Lin Yue pushed open the door of his younger brother Lin Ke, Lin Ke was playing with his mobile phone, which was given to him by the little uncle later, the little uncle was eight months younger than Lin Yue, but because he was an elder, Lin Yue and Lin Ke respected him a lot. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lin Ke was slightly surprised when he saw Lin Yue, and sat up from the bed while putting down his mobile phone, "Sister." Lin Yue walked in with a smile, sat down on the side of Lin Ke's bed, and handed him the plum in his hand, "Eat." ”

Lin Ke only took one, "You can eat it too." Lin Yue smiled, but didn't eat, "It's all for you, my mother often says that you have let me do everything since you were a child, and now that you think about it, it seems to be the case." This phenomenon of patriarchy in other people's families seems to have never happened in our family. ”

"I grew up in front of my grandparents when I was a child, you grew up in your grandparents' house, and I didn't see you a few times before I was ten years old, so when we lived together later, we often fought."

Lin Yue and Lin Ke were born in the era when family planning was at its peak, advocating that a family should have only one child, and anyone with two children in the family would try their best to hide the next one. The best way is to separate the children, let the old people on both sides take them, and wait until they are older to pick them up.

"At that time, whether it was your parents or grandpa, they would blame you for the fault, and it was always you who was scolded, and sometimes, you would be beaten. Later, you said that your father didn't love you, didn't like you, and only liked your sister. ”

"Actually, it's not like that, Dad just thinks that you grew up in front of him, and I've always been carried by my grandparents and owe me something, so he wants to hurt me more. Maybe it's a kind of silent compensation from him. ”

"I'll tell you one thing, don't tell my parents, when I was a child, I only knew that they were my parents, just a title, and then when I got older, I saw that other children lived with their parents, and their parents would buy fun, delicious, and beautiful clothes for their children, but I only lived with my grandparents, and gradually, I understood some things."

"Sometimes, when I'm being bullied by other kids, I think that if I lived with my parents, they wouldn't dare to bully me."

"I never asked my grandfather why I didn't live with my mom and dad. Because I still remember one thing, when I was very young, because I was only four years old, I pulled my father's car, followed a long way, and said that he wanted his father to take me with him, but my father only said that next time, next time he would take me to ....."

Lin Ke put down the plum, looked at his sister and asked, "Later, did Dad take you there?" ”

Lin Yue smiled and shook his head, "I cried and refused to let go, and I pulled the back seat of the bicycle stubbornly, and finally I couldn't follow, and then I can't remember it clearly, after all, I was still young at that time!" ”

Although Lin Yue said it very easily, Lin Ke knew that her sister must be very sad in her heart, so she was silent for a while before asking: "Sister, do you blame your father and mother in your heart, blame them for putting you with your grandparents since you were a child." ”

"No, I'm just looking forward to it, I want to be like other children, have my parents to love, to live with them, but really live together, but I know that some feelings are to be cultivated from an early age, the missing ten years, between us, there is an estrangement, although I know that my father loves me, my mother loves me, but I can't get close without scruples."

Lin Ke could imagine that his sister was pulling his father's car, a small person, crying sad but still persistent, and suddenly felt that his sister was so pitiful, no wonder his parents always asked him to let his sister.

"Dad was always silent, and he often only said a word, but he didn't know how much to do. Mom is not a talkative person, so most of the time there is silence between us, and the only one in the family who talks a lot is you. It's just that the two of us have been incompatible since we were children, but every time we fight, it won't be long before you come to me and call me eldest sister, and you always want to sleep with your sister. ”

Lin Yue said and glanced at his younger brother Lin Ke with disdain, Lin Ke was a little embarrassed, but said: "Yes, every time I am deceived by you, you are bullying my child." ”

"Really? Do I have it" Lin Yue asked rhetorically, are you sure I don't hit you directly every time.

"Uh-huh, it's always said, let's play and see who falls asleep first." Lin Ke shook the fruit plate around, the plums inside, shook his head, "Can you blame me, if you don't talk so much, it's always endless, and you keep asking me to tell stories, can I do this?" Besides, I don't know who it is, so I always be quiet for a while, and then ask my sister, are you asleep? You say you're stupid, you're not stupid. Lin Yue teased her younger brother.

Lin Ke was very unconvinced, "That's who always says that I'm already asleep." ”

Lin Yue laughed, Lin Ke also laughed, after laughing, he said seriously: "Sister, I have felt that my parents, grandparents, and grandparents don't like me since I was a child, I only like you, every time I quarrel with you, fight, everyone says it's my fault, and they all say that I want me to let my sister, although I lower my head and don't speak, but I feel very sad......"

"Then you know now that they don't just like me and don't like you, but they feel that I have received less love since I was a child, and they want to make up for me more, so they will always let you let me. In fact, in their hearts, we are all the same. Lin Yue stretched out his hand and rubbed Lin Ke's head indiscriminately.

Lin Ke avoided it unhappily, "Got it, got it, eat a plum?" Lin Yue looked at the plum that Lin Ke held up to him with disgust, "It's not that I said, this is for you, you can eat it yourself, eat it all." ”

Lin Yue never eats plums. She doesn't like to eat because her brother loves to eat.

Lin Ke nodded heavily, promising that there would be no left, and Lin Yue walked out with a smile.

Lin Yue didn't know why she suddenly ran to say these words to her younger brother, maybe it was because that day was getting closer and closer, and her heart would become more and more uneasy, some things, some memories, would always run out inexplicably, she wanted to find someone to talk to, she couldn't tell her parents, classmates and friends couldn't talk about it, younger brother, was the best audience.

She is about to take the college entrance examination, and her younger brother is about to take the high school entrance examination, which is just as important.

She hopes that her brother can do well in the exam, just as her brother hopes that she can do well.

Looking at the closed door, Lin Yue exhaled deeply, you let me go so many times, from childhood to adulthood, I have suffered a lot of grievances. My sister knows everything, but she never says it.

Let's do it together.