130-Silent Night Meditation-2

Thinking of her now, Qiu Yinming still feels that she is different from the past. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info when he came all the way from the capital, he noticed that she often took care of herself, looked lonely, if there was sadness, but once he asked the reason, she immediately smiled, and then said that it was more warm than in the past. The more she did that, the more worrying she became. In the current situation, he can't stay in the Xihai Alliance for a long time, and before leaving for the time being, he must ask Mrs. Li for clarification. Recalling that day, when Mrs. Li treated his injuries, he asked about Heng Yuhuan's injuries, and Mrs. Li seemed to say that it was okay, and then thought about it, her attitude at that time was really a little suspicious.

In the evening, Qiu Yinming walked to Mrs. Li.

The twilight was dark, the courtyard was silent, the chill was approaching, and there was a fire in the house, and a faint sandalwood was lit. When the maid Ah Ye led him in, Mrs. Li was sitting idly watching a book, and when she saw him come in, she got up to greet him, saluted, and asked, "Lord Qiu, why did you come in person?" You may be seated. ”

Qiu Yinming arched his hand and said: "Don't dare to be, I am now a fugitive from the crime, please don't call me that." Mrs. Li smiled and said: "I understand everything about you, my lord's suffering this time is to picket corrupt officials and wicked people, it is really a righteous for the people, and of course he deserves the honorable title." How well have you been injured in the past two days? Qiu Yinming thanked him, didn't say much, and then said: "Disturb me tonight, I really have something important to ask for." ”

Seeing his serious face, Mrs. Li was puzzled: "What difficulties do you have, just say it bluntly. ”

"Regarding Miss Evergrande's physical condition, please tell me the truth."

Mrs. Li's face was slightly different, and she said in a restrained voice: "This, I remember that I told the adults a few days ago that her injuries have healed, and she will be fine if she takes some conditioning medicine." Why did the adults ask again? ”

Qiu Yinming said: "I see that her words and deeds are different, and there must be a hidden secret in this injury." Why did Madame hide it? ”

Mrs. Li glanced at him a few times, her tone unchanged, and said, "Why don't you ask her yourself?" If she wants to tell you, she'll tell you. ”

Qiu Yinming was speechless, and after thinking for a while, Fang said again: "Madam, you don't know her. "Mrs. Li saw that his eyes were unwavering, his words were conclusive, and she seemed to be moved, so she stopped saying anything and listened to him." She is extremely self-controlled, she doesn't like to say anything, but she is not good at hiding it, in fact, she can see her joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Qiu Yinming frowned and sighed, and said, "I see that she is like this now, there must be something very sad." According to her temperament, the more uncomfortable she is, the more reluctant she is to show it, as if she always thinks that anything can be resisted. But in fact, where does she have this ability, but it makes people look at it, and they are really relieved. ”

Seeing that he was more and more moved, Mrs. Li gradually hesitated, and listened to him continue: "I tried to ask her a few times, but she didn't want to tell me, but it seemed that it was difficult to say, which taught me what to do. I don't want to embarrass her, so I won't talk about it for the time being, but I'm going to leave to do some things in the near future, and I don't know how long I'm going to go. ”

"I take the liberty of asking." Mrs. Li said, "What is the relationship between your Excellency and Miss Evergrande at the moment?" It's not that I intend to peep into people's selfishness, it's just that if I am not a close relative, it is inconvenient to tell me about this matter. ”

Hearing this, a shadow suddenly rose to his heart, Qiu Yinming pondered for a moment, and said calmly: "I am not a close relative yet, but I will be in the future." Please tell me bluntly, whatever it is, I will always know. ”

Mrs. Li said: "Who can guarantee that there will be no variables in this future." ”

Qiu Yinming seemed to understand the meaning of her words, and said: "Madame is meticulous, I sincerely appreciate it, no matter how many variables there are in the future, as long as I am alive and well, she will be my wife." I came to ask Mrs. today, not for anything else, but to understand her distress before saying goodbye to her. She didn't tell me because of her kindness, and if I didn't know, it would be my dereliction of duty. Please Mrs. Fulfillment. ”

The two sat at a stalemate for a moment, the smoke of the beast outside the curtain rising quietly, and the candle flame fluttering in his eyes. Finally, Mrs. Li spoke slowly: "Since this is the case, you should listen well." ”

"The poison in her is extremely powerful, and when the arrow is hit, it has penetrated deep into the veins, although she has a great creation, and the poison is temporarily cleared, but the heart has been damaged, and there is no way to turn back. I'm afraid it's not a longevity person. Mrs. Li looked at his face, saw him sitting upright and was silent, and continued, "This is just a reason, there are still antecedents. ”

Qiu Yinming said in a low voice: "Please explain, Madame." ”

"I don't know what kind of training she has received since she was a child, and her whole body muscles and veins are like thousands of tempers, which are several times stronger than ordinary martial arts practitioners. But at her age, if she cultivates like this, she will inevitably have to consume the true essence of the vitality, and the cultivation of the qi and the solid yuan will never be fast. She is like a furnace fire with a fierce wind, although the flames are lifted into the air for a while, it is difficult to maintain it for a long time. Mrs. Li sighed, "Originally, with her foundation, if she was heavy on internal cultivation and often replenished, she could maintain it, but after this poisonous injury, the damage was too severe, and I am afraid that her life will not last long." ”

"How long does Madame mean by "hard time?" The indescribable fear that tightened her heart after she was hit by the arrow, after being released a few days ago, stabbed again like a sharp blade at this moment, which caught people off guard. This sentence was already reluctantly asked, but I felt that the cold wind in my heart had cut it, and every inch was cold.

"I don't know. It is not known whether it is three or five years at the least, or ten years at most, or whether she is auspicious. ”

Mrs. Li secretly glanced at him, but saw that his expression was like a layer of frost, her eyes were motionless and staring at the floor tiles, and she still had something to say, so she stopped it for the time being. After not thinking for a moment, he suddenly raised his eyes and looked at her and said, "Madame, if you have anything else, please tell me as well." There was a sudden pity in that look. Mrs. Li avoided his gaze and continued: "The medicine that detoxified her, and the medicine she is taking now to maintain her heart and pulse, will hinder fertility. After a slight hesitation, he said: "According to what I see, even if you don't have to take medicine all the time in the future, depending on her situation, it's better not to suffer from childbirth. It's all up to how much life you can have. ”

When I heard the word "three or five years", my heart felt like a thorn, and then the words were almost insignificant. Qiu Yinming suddenly remembered that Mrs. Li must have heard the Hengyu with his own ears. It turned out that she had borne such a life and death change in her heart these days. When I think of her smile like the warm spring sun, I can't help but feel sad.

Mrs. Li said, "That's all I can say. What the future outcome will be can only depend on her own creation. ”

Heavy sorrow overturned his heart, and after a long time, Qiu Yinming took a deep breath, stabilized his mood and said: "I heard that the alliance leader has gone to find the formula for the poison, and after finding it, will it help her recuperate?" ”

Mrs. Li said: "I'm also guessing, I hope it can." At least the antecedents can be clearly detected, and if there are omissions, they can be improved. However, the general result is what I just told you, there is no miracle medicine in this world that can bring the dead back to life. ”

Qiu Yinming nodded and said, "I understand." In the future, I must follow what Mrs. said, and never let her work. In addition, can Madame explain to me in detail the medicines she is taking, so that I can understand the pharmacology and prepare them for me if necessary. He added, "There is nothing to worry about the heir, as long as she is fine, everything will be fine." ”

Hearing this, Mrs. Li was a little surprised, and then smiled and sighed: "With your words, I am also a lot more relieved as a doctor." In this way, it's not too early, you can have some light meals with me, and I will talk to you about the pharmacology in detail. ”

This detailed conversation continued until the beginning of the shift, and when she came out of Mrs. Li's place, it was already pitch black outside.

Walking to the garden, the cold pool is silent, and the dim starlight outlines the edge of the stratus clouds, and the gloom does not seem to be far away. The lights have been extinguished, the figures have disappeared, and the dark pond has seen the depths of the water. Walking alone on the path of the deserted garden, he suddenly felt physically and mentally tired, Qiu Yinming was not in a hurry to go back, he stopped on the side of the rockery, just meditated aimlessly, and repeatedly recited Mrs. Li's words in his mind. I thought that after right and wrong, the future would be long, but unexpectedly, disaster came, and the future was uncertain. He has tasted enough calamities in the world, and he can bear more of them, but why should he let her suffer too. is extremely sad and hateful, which really makes people want to point at God and scold.

I don't know how long I sat there, but there was a light shining through a small door at one end of the garden, and there was a faint sound of laughter, awakening and contemplation. He followed the prestige and saw two lanterns lit on the opposite side of the pond, and Heng Yu and Heng Zining sisters walked side by side with lanterns, all the way to the pavilion by the water. I couldn't hear what they were saying, and Heng Zining's crisp laughter occasionally flew across the water. The dark night is deep and rich like the ink color that cannot be dissolved, the water pavilion is wrapped in the glowing lights, and the surrounding scenery is not seen, but a pair of beauties, gestures, graceful posture, lady shadows, sometimes bowing their heads and whispering, sometimes smiling, although the movement is quiet, like a dream and picturesque. A little glimmer of light fell on the water, and the clear and bright figure in the pavilion only fell a dark and trance-like reflection. Thick clouds cover the sky and there is no sea of stars, only separated by the lights of a pool of still water, but it seems to be far away in the sky. At this time, there are mixed feelings, can not make people sigh, sorrows and joys are instantaneous, and they are scattered and impermanent. The red dust is against the journey, the sea is endless, a few people can have no regrets and no regrets, even if they are beautiful, how can they withstand the passing years.

Looking at it again, Heng Yu was still carefully guiding Heng Zining on the use of Emei Thorn with a focused expression. Although I can't hear her words, I can show gentleness and amiability between my eyebrows, and I follow the attitude of kindness. Looking at each other across the shore by that light, it was like a world away. Floating light and shadows, beauty is like jade, quiet like lotus blooming night, moving like a phoenix dancing in the spring breeze. Qingyan Wanyue, Pu Ruo Mingjian, can teach the three spring elites to see through. Only this one life, this one person, a hundred years and ten years, is there any difference?

In the water pavilion, the sisters did not notice Qiu Yinming sitting in the shadow of the rockery. Heng Zining rehearsed what he had learned several times in recent days, and the two lingered under the corridor for a long time before leaving. The walker is unintentional, the viewer is intentional, and it is difficult to describe the meditation in it.