Chapter 480: Release
Waving goodbye to Qin Lianbao and the sixth brother, looking at the figures of the two gradually drifting apart, Huajiao not only hoped that they would be smooth sailing, but also hoped that they could go and return early, and sincerely looked forward to the "remembrance journey" of Qin's father and Qin Laoniang, and they could form a group as soon as possible. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Sichuan pepper is a little abrupt.
If it weren't for Luo's reminder, she didn't know how long she would have realized that not only Father Qin, but also Luo, as well as herself, actually had a bottomless abyss on the tip of her heart.
This abyss is called nostalgia.
But at the same time, what made Hua Jiao realize the lack of language, and what she couldn't describe was that she seemed to have already realized dimly that over the years, her memory as Hua Jiao has become clearer and clearer, but the memories of her previous life seem to be more and more blurred.
Will one day, those memories that once made her remember turn into a vague shadow?
Sichuan pepper doesn't know.
But she could feel that the bottomless abyss on the tip of her heart had begun to heal quietly before she knew it. It seems that the bottom is already visible, and the light that throws down the boulder again can already hear the echo.
The sadness and sorrow that were once engraved in the bones are no longer rushing in my heart like a wild wave, and have been evaporated into wisps of mist between heaven and earth silently.
The foreign realm is still in the middle of the year, and the other country is the hometown after a long time.
This is a sentence that has been used subconsciously to comfort himself for a long time, in order to comfort the fear of never seeing his hometown again.
But now that I think about it again, I can't help but think that my hometown may be a double concept.
On one side is geo-indication, and on the other side is psychological conversion.
Geographical indications, this is unique, not easier. But the psychological refuge may not be the same, and it may be enriched and even migrated as each individual grows.
At least after looking at herself, she thinks so.
And the most fundamental reason for this may lie in the word "environment".
Every state of mind may have the potential to create a spiritual homeland.
When Huajiao sincerely fell in love with this water and soil because of a person, one thing, and one moment, it seemed that she had an extra hometown in her heart.
The ancients often said, "Life is like sending".
Life is short for a hundred years, but it is just a temporary residence in the world.
This statement is not unusual.
In Taoist classics, it is often used to refer to human life, which is a metaphor for the temporary nature of life, while the Tao is eternal, just like home.
All things in heaven and earth are nothing but the transformation of one qi, the qi gathers and is born, and the qi disperses and dies.
The same is true of human life, which will eventually return to nothingness, eternity, and the unknown.
Therefore, the homeland of heaven and earth is just a temporary homeland of people, an eternal homeland.
We may not need to be attached to the distance between our relatives and our hometowns.
Other hometowns and hometowns are not far away, and the outside world is calm.
It's just that although Hua Jiao can understand the truth that this peace of mind is my hometown, she is still rolling in the red dust, but she can't be so open-minded and calm, what she hopes more is the reunion of the outside world.
If there is a choice, who is willing to use the suffering mode to clear the level.
If possible, she wants everyone to have a smooth road every step of the way, and she wants everyone to have a good day every day.
In her hometown, she should not be able to go back, so she naturally hopes that Father Qin and Luo can leave no regrets and fulfill their long-cherished wishes.
The peppercorns are full of things, and Qin Lianbao's heart can't be calm for a long time.
Husband filial piety, the origin of Lourdes.
Qin Lianbao has always felt that he has achieved the respect for his residence, the joy of raising, and the worry of illness, and he has indeed taken his father and mother to heart.
But after listening to Luo's words, he realized that what he had done was far from enough, or that his filial piety was still superficial.
He still doesn't understand the distress and melancholy in his parents' hearts.
Homesickness, this is not just a clan ancestral hall, incense sacrifices are continuous, and it can be waved.
For some reason, an ancient poem popped up in my mind.
When he left home, he returned to his hometown, and his hometown accent did not change, and his sideburns declined. When the children don't know each other, they smile and ask where the guests are from.
He still remembered the first time he read this ancient poem, and it was like a treasure. Although he didn't understand nostalgia, it was through this poem that he really understood the meaning of the article.
In the years that followed, he had read it more than a hundred times because he couldn't put it down, and each time he had a new insight.
I have also used my own perception more than once to guide the little characters, hoping that they can understand that the language and rhyme, as long as it comes from the bottom of their hearts, even if it is unpretentious and unpretentious, can also unconsciously bring people into the artistic conception of poetry.
He often uses this poem as an example to guide them to imitate, create, and comprehend the poetry.
But all along, what he said over and over again is just from the perspective of the whole poem, although one or two sentences are mediocre, but three or four sentences seem to be turning around, and there is no realm or anything like that.
Tell them that the beauty of three or four sentences is to apply powder on the back, and there are no traces. Although it writes about sorrow, it expresses it through joyful scenes. Although it is to write about himself, it is turned out from the side of children. Moreover, the scene of children's questioning is very interesting in life, even if the viewers are all infected by the poet's long-term sadness, they cannot help but be moved by this interesting life scene......
He didn't know when he had injected utilitarianism into this natural sentimental poem.
It was not until the moment that I really realized that three or four sentences, with questions and no answers, quietly ended, but the sound outside the strings sounded like a hollow valley, how mournful and endless......
At the moment, the whole person was trapped in such an emotion, looking back and contemplating, as if he was suddenly beside the sparkling mirror lake, and the people were undoubtedly more and more sentimental.
It took a while to come back to his senses.
Sichuan pepper looked left and right, looking at Qin Lianbao, who seemed to have suddenly changed as a person, he was naturally puzzled.
But in the end, it's not Xiao Chenguang anymore, she has already grown into a big girl, even if she is embarrassed, Qin Lianbao and Luo will not give her a chance to listen to the corner.
Naturally, there was no way to know, and then Qin Lianbao and Luo Shi whispered something more. She only knew that the next day, Luo's eyes were a little puffy. It's like a lack of sleep, and it's like crying hard.
However, between the eyebrows, there is an indescribable softness and warmth.
Hua Jiao paused, and then jumped to Roche's side, but decided not to ask, just didn't see it.
In the next few days, the Qin Lianbao brothers always got together to discuss something. It's just that on the eve of Qin Lianbao leaving home with his sixth brother and going to Xin'an Mansion, it seems that he hasn't discussed a reason yet.
Hua Jiao could only pray secretly.
Unexpectedly, in just a few days, Qin Lianbao and the sixth brother estimated that before they got off the boat, Li Qi suddenly had good news.
The front foot Li Patrol sent someone to report the good news, and the back foot fennel came over in a carriage and told the family that Li Qi had ordered the Lizhou garrison and was going to take office soon, and Mrs. Li asked her to follow Li Qi to take office.
The family was surprised and delighted, but the first reaction of Sichuan pepper was where is Lizhou?
Jumping to his feet and asking fennel, he knew that Lizhou was far away in Sichuan and Shu.
Sichuan pepper was a little dumbfounded: "How is it so far?" ”
Not to mention that Shu Road is difficult, it is difficult to go to the blue sky, Hua Jiao trance remembers that there are many ethnic minorities in the southwest Sichuan and Shu, but I don't know if there is a change of land and return to the stream, and the implementation is still not the Tusi system, she remembers that there are many open armed rebellions in that place, and Li Qi is a military attaché.
Although Qin Lianbao has already popularized it for them, the so-called garrison is actually a five-grade official who manages the army's general affairs, military salaries, and military rations.
Fennel has already accepted this reality, and told Huajiao and the people: "Although the mountains and rivers are far away, the Shu road is difficult to walk, and there are many people under the rule, it is by no means a poor mountain and bad water that is withered and declined, and there is no civilized place." Not only is the industry and commerce developed, but also the academies are everywhere, which can be described as a treasure of nature, but it is a good place to go. ”
But Fennel had only heard Mrs. Li say it in such a hurry, and at most it was not clear, and she really didn't have time to think about it at the moment.
In today's world, although the transportation is inconvenient, the imperial court has set a time limit for officials to take office.
All of them are centered on the capital and are divided into places with traffic, such as 10 days to Shuntian, 15 days to Zhili, and 30 days to Longjiang. As for the places where there is no traffic, there is Sichuan and Shu, which is limited to 60 days.
Moreover, the time limit for releasing officials is five days to receive the letter of appointment, and those who delay for more than half a month and do not bid farewell to the imperial court and leave the city will be dealt with strictly. If there are those who stay in Beijing, or go out of the city and sneak into the city, or take a detour to go home, and then there are those who borrow money to buy clothes, marry wives and buy concubines, they will be demoted. Those who arrive more than one year late will be directly dismissed from their posts and served as citizens.
The intention of the imperial court to stipulate this was to emphasize that it was not allowed to stay, especially not to raise debts. This is because in today's world, the income of officials is not high. And when officials take office and are transferred, they need to pay their own travel expenses, and the imperial court does not have a carriage and horse fee for you.
There are not a few lower-level officials who cannot afford to pay for the journey. If the Beijing officials stay in the capital and delay their stay, the expenses will inevitably be very large, and they will inevitably have to borrow money from India.
Even some people don't have to open their mouths by themselves, they have specially put money in prints, and even people with ulterior intentions like flies bite meat, follow the fishy smell to find you, and take the initiative to stuff the silver into your hands.
When the time comes, it is not uncommon for an official to take office, and the creditor follows him to the place where he took office, forcing him to repay his debts every day. No matter how majestic an official you are, this Chenguang has become a "grandson" in front of the creditor.
In order to repay debts, there is no way, and officials are bound to loot people's money, so they have to bend the law for bribes.
It is precisely for this reason that, in order to prevent corruption among the officials who were exiled, the imperial court made the above seemingly unsympathetic prohibitions.
As for not allowing officials from other places to take a detour home, they are also worried that they will collude with the "parents and officials" in their hometowns and commit violations of law and discipline.
Such a system may be harsh for officials, but it is not without a little reason.
Because of the above, Li Qi had to go to Lizhou immediately after receiving the voucher.
I guess this will already be the beginning of the journey.
"I listen to my parents-in-law, it is as short as ten days, as long as half a month, and when it is cleaned up, I will send someone to send me and Sister Qi to Lizhou to meet with the Xiang Guild......"
When Fennel said this, her heart was calm, and her eyebrows were indescribable.
Mrs. Li had already told her in the old year that once Li Qi was released, she would let her take Sister Qi to follow Li Qi to take office.
The first time she heard this, she was surprised.
She is the eldest son and eldest daughter-in-law, if Li Qi is released, she will naturally stay at home to serve her in-laws, raise her daughter, and take care of her brother-in-law and sister-in-law.
But at the same time, she also knew that Mrs. Li was a fair and honest person, and since she said so, she must have hoped that she would follow Li Qi to take office.
Mrs. Li did think so, the two of them are not very old, and they don't need children to serve their knees.
Husband, husband, husband is husband within one zhang. It's not a good thing for two people to live separately, and she is also a person from the past, so she naturally knows what it's like.
Thinking that back then, the child's father had just been lifted and decided to release Chenguang, and the old lady in the family was eager to give him a concubine. said that he wanted to leave her at home to serve the elderly and preside over the feed. He is an official outside, and there is no one around him to take care of him. Fortunately, the child's father ran fast, and the old lady left early, otherwise she would have had someone else in the house if she tossed it like this. Where can it be like now, the children are their own.
What's more, Li Qiyuan is in Sichuan and Shu, although there are long-term servants around him who go in and out with the little guys, how can he have a daughter-in-law who takes him to heart in everything. And no matter where he is an official, a civil official is still a military attaché, but the word "favor", I don't know how many things I have to do for him.
As for the children, although Sister Qi is still young, they are indeed reluctant, but the children are the mother's heart and liver, they left Sister Qi behind, but some people are happy to be happy, but what can fennel do. As the saying goes, the son is not ugly, follow the mother and the son, even if the life is difficult, it is always a family together, which is better than the separation of flesh and blood.
I also told the fennel about a big chase out, such as when you go to the local place to socialize with people, you should lower your body, and the newcomer will not run into walls everywhere......
Luo, who had never spoken, heard that Mrs. Li had asked Fennel to bring Sister Qi with her, so he finally took a long breath and recited the Buddha, before patting the back of Fennel's hand and saying to her: "You have to remember your mother-in-law's goodness, and honor her well in the future!" ”
Since the separation is doomed, there is no need to say anything to make the child sad.
Fennel solemnly should be.
can think of this farewell, I don't know what Chenguang can return to Chongtang and see my mother's family again, my heart is sour, and tears are falling down.
Xiangye also cried, and was lying there writing and drawing, and the peppercorns who were studying the direction of Lizhou with Lilac were also infected by the atmosphere in the room, and when they raised their heads, their eyes slowly turned red.