cherish the present.
Su Yan looked into the distance and fell into memory: "Before, I did like a boy, it was in junior high school, he and I were at the same table, he was very handsome, many people liked him, I was always asked by many girls to pass them love letters and gifts to him, but although many girls confessed to him, he never fell in love, and he never said who he liked." ”
Lin Yue also looked into the distance, "Then does he know that you like him?" ”
Su Yan smiled and shook her head: "I don't know if he knows, I never said it." He's always treated me like a man, and we've been fighting all day long, and he's always been a heavy hitter. Some of the gifts that the girls gave him changed hands on me, and he said that he wanted to be my brother for the rest of his life. ”
Lin Yue's mind was filled with a pair of laughing boys and girls, and their faces must have been filled with happy smiles: "I think he should know that you like him, but he may not know whether he likes you or not, and he is afraid of losing you, so he will say that you will be brothers for life." ”
Su Yan smiled and did not speak. If you can't be a couple, you can be friends and brothers, thinking that it is a good decision for everyone, but in fact, it is just "you think".
I can have many friends, but you are the only one I want.
If you can't get it, you'd rather be nothing.
Lin Yue pushed Su Yan and winked at her: "I also liked a boy when I was in junior high school, he wasn't very handsome, and his personality was not very good, but he studied very well, he should belong to the very popular category, but I like him." I don't know what I thought at the time, but I liked it so much, I didn't think as much as you, I confessed ......"
She didn't continue, because not every girl's confession can get a happy response.
"I met him again on the road during my first year of high school during the holidays, we were already strangers, and we didn't even say hello or give each other a look, he just walked past me, and I was very sad at the time, not because I still liked him, but because I ...... It was a sadness, a sadness that welled up from the bottom of my heart. Lin Yue said that the smile on her face was very sad, and she looked at Su Yan with a very sad smile.
No matter how deep the feelings are, they can't withstand the erosion of time, and gradually become broken, and finally they are dismembered and disappear in the rubbing shoulders again and again.
Su Yan seemed to understand what Lin Yue meant, the person they used to like so much in their hearts, in fact, they only remembered it in the dead of night when they didn't know what time, and more often, they were forgotten.
If Lin Yue hadn't asked today, she might never have talked about him to others, and she wouldn't have told others that she had silently liked him.
The humble and the persistent are gone.
People who once thought they would like it forever, the good time they spent together, was finally forgotten in time, and now they, although they are so good now, but after separation, they will meet new friends, is it that they will gradually forget each other.
She was afraid that she would forget her, in fact, she was also afraid that she would forget her.
The sunset is beautiful, but dusk has arrived, it will soon fall, the night will finally open, under the stars in the sky, how strong, how cold and hard the heart, will become soft and fragile unconsciously.
Walking in the night, the long lonely shadow, the indescribable loneliness, urgently needs to grasp something, in order to fill the missing corner.
"Let's apply to the same university, in this way, we can continue to be together, in fact, think about it, if there is no idiot like you in my life, I will still be very unaccustomed, after all, it is difficult to find someone like you who is thick-skinned and can withstand my blows, and I, if I don't hit people for a day, I will be very sad." Su Yan hugged Lin Yue's neck and said.
Lin Yue grinned with a smile, it was ugly, Su Yan was used to her company, and she was also used to Su Yan's company, but habits can be formed, they can be changed, or forgotten. If you don't want to be the past in each other's hearts, then don't separate, let the current habit continue.
It took her boss a lot of effort to pull Su Yan off her body, held up her palms, one high and one low, and stopped in front of Su Yan's eyes: "The same university, you see, the two of us are like two ends of the scale, unable to balance, if you want to apply for the same university, it means that one of them will become a stumbling block for the other, and one will sacrifice for the other." ”
Lin Yue looked at Su Yan firmly, the two palms that represented unbalanced hands were still dragging in front of Su Yan's eyes, she wanted Su Yan to choose one, sacrifice or stumbling block?
The two were in a stalemate for a long time, and in the end, Su Yan gave Lin Yue a roll of the eyes: "Say that you are an idiot, you really spare no effort to be worthy of this title, I am going to read a book, I have a lot of thoughts all day, there is less than a month left, you better pass the college entrance examination first, and then think about college." ”
Su Yan entered the classroom, Lin Yue watched her disappear on the other side of the door, silently opened her hand, and slapped it on her face, really, what a stumbling block, victim, what an idiot.
Turning to see the sunset still hanging beautifully on the treetops, Yun Yan walked over, patted Lin Yue's shoulder, and asked at the back door of the fourth class, "What's the matter, quarrel?" ”
"Why, we never quarrel, we do it directly every time." Lin Yue said very urgently.
Yun Yan nodded: "As far as I know, you seem to have been the one who was beaten all along." ”
"Really? How my memory is different from yours. With that, both of them laughed.