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Yuan Ruolan didn't remember how she left the bloody scene, she only knew that just before she went crazy again because of guilt, a force drained the evil power in her body, and then she fell to the ground from exhaustion. When she woke up, she saw Zhu Xuanxi and Ouyang Zai guarding her side, the surroundings were white, and the restraint belt on her body was not just restraining her body.

None of them spoke, and a long silence filled the room.

Yuan Ruolan's third hospitalization was in a psychiatric hospital, and her "treatment" was excellent, and she was assigned a separate room, and it is estimated that the doctor was afraid that patients with "violent tendencies" like her would hurt others. Warm liquid flowed uncontrollably from her eyes, and guilt and grief haunted her heart, and she didn't know how to get rid of it. Don't look around, the memories of the "rampage" seem to have been siphoned away, and no matter how much she uses her soul power to find it, she can't find a trace.

Maybe she was shackled, she thought, but she didn't plan to break through the shackles, and now it was best for her and everyone.

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Wang Shoucheng was guarding the door, he didn't go in to make Yuan Ruolan feel better.

It has been three days since she was taken to the police station, although they tried their best to hide the viciousness of the incident, it still caused public outrage, this matter involves too much, and it is impossible to hide, Yi Jinxi's appearance is to solve it head-on.

Her lawyer's license and firm helped a lot, and her cell repair techniques minimized as many casualties as possible, and all victims who were in the air were cured, so her shiny green silk was mixed with a lot of gray hair. The colleagues in the firm couldn't understand why she wanted to take on such a case, but after all, she was the boss, and she had to bite the bullet despite all the difficulties.

Zhu Xuanxi returned to his old business and changed the fact that Yuan Ruolan was a banshee to another version: a poor girl was leaned over by a monster, and her body was eroded by the silkworm god, so she had a serious split personality.

In front of everyone, he borrowed the power of the tree demon to extract part of the soul power from Yuan Ruolan's body and transform into a banshee, and acted in a play. successfully instigated the sympathy of everyone in the alley, and people spontaneously stood on Yuan Ruolan's side, and there began to be some rumors of "monsters making trouble" in the market, and public opinion began to shift.

Yi Jinxi applied for extrajudicial medical treatment, and Yuan Ruolan was sent to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, which led to the beginning scene.

There was still a while before the case officially opened, and Wang Shoucheng, as Yuan Ruolan's guardian, participated in the entire trial process on her behalf, and he only hoped that the psychiatric appraisal could help her.

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There are some "anonymous" people in psychiatric hospitals who are relatively mild and unclaimed, and their medical expenses are heavy, so most hospitals will let them do some work to carry and distribute meals, so as to provide for seriously ill patients, so as to offset some of the expenses and reduce financial pressure.

Yuan Ruolan needed to find something to divert her attention, she watched these "anonymous people" walk up and down the corridor every day listening to the doctor's unified command, and suddenly she was a little curious about what they were thinking in their heads. So I will take advantage of the brief opportunity to meet every day to "take a tour" in their minds.

The mental world of mental patients is often very chaotic, their brains do not have the function of sorting out and screening information, and all kinds of memories and events are scattered in their minds, so they are often strung together with each other, and their thinking becomes completely different from that of normal people.

Yuan Ruolan was very happy to explore their brains, which was the only way to escape reality, and she thought about killing herself, but she couldn't and couldn't do it. Ouyang Zheng stayed in Zhu Xuanxi's stealth formation to accompany her, and at the same time, he was also reminding her that he still had a human life tied to him.

On this day, a new person came to the "Anonymous Family", a patient who is said to have improved through treatment, and the things in his head are very chic.

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A chaotic, untended but colourful garden that stands out in a crowd of black, white and grey tones. She searched the garden to find out why he was "different", and finally found a booklet in a small corner, which was neat and spotless, and did not fit in with the garden.

She opened it curiously, and there were neatly written diaries in it, recording the life of the owner. Identifying by the font is a habit he has developed since elementary school. It is said that there will be no too rich content at two o'clock every day when he goes to school and goes home, but the strange thing is that his diary is colorful, and there are many beautiful or wonderful things in it.

He recorded the fragrance of flowers, the green grass, the stream, the jokes made by his friends, and the laughter and scolding......

What she saw in this diary was the purest thing in the eyes of a child, and she was even more curious about how a person who remembered these beautiful things could become a psychopath. So the next day, she burrowed into his head again, and at the same time found the truth of the matter from the doctor's words and the clues scattered in the garden.

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His name is Bruce Lee (not that Bruce Lee), and like everyone else, he lives in a happy family. He is very intelligent, good at discovering beauty, and he also likes to keep a diary, and can find something worth recording and being happy about from his unchanging life.

One day, he accidentally fell out of bed, injured a part of his brain, and became stupid and stupid. But he's still keeping a diary, and it's hard to believe it. His mother refused to send him away and divorced his father, and the mother and son have been dependent on each other ever since. Later, his mother died, and he couldn't understand "death", so he put his mother at home, wiped her every day, and lived as before. It wasn't until the demolition office came to demolish the house that he found that the owner of the house had been dead for several years, and there was a neat skeleton on the bed, and he had even cleaned up the carrion.

After calling the police, the police determined that he was the murderer of his mother because the knife in her mother's abdomen had his fingerprints on it. When he was arrested, he said goodbye to his mother and followed the police without a struggle. He was later admitted to a psychiatric hospital, classified as a "dangerous patient", and it was only recently that doctors stumbled upon him and found that he was able to communicate normally with the nurses that he was considered "better" and put him in the food delivery line.

Yuan Ruolan couldn't cry in the garden, she understood why there were flowers here, because his owner may not know how to take care of it, but he knows how to face it; know how to resolve grief; I know how to keep the good, that's why I have that diary.

Yuan Ruolan wrote at the end of her diary - thank you.

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"Hey."

This is the first sentence Yuan Ruolan said in many days.

"In!" Ouyang Zheng was emotional, very different from him, but very much like him.

"How many people have I killed." She said this with extraordinary calm.

Ouyang Zheng paused for a moment and slowly replied, "Thirty-four." ”

"Can you give me a name?"

"Okay." (To be continued.) )