I walked a long way to the bus stop, and my heart fluctuated along the way, thinking about how to talk to my parents, what would my parents think of me? They don't look down on me in the first place, and they don't want to look at me squarely, do they have to call me stupid? When I got married, I didn't have a penny of bride price, and I didn't even see a new dress. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info his parents are not filial at all, but they do this and that for their in-laws? Probably I'm not stupid and lack of heart!

Thinking about the difficulties of my husband's family and their ardent hopes for me, I couldn't let their hopes be disappointed, so I decided to summon up the courage and speak to my parents without hesitation.

Nervous all the way, cranky thoughts to the village where the home is located. The future is bleak, I sometimes can't see a trace of light, as if my future is also so dark, walking alone, feeling indescribable fatigue and panic, I really want to find someone to talk to my heart, more I want to find a place where no one is, and cry happily.

At that time, my family was a wealthy family second to none, and when the countryside was in dilapidation, a two-story house was built, standing high in the middle of the village, my mother was like a rake holding money, and my father was even more flexible, hard-working, and no one would believe him if he said that he had no money and would be killed.

When I walked into the house, my parents were there, and they were surprised by my arrival. Because my brother was with me, my father hurriedly asked, "Why are you here?" Isn't your brother there? ”

Now that I have arrived home and the arrow is on the Xuan, I can only speak hard: "He is with me, I came to borrow some money." ”

Mom panicked all of a sudden, and she asked anxiously, "Is your brother sick?" Dad also asked: "Is it money for the goods?" ”

What my brother said may have appeared, but I don't have the courage to lie, my quality is too poor, I don't wait to lie and I'm afraid that people will see through the lie, I can't see people, people like me can never do big things, this life is doomed, I can only be honest and plain, of course, I never thought about getting ahead or being able to make a difference, as long as I am free and easy to live my own stable life, I really have nothing else to ask for!

I can only tell the truth: "My brother is fine, and he doesn't use money for the goods." It's Chunming's family who is in urgent need of money, and I want to help them swap it. ”

When they figured out that it was not their brother who used the money, their parents' nervous expressions suddenly relaxed, and they were really as relaxed as death row prisoners encountering amnesty, and even a little proud.

My parents knew that some of my husband's family was not so rich, and I heard me say that I was borrowing money for them, and my parents looked at each other, I really didn't find that my parents had such a tacit understanding before, and in my impression they didn't fight, scold, or talk. Today's eye contact touched me, it turns out that my parents also have feelings, and their noise is probably a way to enhance the relationship?

My mother didn't beat around the bush, looked at me and asked, "You lent this money, his family is so poor, can he pay it back?" Who's going to pay it back then? Where are we going to find them? ”

As soon as I heard that there was a door, it seemed that they were willing to help with this? I hurriedly replied, "I'll pay back the money then!" ”

The mother no longer squeaked, she probably didn't feel very comfortable: the daughter she raised by herself had stiff wings but became someone else's, and she even opened her mouth to borrow money from them for other people's families. But my parents still didn't say that I was stupid or lacking in heart, but I felt a little alienated and strange from them.

Mom and Dad looked at each other again, and then Dad thought about it very seriously and said, "No one has money in their hands now, but the Xishun family in the backyard has money, and you have to get two cents of interest for borrowing money from his family." Do you still borrow it? ”

I thought about it, I have come here, let's take advantage of it, anyway, I don't borrow too much, and it is estimated that I can pay it back in one or two years, so I said: "Let's take advantage of it, you can borrow as much as you want, preferably more than 2,500 yuan." ”

I have a deposit of 500 yuan that I just returned from the unit (that was paid when I went through the marriage procedures, and the money was 400 from my brother, and 300 from my husband's eldest brother, and I had a total of this money in my hand when I got married), and my salary, more than 200 yuan, let's send 3,100 yuan together.

Seeing my approval, Dad turned around and went out, and soon came back, holding the money in his hand, showing it to me, and then said with a blank face: "This is 2,500 yuan, you can make a note first!" ”

I suppressed my tears and didn't stay, I really didn't think that my parents were so worried about me, and they were afraid that I wouldn't pay back the money they borrowed? Later, sometimes I thought: If I can't repay the money I borrowed, my parents are forcing me to ask for money? Or can there be something else that can be done? Will they value money more than their daughters?

Or are you too suspicious and narrow-minded? Mom and Dad shouldn't be nosy with me, after all, it's a bad thing for their husband's family that they don't approve, and borrowing money is equivalent to adding a burden to their daughter? It's just that they didn't tell me explicitly, right?

I gave the 700 yuan in my hand to my father: "Dad, you can help me send it tomorrow, send 3,100 yuan, and the rest of the money will be used as a handling fee." ”

Dad silently took the money, and I hurried back to my home. Silently leaving her mother's house, I feel really sorry for my parents, I have no ability, I can't be filial to them, and I have to find some trouble for them. But this time I didn't run in vain, after all, I borrowed the money, thinking about the relief and joy of my husband's family seeing the money, I really seem to have nothing else to ask for!

When I got home, I only told my husband that I had borrowed 2,500 yuan with two cents of interest, and I had asked my father to mail it on my behalf. My husband didn't say anything, I don't want to know if he cares more about the home over there or more about my family? Maybe it doesn't matter if you know it or not?

My brother just concentrated on playing video games, and after more than a month, the new clothing market was as my husband expected, and there was not even a guest for sightseeing, and soon, all the owners gave up the dream of making a fortune, and gradually, everyone disappeared without a trace, and my family's stools and clothes racks were nowhere to be found.

After a few days, my brother felt that it was impossible to go on like this, so Zhang Luo went home, and I gave him 50 yuan of less than 100 yuan. After my brother left, my husband said to me about this: "It's useless to give your brother how much money, he will be gone as soon as he changes hands." ”

When my brother came back a few days later, he mentioned going home: "I gave the 50 yuan to Li Fu, he had a car accident and couldn't walk, and he could play mahjong in one day, which looked quite pitiful." My husband's words came true.

I thought to myself, your sister is even more pitiful, she has difficulty eating by herself, and she owes usury, why don't you say that you pity me? Of course, this can only be thought of, borrowing usury is self-inflicted, what does it have to do with others? But I feel that my husband still sees people quite thoroughly, otherwise, he wouldn't have chosen me alone in the sea of people?

We can't say that our lives are more embarrassing, let alone adding any necessities, we are just maintaining a minimum standard of living. We are holding back our strength is to save money, I want to repay the borrowed money as soon as possible, carrying the famine on my back really makes me unable to eat and sleep, not to mention that it is with interest, and my parents are afraid of the burden. But I seem to be much more open-minded, after all, we have our own house, at least we can still fill our stomachs.

After a few months, we went back to my parents' house, and when I mentioned the money I borrowed with interest, my brother said to my parents: "If our family has money, we will pay back the money first, and when will my little sister have money in the future, won't we pay it back to our family?" ”

Mom and Dad didn't speak, of course I understood that Mom and Dad would definitely listen to my brother, but I felt that Mom and Dad had already blocked the money, but they didn't want to tell me, for fear that I would be cheaper than my in-laws.

The money was transferred to my parents' names, so I finally paid off the foreign debt that made me restless in a few installments for more than a year, of course, I didn't take less money, I just said to honor my mother, and my mother gladly accepted it.

Or my parents will never think about how embarrassed and miserable my life is, if they know that they must think that I am self-inflicted, and I have to live a good life, but I have to find a poor boy, and what kind heart to pay off foreign debts to my in-laws, my head will either let the door squeeze or let the donkey kick!

Every time I go home, I rarely go home empty-handed, and I don't lag behind my sisters in money. Probably the poorer the more generous, right? They are always afraid that others will look down on them, so they don't want to be too stingy with money? Now that I think about it, even if I take too much money and things, I can't change my situation of being inferior everywhere at that time.