Chapter 15: Frustration at work
Since Zhou Yi obtained the "waiting permit" issued by Ye Wenli, he has been striving for opportunities to meet Ye Wenli every day, such as asking Ye Wenli to go to the restaurant for lunch at noon every day, or asking her to watch a movie together when he gets off work, and insisting on calling and texting every day on the busiest days, it seems that he has entered the stage of love in advance. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Ye Wenli is not averse to such a strong offensive as Zhou Yi, but every time she goes on a date with Zhou Yi, she loses the relaxed mood she used to have, she understands the senior's expectations of herself, and she doesn't seem to be able to give him any response, gradually, Ye Wenli finds that every date with the senior has become a burden.
On this weekend, the two agreed to drive to the beach. Walking on the beach, Zhou Yi can always make Ye Wenli laugh in his own unique way, in this burst of laughter, Ye Wenli found that the louder she laughed, the more empty her heart became, she didn't understand whether she was upset because she didn't want to accept the senior's heart for the time being, or because she knew her own conditions very well and chose to escape too rationally. Looking at the senior in front of her, Wen Li suddenly thought of the back of Huo Yi'an on the top of the mountain a few weeks ago, but there was a different feeling between the two.
Ye Wenli stopped, dug with her hands in the sand, picked up a shell and put it in her hand and walked in front of Zhou Yi: "Senior, look, this is a hermit crab, they used to be neither of each other, but now they have become the indispensable other half of the other party, the hermit crab needs the shell as a shelter, and the shell can walk far away with the invasion of the hermit crab." ā
"It's just ordinary shellfish, they've always been in this state of symbiosis, and there are thousands of sea creatures in the sea, each with their own unique way of living." Zhou Yi said.
Ye Wenli was a little lost after listening to the senior's reaction, and suddenly she understood that the senior in front of her was so real, standing in front of her alive, any emotional catharsis seemed to him to be just an ordinary emotional low, and the senior was always so wise that he could simply see the true face of things. Compared with Huo Yi'an, it is mixed with rich perceptual thinking, and is always in an unpredictable situation, Ye Wenli suddenly found out why the back of the senior she saw just now was similar to Huo Yi'an, but it was not similar, and finally understood that Huo Yi'an's back was more of a lonely temperament, and it was this lonely temperament that has always attracted her to explore the reason.
"Senior, let's not meet." Ye Wenli said.
Zhou Yi was taken aback by Ye Wenli in front of him, he didn't understand what "don't meet" meant, and he didn't know how to react, he just looked at her blankly.
"I mean, let's not see each other for a while, just a week, a week." Ye Wenli was a little excited.
"Why?" Zhou Yi was a little overwhelmed by Ye Wenli in front of him.
"For a while, we have seen each other almost every day, although I promised you before, try to give each other a chance, but during this time, I am too tired, maybe I saw you at the end of the station so determined and made me retreat, maybe I still can't figure out what I want, anyway, I just want to be alone and quiet, think about whether I should accept your heart like this, maybe I don't know if I don't know if I ...... Anyway, I'm really a little tired. Ye Wenli said incoherently.
"Wen Li, I understand what you mean, I said before, I don't need you to respond to me right away, maybe I'm a little carried away during this time, and I'm anxious to let you see my efforts, but it has caused pressure on you. Anyway, I once said, I'm willing to wait for you, I've waited for three years, what about waiting for another week? If you really feel tired, then I won't bother you for the next month, I'll come back to me when you figure it out for yourself. Zhou Yi looked at Ye Wenli comfortingly, he always knew her so well, and he also faintly realized that Ye Wenli was not simply trying to escape, but still holding on to slim hope.
Since the last time she came back from climbing the mountain, Ye Wenli always thought of Huo Yi'an's lonely figure, perhaps driven by curiosity, every time she would involuntarily look at Huo Yi'an in the office, worrying that Huo Yi'an would make people have a desire to hug him and comfort him. However, Ye Wenli didn't know that Huo Yi'an, who was sitting in the office, was also changing her impression, it seemed that Ye Wenli was not the unreasonable and profit-seeking person in her imagination, and after getting along alone several times, she found her unknown side, delicate emotions, nuanced observation of people, and mature thoughts and sensitivity than this age.
This subtle relationship between the two continued to ferment, but no one found out. Doing unprofessional and no pressure secretarial work, Ye Wenli thought about the future path, originally applied for the assistant of the marketing department, wanted to start from the marketing foundation, and engaged in marketing-related work in the future, and now is inexplicably arranged to work as a secretary in the general manager's office, every day is not to print materials for Mr. Huo, or to prepare meeting materials, remind the schedule and the like, sometimes Ye Wenli thinks that when Assistant Feng is there, he is basically a dispensable person, this kind of work lasted for two months, and he still couldn't raise any interest, coupled with the fact that Mr. Huo was dissatisfied with himself, and Ye Wenli no longer seemed to have too many expectations for whether the probationary period could be successfully passed and retained in the company.
Bell bell bell ...... Recently, Ye Wenli has been in a daze at her desk more and more frequently, and when the phone rang, she was startled by the ringtone, and when she saw that it was Mr. Huo's call, she looked at the direction of Mr. Huo's office.
"Hello! Mr. Huo, what do you command? ā
"Come in." Mr. Huo looked at her and hung up the phone after speaking.
Ye Wenli pushed away Huo Yi'an's office with a heavy face: "Mr. Huo." ā
"This is the meeting material you gave me?" Huo Yi'an said as he pressed the stack of materials in his hand and threw it on the table.
Ye Wenli didn't know what was wrong with the material, so she quickly picked it up and flipped it over: "It's wrong!" I'm sorry! Mr. Huo, these materials are old versions, I made a mistake, I'm sorry, I'll print a new copy for you right away. ā
"Fortunately, today this material is only sent to us internally, if it is sent to the customer, the price on the quotation is wrong, do you think you have the ability to pay for the company?" Huo Yi'an's tone was obviously a little annoyed.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Ye Wenli lowered her head, as if she understood that she had made serious mistakes, but she didn't know how to make up for it.
"This is the company, not the school, not to make a mistake, like a child who is punished and will be forgiven after standing for a while." Huo Yi'an said.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Ye Wenli repeated.
Looking at her appearance, Huo Yi'an couldn't help but continue: "If you think that this secretarial job is just simple typing, doing reimbursement, and sorting out some materials without the slightest intention to prepare, then I don't think you are qualified to do it at all." If you have any grievances about this job, I suggest you bring it up now, anyway, before the three-month probationary period has expired, I will not fire you right away. ā
Ye Wenli's long-pent-up thoughts finally broke out after hearing Huo Yi'an's scolding: "That's right, I just think this secretarial job is too unchallenging for me, too unattractive, boring, my major is marketing, but now, I give you information every day, post reimbursements, sort out information, these can even be done as long as you find a random person who can type, yes, I am a newcomer and can't learn anything, but I also hope that I will be arranged to a position where I can learn things, not like now, I also have to face a general manager who is expressionless all day long, and can only tease and look down on people. ā
After listening to her words, Huo Yi'an raised his head and closed his eyes, as if he was thinking about how to persuade this really uninformed little girl in the next second. After a short period of thought, he said, "You say that the current job is not challenging, unattractive, boring? Okay, then let me ask you, which of the company's projects are in the materials you recently printed for me, and what stage of the project is currently progressing? In the reimbursement information you posted to me, do you know what kind of hotel I like to stay in every city I go to, and what I spend in the hotel? ā
Ye Wenli was suddenly stunned, because she didn't like this kind of work, she even typed on weekdays, and she just copied and painted these questions, and she had a general impression of these problems in her mind, but if she really talked about it in detail, she really didn't have too much impression.
"In your opinion, these 'unattractive' work contents, in the eyes of other competitors, are all important information that they want to obtain through various channels, and you, these things are placed in front of you, you are familiar with it, and you don't know how to discover the core of an enterprise's thinking from it, but you only use the word 'can't learn things' to describe it." Huo Yi'an hated iron and steel a little at this time, but Ye Wenli's current work status was really not suitable for her to continue like this.
Ye Wenli listened, thoughtful, and suddenly found that she had not done it because she had been assigned a job that she didn't want, and at the beginning, when she met Mr. Huo, she preconceived that Mr. Huo's difficulties were all about forcing her to leave the company, but now after listening to his words, she realized that she had always set limits for herself, and in such a working state, I am afraid that I will end up in the same situation as I am now if I go to other departments.
"The reason why Huo's Group is strict with new graduates and strict assessment is to let you know that this society is not like the school, you can choose your favorite major, participate in the club you are interested in, and you can quit the group if you don't like it one day. Didn't you tell me that I lived in a wealthy family and didn't understand the sufferings of the world? If your family conditions allow you to do a job you like without any worries, then I think you can completely give up your job here and go out and choose what you want to do. If not, then I hope you can understand that the moment you step out of the school gate, you should understand that if you want to gain a foothold in this city and work in Huo's, you must first improve your own conditions and improve your ability to adapt to the rules of this company, rather than letting Huo's arrange a suitable job for you according to your conditions. Huo Yi'an was a little surprised that he would give such a long lecture to a little girl who had just graduated, maybe there was an inseparable relationship between the two families after all, psychologically speaking, he still hoped that Ye Wenli could understand his situation.
On this night, Ye Wenli, who was lying on the sofa, had no sleep all night, recalling every word that Mr. Huo said today, only to find that he had been trapped in the cage he had created for himself, and the first step to get out was to shake hands with Mr. Huo, stand at his height, and think about his future work direction......