004 I can't bear it
I don't know if there will be a chance to come back in the future...... Looking at the city farther and farther behind him, Du Yun thought with a smile. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
However, when the young woman saw that she did not answer, she thought that she was on defense, so she smiled at her and took the initiative to say, "We want to follow us to Liangjing City to find the child's father." ”
"Oh, this is the kid." As she spoke, she leaned the child in her arms towards Du Yunxiao, it was a pink-carved child, with a small and soft body, looking so well-behaved and cute, and a quiet little face that was sleeping soundly attracted Du Yunxiao's attention in an instant.
She couldn't help but reach over and touch the child's soft little face, and her heart softened.
He ...... How old is it? She couldn't help but ask.
Du Yun smiled and replied, the young woman looked happy, and said with a smile: "This child is almost four years old this year. ”
Four-year-old ...... She froze again.
"What a lovely kid." Calming down, she smiled at the young woman.
The woman laughed too.
The two of them became acquainted with each other after a few greetings, and there was a sentence of chatting about some short words from the parents, most of the time it was the young woman who was talking, Du Yun smiled, after all, this team was full of men, only the two of them, and they were slightly taken by the caravan, from this level, the relationship was naturally more intimate, and there were more words to talk about.
After a conversation, the two people reported each other's names, the young woman called herself Yue Sanniang, home, she lived in a remote alley in Yangcheng, lived the life of ordinary people, firewood, rice, oil and salt, and she once had a husband, four years ago went out and never came back, only sent a letter saying that she had settled in Liangjing, and would come to pick up their mother and son to reunite when she was free, but unfortunately a few years passed in a blink of an eye, and the husband still did not return to pick up their mother and son. I'm going to go thousands of miles to find a husband.
"Where is my sister going?" After chatting for a while, Yue Sanniang brought up the old words again.
Du Yun smiled and was stunned.
Where to go...... She was a little dazed.
"I ...... I don't know......" she murmured, a sour feeling welling up in her heart for no apparent reason.
The city where he had lived for many years was thus gone, and now he was alone in a wagon full of goods, with an uncertain future ahead and a long future...... I don't know when I will see them again in this life, and I don't even know if I can meet them again when I come back from the dead this time......
There is also the Feng family's bullying and grievances against themselves...... Thinking about those past events, the scenes of the last tragic death played out in front of my eyes......
…… The white flags and gongs and drums of the forest mourn the music......
"You are the bride who came back from my Feng family's ten-mile red makeup, how can you take a break and ask others to practice?" At the end of his life, it turned out that this was the whole definition of himself by a man who shared a bed for ten years.
Thinking back on his dedication over the years, after so many years of compromise, in the end, is it just that he is practicing himself? What kind of land is barren and rotten, after all, it is just a man deceiving a woman to carry out a willing self-practice for him...... I used to naively think that if this person is single-minded, nothing else matters, all the suffering can be endured by himself, and all the grievances can be swallowed by himself...... But it turned out that his heart was never hers.
How could he ever have a heart......
In the end, the laughter of those people and the chatter of the city were thin...... The life she thought was happy and happy, and those happy happiness were all a joke in the end.
Her misery, no one is pitied, no one can see.
Now that everything has been crushed, she has a chance to start over, but she is left alone...... But you can't help but be lonely.
Which one...... Let's call him a master for the time being.
The person the master wanted to give her was the word "escape", and this word was the same as what she thought at the time.
At that time, there was only one way left.
It's the simplest, most straightforward, and effective.
Otherwise, as soon as the candle night in the cave room passes, it will be too late to say anything, she is still Mrs. Feng in this life, and she still wants to become the young grandmother of the Feng family, maybe later, she will still have to usher in the same ending of "disfigured face and innocent tragic death".
But even if this decision was made as a last resort, it is still inevitable that I am sad and regret a little bit - I just left...... In a hurry, I didn't even have time to take a look at the city where I had lived for many years, and I couldn't care about anything...... And the basis of all this is that specious dream......
No, not a dream...... Everything is developing according to the trajectory that he knows, although it has changed slightly, but the people who should have appeared have appeared, such as the big thief in the backyard, such as this Zhao Laosi is still going to get out of the city tonight.
The only difference is that the convoy out of town tonight has its own.
……
"Sister...... Younger sister? Calling a few times again and again, the girl who was obviously not very old in the same car before meeting was always stunned and didn't know what she was thinking, Yue Sanniang couldn't help but raise her voice slightly, and finally called her back to her senses, so she said curiously, "What is my sister thinking?" ”
"No, it......'s nothing," Du Yun said with a smile, but there was a slight hesitation between his eyebrows.
“…… Sister ......" she said in a loud voice, a little hesitant.
Yue Sanniang looked at her.
Her gaze slowly fell on the child, that little child was sleeping soundly, looking so small, so fragile, his life had just begun, and he was very ignorant of everything in this world, although he was now sleeping with his eyes closed, but Du Yunxiao could imagine that if he opened his eyes, what kind of curiosity and innocence would be in those eyes, it was enough to make anyone's heart soft.
"Sister, when you go to the next town, let's change to a caravan to accompany you." Suddenly, Du Yunxiao grabbed Yue Sanniang's hand and said sincerely.
Yue Sanniang was stunned.
"Traveling with a caravan?" She obviously didn't quite understand the meaning of the words, and her face was at a loss, so she didn't notice that the "you" in Du Yun's joke obviously excluded herself and made other plans.
"Why is that?" Yue Sanniang asked with a frown.
To say that this caravan stayed well, and had only just started to travel and did not even go out of twenty miles, but the money had been paid in full, wouldn't it be necessary to pay the road fee again if it suddenly changed to a caravan? Besides, if you leave the realm of Yangcheng, wouldn't it be bad if you meet those who don't do your duty in this unfamiliar place?
Yue Sanniang didn't understand why this good-looking girl suddenly said this, isn't it like nonsense? This man doesn't look like he's having a fever!
For a moment, she looked at the fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl in front of her, and her eyes were full of strange looks.
"Sister......" Du Yunxiao still grabbed her hand and looked at her, "Since we met, we are also fate...... If you can trust your sister, just listen to your sister, wait for this caravan to be farther away from Yangcheng, and we won't go with this caravan when we go to a nearby village or town...... Find another caravan to go to Liangjing, and you can go with them...... Please believe my sister, my sister also wants to be good for my sister......"
After a few words, Du Yun's words were sincere and his eyes were sincere, which made Yue Sanniang's face look embarrassed.
"This ...... What do you say......" she sighed.
"Don't hide it from my sister," she hesitated for a while, she said slowly, "In fact, the cost of this trip has used all the money I have saved over the years, and the rest is the food money for me and Tong'er on the road in the past few days......"
"It's not that my sister doesn't want to continue to walk with my sister, it's that I really can't come up with this money......"
The more Yue Sanniang spoke, the more embarrassed she became, and she didn't continue to talk about it later, but the meaning was already obvious.
Du Yun smiled and fell silent.
pinched his pocket, there were still some silver tickets, and there were also broken silver taels, but he still had to use them after all, after all, he would be alone from now on, and he had to have money......
But......
Her gaze fell on the child's face again, this child's name is Tong'er, Yue Sanniang is his mother, and now she only knows this, but ...... For some reason, when she saw the child's face, she couldn't bear it.
It's still a kid after all...... Not even four years old......
"Sister......" grabbed Yue Sanniang's hand again, Du Yunxiao stuffed a silver ticket in her hand, "If you don't dislike it, take it...... Take the children to change caravans and go the same way......"
It was the largest amount of silver ticket she had on her, enough to pay for the cost of Liang Jingcheng's fellow merchants, and the rest was enough for the expenses on the road.
This moment made Deyue Sanniang stunned.
She wanted to refuse, but looking at the girl's expression, she could not refuse, and her expression was firm and resolute, as if she had decided that she and her children should go with a caravan anyway...... Now she even has to pay for the journey, and she has nothing to lose, just to make some trouble, and delay for three or five days to find other caravans going to Shangliang Beijing......
After hesitating again and again, she didn't push in the end, silently accepted the silver ticket, although she was very puzzled in her heart, she didn't ask more.
In the middle of the moon, the caravan stopped to rest, Yue Sanniang went to tell Zhao Laosi that they would leave the team in the next town, Zhao Laosi had no objection to this, only muffled his head and snorted, and continued to check whether the rope binding the goods on the carriage was strong and strong.
Before dawn, the caravan set off again.
Resting in the middle of the night and hurrying in the morning, Zhao Laosi's caravan has always been like this, saving most of the time for sleeping and eating, so as to arrive at the destination in advance, rest and recuperate, and then continue this march, in order to earn a living and make the family's life better.
Sitting in the carriage at the top, Zhao Laosi drove the horse while thinking about how much silver he could get from this trip, how much he could give to his buddy, and how much he could earn in the end.
How much of the money earned is to add something to the family, and how much is to be saved for other purposes.
Later, I thought, at this rate, how long will I have before I retire, buy a few acres of thin land, raise chickens and ducks, get along with my family for a long time, and share the joy of family......
He was happily planning, but he didn't know that this time he would be the last time for the merchant to deliver goods for others.